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You should never have expectations. Because with expectations comes also disappointment.

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Sometimes I wish I could forget my boyfriend.

Not because of hatred,

but because then,

I could meet him again.

And we could relive all of the beautiful moments all over again.

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So you want to be with your friends and that means I have to stay at home?

That's not how a relationship works.

I used to stay up late to ignore reality and dream about my own one. Now I don't do that anymore because I'm living my dream.

So yesterday I was walking with my boyfriend along the river when he saw that one cool old willow and said "there's a treasure under this tree for sure" but then he turned to me and said "no, the treasure is right here next to me" and stopped to hug me❤️❤️

if this isn't cute i don't know what is

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The best medicine for a broken heart is a new love. New person in your life. And the funny thing is you would have never met them if your heart wasn't broken.

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You don't understand love until you get to know death.

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Things that are driving me fucking crazy rn, 12.7.2018

his stupidity

a friend?

none of the things i imagined are going to become a true shit. ever.

just a friend?

really a friendship? is this a normal friendship?

just try to mention him and im gonna break all of your more than 200 bones

oh my dun i just realized it happened on that damn cursed date again. twelve. always eleven or twelve

thats not what friends do my bro

stop fuckin with me

you know, my friends were right. you’re a fucking asshole

you played with my feelings and you know

theres so many things reminding me of you. congrats

friend, rly?

im so naive

i will never learn

never ever

“we dont have many things in common”

and i was so stupid to allow you do all these things

you treated me like a fucking piece of shit

Suck it up you motherfucker.

The way you rub my ribs with your fingertips while you hug me

Im so fucked up

Theres no way out

I dont wanna cry

I dont wanna hear you telling me im just a friend to you

Causeyoure way much more than a friend to me

Otherwise i wouldnt imagine you next to me every night

I wouldnt use my dad's shower gel so i could feel like i can smell you

Cause all these men cosmetic products smell like you to me

Im so bad for making up scenarios in my head

Theyre like a drug

Comforting

But killing me silently from the inside

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i can’t imagine us saying these things to each other out loud. but even if i can’t imagine hearing these words, i can imagine living them. i don’t even picture it. instead i’m in it. how i would feel with him here. that peace. it would be so happy, and it makes me sad because it only exists in words.

source: Will Grayson, Will Grayson by John Green and David Levithan

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The things i wanted to say but never did:

Let’s run away. I love you. Stay with me. Kiss me. Hug me. What’s wrong? Come over. Don’t let go. That can’t be the end. I’m hurt.

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Stat rosa pristina nomine, nomina nuda tenemus. And what is left of the rose is only its name.

Ending of The Name Of The Rose, Umberto Eco

Words are not capable of expressing the amount of love I give to you all the time.

Fucked up life of mine

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I’m such a mess. I don’t know who I want to be. There are two different personalities within me. One of them wants to get good grades, have fun with friends, be cute, have a boyfriend, live healthy life and stuff. The second one is so rebellious, needs alcohol, wants to kiss every boy it likes and wears red lipstick. It also longs for sneaking some cigarettes and then smoking them secretly on the balcony.

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help me solve this shit

I got too close with someone I shouldn’t and I subconsciously forgot about the person, who was always first. Now I’m struggling with saying no to one and breaking his heart and being refused by the second one… or it just looks like he is refusing. I fucked that up so, so hard don’t know what to do now keep trying or just let him be and have that all with the other one?

#dilemma #easy to say #harder to do #help me solve this #please #it matters #struggles #teen struggles #infp #infp thoughts #emotional #emotions #emo teen #emo stuff #help #problems #problem solving

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The longer I live the more I long for death.

Friend of mine

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I felt so relieved when I found out your mind is as chaotic as mine. You taught me it’s okay to be different. Taught me not to be afraid to stand out of the line. And told me to stay the way I am. Exceptional.

From the fucked up mess I’m used to call “My life”

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