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Does she even have any remorse? Does she not realize how badly she’s fucked not only my but her own life? I gave her the world just to have that world burn infront of my eyes… I hate her. I genuinely do hate her. I wish nothing ill onto her because she does a good job of doing that herself, but I hope one day she knows this pain. I hope she understands what I have to go through. What she did. The full magnitude of her actions. Maybe one day… but I doubt it.

It’s okay to be a beginner at the things you are interested in. There is no reason to feel intimidated by people more advanced than you are, because they too were in your place at one point. Keep learning and growing and expanding in whatever it is that you love and let nothing and no one stop you. You don’t have to be at the same stage as someone else. You can just be at your stage and that one is okay too.

I just heard this woman say “you procrastinate because you are afraid of rejection. It’s a defense mechanism, you are trying to protect yourself without even trying.” and I think I just realized what was wrong with me.