like the sun at midnight

⋆ i’m dana ✶ i’m a queer submissive nonbinary girl adjacent thing to keep it brief. they/she ⋆ i’m just here because i’m an exhibitionist for fun but if you feel so inclined to leave me a tip and/or provide reparations at - cshapp/vmo ⋆ i do post/rb hard kink content so if that's not for you then please do not follow me

published as part of the Citizen Trans* {Project} by New Words Press

At 2pm and 2am. Sleep, I remember you. Please, wait for me. I send out 7 reminders to eat a day. Like little paper lifeboats. It’s nothing. And it keeps me afloat. I forget to eat too. I need company for my shot. .3ml of Estradiol over facetime. I tell my friend I’m being a baby about it, she says woman up. Daylight savings swallows up the hour in question. I was going to sit in the bathtub until you responded. And I need you to keep you alive for me. Just until Thursday. Just through to 6 am. I can send you 14 dollars for soup. I can lend you my ears. You’ll need both hands to hold a heart. Your razor clinking against the counter. In a dream I almost slip into, I reach through the phone and hide the blade in my open palm, before you notice. Text me, I say. In the morning. I love you. I need you alive. We can figure out the rest tomorrow. With or without sleep. With or without the light of the morning. /END ID]

Max Kurzweil - The wife of the artist

Alnwick Castle, Joseph Mallord William Turner, 1829

Soulis

Lowell Birge Harrison - "Woodstock Meadows in Winter" (1909)

Japanese Poster: Color in Japan. Yusaku Kamekura. 1964

Sidney Sheldon, “Rage of Angels”