Hospital, again. Trying to kick cancer in the butt but it's fighting hard. I am too.
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Hospital, again. Trying to kick cancer in the butt but it's fighting hard. I am too.

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While going through cancer treatment, I can get some really intensely vivid semi-luicid images between sleep and waking. While I was in the hospital recently it took a while to get my nausea managed and i kept waking up to this swirling and throbbing before fully rousting.
Seeing @charseraph's art of this (and others) made me want to actually try to depict the way I see the feelings when this sort of thing happens.
Treatment continues, healing continues, I have some neuropathy in my hands that's taking some time to learn to work with and clear out, especially as I try to re-build strength overall - but I'm on the mend, I'll get stronger and more well from here out, even if there are ups and downs.
I truly appreciate how kind you guys have been through things and all of the nice words said - I always try to respond but even if I don't please know that I'm still deeply appreciative.
Here is a little dragon <3
First infusion was yesterday - got it done but had a real rough time of ot and I'm spending a few days in the hospital trying to get things sorted. It's a bit stop and go though, as more and more issues keep coming up - fever, nutritional issues, kidney issues, hypotension, tachycardia... All kinds of things.
Home from the hospital! Everything is working it's just very hard on my body at the moment. Getting used to new meds and weathering through tumor breakdown, but I've been here before and I'll get through.
Despite the first infusion issues, my second infusion yesterday went just as smoothly as I could have hoped! I still needed a little more support than just the norm, but the lovely folks got me all taken care of at infusions, and I'm home and feeling a little stronger and better by the day!
First infusion was yesterday - got it done but had a real rough time of ot and I'm spending a few days in the hospital trying to get things sorted. It's a bit stop and go though, as more and more issues keep coming up - fever, nutritional issues, kidney issues, hypotension, tachycardia... All kinds of things.
Home from the hospital! Everything is working it's just very hard on my body at the moment. Getting used to new meds and weathering through tumor breakdown, but I've been here before and I'll get through.

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First infusion was yesterday - got it done but had a real rough time of ot and I'm spending a few days in the hospital trying to get things sorted. It's a bit stop and go though, as more and more issues keep coming up - fever, nutritional issues, kidney issues, hypotension, tachycardia... All kinds of things.
Biopsy is back, the cancer is, in fact, still follicular B-cell lymphoma. This means I get more intense treatments further away from home, but hopefully it'll knock it down longer. There's still a long way to go to heal but next week they should be able to start treatment.
All scans/biopsies done, still waiting a final diagnosis so treatment can proceed but hopefully very soon.
Bad comic day can be any day when you're struggling.
If I don't draw I'll die, but I have only one thing on my mind right now. I'm sorry, it's vent art time. I have a PET scan scheduled soon and an appointment with a specialist scheduled - it's just a long ten days as I feel progressively worse over time - I went from happy and normal in May to now struggling to walk up and down stairs.
I'll be ok, this cancer never goes away, and may change, but is still treatable. I'm waiting extra long this time because I'm young for this kind of cancer (much more common in 65+ adults) and my oncologist hopes if I go to a specialist there might be newer, more effective and longer-lasting treatment for me, especially as the cancer is behaving aggressively (weirdly a positive - if it's more aggressive more aggressive treatment can be used to knock it down.) The fact that I am 41 and healthy apart from the cancer also means my body is better equipped for a harder fight.
I'm... extra vocal this third time because while I have been treated very well and my drs are doing what they can, it's still hard to go through. I at least haven't needed a thoracentisis yet to drain pleural fluid.
@ankoku-jin and I were talking about my current situation and I mentioned I'm not able to do something at the moment (family is helping with it) because I'm "full of cancer" and they said it needed to be a T-shirt design and I agree.

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Yup, cancer's back. For those keeping score at home this is the third time.
I still need some diagnostics before they can determine it's extent this time, but I'll be discussing treatment and interim pain management with my oncologist tomorrow.
Needless to say until I get some pain management or get on treatment I'm going to be pretty quiet - the symptoms of this cancer are severe and painful. I've been posting from a backlog of art for a minute but I need a bit of a break as I get to a bit better place health-wise.
Yup, cancer's back. For those keeping score at home this is the third time.
I still need some diagnostics before they can determine it's extent this time, but I'll be discussing treatment and interim pain management with my oncologist tomorrow.
Tako Tako Neko San - the octopus-headed cat! Now in ceramic!
Anton and Pleasant having a nice evening at home.
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Last song: SMELLS LIKE TEEN SPIRIT - NIRVANA // ROCK'N'TOYS SESSIONS #12 - THE WACKIDS
Current obsession: Gonna admit - it's really hard to think clearly with my body being as bad off as it is right now. But there's still a lil room in there for BG3 and my own characters n' stuff. Basically if I'm posting it I'm thinking about it.
Currently reading: Still working on that Ambessa book. I am... not good at reading anymore :C
Currently working on: Some smut, some writing, some secret stuff for upcoming birthday...
Currently wearing: T-shirt and basketball shorts - it's unseasonably hot here right now.
Last search: all monster hunter monsters by game
Favourite flower: Uhhhhh... hard to pick a favorite. I like irises a lot though.
Tagging... oh anyone who'd like to, really.

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A little ceramic sculpture of one of our dog's (rough collie) buddies, a white husky!
Mercifully this is the end of the white glaze that has always performed a bit erratically - her owner liked it though!
Looks like someone could maybe use a hug...