I'm a mess

There will be moments in your life that you’ll get tired of everything. You will wake up one day that you don’t want to talk to anyone around you and you just want to be alone. They will be clueless because of your sudden change. You won’t figure out what’s wrong with you because you know, you just want to be by yourself. No explanations, no deep reasons. You will search for a space of silence in this noisy world. You will detach yourself slowly from people around you and start living without them. You will shake off negativity and be neutral. Coffee and music will be your best friends, you will shut down the world you’re living in for a moment. Inactivity will take place. This phase is called hibernation. You will get tired in life eventually, and it’s normal. You will slow things down, reinvigorate your soul, purpose and life through it. Once done, you will be ready to live again with a newer and better version of yourself.

Bakit kaylangan pang masaktan

I put too much effort into the people Who never see me as valuable Who never can show me they care So this is me, giving up on those people And putting effort into myself

I’ll probably always remember the first time you told me you loved me, The way you sort of whispered it right through my lips I could feel how pure your words were. Even though it was dark, I could see the smile that emerged from finally saying those 3 words I had no chance to react, And I didn’t have to Since I loved you way before that moment