situs solitus

I may not remember who I met in the past, but, Thank you for the wish, really boost up my confident, where u wish for my success.

lakonan yang dibawa bagi memuaskan hati sendiri.

waktu akan terus berjalan sehingga persembahan tamat.

i am going to take a step over here.

only one step that took me years.

years of worrying without promising.

you know, my life has been filled with these 5W's (Where, When, What, Why and hoW).

i never got the answer for each questions, but somehow, i got it sorted. i mean, the problems.

when the problems surfaced, either it's floating or sinking.

up to this day, there is only one question mark that stays in the middle. believe me, i still stuck to solve its equation.

flipping pages through different kind of reference books, but, seems like i'm losing hope.

trust me, this head is near to a ticking bomb, i don't know how am i still manage to survive.

finding cards that matches with another takes a lot of time. I hope it ends soon.

Adios

that matches this gun.

the search has begun,

and now i'm stun,

for there is none.

looking at the sun,

while handling a bun,

stomping upfront,

cause i am done.

it scares me,

need to avoide caffeine,

so i can sleep soundly.

heart pumping,

legs shaking,

feels like falling,

oh i'm panting.

it's only fill with dew.

how much long does it take?

to act being fake,

it wasn't a piece of cake.

so, I lay under the stars,

while eating a choco jar,

and hide this scar,

that never seems far.

goodbye,

my dear ally,

i've been high,

since july.

tears coming from this eye,

waiting for them to dry.