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once again, just riding the waves. another self reminder- it will be okay. please be gentle and kind to yourself.

The last six months have been hard. The last two years have been hard. Haven’t been on here in a while and I just hope all is well.

hey! brief life update!!! okay so so far i’ve only gotten rejections from schools :-)))) also i dont even know if medicine is still what i want to do so there’s that happening too :-)))) also i did get promoted at my job! but now i work full time which is annoying but it needs to happen eventually i guess?? but yeah things have been kind of for the most part suckish because i just don’t know what i want to get out of my life?? i love joe and chris so much and i feel like they’re honestly the only ones keeping me semi sane right now!! anyways i honestly have nothing more to say than that things are lame and i wish i was back up at school in tallahassee with no less worries and responsibilities

hi! im still alive and well just basically turned into an old person and loving every second of it!! jk!! but yea just have been busy i guess and for some reason just like lost interest in going on but i miss it for sure anyways love you gotta go to sleep but woo! night night!

from now on I'm going to make a note in my phone listing all the things I can do to be a better boyfriend a better brother a better son and a better friend because I am feeling more unproductive than I ever have and I just feel that at this point in my life I should have developed a better code of virtues to live by and although I've been a real jerk sometimes lately I'm going to do whatever I can to make the lives of the people I surround myself with much much happier