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smiling collie sketch after I finally finalized his appearance -- he's tanning for the summer also lawl

flogging/bondage/slight latex piece with collie my partner asked me to do

and here's a "bootcamp bully"-esque collie, their signatures, and some bullshit

she was 17 and she listened to her cds and read books and when she grew up all she wanted to be was a nurse

she used to have a girlfriend named Bobbi and she was her first kiss

she wasn't really a people person - it was her, James, and Jen now

when she was still in school she talked more to teachers than her peers

and one time

at a party

she took a teeny tiny drag

off a joint

no one knew who'd thrown it in

and everyone that night

except her

now the only way I can describe you

is summertime and a shaking laughter,

the warm feeling of whiskey in your throat.

in the hospital I dream of true friends,

people you've never seen before but soon

will hold hands in your heart and weep with you,

I look around the room and you're not there.

then when I wake in the morning after

the star looks down on me like its subject

and the prying eyes of the walls shake me

I leave the feeling with my sleeping self.

I hate you for not loving me like you

right now im older than ive ever been

needles and needles and needles and now

im here, im foolish, and im wide awake.

yours might last a day, mine is forever.

the doctors called it persistent evil,

a craziness embedded in your head,

in control somewhere just behind your eyes.

the smell of angels makes me weep in love,

leaning into your arms as you laugh loud,

i could do something simply awful and

hurt you with my hands to see what its like.

rippling movements lie under my skin.

I look in the mirror through the dust glow,

growing inside me, the daughter of Cain,

vampire heart ⚰️🦇