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Then I realised... You never cared at all.

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I disagree. I thinkΒ βgodβ is your rock.
Faith is literally the only thing that kept me from pulling the trigger on myself senior year, but okay, fuck me for believing in things
Faith is believing in something despite the fact there is no evidence to support it, and lots of evidence suggesting itβs wrong. Itβs self-delusion. Itβs believing because you want to, not because you have good reasons.Β βFaithβ is conceding an idea cannot be validated and justified on its own merits.
Thereβs literally nothing that cannot be justified byΒ βfaithβ alone. Nothing. No horrible thought, no vile deed, no grotesque act, that cannot be justified entirely byΒ βfaith.β βFaithβ is unfalsifiable, which is an extremely good indicator it doesnβt bring truth or accuracy.
What we can conclude, then, is that you saved yourself. You justified your own existence to yourself, but did so through the sock-puppet of a βgodβ. Why do you find it necessary to give the credit to magical, intangible, creatures instead of your own desire to live?
Iβm genuinely glad youβre still around, but it seems like the original problems havenβt gone away. Theyβre just masked behind things you, by your own admission, convinced yourself of just to survive. And while that might be fine in the middle of imminent danger, the problem is youβre still living with a workaround in place, a crutch. You need to resolve the underlying problem that brought you there in the first place, so you can remove that crutch, walk on your own, and move on from that emergency state youβre stuck in.
If you really believed inΒ βgod,β you wouldnβt mind moving on to your eternal afterlife. This one is a temporary waiting room, isnβt it? Doesnβt an eternal reward await? But you struggled to remain here, in a life that is barely a blip before the eternal bliss beyond this world. Right? We celebrate people dying, because this life isnβt really the true objective? Right? We get to live withΒ βgodβ forever, and tell him endlessly how wonderful he is,Β right? Sounds like doubt to me. Pardon the pun, but thank god you do doubt. If you truly believed, youβd be gone.
My fear is that youβre only valuing yourself through the lens of a crazy, bronze-age superstition. That, to me, is an alarm bell. You, and people in general, have value because of your own qualities, because life is fleeting and temporary, not because of some undetectable, genocidal, violent, irrational magical wizard in the clouds.
Why would you think itβs a good idea to address heath issues by picturing stories of myths, magic and sky fairies, instead of seeking professional medical attention?Β Would you treat a childβs bronchitis by having βfaithβ or by seeing a doctor? If this isnβt what you do for the flu, diabetes, pneumonia or cancer, why would you think itβs a good idea for mental health issues?
Do you think that atheists and skeptics canβt and donβt believe in things? I believe in plenty of things:Β justice, integrity, honesty, equality, compassion, empathy, family, friends, community, the natural world around us, doing good for the sake of doing good, helping others, good food, good wine, good music, a smile, a kiss, a touch, good sex, the thrill of a fast car, the tranquility of quiet.
And I can substantiate and justify all of those things. I can also explain the evolutionary origin of many of them. That is, I donβt need to give up and resort to βfaith.β
BTW hereβs the kicker: your god either orchestrated it in the first place, or did nothing to stop what it knew would happen in the first place (is it, or is it not omniscient?). Itβs either a sadist or doesnβt care. Considering how many children die and/or are raped each day, who it doesnβt save, probably both.
So if you love me let me know...
... or run away before I go...
My heart is just to dark to care...
I can't destroy what isn't there.
Deliver me into my fate.
If I'm alone I can not hate.
I don't deserve to have you...
My life was taken long ago, if you still care I hope I never know...
If you still care I hope I never know...

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Idk if you're going to see this but...
If you do... I just thought you should know that I'm being admitted.
Got a bunch of Pocky and Hi-Chew for Christams... Why does everything have to remind me of you...
All I want for Christmas is you...

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Merry Christmas...
I miss you...
I was going through some of my things earlier, and found my Player One ring... Now I can't stop crying...
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Goodbye.

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I have literally lost my will to live. I'm so tired, but can't sleep. I just sit here and cry until my eyes bleed...
I'm FINE.
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