Love and Fitness

I wanted to show you my cutie patootie cuddle buddy 

Essentially, my health is shit.  I have a doctors appointment on February 8th, I am hopeful that I will get a diagnosis that explains my chronic migraines, fatigue, pain and gastrointestinal problems among a myriad of other symptoms. We are considering lyme disease or fibromyalgia, but we aren't going to dwell on possible diagnosis. 

Right now I don't have a doctor, I left my gastroenterologist after my last ultrasound because she just simply didn't think I was sick enough, and yes that's really what it was. I'm a fighter, I always have been, so no I'm not going to look that sick. Anyways, that's the past and it's not important. 

So long story short: I'm sick. I can't work out. I can't eat. I'm doing what I can, and it's not good enough, but I'm trying, and that's all that matters. I hope that soon, I will have enough energy and be pain free enough to do what I love doing (playing soccer, running, going for walks with my dog, play my beautiful saxophone) and things that I need to do (go to school everyday at a reasonable time, stand up for long periods of time, complete homework assignments).