number three gabilliam truther

sexual thrill at the mere prospect of cataloging things in a database

And from a young age, i knew my favorite activity was obsessing over things

trivia with adam and bill. adam asks who's the alpha in the band. silence from the group. i go "we know who thinks he's the alpha". more silence. adam and bill go "sometimes that's all it takes". terrible conversation, do not wish to have it again.

no one said his name. we didn't have to. it's like saying bloody mary three times into the mirror.

this happened because someone asked william why he got four fangs in the sixteen candles video btw. he said he got double fangs because he was the "alpha vampire" i wish we could have stayed on that subject instead of talking about the alpha dynamics of the academy is

i saw tai in 2015 at a lil club called double door and before they played black mamba, or after, idk, this was over 10 years ago now, bill spent some time telling us about when he and mike worked at the gap at the woodfield mall in schaumburg, il and how terrible awful bad it was and how much he hated it and mike chimed in to say "two. two weeks", implying he only worked there for 2 weeks. someone who was standing next to me loudly corrected him by shouting back "one week". i don't know who it was. my brain wants to fill in the gap with johnny minardi but i feel like i would have recognized him in the moment. whoever it was, they seemed to think they knew better than mike about how long he lasted at the gap. regardless. i carry that knowledge with me. mike only lasted one or two weeks working retail.

a lot of you really need to internalize that acting avoidant isn't cute at all and that it will cost you experiences and life outcomes if you don't change course

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rip to all the “fuckyeah___” blogs that carried our society at one point </3