āI heard a joke once: Man goes to doctor. Says heās depressed. Says life is harsh and cruel. Says he feels all alone in a threatening world. Doctor says, āTreatment is simple. The great clown Pagliacci is in town tonight. Go see him. That should pick you up.ā Man bursts into tears. Says, āBut, doctor⦠I am Pagliacci.ā Good joke. Everybody laugh. Roll on snare drum. Curtains.ā
LH/ramos, 16
bi ftm badass
any pronouns bc ramos donāt gaf
guatemalan-american with pride š¬š¹šŗšø
i play electric and acoustic guitar, euphonium/marching baritone, vocals. i also draw and edit sometimes
im 100000% a long-haired chihuahua with a black and blonde coat⦠that wears cute little woven vests⦠trust I amā¦
gustas: lucha libre/pro wrestling, music (specially metal, spanish, and old country), writing/art, fashion, rodeo/western sports, classic/vintage vehicles, classic horror media, animal/nature photography, religion (Catholicism bc Iām catholic (kinda))
no: I donāt really care for what u wanna say or do w my blog, but be aware that I am a minor and i would not appreciate unnecessary assholes. besides that, i am all ears and open arms to whatever
WATCH OUT!!: intense bpd; c-ptsd; polysubstance abuse; lupus (autoimmune disease); aspergers (autism); probably a lot of other shit Iām not/guardians not bothered enough to get a diagnosis for; I also talk a lot in third person pov as a way of comfort ig ??
Hereās my other socials for those who wanna add me on them too !! :] (if u want certain ones that I may have, dm me)
spotify: ramos š„
pinterest: ā ļø ramos š„
discord: farbeyondthetrndkill
Xbox gt: L0CALLYhated#502 / L0CALLYhated502
x/twitter: el_odiad0
lucha/metal rp blogs:
@rey-de-plata-y-oro (MĆstico)
@vato-cabron-de-sandiego (Rey Mysterio)
@laredo-kid (Laredo Kid)
@anselmos-new-level (Phil Anselmo)
@ramos-limbic-system vent blog (tw for paranoia, mentions of substance abuse, ptsd/trauma, possible episodes/spirals, religious guilt/trauma(?), forms of sh)
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Like "I got raped!! I didn't/did get justice! Now let me go ahead and read haunting adeline where the Zade rapes Adeline with a gun and then later himself, woowwww, I'm coping with my rape traumašš„°šš„°ššš„°šš„°š" get how fucked up it sounds?
you do realize whatās fucked is telling victims and survivors theyāre āfucked upā for the way they choose to cope and heal from their trauma, right?
you do realize licensed therapists actually encourage creative writing, including dark fiction, in a safe and controlled environments as a way for victim and survivors to heal, right?
you do realize there are victims and survivors who actually coped and healed through dark fiction and creative writing, right?
just because it doesnāt work for you doesnāt mean you have the right to tell victims and survivors how they can cope and heal from their trauma.
the fact you think youāre the good guy here is just as fucked as the fact you call victims and survivors fucked up because you donāt personally approve of the way they choose to heal from their trauma. theirs.
victims and survivors who cope and heal via dark fiction do not harm anybody in real life. whereas you are harassing them with your purity bullshit.
that said, thank you for proving my point, people like you are nothing more than a pathetic bully who wants to feel morally superior and hides behind anon like a coward.
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Yes, I do need people to talk in simplified language with me. Yes I do need people to speak slowly. Yes I do need people to explain things more to me. Yes I do need people to talk to me with simple language. Yes I do need hand over hand with things. Yes I do need things explained multiple times. Yes I do need these things.
That is me. I need that. That doesnāt make me any less.
The most terrifying part of having memory issues is when you can feel something from 5 seconds ago be thrown out the window and there's an empty hole where it once was. You remember that you forgot something.
OK me personallyā¦.. I would do absolutely everything if he looked at me like that . all wide beautiful brown eyes n everythinn. Melissa Santos you dumb as hell
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I lowkey (highkey) get embarrassed about hthe way I talk/write because I was born and raised in the us by an American and a Guatemalan. not only that, but I was born and raised IN THE SOUTH. THE DEEP, RURAL SOUTH. WHAT. no ofc i donāt know why my accent sounds like that. donāt remind me. no I donāt know why i can barely speak English or spanish. donāt ask me anymore. NO Iām not mexican but I love my primos. NO I,M NOT A NO SABOOOOOOOOOOO LEAVE ME SLONENEJEHDHDJDK
I donāt know why Iāve always had this like bad habit of associating people with smellsā¦. Like wtf ramos
ANYWAY hereās what I think my favorite most beloved luchadores/wrestlers would smell like and why:
LAREDO KID
yall know sand. like from the desert. ok imagine the smell of sand mixed with aluminum. thatās awfully nice to me and I have no idea why. AND EVERYTIME I DID CARPENTRY WORK AND THSG DAMN PINE HIT MY NKSE? HIS BITCHASS IMMEDIATELY POPPED IN MY HEAD LIKE āhola aquĆ estoy hola holaā wrap it up buddy. yeah LK smells like sand and aluminum and sawdust. yippee. desert bc heās the Ćguila del RĆo Bravo, and the RĆo Bravo has sandy shores along it. aluminum bc I have no idea. PINE BC I HAVE NO FUCKING IDEA.
PENTA
there is no way in hell he doesnāt drown himself in cologne. no way. ok he seems very high maintenance. would smell like linen and strong expensive cologne. maybe a hint of like⦠rubber. COFFEE EITH HAZELNUT CREAMER. yeah. he just has that aura that screams āhigh confidenceā and maybe a bit of cockiness and thatās why those scents make me think of him (also bc im high maintenance and overly cocky a lot so.)
CURVE CRUSH. I HAVE THIS BODY SPRAY AND EVERYTIME I WEAR IT I CAN NOT STOP THINKING ABOUT REY. besides that, I think heād also smell spicyā¦.. like chile guajillo. and like fabric softener. what a mix. those smells remind me of home and he reminds me of home so. yah.
SHAWN MICHAELS
THIS ASSHOLE,,,,,, would smell like sweat, Glenlivet 12 Year malt whiskey (bro ts actually smells so good), and exhaust ?? like exhaust from a vehicle yk. why tho? Heās a cowboy, heās the Heartbreak Kid, heās Shawn Michaels.
DRAGON LEE
brainrot so bad I canāt drink a redbull without thinking of him. THE BLUEBERRY FLAVOR TO BE SO SO SO SPECIFIC. also like dryer sheets, not even a specific scent but just dryer sheets. AND ATHLETIC TAPE, LIKE THE RESIDUE. Literally bc like he always has tape on EVERY LIMB. heās always cracked up and he also seems high maintenance.
TINIEBLAS
ok I know I donāt post much abt him but I luv him. mi amorch. ANYWAYS chamomile tea. not brewed, just straight from the bag. I think also rubber. ALCOHOL TOO. NOT LIKE ALCOHOL LIKE THE ONE YOH DRINK BUT THE ONE DOCTORS USE. chamomile bc heās cool and calm and not super wild. rubber bc heās old-school and wrestling rings have some kind of rubber to them. alcohol bc⦠old-school. injuries happen. you clean wounds w alcohol (at least I do). yah.
ok thatās it thank you for investing your time in ramosā crazy ramble and learning another strange fact about him
OK me personallyā¦.. I would do absolutely everything if he looked at me like that . all wide beautiful brown eyes n everythinn. Melissa Santos you dumb as hell
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