Fallon Rae

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A year ago today was supposed to be my last day on Earth, at least according to the books... I like to say all 4 limbs because that's easier than saying what I truly went through. I cover up a lot of trauma that I've been through in my life. It makes it easier than saying the whole story, but I'm the only one with the ability to say the details of what truly happened. Left compound ankle fracture With a talus break Right compound fracture Right wrist broken Left wrist essentially obliterated 😅 plus pinky, forefinger and other carpel breaks Right eye socket crushed All Left side ribs broken Internal bleeding And other complications But somehow I made it. As the man who pulled me out of the car says to me "you're a fighter" I really must be. I fight for everyone and everything in life. I'm learning this year what battles are worth fighting for. I'm also learning where the value of me as an entity on this earth is. I'm so thankful for my unbelievable amount of support, love, and community. I feel like a stronger woman everyday I'm so thankful you can all see this journey I'm thankful that I'm defying all odds. Hiking already and doing so much more physically than the average person. So blessed and happy to be here. Thank you @ssarahwentworthh for these powerful photos so grateful you were there to capture this magic https://www.instagram.com/p/CGtJQS7lE8L/?igshid=q4xmk6umq43d

~GIVEAWAY~ ENDS 10/31/2020 Python's Last Shed 2020 2.5 x 5' Acrylic #giveaway #giveawaycontest This is only a treat, no trick! Follow & Comment on this photo & Tag a friend! I want you to have as many chances as possible to win this gorgeous huge piece! ~Shipping is NOT included~ Stay tuned for an IGTV of a few hours of it's creation! To have a better chance of winning: share and tag @divinesacredness on Facebook or your stories! The more, the merrier! https://www.instagram.com/p/CGqU8OBlibN/?igshid=tfdvfhdzb6nm

Letting Go $20 2020 8 x 11" A simple emotional piece about letting go fully to what doesn't serve you. Inspired by @moonzcap and my favorite piece by him I wanted to honor what it truly means to let go of everything and everyone. It feels hard, lonely, but light. There is a sense of you are letting go because your ego told you "If you hold on you can keep it" You are no ones and no one is yours. Even as a parent your child is their own entity and being. Your partner. Your employees. No one is yours truly and this is so beautiful because when someone chooses to be yours and you let them into your space. Honor every moment for you don't know when it will be your last. If you let everyone and everything go you are truly stepping into the space of unabashed shamelessness where you are fully able to be present without the past. Finding the truth for your own life is so important. Communicate and express your truth always. It will be hard, but let go of the ego for the lightness of life to shine upon you in your darkest hour. I've been finding a lot of previous writings of mine telling me "be silent, no one wants to hear you" for so long I have believed this. I'm letting go and being who I need to be, for me. (at UK England) https://www.instagram.com/p/CGlKS4oFGoE/?igshid=jy80xyp7ltvv

Remember kids- the devil disguises himself It's harder to trust the angel who is aware of their horns. We fear this harshness, because the devil has its comforts. That's why we live in our society of endless addiction and unsatisfaction. We wonder where all the light has gone, but it's because we are gouging out our own eyes and poisoning ourselves. Sometimes it's hard to sit with the harshness of the light, but it's love. True love. This is where the saying tough love I believe truly comes from. Angels will walk with you and recognize all of the darkness to help patch up the places where the darkness can get in. The angel can admit where they have their horns. Unfortunately this statement has been hijacked by those with bad intentions and told "see! The devil!" This is when manipulation starts. Creating a comprable plan that makes it easy to follow them vs truly change and challenge. This is intimidating because we have been fooled into thinking what an angel really looks like- a higher ascension of man. It's not. We forget the devil is just a fallen angel who's lost their way due to ego. So what do angels look like? Most people don't spend the time to connect with their light being or only do so to satisfy ego. We in so many ways are doing this in politics, saying democrat/republican picking sides vs respecting the light each side has. We are a spectrum. Step into this spectrum and do not invalidate another's light we all have something to bring. If something is uncomfortable or hard to hold, hold onto it because you are doing the light work necessary to help not only this generation but all that will come after. Sit with your uncomfortableness in complete consciousness. It will hurt, but that's because it's God's work. Growth and change hurt, but be mindful of the type of hurt, the type of growth. Are you growing where you want to or are you being subservient to the system? Stand up to a devil in your life today. Any elements that you know are deeply hurting you and you're choosing their comfort over growth just let go. They will come back changed or not and you'll have your answer. (at Some Place on the Side of the Road) https://www.instagram.com/p/CGiNbRFldED/?igshid=17hbdfwpbdryw

Phoenix 2020 $40 2x2" When the fires come there is only one thing to do... Walk through. Face the pain, the growth, and humiliation with grace Some will call it God, but I call it the Divine. I call myself Divine Sacredness in ode to the honor it is to embody this pain of growth. We are here as the forefront of evolution. This is scary, but we are so young on our evolutionary path. People are forgetting that we are here to discover the divine in all its spectrum. My mission is to help incorporate these intentions into your everyday. From my art, ceremony, and so much more this will be a platform to be on the edge of expansion in our souls evolution. Divinesacredness.org is temporarily down for another redesign but please message me for any pieces you'd like! Thank you everyone and happy new moon time for new beginnings set your intentions for what you'd like the end of 2020 to be this libra new moon is blowing in new winds of change 💕 🌚 (at Manchester i New Hampshire) https://www.instagram.com/p/CGa8s_IFcRJ/?igshid=1ikkl3o07ubgq

"The scars you share become lighthouses for other people who are headed to the same rocks you hit." It's been an emotional week, but these photoshoots and creative endeavors fill me with so much light. Thank you @sanyaryanphotography If you need an incredible photographer with a great vision, please reach out to her! You won't regret it. Our intentions for the shoot were creepy, but I wanted to share our portrait shots first.... I'm tearing up because @woahsanya a thank you million times isn't enough for making me feel more like myself again. When you have a metal eye socket and all of my scars it makes one feel creepy about your face, but photos like these take back my confidence in a new way. So breathtaking and emotional. The quote is something I heard today and it broke me down where I was... I'm learning to be proud of my story. I'm thankful I have the chance to share it and will be opening up more and more 🖤 Keep your eyes out for our creepier shots as Halloween gets closer! 🎃 #603 #nhphotography #fallphotoshoot (at Hooksett, New Hampshire) https://www.instagram.com/p/CGYHlROlR-P/?igshid=21pbcqwa3268

10.23.19 I was the victim of a motor vehicle accident. Without the help of 5 amazing neighbors who pulled me out of the vehicle before it exploded I am still here today. This weekend I honored the experience by working with the incredible @ssarahwentworthh to capture the heart wrenching moments. Thank you to every single person who has taken care of me, visited me, and loved me. I'm so appreciative to exist 💕 (at Auburn, New Hampshire) https://www.instagram.com/p/CGTU7DDFXbt/?igshid=b7cnl8fgr7xq

Taking a break from my art to just be. I am realizing the truly life changing moments aren't ever captured. Here are moments of those fractals in reflection. To truly look at the last year of my life and know that it'll be hard to be the bearer of my story. I am proud for being alive and making it through. You should too. Take a moment to smile, to breathe, to be. In one month it will be a year since I almost passed.... Fighting through every day to be here 💓 Ps. I have been conflicted in posting photos of myself this past year. What is your take on what you'd like to see in content? Does posting myself take away from my art message or expand upon who I am as an entity? Comment below! I'd love to have more conversations and community with everyone 🥰 https://www.instagram.com/p/CFf03gmlypT/?igshid=fjdk4d0v92gp

Summing of the Sunrise 2019 8 x 11" $50 Your touch lingers over me. I think like the sun will never rise you will never be here. Yet, you're in everything and these places aren't so far away from me. When painting this piece last year at @chapelofsacredmirrors their Art Church on Nature in Mysticism had the same painting... Now ashamed I forget the artist it floored me to see a painting with similar qualities. I love that with visionary art. The same visions are speaking to us all. Breathing, stretching, and calling us forward to who we need to be. Please critique and add your opinions because I would like to add more depth or maybe start over on a fresh larger canvas with more detail to the piece. What do you think? #natureartwork #coupleart https://www.instagram.com/p/CFTA3QYFoTS/?igshid=1nvdvd240gdqe

¿punos ɐ ǝʞɐɯ ʇı sǝoᗡ 2020 Acrylic on Canvas $125 16 x 20 The age old questions that gives us a moment to ponder our contribution to history. It is the philosophy of perception, who's hear to it? Who will alert? It's our beauty to have the ability to capture, record, and report our experiences. Those moments of doubt can be conquered by simply thinking if the tree never fell would we have wood to make fires? Homes? Art? We have a beauty in our falls. Capture them kindly 💓 #philosophyandart #landscape #forestpainting (at Nowhere) https://www.instagram.com/p/CFNz2fIlwmm/?igshid=1vsjh61t9w2wt

𝓙𝓮𝓵𝓵𝔂𝓯𝓲𝓼𝓱 𝓙𝓪𝓶 $75 16 x 20" Acrylic and Spray Paint on Canvas ɢʟᴏᴡꜱ ɪɴ ᴛʜᴇ ᴅᴀʀᴋ In the darkest of moments When we think all is lost Remember your radiance Like a jellyfish you have bioluminescence that shines on every soul you meet. Thank yourself for keeping your flow glowing, growing, and going. #jellyfishart #jellyfish_stagram https://www.instagram.com/p/CFAtn7sFCBV/?igshid=1pbgyg4ib32z7

𝓙𝓮𝓵𝓵𝔂𝓯𝓲𝓼𝓱 𝓙𝓪𝓶 $75 16 x 20" Acrylic and Spray Paint on Canvas ɢʟᴏᴡꜱ ɪɴ ᴛʜᴇ ᴅᴀʀᴋ In the darkest of moments When we think all is lost Remember your radiance Like a jellyfish you have bioluminescence that shines on every soul you meet. Thank yourself for keeping your flow glowing, growing, and going. #jellyfishart #jellyfish_stagram (at Jellyfish) https://www.instagram.com/p/CFArFo5l_gI/?igshid=19oudrq44m3yl

Happy Birthday Hannah! "Red, blue, and lines" 6 x 4 ft Acrylic & spray paint on Canvas #nfs The direction I was given was minimal and this is the result 😄 It feels so good to just express yourself on a large piece. One of the largest I've ever done that isn't a mural. It felt so good to let loose! Please reach out if you'd like your custom artwork made from a prompt. It feels good for the creator and receiver to just be. I think as a paid artist I forget it's okay to just be and create for the sake of creating because you never know where you'll find yourself. I hope this piece brings you the calmaity necessary to create #happybirthdayart https://www.instagram.com/p/CE2YQhblouj/?igshid=12bm4zuqbhnzw

Commissioned piece for @ben.gio603 Sending it off this weekend. It feels strange stepping into reality with a piece like this but slowly I'm telling myself I'm worthy of creating a version of mother nature. We all are a piece in her puzzle #nature #603love #nh (at Franconia Notch State Park) https://www.instagram.com/p/CEu5luclUIe/?igshid=1h6ucff8ips2p

ᴜɴɪᴠᴇʀꜱᴀʟ ᴜɴɪᴏɴ $200 3' x 2' Acrylic on Canvas A beautiful collaboration with my other half @curtismardenstudios we are doing everything we can to manifest Divine Sacredness in artwork, events, and our lives ... Living in this space of love is so uncertain, but it is so powerful. This love is refracted in every arch of the universe because we are one with it. The closer we get to ourselves and our souls... The closer we are to manifesting the musings the guides above want us to. In the last year this piece has sat in solidarity... We are finally releasing it. #artworkrelease https://www.instagram.com/p/CEVLRIWlWM1/?igshid=1jdklif312lw