Caitie || NEVER met Tay

Taylor Swift Albums + Candles:

I’m usually pretty open and honest about my anxiety and mental health, but there’s one thing I have been too embarrassed to share. I have what’s called “trichotillomania” or hair pulling disorder and it coincides with my anxiety. When I was younger I would chew on my hair and as I got older I started to pull it out. I don’t usually notice that I am doing it, but it’s usually when I’m watching tv or “relaxing” on the couch.

I did however catch myself doing it a lot more after my hubby left for deployment so I searched for something to keep my hands busy and out of my hair. I found EMBROIDERY & I am obsessed, especially now I am getting to create @taylorswift pieces.

two years ago I vowed to “agree to disagree on the amount of Taylor Swift that should play” 💕 So glad I took this magnetic force of a man to be my LOVER!

I’ve had to stop and look down at my wrist a lot this week. Some days are just a lot harder then others & that reminder to “hold on” keeps me afloat. It keeps me from drowning in my thoughts and gives me the strength to keep working towards my goals.

Hope to see you real soon, Tay! It’s a Cruel Summer without you 💗