what is it about losing a friend to suicide that makes you want to reach out to everyone you’ve had a conversation about wanting to die with
reaching out for help is so hard and embarrassing, ending your life feels easier and I know the feeling.
someone who helped me get out of that point in my life is gone and no one knew she was in it and now she’s gone.
I’ve been bad about seeing friends and following through and I hate myself for letting a friend die to light a fire under my ass to live and be a better friend. how it usually goes though, isn’t it.















