Unbetitelt

a “you think you’re in charge?” in the middle of a grocery store butch

a hand on my chin like i forgot my place for a second butch

a interrupt me just to go “good girl” in that condescending tone that sends shivers down my spine butch

a problem in public, worse in private butch

like she pulls me in closer without asking, like it’s automatic

hand firm on my waist, voice low like “stay here”

and i’m immediately like yeah okay i wasn’t going anywhere anyway

who said that

✮ "I keep almost telling you. Every single day."

✮ "I watch you laugh with other people and wonder if you'd laugh like that with me."

✮ "I wrote you a hundred messages I never sent."

✮ I memorized the way you say my name without meaning to."

✮ "I keep finding excuses to be in the same room as you."

✮ "I don't know how to be near you and pretend I feel nothing."

✮ "You touched my hand for two seconds and I thought about it for two weeks."

✮ "I keep practicing what I'd say to you. It never sounds right."

✮ "I saw something today and my first thought was you. It's always you."

✮ "I'm terrified you'll never know and equally terrified that you will."

✮ "Every time you leave I count down until I see you again."

✮ "I think I've been in love with you for so long I forgot what before felt like."

✮ "You smiled at me today and I completely lost my train of thought."

✮ "I just want one moment where I don't have to pretend I don't care about you."

Day 46

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