Faizthero

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Dlog 17 over

Time goes by. Flow away. And me at here. Sitting on the chair and a lot of people here. Thinking about someone. Someone who not here. Just feelings. Reflecting beside me. Warming on the cold train. Calming the messy things. Smiling at me. That face, always the same. That smile, always the same. Mirror at me. Show me everything. Love. Then I miss you. About 2 weeks I remind of you. Nothin' changes. Always at the same, feels. You always miss me. So am I. Miss at the same. That smile. That laugh. That heartbeat. That eyeliner. I tried my best to hide that. But I dont know. Its always show on my daydream. The best way was waiting for your notifications. Yours instagram stories, although 💩. Yours "cek" on my bbm. Yours DM. Yours misscall. There's something wrong when you not around. There's missing part that left behind. There's nothing. And confused. Question mark. You were calling me. Find me. Found me. You got me. I miss that song. You were listening to Faded. Reminded of me. You posted me a vidgram. Tried the best you missed me?. You were calling me again. 25 times you said " buruan sini ". I dont know, why I love the detail of yours. I remember your heartbeat, when I tried to sleep. You love to fondle that hair while slept. Looking for me and said " Sayang ". Huging me and you love to hold that beautiful waist. Told me again that you were missing me. Texting me right away. " Dimana? ". I dont know what I feels about. Just think, I the most lucky person in the world. How much glad to you. How much love thats little things. You know how much I missing you. Your voices whispered me. Told me something. Heard it. Yes I heard you. But your voice so soft. I didnt hear clearly. Fix it. What?. " I.... Oo..... Youu..." . Pardon me. And gone. Could you told me then. I am really really miss you. 04/09/16. 5.41 p.m. Dlog 17 over.

Its about 7.07 p.m. Totally blackouts. Wanna work. Finished some stuff. But damn no electricity. Yeay finally went home. Right this day. Saturday. You miss me. I miss you. Missing you. Its so hard to throw away, thats you always there. Missing you. Its like you wanna open the door and enter it, but I cant go inside. Missing you. Its like waiting for something, but that something never show up. Missing you. Its like you break the box of full memories with. Memories of happiness with you. Missing you. Its make silent and do nothing. Daydream. And then smile all alone. Missing you. Never gonna ending to feels that until meet each other. Do stupid things together. Miss. Love. Kiss. Hug. And Humble. Make your day make your day. Dlog 16 over. Saturday, 20/08/2016 7.24 p.m.

The Story of Oak

That's smile? Beautiful smile? Just find out yourself. Fake. . . . . . ========================= 📷 100D ⛲ Villas Bogor 📜 LR =========================

Dlog 16 over.

You told me that, yesterday. I dont know when, I forgot. I think it was monday. You said " I think I'm in love with you ". So do I. Vlog 15 over.

Fan, lamp, scissor, glasses, tie, frame, and notes. Yellow notes. Write what I want not write what I think. Coffee.

You’re moving on like a fast train I run like hell but you’re the one I cannot catch So I sit down in vain Remember me is all I’ll ever ask I might have disapointed you I know I made you cry But you seem to get over me Like I’ve never really tried I did my best to make you well I did my best to make you feel safe Instead of making me your hero You did your best to be my sorrow You used to be my bliss Now You’re slowly shaking up my gravity All I needed was a warm place Now you’re burning down the strongest part of me You said I’d never be alone As you pulled me so close But the one I’ve ever known Was never backstage at my shows I did my best to make you well I did my best to make you feel safe Instead of making me your hero You did your best to be my sorrow Your chapter is over I’m allowing myself to turn the page I watch you fade away but you were never close anyway