* ## FALSEWRDS ──── a 𝗱𝗲𝗽𝗲𝗻𝗱𝗲𝗻𝘁 multimuse blog belonging to FOUNDWANTINGHQ . narrated by aijah ❪ twenty . cst . she / her ❫ you can find me @ aijah ꕤ#2376 on discord . DNI if you’re not affiliated with the group .
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&&. the guilt was eating him up - maybe he could have done something to prevent the fire from starting. holden knew what george was planning that night, and yet, he did nothing to stop him. he let him go. holden was on his way back home after visiting mara (she needed help with something only holden kyun could solve) when he saw someone diving out of the convenience store. it was george, frightened and nervous about the task he was about to do.
shaking his head, holden dug his fork into the mashed potatoes, something that he had gotten from the cafeteria. maybe it was better to try to forget what had happened and focus on the present. he was here, eating his food and things around him has changed for the better. holden felt eyes on him, and annoyed, he let out a sigh before throwing his fork down. “can i help you?” he asked them. “i’m just trying to eat my mashed potatoes in peace without someone glaring at me.”
𝙷𝙴𝚁 𝙵𝙴𝙴𝚃 𝙳𝚁𝙰𝙶𝙶𝙴𝙳 away from her little camp with no warning , her brain disguising it as an excuse to enjoy the somewhat peaceful day it was . for once since being here the sky appeared a lovely clear blue , clouds even forming tiny recognizable shapes that allowed lori to play a game of guess who . okay : the word to describe just how she felt and how the world seemed to move at this very moment . it fitted nicely .
suddenly she found herself in the west ham commons , two blinks happening as she processed the location correctly . wasn’t ideal but wasn’t a complete miss , either . truth be told , lori was in her own headspace during these walks of sobriety . & it was somewhat evident ━━ just not to the figure who spoke out . quickly empty eyes rested upon him , another double blink being given in response . ❛ i wasn’t glaring at you . and if i was , it wasn’t meant to be towards you . ❜ she argues , shifting her weight from the left foot to the right . ❛ i’m allowed to be here just as much as you . i come in peace , if that’s what you’re wondering . ❜
˛ * 𝙲𝙻𝙾𝚂𝙴𝙳 𝚂𝚃𝙰𝚁𝚃𝙴𝚁 ❪ @utopiian ❫
━━ 𝙳𝙸𝚂𝙲𝙻𝙾𝚂𝙴𝙳 𝙻𝙾𝙲𝙰𝚃𝙸𝙾𝙽 ﹕ WEST HAM COMMONS
𝙱𝙾𝙳𝚈 𝚂𝚆𝙰𝚈𝙴𝙳 𝙱𝙰𝙲𝙺 & 𝙵𝙾𝚁𝚃𝙷 on boot - cladded heels , hands maneuvering through different positions to find the right place to be : in the pants’ pockets , along the sides or simply crossed against the chest , giving off the cool guy persona that he oh - so desperately wanted to portray . one glance back at the store front windows would be enough of that thought , eyes rolling in annoyance at himself from even deluding to that idea . he was just meeting a GOOD FRIEND , a normal check in on how things have been going for them so far . nothing more , nothing less . yet the sheer joy that urged to shine through him became harder to contain as this was a . . . special friend ━ his mind’s words , not his . quickly round - monolid eyes landed on the imperfect marking of the right cheek , conscious suddenly going haywire . ilseong didn’t inform them of this new beauty sitting on his cheek , & thought to quickly do something to hide it ( despite using it to look pretty strong to his faction ) yet the reflection of the figure behind him caused the male to jump and turn around , hand resting on the bruise as if it didn’t cause any lingering pain . ❛ hey . . . ❜ it came out breathlessly , a slowly forming smile growing as han stared at his personal ray of sunshine . ❛ you look . . . great ! as always ━ not saying you didn’t before . ❜ real smooth , stupid .
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⤿ headcanon memes; comfort character edition!
tw: death, family, religion.
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[ 😱 ] does your muse have any specific fears? where did those fears come from?
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" don’t you see that i’m a saving grace around this place ? i’m not smiling in your face one minute then glaring behind your back , i’m doing both in 4k , sweetheart. ” ── a guide on PARIS BEAUMONT.
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area 001. the general info
. ・゚ ┇ ⸢ JESSICA SULA , DEMIGIRL , SHE / THEY , MUSE 42 ⸥ ❛ ╾ don’t look now but PARIS + BEAUMONT is heading this way . last i heard , the TWENTY FOUR year old declared their allegiance to FACTION 3 during the last town meeting . it definitely makes sense , considering the fact that they’re known for being CREATIVE & IRRESPONSIBLE . that being said , they can also be quite OPEN - MINDED & PERSISTENT . i don’t know about you but every time i see them i’m reminded of A GLINT OF ADORATION SHINING IN YOUR EYES AS YOU STARE INTO THE HEART OF A FLAME , LIGHTING A CIGARETTE WHILE ONLY WEARING SOME SHORTS AND A BRA , NONCHALANT SHOULDER SHRUGS AFTER REVEALING YOUR DARKEST THOUGHTS , CONSTANT NIGHTMARES INVOLVING YOUR FUTURE BEING WORTH NOTHING TO YOU , APPLYING YOUR LIPGLOSS WHILE STARING INTO THE BLADE OF A KNIFE . i’ve also heard they’re often referred to as the THE BROKEN STILETTO , but that might just be because they’re an ARIES . something tells me it won’t be long before they start to show their true colors . wait , are they listening to SUGAR BABY by MEGAN THEE STALLION ? i love that song ! ❜
fire was reflected from deep brown hues , body still as the blaze grew higher & higher as if attempted to reach the night sky above them. screams , coughing and pure anger mixed with confusion filled your ears yet you stood still as ever with no true emotion showing. then a slight grin broke out , quickly dropping afterward. you took cautious steps towards the fire , not that many people noticed , and pulled out your small bit of a rolled blunt from your pants pocket. there you lit the substance and blew heavily into it , allowing the grey smoke to block your eyesight. now things were beginning to become interesting.
if you tried to convince people that the movie child’s play wasn’t based around them when they were younger , you’d be proven wrong so quickly.
paris was always the problem child since beginning to walk. she adored hiding things she was able to reach, hitting other toddlers within their presence and even throwing tantrums in public for five seconds before stopping and smiling. a true menace.
her father assumed these habits would die out when getting older but their mother always knew that this was not just some phase. it was actually just the start of the reckless behavior that was to come.
they began shoplifting at a pretty young age despite her parents making some money from their respective jobs. of course everything she stole was either something she didn’t want or just had the urge to take it. this involved into them selling this stuff at school to other students and making their own bank from it.
in elementary school they were either the kid you disliked or the kid you found intimidating yet funny. paris could have the entire class erupt in laughter from her antics or could make some kid cry after saying something brutal for a kid her age.
every parent - teacher conference played the same problems they had with paris : constant outbursts , rude language , unjustified fits of anger. once again , father dearest assumed this would stop but their mother was growing more and more agitated with them with each day.
when hitting fifteen , paris was actually keeping things on the low. claiming the reputation in middle school and onto high school as a mean girl due to her random harsh remarks and snide giggling. her shoplifting business was still going as well and boy did she rack up from funds from this. they even began going legit with their little idea and even brought in a counterpart.
that was until a girl wanted paris to get their hands on quite a few pricey name brand things for her , including a perfume set that would be a gift for the girl’s mother. having no fear that things would fall through , she took on the request and together , her and her partner went to finish their list.
sadly a security guard was hot on their trail and caught the two before they were able to leave the store - like right in front of the double doors of freedom.
they quickly pointed their finger at their friend saying that they were forcing them to do this with them or else they would’ve told their parents they were no longer a virgin as her parents were heavy christians. all lies by the way.
this did little impact on her being in trouble but this did result in a fight between the duo as the other felt upset that she would even think of lying about this as if this wasn’t all her doing.
her parents confiscated the pink, jewelry box holding her money and grounded her for a whole month. they thought this would be the end to that but oh no, they were once again wrong. soon in the next month , paris would get into three fist fights ( all she won ) that resulted in her getting suspended. her aunt could only do so much as the principal after all.
her father finally opened his eyes and saw what his wife was seeing - except he still wasn’t because he saw a future boxer and immediately signed her up for classes.
this did do some improvement on her behavior and they even won a couple rewards for their fights. suddenly, they were given the news that her father was quitting his job and taking over his father’s business located in new ham.
it was her junior year she when they finally were in new ham. at the start she just kept to herself and helped around the store until graduating. then she picked up a full time job at the pharmacy and just helped around in the back with trivial things until she was fired for getting into a heated argument with the owner.
now with no job , and being twenty one , her mother refused to have her return to her old roots. she gave her the ultimatum of either going to school or moving out. one would think they wouldn’t care but at the time, living alone was not ideal because eww .. who wants to pay bills ?
so paris signed up for saltzman with no chosen major , claiming she’ll think of one around their second year.
their time there was spent mainly drinking and partying with some actual seriousness of passing her core classes. nothing could top when some guy sold her her first small baggie of weed. paris would later owe their life to him for gracing her with such a gift.
on the trip paris was actually talking to their parents about her finally moving out. they were gonna look at some cheap places for them for when they graduate and consult when they met in person again. looks like that never got to happen.
now that isolation has consumed everyone , paris would then resort back to their old , conflicting selves. but maybe the scale is turned up a bit.
act 003. the fun facts
the place of business that their father now owned was called the neon room , an arcade / comic book store placed in a two story building. video games ranging from classics to modern are found on the bottom floor meanwhile the comic book store is on the top , meeting your local geek’s standards by a mile.
because they worked there , paris ended up growing infatuated with comic books and video games. she’s recently reading the walking dead series and loves imagining that happening to the new ham students because she knows she’ll outlive everyone.
when everyone was aware of their isolation , they were one of the few souls that didn’t panic and immediately go raid spots around town. instead their walked around aimlessly and wondered how all of this was gonna turn out.
no one knows that her family has a business located here and they won’t find out unless they follow her. they typically visit the store at night and take some comics with them to read and leave out the back to not be followed.
they originally were gonna become factionless but the privileges that came with faction three were calling their name. plus they had protection so if any trouble came knocking for them , they were fine. in their eyes , at least.
doesn’t take shit serious and this was visible during the fire. she didn’t bother rushing to help others or even appear concerned. it anything she looked as though their mind was aware this was gonna happen. what else would you expect from rivalry factions where someone was hoarding for no reason ? they were gonna be taught a lesson eventually.
paris was stealing some of their supplies so she was bummed it did burn after realizing that three days later.
talks a big game and does follow through. if there was one positive thing paris has earned herself throughout the years , it was keeping a promise.
they the type to walk around in just a bra and some baggy jeans and walk around with no care in the world with their iconic black shades on their eyes. quite the vibe honestly.
relationships are ew but attention ? she eats that for breakfast , lunch , and dinner. half of the reason why they do ridiculous things is to garner a reaction out of people. don’t ask why they just do.
literally if the pupper from saw was a real person it’d be paris because they enjoy playing games and toying with people’s lives.
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𝚂𝚄𝚂𝙿𝙴𝙲𝚃𝙸𝙽𝙶 𝙴𝚈𝙴𝚂 scanned idly over the isles of the drug store , a hint of boredom being casted over round features . being one of the guards on duty for the drug store wasn’t such a bad thing but it surely wasn’t something that kept his interests much of the time . what did manage to give him a bit of excitement this time around was the person in there with him . they’ve been seen a couple of times throughout the past few days and it actually annoyed the man a bit . ❛ LISTEN , i don’t know what the hell you do with your supplies but try to start saving your shit up , will ya ? you aren’t the only person here . ❜
“ THIS WORLD wasn’t meant to protect scared people like me . ” ── a guide on LORIELLE MASON .
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area 001. the general info
. ・゚ ┇ ⸢ SAVANNAH LEE SMITH , CIS FEMALE , SHE / HER , MUSE 51 ⸥ ❛ ╾ don’t look now but LORIELLE + MASON is heading this way . last i heard , the TWENTY THREE year old declared their allegiance to the FACTIONLESS during the last town meeting . it definitely makes sense , considering the fact that they’re known for being HOPEFUL & STUBBORN . that being said , they can also be quite RESOURCEFUL & GUARDED . i don’t know about you but every time i see them i’m reminded of CAREFULLY EXAMINING YOUR SURROUNDINGS AS YOU'RE AFRAID TO MAKE A MISTAKE , PAINFUL SCREAMS THROUGHOUT THE NIGHT WHILE HOLDING YOURSELF FROM RELAPSING , MINDLESS DOODLES ON YOUR SKIN AS AN ESCAPE FROM REALITY , HAUNTED BY THE FEELING OF BEING UNWANTED , SMALL GRINS CLINGING ONTO THE HOPE OF SEEING THE LIGHT IN YOUR LIFE AGAIN . i’ve also heard they’re often referred to as the FREDUIAN EXCUSE , but that might just be because they’re a PISCES . something tells me it won’t be long before they start to show their true colors . wait , are they listening to DIE A LITTLE BIT by TINASHE ? i love that song ! ❜
legal name : lorielle sierra mason.
alias / nickname(s) : lori , elle , sierra.
date of birth + age : february 28th, twenty - three.
natal chart : pisces sun, cancer moon, aquarius rising.
gender + pronouns : cis female, she / her / hers.
faction chosen : factionless.
selected major : fashion design.
orientation : demiromantic, bisexual.
area 002. the summary
back against the wall as glossed lips sipped on the liquor occupying the red solo cup in hand , eyes gazing over the bodies of college students who were seemingly enjoying the newfound freedom given to themselves . at first , the feeling of being skeptical couldn’t help but he felt but as her mind thought back on the midterm assignment she had yet to complete , she thought maybe this wasn’t so bad after all .
lori was the product of an affair of an exotic dancer and a wealthy politician after one too many drinks at a bachelor party for the man as he was marrying his childhood best friend the next day.
for five years she was in the custody of her mother, them both banding together and sticking close alongside lori’s grandmother who gave them a roof over their head and hot food in their stomach.
mother dearest didn’t live in a proper district to send lori to a preschool / daycare so instead both women taught her things she would need to know for primary school : book smarts and street smarts.
they may have not had much, but they had each other. it was what kept them all together, happy and fond of the memories they did make.
suddenly one night she felt herself stirring awake as commotion rung out in the night. when opening her eyes, her tiny frame was being held in the arms of an unknown man as he shouted angrily at her clearly distressed mother for reasons unknown to her. once he noticed she woke up, he quickly grew quiet and immediately buckled her up safely in a fancy car she’s never seen before, eyes staring out the tinted windows as the man approached your mother and grandmother only to be slapped and shouted at.
the car ride home between the two was silent, but the older man did try to make small talk. of course for a clueless child who was just taken from the only people they knew, it was hard keeping that going. he even brought her food and they sat in the dining room of the establishment just looking at each other in silence.
finally she was brought to a beautiful home where the chandeliers hung high above the floor and everything seemed too nice to touch - the place she would soon call home.
when going into the living room, there they were met with another woman who was vastly different from your mother : a red , silk robe that reached her furry slippers and hair rollers secured neatly in place. yet she held a look of disappointment and unsettlement seeing the two together. quickly she left them alone with not a single word, the man just closing his eyes and sighing before smiling at his daughter telling her that all will be fine.
soon the little girl went from having little to nothing to having it all. her own bedroom themed after princesses, clothes that she could wear for days, toys she should play with and never get bored. not to mention the frequent trips to zoos and aquariums, and even the beach, with her father. yeah, she was livin it up.
she found herself at times during these trips wondering what her mother and grandmother were up to. little was she aware that her question would be answered just two days after such thoughts.
they met again - and for the final time in a court room. she had never seen her mother so pretty before unless she was heading out for work, and her grandmother was now aiding a wheelchair instead of her usual walker.
tears were poured, yelling was done, and a final verdict was made. lawrence mason would gain full custody of lorielle mason and her mother was not allowed to see the girl again.
instead of throwing a tantrum and being thrown out of the courtroom, her grandmother simply remained neutral to all of this. she assumed that she and her father were on somewhat good terms seeing as he allowed the little girl to spend some one on one time with her as he finalized everything.
it was revealed that the elderly woman’s health was becoming pretty bad. but she told lori not to fret. she was built like a bull, it’ll take a village to pin her down. she then went on saying how her mother wasn’t exactly doing well since she was taken, yet could only blame herself for what her actions had caused. the child wouldn’t understand this until later on in life.
she took a final picture with her granny and that was the last she’s ever seen of her. letters would be exchanged but would strangely end at some point in her life.
lori would then grow up being pampered and spoiled with anything her tiny heart desired. despite seemingly having it all, she lacked one thing that her mother was at least good at doing : maintaining a relationship.
her father was now in office and was almost never home most of the time. she being the only mason child yearned from some kind of affection that she was used to receiving before. the man tried, he really did, but he could only do so much with the little time he did have home.
relying on her step - mother was just not an option. she’ll remember it like it was yesterday when she tried showing the woman a picture she drew of the two of them and having it balled up in her face and tossed beneath her louboutin heels.
it was little promises that were going unkept that she brushed off in the beginning. then it was missing her school plays to sometimes sending his secretary to come pick her up from school. all of this would boil up and explode during a charity event that she was forced to come to. it felt hypocritical that she had to support him but it was a choice for him to support her. tsk.
her father understood her pleas but there was not much he could do about it. instead of genuinely talking to her, he sent her home with his wife who also grew bored of the event and wished to relax at home.
there the woman and child got into an argument. lori yelled how she hated it here and wanted to go back with her mother. her step - mother simply egged her on. “go ahead! no one wanted you here, anyway. your dad just needed you to look like a good man in the public’s eye.”
so lori did what any other gullible 10 year old would do : pack a hobo bag and venture off to the old address she remained by heart - her real home.
disappointment would be an understatement of how she felt when finally seeing her childhood home after all these years hold a for sale sign in the front yard. thankfully the landlord was there and when questioning about the former residence, was then told that the young woman no longer wanted to pay rent so they were evicted. he felt bad for the old woman who was here as well. he went on explaining how he found letters written for someone either burnt up or damaged badly in a box. that was when she first felt genuine sadness.
her grandmother wrote to her congratulating her on the success of her play! she wished she could’ve made it but she knew her darling lolo played a beautiful snow white. a tear fell slowly down her cheek as she held those words dear to her heart. that’s all she wanted to hear for a while now.
she continued on and soon found out that the elderly woman was soon moving to a retirement home and would write her soon.
this led to lori becoming quite self - kept throughout the rest of elementary school and into middle school. the reason being that she ended up learning that her mother never gave up on her meanwhile her father somewhat did. no amount of gifts and shopping trips could make up for her losing the two people who did care about her.
when entering high school, she tried to branch out again as suggested by her therapist that was assigned to her when her father recognized an unhealthy routine of her not eating nor being as social as before. she dwelled in cheer and even took up photography. nothing peeked her interest truly until her school had a mini fashion show. there she would be immersed in the different styles and intricate patterns laced within sewn together fabric. she wanted that.
she brought her own little design kit and a sketchbook to kickstart off her newfound hobby. in between working on ideas, she would call retirement homes and ask around for her grandmother, and try to find her mother by asking around places she constantly took her when her granny couldn’t afford to watch her.
she was still seeing her therapist and was progressing for the better. she even confided in the goal of finding the two women who her previously in her life. it was suggested to just ask her father but they haven’t really been close since her outburst at 10.
lori was 19. after having graduating high school, she went onto bigger things at north carolina state university. it was there when her father saw how well she was truly doing. she was the bright little girl he adored as soon as he laid his eyes upon her. it was only right he filled her in on the disturbing truth of two souls she’s been waiting her whole life to see again. and again she did.
french - tipped nails clawed at the gravestone that was pushed deeply within the ground as wrenched screams and overflowing tears fell down her cheeks. the year of the final days spent was marked just six years ago. it seemed like it happened just this year - she wanted it to have happened this year. she didn’t even get the chance to write her a proper goodbye. one thing was now checked off her list : find her grandmother.
the sudden news affected her too much. her grades dropped ridiculously, and she even stopped hanging around close friends just to try to ease her mind of everything. she needed to find her mother, she needed answers.
that was when she was contacted out of the blue by a familiar voice, one she craved for years now. after all, her father did bring upon such news that the least he could do was give her some resolve.
however, it didn’t exactly go as he planned. instead of reminiscing in their times together and how they can rekindle their relationship, lori was spent looking a complete stranger in the eye. the woman before her was not someone she wanted to deal with. especially one who blamed her for how their life turned out. she even went as far as to saying that if something bad happened to her, it would be the young woman’s fault. an attack was made but luckily lori got out in time and left in a haste.
day after day, she’d get harassing phone calls ranging from crocodile tears that then soon erupted into pits of anger. she’d then block the number but the calls came from nearly everywhere, her mental health not being able to process it all.
soon she left from ncsu and went back home, drained and exhausted. her father was upset with himself for allowing her back into her life. if maybe he had done it sooner things would be better for her.
she took a year off from school to get herself back on track, and was slowly trying to adjust to the new prescribed anti - depressants her therapist had given her. though that would have more of negative effect than a positive.
it was the anniversary of her grandmother’s death and she took relief in the bottle sitting pretty on her dresser. she had already took her usual dosage that morning but felt that she needed a bigger impact. so a couple more she popped. no longer was pain a feeling but an afterthought as she allowed herself to be brainwashed temporarily with nothing but blank yet soothing vibes.
soon she grew a habit of taking one too many at once and was constantly being withdrawn from reality. each time her phone rang from an unfamiliar number, she’d take some. just needed to get away from the world? she’d take some. it went undetected until she was found spiraling when she ran out and suddenly the voice of her angry mother filled her head.
lori’s father went unaware of the abusing of the medicine and assumed that the dosage needed to be upped. it was in his good intentions but he should’ve been more aware about his daughter.
after resting for two years, it was agreed she’d attend saltzman university as it was closer to her father’s work place. he’d be able to keep an eye on her health while making sure she was getting her degree. again, it felt like he was just getting rid of her as her outbursts may cause issues for her step - mother’s first pregnancy. but she let it go.
as her first year went on, she tried focusing on everything else in the world. but nothing could distract her from the concerning texts her mother was sending her. it was then on the trip that she received her last message from the woman that had her visibly shaking until getting off the bus. she needed to talk to her before something drastic happened but sadly that would never happen. she was separated from it all along with the people she had grown to call classmates. and it was the beginning of the downfall to come.
area 003. the fun facts
as her father worked in the town hall, she immediately ran there to see if she could find him only to be met with an empty building. this broke her down to her knees and she silently cried for a good hour or two before sitting at his desk and just looking over things.
she wasn’t aware a raid had started until multiple footsteps were heard echoing in the night through the building ( she was there for quite some days hoping he’d soon return ) so she immediately looked for important paperwork and documents, namely the blueprints, and left out leaving the late comers confused as to when the hell she even got there.
when faction 2 was formed, lori stayed sides with faction 1 as their way of going about things seemed to be the best case scenario for her. however she felt useless. originally she was supposed to be guarding their supplies with one other person but was so far gone due to her medication that it caused her to pass out. it was a trivial mistake but lori felt guilty and uneasy still being there. so she left a note for the faction leaders to let them know she would become factionless, and that they have no fear of her betraying them.
being in her own was quite the challenge. she could barely find stuff but would end up lucky from some poor sap’s stash and taking some for herself.
needing a way to keep herself going, that’s when she thought of the idea of allowing her blueprints to be seen by people for a price. yes this was going against what she told faction 1 but she had to survive. but she mainly aids their leaders instead of anyone unless she likes them enough. other time she’d lie and say she doesn’t have certain layouts to keep out of suspecting trouble.
she will never admit it, but she was aware of george digging through her blueprints at some point prior to the fire. never did she think something of it but she’ll forever ignore that little voice of guilt for as long as she lives.
when she ran out of her medicine, she needed another relief. she turned to cigarettes but that barely did anything. it was when she was cleaning out the bag she had stolen when she across some tiny pills in different colors. quickly she took some but that backfired on her.
definitely the type to threaten someone but would be shaking, crying, and throwing up on the inside.
very secured about herself. doesn’t open up unless high or drunk.
overall someone who’s trying to stay calm but cannot.