2 Fucked 2 Function

So I feel bad for using y’all as a rebound

. But your all I got.

I’m 29. And I cut again.

First time in years.

Because that’s where I am. And I realized I have no one. I live alone. I don’t date. I have no one I consider a friend. And I kinda just exist in me own. And yal, people o haven’t talked to in years, are all I have. That and my dogs, cuz they are the closest thing I have to relationships I have.

Sorry for the mistakes but I’m crying whole trying this cuz I honestly don’t know what I have to live for but lonely ends:

I’m not going to give specifics, but I was in the hospital for almost a week for an “accidental” overdose. I was lucky enough a friend tried to check on me, and I didn’t answer. She never told anyone that it was a suicide attempt. With her help, I quite my current job. I went back to my old job as pet time and have been working hard.

Last month I got a promotion, with more pay. I suddenly felt I could breath again. BecUse, just brace you try to get out of life doesn’t mean it gets easy. I was still struggling and hating myself. But 8 months later I feel like I’m back on track.

In September of last year, I moved to a new job. At first it was great; treated well, good pay, good oportunity. I felt like training was... more brutal than usual, but it was because I was learning.

But then it all went downhill. I was treated horrible;always being put down and discouraged and my mental handicaps (I have mild surface dyslexia) were brought up and then put down. In less the. Six months they had me suicidal and hating everything to the point I was physically getting sick from stress. Got to the point my parents came to visit because they were worried for me.