One More Nail in the Coffin

Oooh boy the relapse urges are strong tonight

My depression pit from the other night is not nearly as deep now, thank god. Had some good sleep, cleaned my room, stopped weighing myself every time I went to the bathroom, and got brave enough to buy myself a concert ticket for tomorrow night; I was going alone to the gig, but one of my fav people who I haven't seen in person for over two years now was also going alone, so now we're gonna meet up there. A good couple things to look forward to and help me keep my head up.

I am so fcking sad and I feel so weighed down by everything and I can't even talk to anyone about it because either they won't care, or I'll feel bad for bothering them with my shit. Genuinely don't think my chest has felt this heavy with sadness since like July 2024, and that's saying something because I was about ready to kms back then