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Pick a "problematic" action or behavior of one of the ensemble cast of Ariadne's Angels:
Spacebreather: abduction, brief torture of two high-ranking government officials
Ariadne: put a hit out on a teenager who stole her identity
Sweettalk: ran shell games and pulled slip-and-falls on unsuspecting people
Sasha: views "medical ethics" as more of a fun hypothetical than an actual rule
Ghostrunner: if you've met her, she's spied on you
Baltimore: broke the neck of the supreme leader of Earth
Beam: joined the Marines because she was bored, stayed bored, went AWOL
Blue: propositioned the Martian head of state by saying "married is just number"
Flax: her divorce was mutual, in that she and her ex agree that it happened
Alicia: joined a band of teenage pirates at 32 rather than get a desk job
Cookie: brings "I would kill or die for you" intensity to being a personal chef
Now that the new book has finished running, a bonus poll with further characters:
Cabrera: treats her loneliness by catfishing people, catching feelings for real
Tosin: so attracted to coworker he spoke with her only via notes for six years
Ellesmere: absolutely refuses to learn ANYONE'S actual name at work
Taryn: her sex-negativity is exclusive to herself and her dad's new girlfriend
Shubin: blew off work to fujo out, except he's a man and the couple is M/F
Vic: a little too proud of the fact that straight men want to have sex with him
Cherry: asked her roommate to sleep with, break up her childhood bully's parents
Daeschler: honestly believes having a STEM degree makes her better than everyone
Chapter 21 - Tequila Paf & Epilogue
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Vigilâs bar was packed to the brim with people feeling their rowdiest. It wasnât quite a party, just a get-together Sweettalk had thrown together to celebrate, in her words, âthis crew finally recruiting someone who wonât get taller than me.â
Ariadne and Spacebreather were curled up in the corner of a large booth, with Sweettalk and Sasha to their right, and Taryn and Tosin on their left. Ghostrunner was at the bar counter flirting shamelessly with Vigil, while Alicia and Blue sat at the next table with their guest, Crown Vic, having a raucous conversation that the rest of the room only ever seemed to pay attention to when they caught a glimpse of some outrageous thing Vic had said, like âso what, I gotta pretend I regret that night because he canât handle that another guy knows what his balls taste like?â
The elder Ariadne and Spacebreather had retired to bed some time earlier. Cabrera was dancing provocatively with Cherry in an open space by the speakers.
âSocial butterfly, that one,â Ariadne said. âIâm surprised, from somebody so private.â
âI didnât get the sense she loved being so private,â Pilar said. âSheâs not a big believer in being by herself. I think sheâs gonna enjoy being here.â
âSheâs been texting with Pilar and Tosin,â Taryn said, proudly. âReally bringing my man out of his shell.â
âThatâs getting annoying,â Sweettalk replied, squeezing a lemon into her cola. âWe know heâs your man. We were all there for it. Some of us put a lot of effort into it.â
âHush up,â Sasha said, âafter all you pushed for this youâre not allowed to complain about it.â
âWonder where she learned to dance like that,â Taryn said. âTos, got any idea?â
âYes,â Tosin replied.
The table remained silent for several seconds, before Sweettalk simply defaulted to the other person on their text chain. âPilar, you wannaâŠâ
âIf you want to know her backstory, you gotta ask her,â Pilar insisted. âThat said, I know sheâs really proud of her moves. She probably wonât tell you where she learned them, but she might just show you some.â
Ellesmere, now dressed in a simple black T-shirt and jeans, looked like a stranger as she entered the bar and sat alone in a corner. She waited for Vigil to break away from Ghostrunnerâs quiet romantic monologue and come take her order.
âOh for the love ofâŠâ Sweettalk muttered. âHey, dumbass! Get over here and join the party!â
Ellesmere looked up and pointed at herself quizzically.
âYeah, youâre dumbass,â Sweettalk insisted. âVen aqui, on the double!â
Sasha muttered to her, âZee, what the hell are you doing?â
âBe nice,â Sweettalk said, âmaybe something good will happen.â
Ellesmere came over to find out what Sweettalk wanted, and Sweettalk beckoned her to sit down. She took a seat next to Sasha, who glanced sharply and pointedly at Sweettalk.
Sweettalk held firm. âNobody comes to a bar where they know a party is happening and sits by themselves off in a corner without wishing they were part of the group.â
âI donât mean to intrude,â she said, âitâs just, youâre the only people on this station whose names I know, and youâre all here tonight. What the devil am I supposed to do, play another video game? Watch a rerun of that blasted detective show youâre all obsessed with?â
âYou know our names now?â Sweettalk asked.
âI do⊠Smartmouth, right?â Ellesmere beamed proudly
Sasha wrinkled her nose, but Sweettalk was more easy-going than her wife. âClose enough.â
âSweettalk, that was it. You all have birth names and street names and nicknames, Iâm having a devil of a time keeping it all straight.â Ellesmere said, pointing at everybody around the table. âAnd youâre⊠Ariadne, and Spacebreather, and Uprising, and⊠Dr. Deathsbane, and, uhâŠâ
Her eyes fell on Tosin.
âRight, so, lab assistantâŠâ Ellesmere struggled to remember his actual name, and then corrected herself. âTosin⊠How come everybody here has a pirate name except for you?â
âI have a pirate name,â Tosin replied flatly, and then didnât elaborate.
âThis lot all calls you Tosin,â Ellesmere replied. âWhy donât they ever call you by your pirate name?â
Tosin looked confused. âThey⊠call me by both names, all the time.â
Taryn burst out laughing.
âSheâs not getting it, Rockstar,â Sweettalk chuckled.
âThere, see?â Tosin asked. âAll the time.â
Ellesmere almost looked annoyed. âReally? Thatâs your name? I thought everyone just liked to stroke your ego.â
âKinda what the pirate names are for, babes,â Ariadne laughed. âTosin is a rock star, so I named him Rockstar.â
âAlso,â Tosin helpfully added, âthe rocks.â
âWhile Iâm learning everybodyâs names,â Ellesmere asked, âcan someone please tell me who the hell Great White and Mako are? You lot keep mentioning them like theyâre people Iâm supposed to already know. Iâve got no context clues to go on and I donât even have Shubin to look it up for me anymore.â
âVigilantes operating in the outer moons,â Tosin explained. âShark motif. Great White lost her arms in a shark attack, and Mako built her this gorgeous, gleaming-white, practically indestructible mech that blasts music so the bad guys are too distracted trying to bring her down to notice Mako slipping out of the shadows and knocking them out one-by-one.â
âMy man has a thing for Mako,â Taryn teased.
âStop,â Sweettalk interjected, but was ignored.
âI have a professional respect for her,â he admitted. âI studied her mech designs to help our Captain fabricate Mrs. Spacebreatherâs power armor.â
âI told Ari if I ever lose a limb I want her to build me something that cool to replace it,â Pilar tossed out. âI mean, sheâs one hell of a prosthetist, building bionic arms into a whole battle-mech for her patient.â
Tosin laughed. âI imagine itâs probably why Mizââ Tosin caught himself before he revealed something he shouldnât, and pivoted artfully, âMiz Great White married her!â
Pilar smiled at him, and thought how nice it was to actually hear him talk for once. She turned her attention back to Ellesmere. âYou. Whatâs your poison?â
Ellesmere considered this. She had, it turned out, never actually had a drink before. Intoxicants werenât common on her planet, and sheâd never spent enough time as a member of a species that enjoyed them to be invited to try any.
âWhatâs good?â She asked.
Taryn swirled her cognac and cola. âProbably something sweet, right?â She asked. âFirst time trying alcohol, sheâs probably not gonna like the taste right away.â
âCookie makes a mean boozy milkshake,â Ariadne suggested, watching Cabrera and Cherry finish their dance, âbut that might be a bit advanced for a first-time drinker. Itâs not about liking the taste, at least not the first time. I want something thatâll make her flinch, then we can refine what her tastes are.â
âCookieâs got an early night, anyway,â Pilar said. âGetting everybody to try my mamaâs pan con chicharrĂłn tomorrow at brunch is the priority here, so donât any of you dare get in the way of her beauty sleep.â
Sasha pointedly did not make the comment she wanted to, about what choice suggestions she had for what Ellesmere could drink. Cherry kissed Cabrera far too affectionately and they parted several seconds later as Cherry made her way back to Blue and Aliciaâs table, greeting each of them with a kiss just as enthusiastic.
âMezcal,â Cabrera said, slumping down into the seat next to Tosin.
âYou canât possibly have heard that whole conversation from over there,â Taryn pointed out.
âNo idea what youâre talking about,â Cabrera replied, âjust a general suggestion.â
âThought youâd want to spend your time with Ms. Cordial,â Tosin replied.
Cabrera smiled. âOh, Iâve got all night for that, handsome,â she said. âIâve only got until bedtime to hang out with you guys.â
Tosinâs face remained unchanged. Sweettalk took a sip of her cola. Taryn said nothing.
After a very long silence, Sweettalk finally failed to suppress the impulse to tease her. âIâm sorry, did she just call your man âhandsomeâ and you didnât turn green with envy?â
Taryn rolled her eyes. âHa, ha,â she said sarcastically. âWhat do I care? He is handsome, and I trust him. Besides, Cabreraâs on a date of her own. Sheâs not gonna try to steal mine.â
âThose days are long past me,â Cabrera laughed. âWord to the wise, kids, donât hook up with your boyfriendâs best friend, or your best friendâs boyfriend.â
âWhat about your girlfriendâs girlfriendâs girlfriend?â Ariadne pointed out, gesturing at the ever-more-complicated polyamorous relationship, bordering on a community, that Cabrera had just loosely entangled herself in.
âWell, no advice is universal. Itâs different when all those people are in the room when it goes down,â she said, then laughed at a memory she wasnât likely to share. âBelieve me. But no worries, mae, tall dark and gorgeous here is in no danger from me.â
âHe is rather fetching, isnât he?â Ellesmere asked. âIn better circumstances Iâd like to--â
âI didnât say my tolerance was unlimited,â Taryn interrupted her before she had a chance to reveal what sheâd like to do. âCabrera, we were just wondering where you learned to dance soâŠâ
âSlutty?â Cabrera offered.
âNo,â Tosin replied.
âI was going to say, alluringly,â Taryn offered.
âTrust me,â Pilar said, âwe grew up with Blue. You can drop all the cryptic hints you want about your past and youâre not gonna hear any judgments on promiscuity around here.â
âOh!â Ariadne said, âthat reminds me! Taryn, all this talk about your dad had me thinking about that concert and I dug something out for you.â
âWhat?â Taryn asked.
âWe actually took some holovids of his performance,â Ariadne said. âHad to dig back in the records to find them, but we got a few whole songs.â
âOh my god!â Taryn beamed. âLetâs see them!â
âQuerida, are you sure this is a good idea?â Pilar asked quietly. âI mean, think about what that concert represents.â
âNo, Pilar, trust me,â Taryn said, âI want to see this.â
âTaryn,â Pilar said, âthis was the concert that ended your parentsâ marriage.â
âAnd a few short weeks ago, Iâd be disgusted by the very idea of watching it,â Taryn said. âNow that I know my dad wasnât cheating on my mom, though? Might be nice to see him perform again.â
âUp to you,â Pilar said warily.
âWait!â Taryn said, and for a moment Pilar thought she was reconsidering, but she just stood up and beckoned Blue and Alicia over. Cherry remained at the table with Vic and caught him up on the finer points of her planned night with Cabrera.
âWhatâs up, squirt?â Blue asked. âBetter be something good, we were discussing our plans for the evening, and that Cherry has a way with words⊠hey, Cabrera.â
Taryn brightly said, âtheyâve got a video of my dadâs last concert!â
âNo shit, huh?â Blue asked. âItâs been a minute since I heard Bennyâs voice. We gonna play this thing or what?â
âSo everyoneâs just⊠okay with this?â Pilar asked. âNobodyâs night is gonna be ruined by watching this?â
âOnly if you keep looking for problems,â Sweettalk said. âCome on, not all of us were at this thing.â
âOkay, here goes,â Ariadne said, putting her hologram projection crystal on the table, and pressing play.
A projection of the stage, and the front few rows of the audience, filled the surface of the table. Ben Adair, exactly as they remembered him, spat lyrical fire so fast their ears could hardly keep up, and next to him, dressed so scantily that describing her as âdressedâ was a stretch, was Blue.
As his verse came to an end, Blueâs began, and she pulled Benâs arms around her and danced as suggestively as she could muster, while making direct and unmistakably pointed eye contact with a woman in the front row. She pulled his hands up and down across her torso, all while singing phrases of love and lust that would make even the most seasoned pervert blush.
Taryn burst out laughing. âOh my god,â she said. âOh my god, look at momâs face.â
âYeah, thatâs how I felt too, at the time,â Blue said. âUntil, you knowâŠâ
âYeah, yeah,â Taryn continued laughing, âshe really shouldnât have shot my dad. She shouldâve shot you!â
âIâM SAYING!â Blue threw her arms up in relief. âKid, Iâm tellinâ ya, fuckinâ apple fell straight the hell down. Youâre your fatherâs daughter, through and through.â
The two women started to laugh together, which, of course, gave the rest of the table permission to abandon the awkwardness of the topic and join in.
âThat dancing was sure formative for us, Blue,â Ariadne said. âWe went home and had quite the night. No wonder I kept this video.â
âDonât be weird,â Blue said.
Pilar took this opportunity to bait Cabrera again. âYou think thatâs something,â she said. âYou should see how Cabrera dances.â
Ariadne picked up on the move. âPilar did speak highly of your dance moves when you two were singing La Bamba.â
âNobody wants to see that,â Cabrera waved off the suggestion. âYouâve all seen way too much of my dancing tonight anyhow.â
âNo, trust me, we want to see it,â Sweettalk insisted. âWe really, really want to see it.â
Sasha elbowed her. âDown, girl,â she said playfully.
âWell, if your horndog wife insists,â Cabrera said. âYouâre all just lucky Iâve missed being... looked at. Get your drinks off the table if you donât want them kicked over.â
Everybody complied, then Cabrera removed her shoes, stood on a chair, and hopped up on the table. Her body moved perfectly with the music in the bar, and, as if by force of habit, reached for the hem of her shirt to pull it away. She hesitated, briefly, but looked around the room and found no objections. Ghostrunner and Vigil were discreetly watching from the bar, Vic and Cherry were cheering along. Pilar was grinning wide and Ariadne clearly enjoying the show. Blue and Alicia were hooting and hollering. Sasha was blushing, but not offering any sign of objection, and Sweettalkâs face was pushing her to do it. Ellesmere was biting her lip, not even bothering to disguise how much she was getting into the dance. She turned to Taryn and Tosin, the most likely source of objection, but saw the same blank expression on Tosinâs face as always, and Taryn was holding his hand tight, and smiling up at her.
She shrugged, thought âwhat the hell?â and went on with her old routine, stripping away her clothes and throwing them to people around the room. She hadnât used this routine in her work with the clients who had no qualms about degrading her, this was a dance routine she reserved for get-togethers with friends who adored her, which she turned into legendary parties by merit of her attendance. By god, she had missed spending time with people. She missed having them watch her, touch her, and speak to her. Sheâd never have those friends back, but now she had new friends, who would always remember how beautifully sheâd danced for them.
When she was finished, she had to retrieve her clothes from everyone whoâd caught an article, swapping a quick peck on the lips for her tube top or her tight black skirt or her brassiere, from Taryn, Sweettalk, and Ariadne, respectively, then locked herself in a deep, long kiss with Cherry in exchange for her flannel, which was large enough on Cabrera to obviate the need for the outfit she came in with, before sitting down.
âAnd thatâs how you dance, back home,â she said.
The entire table burst into a flurry of compliments on her athleticism, her form, her rhythm, and of course, as respectfully as they could muster, her body. The only person who remained stony and silent was Tosin, which Ariadne and Taryn knew him well enough to understand: this meant heâd liked her performance very, very much. Ariadne resolved to playfully tease Tosin about this later. Taryn was simply impressed with herself about how little it bothered her. After all, she figured, itâs not like she hadnât enjoyed the performance too, and she was the one whoâd get to go home with him tonight.
Vigil arrived at the table to congratulate Cabrera and to, finally, take Ellesmereâs drink order.
âAfter all that talk from you lot, I still donât know whatâs any good,â Ellesmere replied. âMy first drink is a momentous occasion, I should think! Ought to be something momentous!â
A thought struck Tosin. âTequila paf.â
âOh, I like the way you think,â Ariadne said.
âI still canât believe you taught him that,â Alicia laughed.
âI taught him, and he taught Taryn, and now weâre teaching Ellesmere,â Ariadne said. âItâs a little ritual, and the more we keep doing it, the more we end up linked to everyone else who learns it.â
âYeah, I remember my own friendâs spiel about these things,â Alicia laughed. âYeah, okay. Vigil? Round of tequila pafs, on me.â
Vigil nodded, rushed away, and began to prepare the shots for everyone in the bar.
âYou gotta see the pictures from that night,â Alicia said. âItâs the only picture I have of Ariana and Blue where theyâre both smiling.â
âNow that I gotta see,â Pilar said, âpull âem up!â
Alicia searched for the photo as Vigil returned to the table with the shots, delivered two of them to Vic and Cherry so they could participate as well, and returned to the bar to hand Ghostrunner hers.
âTaryn, do the honors?â Ariadne asked. Taryn nodded. âCabrera, Ellesmere, you learned this shot from Taryn.â
âYou put your palm over the mouth of the glass, like this, and slam it down as hard as you can. Then, while itâs fizzing, you throw it back. I learned this drink, this ritual, from my man,â she said, and Sweettalk rolled her eyes, but smiled anyway.
âI learned this ritual from my mentor, who happens to be one of my closest friends,â Tosin said.
Ariadne continued. âI learned this ritual from my mentor, my confidante, my⊠hell, the closest thing Iâve ever had to a mother. And I also taught it to Sweettalk, and Sasha, and Ghostrunner, and just about anybody else on my crew whoâd listen.â
Aliciaâs heart melted, and she lovingly said, âI learned this ritual from my weirdest college buddy.â She tapped on her own communicator until a holograph of herself with Blue, Baltimore, Beam, half a dozen almost supernaturally gorgeous performers, and a bartender filled the space between the group. âAnd he learned it from a gifted storyteller named Ms. Cecile. And, honestly, who knows where she learned it from?â
Ariadneâs eyes fixated on the bartender in the photo, who she recognized immediately as the stranger sheâd encountered in her dreams, at the foundation fundraiser, and on the other side of the threshold.
It was at this point, according to her, that she suddenly remembered some of the things Iâd said to her, which hadnât made sense to her at the time.
âI know everything about you, Ariadne.â
âRubbed elbows with Alicia, before prison.â
Suddenly, Ariadne knew what she had to do. The danger was passed, but her role in shaping events was still ongoing. She recalled an exchange from beyond the threshold.
âWeâre not lashed to whatever future you come from?â
âItâs a lot more complicated than that.â
The entire assembled group slammed their shot glasses on the table and threw them back.
âMy god,â Ellesmere said, coughing and sputtering from the kick of the shot, âwhen you asked what my poison was, I didnât think you meant it literally.â
âLook at us,â Cabrera said, hardly flinching from the bite of the alcohol âtwo girls without pasts, and we couldnât have more different reactions to tequila.â
Ariadne knew now that the help sheâd counted on to survive had come from this future, from the one where she did what she was about to do.
âYou figure it out, eventually. Over drinks, with friends, I should think.â
The friends chatted for about an hour longer before retiring to bed. Sweettalk noted that the tequila paf made two drinks, and cut herself off there. She and Sasha retired to bed with Ghostrunner in tow, and a promise from Vigil to join them after sheâd closed down the bar. Next, Ellesmere stretched and excused herself to bed, but not before making a crude comment about how sheâd first need an âextra-long date with the shower headâ after âthe little oneâs big dance.â Blue and Alicia pulled Cabrera and Cherry back to their quarters, and Taryn and Tosin politely thanked Ariadne and Pilar for the lovely evening, then retreated back to Tosinâs lab. Soon, after Vic said goodnight and slipped away to god-knows-where, Ariadne and Pilar were the only two left in the bar.
âGirls without pasts,â Ariadne mused, echoing Cabreraâs words. âOld concerts, cocktails, photographs⊠the little moments that seem to slip through the cracks in the shadow of the big picture.â
Ariadne pulled Luzuhaâs coin out of her pocket and turned it over in her hand.
âWhatâs eating you, querida?â Pilar asked.
âWhatâs our Luzuha coin?â She replied. âWhat are we going to leave behind?â
âI donât intend to go anywhere,â Pilar said.
âUniverse is a big place,â Ariadne said. âTime is gonna be going on for a while. Maybe someday, things will have changed too much. People wonât remember us. Wonât remember everything weâve seen, and done. Everything that mattered to us. What then? I mean, Luzuha left behind a treasure trove, just so somebody could carry on her legacy.â
âIf you want to start burying treasure, we can,â Pilar said, âbut Iâve always thought that our legacy would be the better world we built.â
âNothingâs built to last forever,â Ariadne said. âSomeday, there might be another world, another time. Maybe if they remember us, remember what mattered to us, they could build it again. Keep our legacy alive, even after weâre gone.â
Pilar nodded. âYou know Iâm not gonna start shooting down your crazy plans now,â she said. âWhat exactly is it youâve got in mind, to ensure all the little pirates of the far future remember us?â
Ariadne smiled. âI think youâre gonna like it.â
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The Epilogue Triptych
PHASE ONE: Moments after the Plasma Rain, in Parts Unknown
Thereâs no real way to describe the sensation of believing yourself to be dead, only to suddenly find yourself alive. The closest possible way to visualize it would be to imagine breaking through the surface of a pool despite, just moments earlier, standing on dry ground, with no knowledge of having entered the water.
Shubin and Daeschler, as near as I can tell, awoke on the surface of a planet that neither they, nor anyone from their home universe, had ever set foot on before. The tangle of soft vines they lay on was so thick they couldnât feel the ground beneath them. Upon waking, they had to strip off their thick fur coats, because the heat and humidity bordered on oppressive. They noted a lack of parasitic insects, unusual for a rainforest climate, but the noise around them betrayed an overabundance of wildlife.
Shubin was ecstatic that theyâd survived. Daeschler was excited as well, although slightly embarrassed. She wouldnât have asked her coworker to kiss her if she thought sheâd survive. It was an excellent dramatic gesture for the end of a story, but then their story didnât end.
Kalrax was as furious to see theyâd survived as he was to find that he had survived. He was lucky he could survive outside of a liquid environment in his natural form, and even luckier that he found the heat and humidity rather comfortable. After being one of the most powerful entities in the universe, he was practically apoplectic to find himself lost and alone in some unknown universe with the very two bumbling traitors whoâd brought him down.
They wouldnât be alone together for long, though. Moments later, the people of this world would detect the interdimensional incursion, and dispatch a sleek golden spacecraft to intercept whoever had caused it.
Kalrax was terrified-- these people were advanced, and he was powerless, physically and politically, against them.
Daeschler was overjoyed-- she had never seen a spacecraft quite like this before, nor had she seen a city as technologically advanced as the one they were brought to. She could pick absolutely any object off the ground and spend years studying how it worked.
Shubin was the most excited of all-- a whole new universe of exciting new stories that he knew nothing about going in.
Unfortunately, I can only guess as to what happened to them from here. Perhaps their hosts took them into their society and taught them their ways. Maybe they were taken and executed. Maybe they staged a daring escape and lived their lives on the run in this strange new world they found themselves stranded on.
All I can say for certain is that, to the best of my knowledge at the time of recording this account, that they did not return to our universe, and if they did, they did their best to make sure no record survived of their return.
If I may editorialize slightly, I personally hope they had a long, fulfilling retirement in their new home. I hope Kalrax learned to be okay with somebody else being more powerful than him, and that the intervention of his organization was never necessary to the well-being of the universe. Iâm hopeful that my wishes for Shubin and Daeschler may come true. I have less hope that my wishes for Kalrax will be fulfilled. I fear he may have a short, paranoid, unhappy life.
But, like you, Iâll likely never know. If I ever get answers to these questions, Iâll be sure to record them.
PHASE TWO: A biographerâs note, from a time and place far removed from Ariadneâs, but, on inspection, not one so different
Itâs my duty, as a historian and a biographer, to tell the story in objective, unbiased terms, and attempt to get as close to the truth of what really happened as I possibly can. Like anyone, I have my biases, and my blind spots, and of course, I have an agenda of my own in recording these events at all.
I will admit to my own biases in my work-- the subject of Ariadne and her crew is one Iâm incredibly passionate about, and I have been for a long time. My critics have used the word âfanboyâ to describe me, and on that count, Iâll gladly plead guilty! I have tried my best not to allow my own personal feelings towards my subjects to prevent me writing an objective, factual account of events. Dramatized though it might be, this account is, to the best of my ability, what really happened. At least, the parts of it I got right.
Of course, any biographer is going to make mistakes here and there! Is âRacquelâ spelled with a C? Are the Baltimore sisters two years apart or four years apart? I now know âyesâ and âtwo,â are the correct answers, but in the past, Iâve felt absolutely sure that ânoâ and âfourâ were the answers, and, well, research makes fools of us all. Who knows which answers Iâll know next time?
And, of course, any biographer worth their salt will have to take some liberties with the material theyâre covering as well. For instance, in this document, the bulk of the words spoken by the figures in question are translated from their original language. Most of the dialogue in this volume is centuries removed from the time of writing, and its modern equivalent is not a language I speak fluently. For the same reason that, when discussing an 11th century weather event, I would not use the Old English word scĂșr, even though the primary sources would use that word to describe it. I would call it a âstorm,â a word that conveys the correct meaning to a modern reader. If I presented the dialogue without translation, it would not be intelligible to me, or the bulk of my readers, unless those readers happen to be incredibly accomplished linguists.
As such, you may notice several instances where a character uses a distinctive idiom, or a strange turn of phrase, for instance when Pilar refers to Ariadne as a âlibrary ratâ or âbook-eater.â She was speaking Spanish, the way it was spoken in the 27th century, and as youâve probably noticed at this point, this volume is presented in English, the way itâs spoken now, in our time.
In that instance, I made the choice to translate her words literally, rather than localize them. The meaning of her words is not lost in the literal translation, and especially since the differing tics of the Martian and Rheian dialects of Spanish became directly relevant in Pilarâs interactions with Cabrera, it seemed like attempting to localize âlibrary ratâ and âbook-eaterâ to comparable terms like âeggheadâ and âbookwormâ might have sounded more organic, but would have brought the narrative I presented further from the truth of what actually happened, not closer.
Itâs also important to note, of course, that like any biographer, I made choices to omit information that I may have access to. For instance, I became quite taken with Cabreraâs story while researching this volume, and I did, in fact, uncover several journals, documenting quite a bit of information on her former life, and her pursuers. However, all the documentation I have indicates that such information is deeply personal, and not particularly pertinent to the historical narrative. Its inclusion would serve very little purpose except to disrespect the privacy of my subject.
I was lucky enough to have such solid primary sources to work from-- Ariadneâs own cybernetic logs provided me the ability to see much of what she experienced for myself, as well as the written testimonies of dozens of her crew. I was able to independently verify the accounts in her testimonies using news reports, the journals of Earthâs Sovereign Peace Upendo and Marsâ Chief Magistrate Rogelio Santiago, the contract ledger of Catamount Solutionsâ Founder and CEO, Kitty Carter, and countless other sources that you can find cited in the relevant section of this document. Many of these events are well-documented already, the fall of Susan Weaver has had countless books written about it, and there was extensive news coverage of the Dr. Simon affair, and the war with the Nameless.
For those events, I was able to verify what happened with relative certainty without making the choice to visit the sites of events, or to interview my subject directly in order to gain a clearer understanding of what Iâm writing about. Iâm incredibly fortunate that our current technology allows us to do this, and I was careful as possible to prevent my presence from affecting events too much.
However, the events of this chapter in Ariadneâs life were confined to places that most people simply wouldnât know about. Without the primary sources written by the crew, itâs very likely this story wouldâve ended up as nothing but an inexplicable footnote in Peace Upendoâs journals. I was little more than an observer for most of the story, and was careful to involve myself only in ways that I felt would result in the creation of some record of what actually happened.
I compared my notes on Ariadneâs history from before and after I involved myself in events, and found no measurable changes outside of the intended effect of my intervention: before I intervened, there was no record of the story. After I involved myself, there was.
Had I failed, I like to think I would accept my criticsâ condemnation with humility. However, I did not, and now Iâm able to provide a more thorough understanding of this adventure. Since I succeeded, I donât have to be humble! I get to take credit for the tequila shot that wrote a history book.
That said, I would nonetheless point out that every historian, and every biographer, involves themselves in the story of their subject to some degree or another. How they choose to tell the story, what information they include, what they omit, and how they present the narrative are an intrinsic part of their accounts. If only one primary source exists describing a personâs life, and itâs written by someone who hates that person, itâs going to be an unflattering and possibly inaccurate portrayal that all future accounts of their life will refer to. Just ask Edgar Allan Poe.
I did my best to provide an objective and factual account of events. Iâm sure that the glowing terms in which I describe Ariadneâs Angels will prompt accusations of a narrative bias in their favor, but I maintain my position that having seen the narrative firsthand, my feelings towards my subjects are the result of the historical events, not the other way around.
All of which is to say, most of my sources are available to the public, thanks to the Racquel Ramos foundationâs efforts. There is nothing stopping anyone from going down to their local library, repeating my research and writing a less biased, more objective, less dramatized account of events as they actually happened.
If you do, Iâm sure Iâll be first in line to buy that book. Call me biased if you like, but I love reading about these guys.
PHASE THREE â A note from the Pirate Ariadne, in her own words, taken from the Racquel Ramos foundationâs time capsule
To the mysterious stranger from my fundraiser:
To the man who gave me the chance to say goodbye to my Abuela:
To Aliciaâs strange friend who left a trail of bread crumbs through time for me to follow:
To my friend, whoever the hell you turn out to be:
If youâre the first person reading this, know youâre the one itâs meant for. Youâre the only one who even could decrypt this message. Youâre the only one whoâd know that I use the lyrics to my favorite songs as passcodes with hundreds of characters. Nobody would ever be able to guess me and Pilarâs song, because weâre the only people in the universe who know it.
How did you learn that song?
I guess it doesnât matter. Itâs not like you can answer me anyway.
Itâs been a few months since we met. Right now, Iâm sitting in my parentsâ old study, the same study I stole my fatherâs briefcase from, the day I ran away. Iâm writing this letter as I prepare to announce the Racquel Ramos Foundationâs newest endeavor. Peace will be thrilled, I actually pitched a legal use of the foundationâs money.
Youâll be pleased to know, you were right. I figured you out, over drinks, surrounded by friends. As soon as I saw that photo of you with Alicia, as soon as I understood your role in the tequila paf story, I understood what you wanted from me. What you were trying to show me.
Those little moments, man. Thatâs what itâs always been about, isnât it? The swordfights and space battles are flashy and impressive, but those little things, thatâs where love lives, and thatâs all that matters.
The things that shaped us into who we are. The things that we thought were gone, that live on simply because we remember them. I understand now what you meant about Luzuha. She died hundreds of years ago, but Cherry still sings folk songs about her. Vic still does a drag show wearing her clothes. She lives on, because of what she means to the people who are still here.
Thatâs why you taught Alicia about the Tequila Paf. You learned it from people in your life, you taught Alicia, she taught me, and I taught my whole crew. The people youâve learned them from are now a part of our world, even though weâve never met them, will never meet them.
It made me realize that I have the power to keep the people weâve lost alive, the same way. Thatâs where I got the idea for the Foundationâs latest endeavor. My treasure. The thing that someday, the next generation of pirates and adventurers will hunt down to prove themselves, and share with the world. The Racquel Ramos Foundation Archive for Lost Media.
Ben Adairâs demo. All the Hanguk-Eire recipes Cookie taught us. The elder Racquelâs paintings, at least, the ones my father had in his house. All those movies and music and video games that can only be played on my space station, on machines I rebuilt. That rare footage we uncovered of Sam Cooke performing âWonderful World.â
Thanks to you, Iâm making them available to the public, and finally realizing Ymaâs dream: now, with her pan con chicharrĂłn recipe, everyone on Mars will be able to cook her favorite breakfast just like they did in la patria. Even called in a favor with a celebrity contact: Shimizu Mizuki is even gonna feature the recipe on her show!
I spent a lot of time wondering why you care so much about me and my family. Iâm not sure if I cracked that, but it sure gave me the opportunity to think about what I love about my family. Thereâs really nobody like us, is there? Iâve practically been married since I was a kid. Iâve got a daughter whoâs only five years younger than me. Iâm an only-child with sisters who share no blood with me. I have a mother who I didnât meet until I was almost grown, and Iâm so glad Alicia and I can finally admit what we mean to one another. Hell, Blue is all at once a mentor, a mother, a rival, a sibling, and a celebrity crush. Weâre weird, and complicated, and at times weâre difficult to understand, but weâre decidedly us. Thank you, for giving me the chance to think on that.
So, to thank you, I figured Iâd offer you some updates on those little moments that I figure only the people who really care about us, as people, and not just our legend, will be interested in hearing. They might not make headlines in the history books, but they mattered to me, and I think theyâll matter to you too.
The older Pilar and the older Me have mostly been keeping to themselves on the station as they get their ship outfitted for their interstellar adventure. Sometimes Alicia stops by to assist in the build, and Taryn is going over every inch of that thing with a fine-toothed comb to make sure they crossed every T and dotted every I, but for the most part, they prefer to leave the crew to us. The older Pilar says shes had enough of goodbyes, and the older me says she learned her lesson about trying to micromanage her past self.
I actually think theyâre just making up for lost time. Theyâve seen everyone else on the ship more recently than theyâve had a chance at any alone time together. Gives Ellesmere a chance to lurk around the mess hall gossiping and learning how to be a human being. I made her have lunch with Baltimore a few weeks ago, which was hilarious. Beam got the whole thing on video. Donât worry, itâs in the time capsule.
Sasha tried very hard to apologize to Pilar for sending her away. Pilar was having none of it. She just kept saying they were square, and that âallâs well that ends well.â They really are cut from the exact same cloth, those two. Eventually, Pilarâs stubbornness won out, and Sasha was forced to concede her apology. Itâs for the best. I was furious with her when she did it, but Future Pilar put it best when she pointed out what the rest of us didnât want to say: if she hadnât done it, my wife wouldâve taken the bullet for me. Sasha saved her life by sending her to Cabreraâs.
Speaking of Cabrera, sheâs thriving in Xiagu. I never wouldâve expected what a social butterfly sheâd turn out to be. Sheâs putting her dance skills to good use in Magentaâs live shows, and of course, on this crew, people quickly took a shine to her boisterous personality. A few months ago, she was so isolated, so starved for human contact, that sheâd break down weeping if you hugged her. Now, she proudly boasts that she holds the crew record for most crewmates kissed. She still gives me a pointer, here and there, on how to shore up our security, but she spends most of her time dancing, or taking in a movie, or playing a game, or paying social calls to friendsâ quarters. She and Pilar have dinner once a week. Can you believe it? She might be the happiest girl I know.
Things are going amazingly with Taryn and Tosin. They are sickeningly sweet together, and Taryn still hasnât grown out of the âmy manâ phase. Iâm not sure she ever will, bless her. Tosin asked me if he could ever come to me for advice so he âdoesnât make a mess out of this.â I told him, of course he could, but he hasnât needed to yet. Besides, Sweettalk remains deeply involved in the whole situation via text, so heâs usually able to convey his feelings to Taryn in a way sheâll understand. The real test will be in a few months, when weâll have to accompany Tosin home for his brother Adeâs wedding. Do you know how intimidating his mom is? Of course you do, youâre a historian.
Regarding Taryn, Blue has made an effort to be a presence in her life, and Taryn shocked us all by embracing that. Blue feels like sheâs righting a wrong. Right before she brought Taryn to us, I think she thought she and Ben were going to raise Taryn together, and after he died, it hurt too much to do it without him. Iâve known her long enough to know she regrets that. Now, sheâs giving Taryn the cool stepmom she always deserved, and they both get to spend time with somebody who connects them to the person they loved and lost.
Ghostrunnerâs been gearing up for Nahomie and her friends Tali and Sarah to visit the station. Do you know what it means to me, to see them reconnect like this? I thought Iâd messed things up between them forever, but something about meeting your future self makes you really appreciate the time you have with the people you love. For security reasons, itâll be a fairly short visit, but after a brief tour of her old haunts, theyâre going to have a few drinks at Vigilâs and catch up. Everybody has a good time at Vigilâs!
On the subject of drinking-- Sweettalk kept to her promise. No more than two drinks on any occasion, and sheâs never allowed to drink out of stress or sadness. Sheâs been working on dealing with her emotions sober, and Sashaâs been making an effort not to bottle things up until they reach a breaking point.
Itâs been doing wonders for them. They both miss future Sweettalk, but they keeping saying, now they get to take care of her in advance. Sasha asked Sweettalk to get the tattoos her future self had. Sweettalk was over the moon. They look fantastic on her, but Iâm biased, they match my wifeâs ink, and, of course, I did both tattoos myself and Iâve never been known for my humility.
I had another dream about you, the other night. We were in a forest, at night. I could hear that haunting sound, choppers mixed with crickets, and I knew it was near where I grew up. You and I sat on a log, and you told me youâd come to say goodbye to someone. We walked for a bit, and talked about your childhood, and mine. Then, we were in a strange city, somewhere else in the world, walking down the street. You were crying. You didnât know I was there, until you turned around and saw me. You smiled, and then we were in a crowded concert hall. You had tears in your eyes. You told me you were holding onto what little joy you could find. You must have lost someone truly special, the way you looked. We danced together to the next song, and then I woke up.
Was that real? Was it just a dream? I hope it was real. I choose to believe it was. Maybe Iâll never know for sure. I passed your message down to the menagerie. I guess Iâll have to imagine why that was so important to you.
I hope youâll share these little details, these little moments from my familyâs life. I hope we find the people you tell in moments of sadness and bring them a little bit of joy, just like when you found me on that strange city street. If you do share them, just please, please thank them for caring what happens to us. For loving us.
Man, wouldnât it suck if you didnât guess the passcode? Youâd never see this letter! Guess Iâll just have to trust you to remember our song.
Love,
The suit from the fundraiser,
The girl from the other side of the threshold,
Your college buddyâs close friend and protege,
Your friend,
Ariadne
15 years later
On a world 60,000 light-years from ours
Ariadne woke up on the white sand, wrapped up tightly in Pilarâs arms. This is how sheâd woken up every day for the past 15 years. She and Pilar hadnât aged a day since they punched a hole in time and space to find each other, and they didnât want so much as a micron of space to separate them. After the decades they spent as widows, even having their bodies between them felt like too much separation.
âWakey wakey,â Ellesmere said, brandishing a tablet with a detailed itinerary glowing on its surface. âThere are eight more populated planets in this system, and if you want to visit them all this week before we move on to the next one, weâve got to move fast and we canât get waylaid by fomenting any more uprisings. I wonât have a repeat of what happened on Altair IV. Now, the old me destroyed three of them, but now that the old me is dead--â
âSit down, Taalika,â Pilar said.
Ellesmere shifted uncomfortably. âI told you that in confidence and Iâve asked you, during work hours you shouldnât address me by myââ
ââEllesmere,â Pilar insisted. âSit with us, on the beach, and enjoy the damned sunrise.â
Ellesmere sighed, and sat next to Ari and Pilar. They had done this song and dance hundreds of times. In truth, sheâd learned to build it into their itinerary.
âSheâs not a morning person, you know,â Ariadne said. âNever has been.â
âThe beauty of space travel,â Pilar said. âFly around a planet fast enough, âmorningâ is whenever you want.â
âIâve seen a sunrise before,â Ellesmere insisted.
âHave you seen this sun rise before?â Ariadne asked.
âI suppose I havenât,â Ellesmere replied.
âWeâre excited for the interplanetary tour, we promise,â Pilar said playfully. âJust take five minutes and appreciate something youâve never seen before.â
âI suppose it is rather beautiful,â Ellesmere said.
âUnderstatement,â Ariadne said plainly. âThis is a binary star system! Two suns rising over crystal mountains! Look at that prismatic refraction!â
âI already agreed to watch the sunset with you, you donât need to keep pitching me,â Ellesmere said.
âYouâre required to appreciate it,â Pilar said. âThatâs an order.â
âThatâs the cause now,â Ariadne said. âMe and my wife having the best interstellar honeymoon we can, appreciating the beauty of the universe. How are we going to do that if youâre just doing schedules and itineraries the whole time?â
Pilar smiled. âJust because youâre the waiter doesnât mean you shouldnât be allowed to sample the hors d'oeuvres.â
Ellesmere slumped back, and admired the dark seas of this world, almost longing for the days when she was equipped to live underwater.
âRight,â she said. âIâm going to prepare us some breakfast. If you two arenât on your feet and ready to go by the time itâs done, I may actually strike you.â
Ellesmere stood up and walked back towards the ship.
âThank you, Taalika!â Ariadne called.
âI told youââ Ellesmere started, then realized they were just winding her up. âOh, bugger off.â
When she was out of earshot, Ariadne and Pilar laughed. âItâs just so easy,â Pilar said.
âWhen do you think sheâs going to figure it out?â Ariadne asked. Of course, Pilar already knew what âitâ was: they were trying to show her the beauty of a world outside of service to a cause. The only directives they were willing to give Ellesmere involved stopping to smell any given planetâs equivalent to âthe roses.â Ellesmere was, after fifteen years, still so concerned with getting good marks on her assignment that she became immensely uncomfortable at the familiarity and extreme lack of orders she was receiving that she would start inventing tasks to fulfill so she wouldnât feel like she was slacking off.
Pilar chuckled. âI think itâll happen just shy of the end of her oath. Four, maybe five minutes before it expires.â
âHow much longer is that?â Ariadne asked.
âTwenty-five years,â Spacebreather replied. âGive or take.â
Ariadne squeezed Pilar tight, and gave her a small, soft kiss on the lips. âMy storm and rage,â she said, âte amo.â
Pilar kissed her back, and decided that a few more minutes in her wifeâs arms were worth the risk of Ellesmere hitting her with that tablet. âSiempre te amarĂ©, querida.â
NEVER THE END.
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Chapter 20 - The Care Package
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The elder Ariadne awoke with a gasp of fear in her bed, in her house in Xiagu. She had only been in the past for one day, and her plan had gone so far off-script that, at first, she assumed sheâd simply dreamed the whole thing.
The tattooed arms around her confirmed that, no, it had all been real. Her plan had failed, but sheâd somehow managed to reach all her goals anyway.
She thought sheâd have to sacrifice herself to save Pilar. She thought, at best, sheâd merge into her younger selfâs consciousness, sacrificing herself to help another Ariadne avoid the pain sheâd endured.
The idea that sheherselfwould end up here, alive, in the arms of her living, breathing wife, had never occurred to her. It was beyond her wildest dreams.
âQuerida,â the elder Pilar mumbled out. âYou had a bad dream?â
She squeezed Pilarâs hand. âNo, no,â she said, âI was just scared that Iâd had a really good one.â
âHey,â Pilar said, âif anyone in the universe gets itâŠâ
âYour hair is gray,â Ariadne replied.
âYours is gone,â Pilar laughed. âItâs a good look for you, I wouldnât have guessed.â
âNo, I mean,â Ariadne stammered. âI know Sasha was never gonna let us get old, but⊠I mean, after you-- after, every day I looked in the mirror and I was a little bit older, another line here, another gray hair there, and it broke my heart, every time, that I kept getting older and you just⊠stayed 28 years old, forever. The idea of you, with grays, was something I thought Iâd never get to see.â
âMe neither,â Pilar said, âlike you said, I didnât think Sasha was gonna let me go gray.â
A horrible thought struck Ariadne. If Pilar had aged, what did that imply? âSasha didnâtâŠâ
Pilar opened her eyes and sleepily matched her gaze.
âShe was alive, when I last saw her,â Pilar said. âShe was very excited to help me save you.â
âThen why do you look older?â
âSashaâs medicine could keep me young forever,â Pilar shrugged. âI didnât see much point in that, without you. So, I asked her to pause the treatment, unless and until I successfully saved you, so we could take it together.â
âYou gave up your youth and plunged into the unknown for me,â Ariadne said. âI hope Iâm worth it.â
âYouâre everything I imagined,â she said. âEverything I hoped.â
Ariadne laughed. âYou kidding? I look like my mom,â she said. âGod, Iâve been thinking like my mom lately, too.â
Pilar sat up. âMy treasure, Iâm going to be brutally honest and I need you to take this in the spirit it was intended,â she said, âyouâve always looked like your mom.â
âIs it too late to get Ellesmere to shoot you again?â
Pilar burst out laughing at this. By god, sheâd missed this woman.
âIâm serious,â Pilar explained. âLook, you inherited the two best parts of her, her face and a brain that lends itself to constructing bionic exoskeletons. Rosarioâs problem was never that she was ugly or stupid. She was pretty, and she was smart. But her heart, shriveled and dead, thatâs where youâve always been different from her. You got your heart from your abuelita.â
Ariadne sighed. âHow I wish you couldâve met her.â
Pilar smiled. âQuerida, I did,â she said. âWhen I saved the younger you⊠I donât understand it, but she was there. It was like one of those weird dreams, except⊠I could tell, somehow, it was real.â
Ariadne replied with the only question she could come up with. âWhatâd she say?â
âShe asked me to take care of you,â Pilar said. âShouldnât be a problem. I made that promise a long time ago. Thatâs why I couldnât just⊠let it go. When I came back from Cabreraâs, and you were already gone. Youâd sacrificed yourself to save me, and that just wasnât acceptable.â
Ariadne suddenly felt a bit defensive. âOnly because you sacrificed yourself to save me!â
Pilar shrugged. âThen I guess weâre even,â she said.
âDo you ever wonder if thatâsâŠâ Ariadne hesitated. âI mean, what if it isnât a good thing, that weâre always willing to go to these lengths to save each other? Mi amor, I loved you so much I was willing to break the universe to save you, and you did the same for me.â
âIs the universe broken?â Pilar asked. âAre those cracks still in the sky?â
âNo,â Ariadne admitted, âbut--â
âWere they there, in your future?â Pilar asked.
âYes,â Ariadne said, âthe universe was coming undone, thatâs my whole--â
âSounds to me like us being apart is what broke the universe,â she said. âOur love, the lengths weâre willing to go for one another, is what saved it.â
Ariadne pondered this. âSoâŠâ She didnât know how to delicately phrase the question that had been lurking at the back of her mind since the previous night. âAre you⊠my Spacebreather? Am I your Ariadne? Or are we both just⊠widows, whoâve replaced our dead wives with parallel copies? Did we⊠destroy our own home timelines and create new ones?â
Spacebreather laughed. âI have really missed that nerd shit,â she said. âWhy are you making it complicated? Iâm your Pilar, youâre my Ariadne. Ellesmere changed the timeline, then you did, then I did, and now here we both are.â
âI buried you,â she said, âon Mars. We had a funeral, and I buried you, next to the marker we set for your parents.â
âYeah, and then, on your next go round, you didnât,â Pilar said. âOn your next go round, I had your funeral.â
âAnd on our next go round?â Ariadne asked.
âThatâs really up to those two beautiful girls downstairs,â Pilar said, âisnât it?â
Ariadne smiled, and kissed Pilar softly. She had craved Pilarâs touch for so long that every second of it filled her with boundless, leaping surges of joy.
âHey,â Pilar said. âWould you believe I brought you some gifts?â
âNo,â Ariadne laughed, âbecause thatâd be an insane thing to do.â
âI had a lot of time to go crazy,â Pilar said, âand even more time to pack junk onto the Apanqura. See, where Iâm from, the crew⊠well, they missed you, a lot, and they wanted me to bring a few tokens of their affection back with them.â
Pilar got out of bed and Ariadne felt her muscles ache at this separation, even for a moment, as Pilar grabbed a duffel bag from the corner of the room and returned to bed. Ariadne gripped her tight as though every second they were apart, Pilar might turn to vapor before her eyes.
âI already told you about Sashaâs gift,â Pilar said, pulling out a small hard plastic case, âan updated version of her anti-aging serum. No more 25-year regimen, one shotâll do us each, for good. She gave us about half a dozen.â
âThereâs just the two of us,â she said.
âYeah, well,â Pilar said, âmaybe Sasha didnât want to risk me breaking a syringe and sticking one of us with the ravages of time. Maybe she knows Iâll give the rest to her younger self for research. Iâm sure Iâm not smart enough to know what goes on in her brain, but I trust her.â
âThatâs my girl,â Ariadne smiled. âWhatâs this one?â
She pulled out a gold medallion with the crewâs insignia engraved on it.
âFrom Sweettalk,â Pilar explained. âTurn it over.â
Ariadne did, and gasped when she saw the message.
âNot quite a sobriety chip,â Pilar explained, âbut I think we can agree itâs a good thing.â
Ariadne ran her fingers along the words as though to confirm it really said what she thought it said:
20 years of stopping after two drinks.
âDo you know what this wouldâve meant?â Ariadne asked. âTo my Sweettalk?â
âI do,â Pilar said. âMy Sweettalk had that coin made the day I told her about my plan to save you, and swore on your grave that sheâd live up to it. When she got your Sweettalkâs memories back, we didnât hear the end of it.â
Ariadne didnât need to ask to know that Sweettalk had kept her promise.
There were little trinkets in the bag from just about everyone on the crew-- A lock of Cookieâs brilliant red hair, a framed photo from Taryn and Tosinâs wedding-- but she had one priority above all, and she feared it more than any gift.
âWhat did our daughter send?â
Pilar smiled. âI have no idea,â she said. âShe recorded it behind closed doors, and made me promise not to watch it until we were together.â
âShe led the charge to stop me,â Ariadne said. âShe came back here to save you, so I wouldnât destroy myself trying.â
âI know,â Pilar said. âLetâs find out what she has to say.â
Pilar clicked play on the portable hologram device, and Ghostrunner, looking not a day older than she did here, and now, in the past, but with long box braids like sheâd had in Ariadneâs time, flickered into view.
âAn Earth girl and a space girl,â the recording of Ghostrunner said, âisnât that how it always goes?â
âWhat the hell is she talking about?â Pilar muttered.
âMe and Sweettalk, this time,â the recorded Ghostrunner explained. âI remember all of it now. The first three futures. I couldnât even perceive the shape of my plan until I could remember all four dimensions of it.â
âWhat the hell is she talking about?â Ariadne asked.
âIn Ariadneâs future,â the recorded Ghostrunner continued, âthatâs the version of me that figured it out first. See, both of you have this problem where you keep trying to sacrifice yourself to save the other.â
Pilar scoffed sarcastically, knowing this was true.
The recording continued: âWhen I first went back in time, I suspected Iâd only be buying time until you made it through, Ariadne. I also suspected the Ariadne in the past would try and sacrifice herself to save Pilar, and I think we all know how difficult it is to stop Captain Ariadne from doing something sheâs set her mind to. And I knew Spacebreather couldnât build a time machine on her own-- no offense, Pilar.â
âNone taken,â Pilar said, as though the recording could hear her.
âRemember all those times we argued, about your plan? The smarts, not the guilt?â The recording asked. Ariadne did. Ghostrunner had made a point, in those arguments, to point out that she was emotionally compromised, and that the only way this plan would work is if somebody could do it with her smarts, but without her guilt.
âOh my god,â Ariadne had started to piece it together.
âThatâs where I planted the idea in your head,â the recorded Ghostrunner explained, âto send back the chip in your head, programmed with the knowledge of how to build the machine. Sweets intentionally forced you into a physical confrontation, knowing youâd use the opportunity to shoot her and plant the device on her armor. Then, we tipped off Alicia on where to find it, knowing sheâd give it to Pilar and Blue, and theyâd figure out what was on it.â
âOh my god,â it clicked with Spacebreather as well.
âSee, we knew,â the recorded Ghostrunner said, âthat there was always a risk that Ariadne would sacrifice herself to save you. We wanted to guarantee, for Plan B, that if Ariadne succeeded in that plan, Spacebreather and Alicia would know they had the option of using time travel to fix it. The last iteration of me, see, she was just thinking about the past versions of you, all of my contingency plans when I was her were all about stopping the murder in the first place. But you two⊠See, when Ariadne was the one who died, I realized there was a way I could save all of you. Both Ariadnes, both Spacebreathers. Spacebreather, do you remember your original plan? Iâm gonna pause here, I assume youâre gonna respond out loud, even though this is a recorded message.â
âI was going to go back further,â she said, âto when Ellesmere arrived, and assassinate her before you even arrived on the ship.â
âWho talked you out of it?â The recorded Ghostrunner explained. âWho convinced you that it was simply too dangerous, too complicated, too many variables. No, you had to be at exactly the moment of the murder and stop it, right then and there?â
âI barely made it in time,â Pilar pointed out. The hologram paused, as though considering whatever Pilar had said.
âOf course, there was no guarantee youâd make it in time,â she said, âunless, of course, some genius calculated that your attempt to arrive within the defenses would cause a massive shockwave, buying Ariadne several seconds to get away. Credit where itâs due, that geniusâ name? Alicia Baltimore!â
âBut what about--â
âOf course, we had no idea what Ariadne would do with that second,â the recorded Ghostrunner explained, then burst out laughing. âLadies, we had twenty years to analyze the footage of that room, and when my memories came back, we had a synthetic simulacrum of her personality that could accurately simulate her actions with a 99.998% degree of confidence. Ariadne was already teetering on the brink without Spacebreather there with her. Then, Ellesmere said that one last thing, before she killed you.â
The recorded Ghostrunner put on her best impression of Ellesmereâs voice, which, to her ears, took on an aristocratic French accent. ââUnless you can think of a way to stop her having come through in the first place, I have my orders.â We knew how Ariadne was likely would react to that, in the state she was in, given half a chance. If she grabbed the gun and took out her attackers, we wouldnât need the precautions, but if she made the jump for the thresholdâŠ? So, we gave Spacebreather the heads up, and got Taryn to work designing her everjade-plated armor so she could dive in and save her. We knew itâd burn her bridge back to the future, but if she went into that threshold, weâd rather have the two of you alive, in the past, than dead, in the future.â
âShe put us together,â Spacebreather muttered.
âMy greatest victory,â Ghostrunner said, âto the ultimate gentlemanâs bet. I used the preventative planning skills I learned from Ariadne,the improvisational genius I picked up from training under Pilar, a little bit of Sweettalkâs confidence trickery, a whole lot of my subterfuge, and the help of both of you, and your mentors. Three generations of pirates using all of their skills to bring forth the one, the only, outcome worth pursuing: a future where neither of you is sacrificed to save the other. And now, if youâre watching this, youâre together again. Or, alternately, Pilar, you broke a promise and Iâm very disappointed in you.â
Pilar burst out laughing.
âKidding, of course,â the recorded Ghostrunner said. âI know my mothers. Neither of you wouldâve made it this far in the video if the plan hadnât worked. I love you both. Never forget that. And AriadneâŠâ
The video waited, as if waiting for her to respond. Ariadne couldnât speak. The video continued anyway.
âStill not afraid of you,â she said. âHave a good life together, in the past. Canât wait to meet the new you, in the new future.â
Ariadne wiped a tear from her eyes and settled into Pilarâs arms with a sigh of relief, finally secure in the knowledge that sheâd had a positive effect on her loved ones, and had not, as sheâd often feared, ruined their lives and kept them in a state of constant peril. Pilar squeezed her tight.
Ellesmere shifted uncomfortably on the examination table in Sashaâs office, feeling absolutely exposed in the thin cotton gown Sasha had provided her. Even though she was technically covered up, she hadnât felt this vulnerable when sheâd stripped naked in front of Pilar, or Director Kalrax, but Sashaâs piercing gaze and silent, stony demeanor felt like it cut her to the bone.
Sasha had just finished administering a series of shots and hypo-sprays and more than a few balms which would prepare Ellesmere for the deep-space voyage she was sworn to embark on. The elder Ariadne and Pilar had discussed it with their younger counterparts, and come to the conclusion that the two of them needed a trip, to make up for lost time and reconnect after 20 years of agonizing over saving the others.
The two Ariadnes were now hard at work equipping the elder Ariadneâs flagship for rapid interstellar travel. The enthusiasm for interstellar exploration among the general public had majorly cooled after the Divoratori war, but the idea had always fascinated Ariadne and Pilar. Ariadne could never leave the system she loved unprotected, though. How could she? She usually tried to keep humble, but sometimes, she was unsure the planets would keep spinning without her.
But now, Ariadne had the uncanny ability to be in two places at once. One could fly off into the uncharted and explore the universe, safe in the knowledge that her home and family would be well taken care of. The elder Pilar had already said her goodbyes to the whole crew in her future, and they all had their own Pilar right there with them, so she felt no qualms about leaving either.
Besides, they reasoned, itâs not like they were leaving right away. Upgrading a ship to cross the space between stars wasnât something that even Ariadne could achieve overnight. Itâd take her at least a year to do it, maybe even two.
Ellesmere, having sworn 40 years of her life to their cause, would be joining them, and it was up to Sasha to get her equipped to take care of a human body in the long-term before they left.
âRight,â she said, âso, in terms of lifespan, what do humans tend to get? I was only supposed to be in this body for about two months, and now I guess Iâve got a lifetime to plan for.â
Ellesmere trailed off and Sasha pointedly waited to respond, just long enough for Ellesmere to get even more uncomfortable.
âStandard human,â Sasha replied. âMost people, Oort excluded, with the standard battery of vaccines live to be between 100 and 120, provided they die of natural causes. In extraordinary cases, people have been known to live to 130 or 140. By my estimate your human body would be about 30, so if youâre lucky, youâve got a good seventy, eighty years left.â
Ellesmere laughed, and said, âwell, if Iâd known that was all Iâd get, I might not have signed away forty of them to your sisters.â
Sasha didnât laugh. âYou asked what lifespan humans tend to get,â she explained in a flat, mirthless tone of voice. âThereâs your answer.â
âAnd what if I get sick, out there in the black?â Ellesmere added playfully, âI wouldnât want to die with a few decades left on my sentence.â
Sasha responded very seriously: âyou wonât, after this last shot. Took a page out of Ariadneâs book. Nanotechnology, programmed for almost any illness we know of, and ready to adapt to billions that we donât. I canât protect you from attack or accident, but I can pretty much see to it you donât keel over from a heart attack, and Iâll work with future Ari to program your ship to synthesize my serum. Between that and the basic first aid I taught Pilar, you should be able to patch up any incidental injuries you might encounter out there. Course, God only knows what sort of danger youâll face in the big wide universe, so donât take it as an excuse to get stupid.â
âAll this effort to keep me alive,â Ellesmere said, âa girl could get used to this!â
âWell, Pilar and Ari are going to stay comfortably middle-aged for the foreseeable. That body of yours will be pushing 70 by the time your oath expires, I need you fit enough to perform your duties for at least that long.â
âAnd here I thought you didnât like me,â Ellesmere replied flippantly.
âI donât,â Sasha said, stopping Ellesmere cold. âI really, really donât.â
âIâm sorryâŠ?â Ellesmere sought clarification, which Sasha genuinely thought it was insulting that she needed.
âIâm a Doctor and youâre my patient,â Sasha explained. âMy top priority as a professional is keeping you alive. On a personal level, Iâm not convinced Pilar was right to save your life.â
Ellesmere couldnât help but feel a little hurt by this. âYour captain seems rather taken with me. That seems to matter to your sister. I suspect thatâs why Iâm alive today.â
âWell,â Sasha said, âIâm not my captain, and Iâm not my sister. Before we found out what you did, I just didnât like you. The posh way you talk, the way you refuse to learn anybodyâs names, that stupid blue fur coat⊠but now? Ari and Pilar are my heroes, and you shot and killed both of them.â
âBut theyâre not dead,â Ellesmere pointed out.
âNo. They saved each other,â Sasha explained. âBut that doesnât change the fact that you pointed a gun at each of their heads, and pulled the trigger, and for that, Iâll hate you for the rest of my life, and I will outlive you.â
âWell, you wonât have to deal with me for much longer,â Ellesmere said curtly, dropping her gaze to the floor.
âBut itâs not just that I donât like you,â Sasha said. âI donât trust you. You mightâve bonded with Ariadne and Ghostrunner, even gotten Mingxia to tell you a few old stories, but Iâm not such an easy sell. And now, Iâm in a bit of a bind, because I canât trust you, but Iâm supposed to hand the person Iâve devoted my life to protecting over into your care.â
Ellesmere raised her eyes to look at Sasha, without lifting her head. âWhat can I do?â
Sasha stared at her pointedly. âGo on,â she said. âWhat can you do what?â
âWhat can I do, to earn your trust?â Ellesmere said uncomfortably. âYou donât have to like me. But youâre right, I did kill two members of your family. I owe you as much as I owe them.â
âSwear it,â Sasha said.
âI swear on my life,â Ellesmere said, âno harm will come to your sister as long as itâs in my power to prevent it.â
âWill you die?â Sasha asked. âTo save her, will you sacrifice your own?â
âYes,â Ellesmere said.
âOf course,â Sasha laughed grimly. âYou already tried that. Letâs put it another way. Would you be willing to put your life up as collateral? To swear that if they donât outlive your oath, neither will you?â
Ellesmere considered this for a moment. âIf either of them dies before my term is up,â she said, âI will do everything in my power to return here, so you can put me down yourself.â
âNo,â Sasha said, âIâve killed once in my life, and thatâs about all Iâve got in me.â
She produced two syringes, and gestured with the one in her right hand. âIn this vial is the last of your nanotech shots. One shot of this, and the aging process will arrest itself in your body indefinitely unless and until you return here for the antidote. You take this, and barring accidents, starvation, and acts of God, you may well live forever. Most of the crew choose to undergo this treatment upon reaching full physical maturity, although this is a bit of a supercharged version, a new formula courtesy of my future self, since I havenât got 25 years to administer the full regimen.â
âAnd the other?â Ellesmere asked.
âItâs the exact same shot,â Sasha said, wiggling the syringe in her left hand, âand it will do the exact same things, except this one also includes the same nanobots I used to keep Pilar from escaping Cabreraâs apartment. Theyâre keyed to the nanotech already present in Pilar and Ariadneâs bodies. If either of their life-signs goes dark for more than 24 hours, my nanobots will fry your entire central nervous system. Youâll die, and it will hurt. A lot. They will persist in your system for the length of your oath, and when it expires, they will shut off and be harmlessly filtered out of your bloodstream by your kidneys. If you keep my family alive for 40 years, you get to live forever. If they die, or you abandon them, you die painfully.â
âSo, whatâs the catch if I pick the one without a killswitch?â Ellesmere asked.
âNone at all,â Sasha said. âYou can take this one, fly off into the galaxy, and Iâll never know if you ran off at the first interstellar truck stop and hitchhiked away, never to be seen again. And Iâll never, ever be able to trust that you wonât do exactly that, the second Iâm not watching you.â
Ellesmere looked hopefully at that vial.
âOr,â Sasha said, âyou could take this one. Same benefits, same rewards, as long as you do your job, but I get to rest easy, knowing my sisters are out there with someone whoâs put more than her word on the line that sheâll keep them safe. I might not like you, but Iâd know I could trust you.â
Ellesmere honestly considered taking the vial in her right hand. She wasnât going to abandon her post, and she couldnât imagine that if something managed to kill the two people she planned to travel with, it would fail to kill her anyway. What did she care if Sasha trusted her?
She cared, it turned out, quite a bit. She swore an oath, and she took that seriously. How could she look herself in the mirror if she wasnât able to swear on her life?âFine, right then, give me that one,â Ellesmere said. âLeft hand.â
âYouâre sure?â Sasha asked. âOnce this needle breaks the skin, thereâs no backing out.â
âThen youâd better get on with it, quick as you like.â
Sasha shrugged, found a vein, jabbed the needle into it, and pressed the plunger.
âGlad to know I can trust you,â she said. âNow, thatâs all Iâve got for you today. For the rest of your stay, if you have any medical questions about your new body, feel free to ask me or my colleague Cyan. If you have any personal matters? I suggest you take it up with one of the people who can stand to look at you.â
Ellesmere scoffed, hoping her choice to put her own life up as collateral to prove her loyalty wouldâve earned her an ounce of warmth, shuffled out the door. âWell, pardon me, Dr. Bedside Manner.â
The door slid shut. Sasha finished documenting the treatments sheâd administered on Ellesmereâs chart, and filed it away. She then left her office, and made her way down to her quarters, where Sweettalk had just returned from feeding their bird in the menagerie.
âDoes it work?â Sweettalk asked.
âOf course,â Sasha said. âShe took the âkillâ shot without objection. I think she means what she says.â
âI meant the kill shot,â Sweettalk asked. âCan the nanobots even do that? I thought they were all programmed with your medical protocols, all that âfirst do no harmâ stuff.â
Sasha laughed warmly. âI never was much good at lying to you,â she said. Of course there had been no difference whatsoever between the two shots. The important thing was, Ellesmere had honestly believed one shot carried genuine risk, and chose to accept that risk to demonstrate her trustworthiness.
âYou know, you donât have to freeze her out completely,â Sweettalk pointed out. âI mean, sheâs actually trying now. You know she called me by my name today? Sheâs not so bad, once you get to know her. Or, I guess, once she bothers to get to know you.â
âGlad you get along with her,â Sasha said. âGlad sheâs got people on this ship whoâll show her some kindness. I wonât be one of them. I hope she has a very good life, far away from me.â
Tosin walked with Ariadne through the corridors from Tosinâs lab to Sentry Ops, while he chattered about resetting everything the way it was. She loved this quality about him, she became distressed when her working environment wasnât just so, and Tosin always made sure to reset things exactly to how they were supposed to be.
âOf course, some of the security upgrades should probably remain, but theyâre unobtrusive and shouldnât interfere with our work. Weâve also got enough everjade to program it into the fabricators, but I doubt weâll need to synthesize it anytime soon, weâre working with quite the surplus. Iâve turned it over to Speculative Operations to see if thereâs anything we can do with it.â
âThatâs great, Tosin,â Ariadne assured him, âspeaking of the gals down in Spec Ops, I believe you made me a promise. Howâd that go?â
âMrs. Ariadne?â He asked, unsure what she was talking about.
âAt ease, Tosin,â she insisted. âYour romantic night in, with Taryn. Howâd it go?â
âOh!â Tosin replied. âIt was lovely.â
They walked in silence for several steps.
âTosin?â Ariadne asked.
âYes?â
âIâm waiting for you to say more than youâve said,â she told him. âI want the details.â
âOh!â He replied. âWell, itâs like I told you before, we had dinner, I taught her how to do a tequila paf, told her the story you told me, and we watched her favorite anime.â
âFeels nice, doesnât it?â Ariadne asked. âTo not have to find little excuses to hang out with each other on the job. To just admit that youâre spending time together on purpose.â
âIt does,â he said.
âJust between us gals,â Ariadne said. âThings get physical between you two?â
Tosinâs face didnât change, but Ariadne knew him well enough to know sheâd embarrassed him with the question.
âJust teasing, Tosin,â she said playfully. âYou donât have to tell me.â
âNot⊠that night. Weâre taking it slow,â he said. âBut⊠weâre not⊠stalled on the issue.â
Ariadne laughed. âTosin, you dog!â
âThe night after we stopped Ellesmere and your future self, adrenaline was running high, it was a celebration, and, well⊠Sheâs been getting along quite a bit better with Mrs. Baltimore, but sheâs still quite competitive. I think she wanted the two of us to go further than I did with her.â
Ariadne pondered this for a moment, confused, and then, after a moment of dawning horror, burst out laughing as she realized who he meant.
âTosin, listen to me,â she said, âI respect that you Cytherians like to keep it formal, but you cannot call her that. I think the real Baltimore would actually kill you if she heard you say that.â
Tosin smiled, took out his phone, and punched something into it. âI canât believe that worked,â he said.
Ariadne couldnât figure this out.
âWho are you texting?â She asked.
âMrs. Spacebreather and Ms. Cabrera,â he said. âShe started a text chain with us, and advised me on how to âgetâ you with a prank.â
Ariadne laughed again. âNo shit, you two are actually talking, as friends?â
âItâs less nerve-wracking when itâs through text,â he said.
âYeah, sheâs been going through a real text-chain kick lately,â she replied. âStarted one with me and Blue, and another with me and some of the Whiptails. Tarynâs in that one. Wonder what thatâs about.â
Tosin shrugged, which felt incongruous with the fact that he did know, and immediately revealed, the answer. âShe says she always wanted that sort of relationship with her mentor. So, now sheâs texting with Mrs. Blue, sheâs texting with the girls sheâs mentored in case they feel the same about herâŠâ
âAnd her texting with you and Cabrera?â
âHer answer to the âhottie chatâ chain Mrs. Blue is on with Mrs. Sweettalk and Mrs. Beam, I suspect,â he said. âHer, her wifeâs close friend, and someone she formed an unexpected connection with.â
âWell, anything that gets the two of you talking,â she laughed. âTarynâs okay with you texting somebody youâre so attracted to that it literally frightened you into silence?â
âTaryn is thrilled with it, especially because sheâs been texting with her too,â he said. âIt helps that weâre⊠in agreement on the subject of your wifeâs charms.â
âBisexuality, truly, the secret to a happy relationship between a man and a woman,â Ariadne grinned. âGood to have like-minded people around, isnât it? Donât worry, Iâll keep this little common ground between the three of us our secret.â
âJust âbetween us gals,â as it were,â Tosin offered, and they laughed together as they pulled up to the door to the observatory and stopped.
âListen, Tos, I gotta take this meeting,â she said, âbut look. You have my number and you know where I live⊠if you ever want to bend my ear, all that stuff Sweettalk wrangles out of you whenever she interrogates you via text, thatâs stuff I want to hear about. Especially if things go further with Taryn, thatâs something Iâd love to hear, and I promise, youâll get Ariadne the friend, not Ariadne the lady whoâs taken care of Taryn since she was seven.â
Tosin nodded, and excused her to take her meeting in the observatory.
Ariadne inhaled, took a breath, and entered. The station was currently parked in orbit above Enceladus for easy access to and from Xiagu, so the room was lit up in yellow and orange from the view of Saturn. Silhouetted against it was a very small woman who looked quite different from the one other time Ariadne had ever seen her.
âYouâve paid a visit to Alicia, then?â Ariadne asked. âA professional call, not a social one.â
Cabrera ran her hands through her now-pixie short, dark brown hair. âI havenât been my natural color since I was in high school, I donât think my own family would recognize me now.â Cabrera said, and gestured noncommittally. âAlicia just cut off the bits I fried with bleach, styled it a bit. Itâll grow out nicely, Iâm sure. Iâll look like my little sister, but⊠thereâs worse people to look like.â
âLooks nice,â Ariadne said. âSuits you.â
âItâs a pleasure to finally meet you properly,â Cabrera replied. âIâve seen you through that ring Alicia gave me, and of course Pilar speaks the world of you, but--â
âI get it,â Ariadne said. âFace to face, thatâs its own animal. Iâve heard a lot about you, too.â
âI sure hope not,â Cabrera laughed. âThe only real things Pilar knows about me are my home moon and that I used to be a streetwalker.â
âAnd your pizza order,â Ariadne said. âBut she actually told me how you took care of her, and how you two really connected and got close. What you wanted, and what you were looking for. I want you to know that I havenât forgotten what I owe you, for taking care of her.â
âListen,â Cabrera said, âI told Pilar, I donât need the money her sister promised me. I gave that up when I violated the terms of our agreement. Besides, she put a few dozen holes in the guy I was in debt to.â
âYouâre still gonna need somewhere to live, though,â Ariadne said. âGonna need food every day, people to talk to.â
âPilar said I could live down there,â Cabrera gestured at the surface of Enceladus below.
âAh, yes, her little promise,â she said affectionately. âItâs been a great few months for people acting without consulting me.â
âYouâre⊠reconsidering?â Cabreraâs expression darkened. âYouâre not seriously gonna throw me out, right?â
âNo! No, of course not, sugar, what you must think of me!â Ariadne explained. âItâs a good thing. See, Iâve spent the last couple months plagued by this⊠question. âDo I make the people I love suffer with the choices Iâve made for them?â And, at every turn, the people I love have been answering that question. Alicia gives you the Locker ring. Taryn organizes her little mutineer cell. Sasha kidnaps Pilar and sends her to you. Iâm not in charge of the choices they make.â
âSo youâre happy that your crew defies you at every turn?â
âIâm happy that they defy me at some turns,â she explained. âBut, Alicia also went along with the Locker testing to begin with. Taryn also heard my plan to shove her and Tosin in a hotel room together and agreed it was what would be best for them. Sasha also gave Ellesmere the same treatment we give our crewmates, and Pilar promised you a home. When they think Iâm right, they do what I want, and when Iâm wrong, they do what they want.â
âSounds like they trust you as much as you trust them,â Cabrera said.
âAnd isnât trust just the name of the game?â Ariadne asked. âSo, on that subject⊠about these people youâve been pursued by⊠Pilar said you called them âshadow government sons of bitches?ââ
âColorful turn of phrase in the heat of the moment,â Cabrera said. âTheyâre not with any government Iâm aware of.â
âI have to admit, Pilarâs description of them piqued my curiosity,â Ariadne replied. âDo you think they pose a danger to the crew here?â
âI think they pose a danger to anybody who they think knows about them,â Cabrera said. âThey have no way of knowing Iâm here, so they shouldnât come to bother you.â
âHow can you know?â
âThey think I died two years ago,â she said. âIâm only in danger if I show my face in public. If Iâd had two more minutes on Titan to put on my helmet, I wouldnât have had to shoot that guy and we couldâve had a leisurely drive to the library, they only chased us to find out whoâd shot one of them. And Pilar, they never saw her face. Theyâll have no idea who was driving that motorcycle. And people like you⊠look, with the crap you guys get up to, if they had any interest in bothering you, you wouldnât have lasted this long without meeting them.â
âI heard you gave her your jacket to cover her tattoos,â Ariadne said. âWorried theyâd use them to identify her. I appreciate you looking out for her. God knows sheâs too busy looking out for me to ever look out for herself, so Iâm glad someone else out there has her back.â
Cabrera smiled. Ariadne was everything Pilar said she was.
âPilarâs a foot taller than you, and about two of you in muscle alone. Coatâs too big to be yours,â Ariadne said. âYour brotherâs?â
âMy brother wished he was that cool,â Cabrera laughed. âBelonged to... a friend. The person who helped me convince them I was dead. Heâs the only reason Iâm here today. Gone now, though.â
âAh,â Ariadne said. âThey got him?â
âNo, actually, he got me to safety, and I never saw him again,â Cabrera said. âDoubt I ever will. I never even learned his real name.â
âIâve never found knowing someoneâs name to be all that important in a friendship,â Ariadne said genuinely.
Cabrera chuckled. âGuess Iâm relieved to hear you say that,â she said, âsince Iâm not telling anybody mine.â
Ariadne gently put her hand on Cabreraâs shoulder. âListen,â she said, âI know youâre saying weâre safe, from whoever they are. But⊠I think some good can come from your experience with them. I think we can both benefit from your being here.â
âIâve run with a crew before,â Cabrera said. âIt got just about everyone but me killed. Not really interested in going back to that life. Besides, itâs not like I can leave your little town without putting everybody at risk.â
âNot asking you to,â she said. âJust thinking that maybe you want to find some good in what youâve been through. Put it to good use.â
âI told you, I canât tell you anything about them.â
âBut you can take a look at our security systems, see where we could be stepping it up,â Ariadne said. âPilar told me about how you had that apartment set up. Says youâre some sort of infosec wizard. Itâs no wonder Pilar connected with you, sheâs got a thing for paranoid geniuses.â
Cabrera laughed. âWell, when you put it like that,â she said.
âYou donât have to do anything you donât want to,â Ariadne said. âBut Iâm asking you to trust me to keep you safe. So, I figure, I should extend you the same courtesy.â
Cabreraâs heart warmed. âYeah, mae, Iâll take a crack at it,â she said, and then something occurred to her. âSay, whatâs the policy on visitors around here? I got a friend in Pincerna I might want to have over, time to time.â
âA friend, or a friend?â Ariadne asked playfully. âJust between us gals.â
âSo what if itâs both?â Cabrera asked, her face growing hot. âItâs just, Iâve been a bit sweet on this girl I met online, and a friend of hers told me she had the hots for me too. I promised she could come visit me, but that was back when I was in the apartment. In a way, sheâs the reason Iâm here. She introduced me to Blue and Alicia, they introduced me to Pilar, and you were there for the rest of it.â
Ariadne clicked her teeth. âNo-go for now,â Ariadne said. âGonna need a few months of residency under your belt, plus your galley rotation with Cookie, before you can request clearance for somebody we donât know, and then thereâs a lengthy review process⊠ordinarily Iâd suggest you visit her, but in your situationâŠâ
âYeah, yeah, I get it,â Cabrera said. âWeâve been friends a while, Iâm sure sheâll understand if she has to wait a bit.â
âMeantime, youâll just have to make do with us, for companionship,â Ariadne said. âPlus, I know youâre already⊠friendly with Blue and Alicia. Maybe you could spend some time with them.â
âNot a bad consolation prize,â Cabrera grinned, and went to brush hair out of her face only to realize none was there.
âAh, shoot,â Ariadne said facetiously, âI actually think Alicia requested clearance for friends this weekend. Blueâs roommates, Vic and Cherry.â
Cabrera perked up. Was Ariadne pulling her leg? Cherry Cordial was exactly who she was hoping to clear. From the smirk on Ariadneâs face, she could tell she was being had.
Ariadne laughed. âAlicia knew where this was headed from the beginning. She saw your scars and immediately knew youâd be coming aboard, one way or another. Heard how Cherry talked about you on the Luzuha affair, got Cherry cleared as soon as it was obvious youâd be moving here.â
âYouâre serious?â Cabrera asked. âSheâs seriously coming here?â
âCherryâs good people,â Ariadne said. âHer, Blue, Alicia, Pilar⊠you come with a lot of ringing endorsements where Iâm concerned, Cabrera. Or, I mean⊠hey, I meant to ask... Do you even want to be called that? I mean, you donât have to tell me your name, but we have to call you something. Might as well be something you like.â
âCabrera is fine,â she said. âI know I told Pilar it wasnât my real name but truth is⊠itâs not the name I was born with, but itâs the name Iâve got, you know? Iâm never gonna be that girl again, but Iâm this girl now. If Iâm gonna be Cabrera, I might as well just be Cabrera.â
âTrust me, I know what you mean,â Ariadne said. âItâs not like my parents named me Ariadne. Iâm only Racquel Ramos when Iâm in trouble.â
âWhat, like the foundation?â Cabrera asked.
âYou⊠know my foundation?â Ariadne asked.
Cabrera laughed. âYour foundation? I think you bought me three square meals for a couple months, a few years back,â she said. âYou guys funded the womenâs shelter I lived in after⊠well, you donât get me that easy.â
âCanât take all the credit,â Ariadne said. âPeace Upendoâs been handling most of the day-to-day these days.â
âYour money, though?â Cabrera asked. âYour idea?â
âYeah,â Ariadne replied.
âThen I think you mightâve saved my life once, mae,â Cabrera said with a shrug. âFrom where Iâm sitting, Racquel Ramos isnât such a bad person to be.â
Ariadne smiled and let out a long, heavy sigh. âCabrera,â she said. âItâs a good name. Strong name. Suits you, like the haircut. Well, Cabrera, Iâm lucky to know who you are now, so Iâm glad I was able to give a helping hand to the person you were then. Welcome aboard!â
Cabrera offered her hand for a shake, but Ariadne pulled her into a hug.
âAnd, thank you, again,â she said, âfor bringing her back to me.â
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Chapter 19 - Plasma Rain
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âWeâve put in some pretty extensive modifications to block time travelers from getting in here,â the younger Spacebreather explained.
âMade it difficult for me to get here,â the elder Spacebreather pointed out, âThe Apanqura had to breach this time zone well outside the defenses. I barely made it here in time.â
âAlthough it didnât stop Ellesmereâs crew from coming and going as they pleased,â Ariadne pointed out, âand theyâre the ones weâre trying to defend against. Besides, what are we supposed to do, apply them to the whole solar system in the next 20 minutes?â
âThereâs nothing you can do,â Ellesmere said. âWeâre cooked. Itâs over.â
âLike I said: Iâm still breathing,â Ariadne said, âwhich means itâs not over.â
âIn one hour, this solar system will be gone,â Ellesmere insisted. âYou really want to spend your last minutes thrashing against the inevitable?â
âThatâs how Iâve always pictured it,â Ariadne said. âGhostrunner, Sasha, spread the word among the crew. Iâm listening on all channels, any ideas to save the system, just shout them out, Iâll hear âem. Like Baltimore always says, no bad ideas in brainstorming.â
âAye,â Sasha and Ghostrunner said, and rushed off to spread the word.
âItâs done.â Ellesmere insisted, âThere is nothing that can stop the Syndicate from carrying out its mission.â
âI did,â the elder Spacebreather said. âDid you forget already?â
Ellesmere bristled at this. âIt took you twenty years of planning, and even then you barely did it.â
âListen,â Ariadne cut in. âAll us crabs are in the same pot now, and the heat is on. Ellesmere, youâre with us now, like it or not. Whether we like it or not. So you might as well tell us, if there was a way to beat them, what would it look like?â
âThere isnât.â
âIf there was.â
Ellesmere relented. âFine. Fine.â She said, âordinarily, weâd take out a rogue civilization using a time-storm. Thatâs what theyâll be working on right now. We couldnât do it before because of those cracks in time and space. This system was the epicenter of a temporal crisis, and an intervention on the scale of a time-storm would risk taking out the whole galaxy. Like dropping an atom bomb on a fault line and setting off every volcano on the planet.â
âSo we have to, what, build a time machine?â The younger Spacebreather asked, âbreak the universe again?â
Ellesmere shook her head. âAt this point, theyâd accept the risk of destroying this galaxy in the present-day, just to eliminate a threat to the Syndicateâs supremacy. The Syndicate is the only force in the universe with the power to wipe us out, and the only way to stop them is ensuring theyâd be destroyed too. Mutually assured destruction.â
âMy future-self should be able to help us recreate her time machine,â Ariadne mused. âMaybe we could go back in time, find some critical event, and strike there. Suddenly our system is the epicenter again, and they canât touch us. Atom bomb on a fault line.â
âFalling acorn on a crack in the sidewalk,â Ellesmere replied sharply. âThatâs one event in one solar system. I alone have performed thousands of interventions. If we still had the threshold, you could throw me in there and weâd be set. Course, if we had the threshold, we wouldnât be in this mess, since they wouldnât be able to wipe us with a time-storm.â
âTake it from someone who just got yanked out of that kind of thinking,â Ariadne said, âIâm not sure how much good that would do.â
âItâs all hypothetical, anyway,â Ellesmere replied. âIâm excommunicated. Locked out of all our subsystems. I canât even press the pause button without Kalraxâs authorization. All my top-shelf time travel gear is useless now.â
âBut if we could figure it out,â Ariadne pressed. âIf my future self could build you a functional time machine. Could you intervene on your own past? Stop yourself shooting Spacebreather, undo a few old jobs, I mean⊠would that work?â
âIâd have to undo them all, and⊠itâd give you leverage. Make it impossible to destroy your system without the Syndicate going down. Kalrax will never allow that, heâd kill himself first.Probably do the universe a lot of good, bring back a lot of people,â Ellesmere said, something horrible dawned on her. âOh god⊠all those people⊠all those planets. I killed them all, and it didnât even mean anything. I thought I was helping people.â
âHow many assassinations were you sent on, and you still thought you were helping people,â the elder Spacebreather sneered.
âYouâre not the first member of this crew to be brainwashed into doing something evil,â the younger Spacebreather corrected herself. âA woman we call sister once wore a Homeworld Empire Marine Corps uniform.â
âShe killed our wife,â the elder Spacebreather said.
âWe donât have the luxury of âtime to squabbleâ right now,â the younger Spacebreather replied. âWhen weâre not facing down imminent annihilation, we can settle whatever personal scores are left over!â
âEveryone,â the younger Ariadne said. âFuture-Spacebreather, you and I have already had our moment. Might not have another chance to have one with my counterpart in the docking bay.â
The elder Spacebreather conceded this point and made, quickly, for the hangar. She had come all this way to save Ariadne, after all, and perhaps the elder Ariadne would be more amenable to helping if she could actually see Spacebreather was alive.
âSmart move,â the younger Spacebreather said. âGetting me to run to you is the easiest sell in the universe.â
It was, at this point, that the elder Ariadne arrived in the lab, clearly having missed the elder Spacebreather completely, and hissed: âYou.â
For a moment, the younger Ariadne feared that her future self had only come along as a ruse to get within striking distance of her, and then she realized, the elder Ariadne wasnât looking at her. The comms were still broadcasting system-wide. Anyone onboard wouldâve heard their whole conversation.
If looks could kill, Ellesmere wouldâve been fried to a crisp on the spot.
âYou killed my wife,â she said.
âOkay,â Shubin said, âact completely normal. Aloof, superior, and borderline sociopathic.â
âAnd you, overly flippant, constantly aggrieved, and married to being just indispensable enough to get away with absolute uselessness.â
âWeâre really doing this?â Shubin asked.
âEllesmere is the most dedicated company man the Syndicate couldâve hoped for,â Daeschler replied, âand he lied to her to get her to take on an impossible task, then cast her aside. If that can happen to her, what the hell hope is there for the rest of us?â
âNot to mention,â Shubin said, âforgive me, love, Iâm simply a pussycat when it comes to matters of the heart. How many cultures has he given me the chance to learn everything about, only to snuff them out like a damned candle? Iâm supposed to just watch Taryn fall for Tosin, and then sign her death warrant?â
âIâd make fun of you,â Daeschler said, âbut I understand where youâre coming from. Iâm a bloody scientist, and Iâm supposed to wipe all that innovation off the map, for the sake of some government maintaining a power I donât even get a slice of?â
âThen weâre really doing this,â Shubin said. âDo you think Ellesmere will figure out what to do?â
âShe will,â Daeschler said, âor sheâll die. Either way, weâll go to our fate knowing we did what we could.â
They took a deep breath, and entered Director Kalraxâs chamber.
âAgents,â he said, âIâm sorry for the loss of your commanding officer. The Syndicate appreciates your service, and doesnât hold the actions of one radical against you.â
Shubin smiled his fakest smile. âGoes to show even the best of us can fall, if weâre not careful.â
Daschler fingered the trigger of the genetic spoof, in her pocket.
âReport on the situation in the Sol System.â
âMostly contained,â Daeschler said. âThe fabric is stable in the present, so a category eight time-storm stretching back twenty minutes should take out the whole system with minimal impact.â
Kalrax turned to Shubin. âCultural ramifications of wiping out the system?â
âWell, if youâll turn your attention to this chart,â he said, pulling a blaster heâd swiped from Ariadneâs armory out of his pocket, and firing on Kalraxâs tank, shattering it and causing him to spill onto the ground. Every klaxon in the headquarters blared out
âWHAT THE HELL DO YOU THINK YOUâRE DOING, AGENT?!â
Daeschler took out the genetic spoof, sampled Kalraxâs DNA, and quickly fired it at Shubin and herself.
Shubin rushed to Kalraxâs terminal, while Daeschler took his blaster and held it to Kalraxâs head.
âWeâve got full access,â Shubin gushed. âDirector-level security clearance. My god, Daeschler, those girls actually did it.â
âTechnology like this could be very dangerous in the wrong hands,â Daeschler mused.
Shubin managed to shut off the Klaxons and lock the doors so that nobody but the Director could open them.
âThat wonât last forever,â Shubin said, âeventually theyâll figure out somethingâs rotten in the state of Denmark.â
âDenmark?â Daeschler asked.
âOh, I really wish we had time for me to explain the bard to you,â Shubin said. âEventually, theyâll all get in here and reverse everything we did. We need to bring this whole place down before that happens, or else itâll all be for nothing.â
âWell then, get to it,â Daeschler said. âDispense with the theatrics, love, we worked out what we were going to do ages ago.â
âTRAITORS,â Kalrax roared.
âYeah, that doesnât sting very much when we did it on purpose,â Daeschler shrugged, furiously typing commands into Kalraxâs terminal. âIf we felt bad about betraying you, we wouldnât have done it.â
âAnd⊠itâs done,â Shubin said. âAgent Ellesmere now has Director-level clearance as well.â
âHereâs hoping she knows us well enough,â Daeschler prodded Kalrax with the barrel of the blaster, âto figure out what to do with it before itâs too late.â
âIâm sorry,â Ellesmere said, and knelt down on the floor. âMy god, Iâm so sorry.â
âYouâre sorry?â The elder Ariadne hissed. âShe was my universe, and you took her away from me. Iâm not here to hear sorry.â
Ellesmere was shaking. âI understand if you want to kill me.â
âKill you?â The elder Ariadne replied. âGirlie, you donât get off that easy.â
âAriadne,â the younger Ariadne said, âstand down.â
âIâm no threat to her,â the elder Ariadne growled, and turned back to Ellesmere. âYou took my wife away from me for twenty years, and now, your boss is up there threatening to kill her all over again. If Iâm not allowed to give up, what the hell makes you think you get that luxury? You owe me. Get the fuck up and find a solution.â
The younger Ariadne knelt down to meet Ellesmereâs eyeline. âThatâs what we do. Thatâs all we do. We confront impossible problems, and we come up with a way to fix them. You lived on my station. You broke bread with us. Swapped stories. You have no home to go back to. Like it or not, youâre one of us.â
âThat flagship of mine is made of programmable matter,â the elder Ariadne said. âIt can build you whatever you need, on Spacebreatherâs command. If I can create a portal device, can you disrupt your own timeline?â
Ellesmere sighed. âItâs not like I carry around a list of coordinates for every intervention Iâve taken part in. Without access to Syndicate records, Iâd just be working from mem--â
At that exact moment, Ellesmereâs visor pinged back to life, and every light on her wrist device lit up simultaneously.
âWhat the devil-- Iâve got Director-level clearance,â she said, and looked up at the elder Ariadne. âI can open up a portal myself, now.â
The elder Ariadne snarled at her. The younger Ariadne didnât feel much more confidence that Ellesmere wouldnât simply flee to save her own skin, and leave them to die.
Ellesmere smirked. âSo, quick as you like, fetch me one of those fancy pulse rifles youâre all so fond of waving about. I had a pistol, but I think that massive jackboot flattened it.â
âWhat are you talking about?â Spacebreather asked.
âWerenât you listening?â Ellesmere said. âI didnât have a list of my interventions, and with Director-level clearance, now I do. Sharing the data with you now, if youâll be so kind.â
Ariadne spotted the notification of a data transfer on her HUD and downloaded it as quickly as possible.
âThatâs strange,â Ariadne said. âAt the bottom of this list, thereâs a bunch of photographs.â
Ellesmere smiled. âThe cute anime fan kissing your autistic lab assistant⊠her laughing over brunch with your hedonistic blue-haired step-mentor⊠those odd gals in your speculative operations division working with a hologram of you to get your defenses ready.â
âThe hell do they have to do with your interventions?â Spacebreather asked.
âTheyâre what Shubin and Daeschler really care about,â Ellesmere said, âsilly love stories, human drama, weird technology⊠Looks like they arenât a pair of Judases after all.â
Spacebreather burst into laughter. âAri, they took the bait!â
âOh my god,â Ariadne said, âwith everything thatâs happening, I completely forgot we did that!â
âThe bait?!â Ellesmere asked.
Ariadne found a break in her laughter to explain: âEllesmere, Iâm sorry-- actually, Iâm not sorry, you lied to my crew for two months and youâve murdered everybody in this room-- but remember how I told you we bugged your comms? Well, we found out your lieutenants were still onboard--â
Spacebreather cut in, still unable to stop laughing: âWâwe guessed our personal drama and cool gadgets would be what did them in, and we left bait for them, to sew discord with your boss!â
âThatâs why we talked so much about sending Taryn and Tosin on a mission together!â Ariadne laughed. âThey wouldâve gotten together anywhere, but we needed to be sure your boy would follow them!â
Spacebreather was doubled over. âI thought for sure the other one was gonna clock the genetic spoof as a trap!â
Ariadne composed herself and looked up to see her older self, smiling, with tears in her eyes.
âOrdinarily Iâd be furious,â Ellesmere said, âbut in this case, it works to our advantage. Weâd better get to work, theyâll have bought us time, but only so much.â
Ariadne ran the numbers through the chip in her skull to be sure every last detail of the math was right.
âOur fastest pulse rifles can fire at a speed of 2,000 rounds per minute,â she said. âIf we can rig up the portal to all of Ellesmereâs interventions, in a row, and set it to change destinations every 0.03 seconds, then we can cover all of them in approximately... seven minutes and fourteen seconds.â
âReverse-chronological order,â Ellesmere said. âNo sense in starting at the beginning, we wonât be able to find any of the later ones. Plus, doing it backwards means weâll be repeatedly making our own interventions and then immediately erasing them as well. The more tangled we make this, the harder itâll hit Headquartersâ
Spacebreather wasnât convinced. âWonât this kill you?â
Ellesmere gestured at the three everjade crystals floating behind her. âTheseâll keep me safe, at least until they blow from the influx of chronological energy.â
âAnd after then?â Spacebreather asked.
âWouldnât be the first time Iâve wiped out my past,â Ellesmere said. âNobodyâs ever done it this many times in a row, though. I genuinely havenât the foggiest whatâll happen to me. All that matters now is that we make that bastard of a mollusk pay.â
On Ariadneâs orders, Alicia dropped through ever-so-briefly to drop off a turret heatsink that could fire continuously for the length of time they needed, and hooked it up to their fastest, most powerful tripod-mounted HMG pulse rifle. Before leaving, she set up a bulletproof blast shield ten feet away from the gun, just to avoid any collateral. All told, the process took about five minutes.
Ellesmere tapped a series of commands into her wrist-cuffs. âThis will open a portal at the site of every incursion Iâve ever caused, approximately twelve seconds after Iâve arrived. Iâve locked onto my own neural signature, so as long as the portal aligns with the tip of the gun, every shot will be a headshot.â
âYou seem awfully clinical for someone whoâs about to shoot herself in the head 14,467 times,â Ariadne said, âyouâre sure youâre ready for this?â
âIf weâre lucky, this might even cause a core overload at HQ,â Ellesmere said, allowing herself one last lie. She knew full well, an incursion on this scale would wipe their headquarters from the sky. âShubin and Daeschler will be facing exile, torture, and reprogramming for this. Why shouldnât I show the same bravery, to make those rotting bastards at HQbleed?â
âOn your mark, then,â Spacebreather said.
Ellesmere tossed her cuff to Ariadne. âPoint it at the blast shield and hit the bright blue button. Thatâll start the process.â
Ariadne complied, and she and Spacebreather watched as Ellesmere, on their orders, gunned herself down. The rifleâs pulses keeping rhythm with the flickering of the portal, while thousands of iterations of Ellesmere in every conceivable species-- radically different and not even always recognizably organic, but always recognizable as her--flashed past too fast to distinguish from one another.
Ellesmere screamed as she let loose with the machine gun fire, taking her own past self out over and over again. Was she screaming out of rage? Excitement? Sorrow? Pain? There was a degree of truth to all of these, but she didnât let up on the trigger. She mowed herself down and screamed herself hoarse as the machine-gun fire shook her so violently that the carefully-tied buns in her hair came undone and fell into her face.
Eventually, bright white cracks began to form through the everjade crystals hovering behind Ellesmere, and they splintered into hundreds of shards, which fell to the ground and crumbled into dust. Eventually, the portals stopped coming, as Ellesmereâs resume ran out. She fell to her knees, exhausted and in immense pain, and began to flicker as if she were glitching in and out of existence.
Shubin and Daeschler began to laugh in celebration as the klaxons blared again, beyond even the Directorâs clearance to silence.
His communicator was ringing off the hook. Every last agent in the field and in their Headquarters was reporting in, all with some disaster from another corner of the universe.
âSir, what the hell is happening?â Agent Curieâs voice came through first. âSomething weirdâs going down in the Sol system, somebody took an agent down two minutes before she was supposed to assassinate that Pirate captain and--â
âDirector, weâve got a real situation here,â Agent Saganâs voice came through next, âEllesmereâs been shot on Pentifax III, and her lieutenants are--â
ââweâre looking at a full-scale Carilocyriac rebellion over here,â Agent Crick said, âsome lunatic shot Ellesmere before she could wipe out the city. The whole Carilocyriac civilizationâs got time travel now, and Shubin and Daeschler are in the wind--â
ââSir, did you authorize a portal on Tarantioch V?â Agent Franklin came through next. âAre you insane?! Ellesmere blew that whole planet to hell two years ago, and suddenly itâs back in the sky! Shubin and Daeschler are leading some sort of insurrection against the Syndicate on the surface! Do you know how many fires weâre gonna have to put out because of this?!â
ââDirector Kalrax, what the holy hell is going on up there?!â Agent Lamarr screamed through the loudspeaker, âone of our agents has been assassinated hundreds of times, and each assassination overwrites the last one! Our core isnât gonna be able to stabilize from this one!â
âWhat possessed you to authorize this?!â Agent Goodall admonished, âyouâve murdered the syndicate, Kalrax!â
The chorus of confusion and anger became indistinguishable. Shubin and Daeschler smiled broadly, and turned to him and, gleefully, one after the other, repeated Goodallâs words.
âYouâve murdered the syndicate, Kalrax.â
âYouâve murdered the syndicate, Kalrax!â
âOur fellow agents will all spend the remainder of the lifespan of whatever species theyâre stuck as cursing your name for stranding them in the field,â Daeschler mused. âThe greatest failure in syndicate history!â
âOh, what a delight,â Shubin said, âwe did the crime, and heâs the one whoâll go down in history as a disgrace!â
âIf he goes down in history at all,â Daeschler cackled. âYouâre the historian, do you think any records of him will survive whatâs about to happen?â
âI should hope not!â Shubin howled, âheâd have been better off deep-fried and served with a side of lemon and marinara!â
Kalraxâs voice croaked out: âYou perfidious idiots have destroyed the universe.â
âOh, come off it,â Daeschler said, opening up her own readouts. âThis station has enough everjade at its core to neutralize this attack. We planned it that way specifically. Weâve no quarrel with the universe, just with you.â
âOf course, headquarters wonât survive,â Shubin pointed out, âbut the universe will.â
âThe universe cannot survive without the stability we provide,â Kalrax rasped. âWithout the Syndicateâs grip as a deterrent, new powers will be able to rise up throughout spacetime, unchecked.â
âOh, my giddy aunt,â Shubin said wickedly, âwhat trouble that would be.â
âImagine what forbidden technologies people will create,â Daeschler laughed.
âWhat compelling stories theyâll have,â Shubin added. âAs for us⊠we just pitched our own headquarters into the void, and I bet itâs going to crash-land. Say, what do you think our odds of survival are, Daeschler?â
âAbout even, Shubin,â Daeschler said, âbut if we survive, thereâs no telling where or when weâll end up.â
âCertainly not here,â Shubin said.
âDefinitely not now,â Daeschler agreed.
âA whole new world,â Shubin mused.
âKiss me,â Daeschler said. âOh, go on, do it. Youâre Mr. I-love-the-drama, and this is our big dramatic moment.â
âWell, okay,â Shubin smiled, âbut let it be known itâs all for the drama.â
He obliged her request, and Headquarters collapsed in on itself and out of the known spacetime continuum.
Ellesmere remained kneeling on the ground, her edges glitching and crackling. She began to chuckle darkly.
âItâs overâŠâ she muttered. âThe syndicate is over. Youâre safe.â
âEllesmere, are youâŠâ the younger Ariadne asked. âAre you okay?â
âUniverse is catching up with itself, loves,â she said. âTrying to⊠rewire itself⊠mold itself into its new shape⊠and Iâm not⊠meant to be in it.â
âYouâre not going to die,â the elder Ariadne pointed out. âI undid my own past, and Iâm still here.â
âYeah, and donât forget, you undid your own birth,â the younger Ariadne said, âand nothing happened to you.â
âPortal mechanics are different,â Ellesmere slurred. âFuture changes immediately when they close⊠My everjade crystals⊠supposed to absorb the change for me⊠couldnât take the sustained onslaught⊠the bombardment⊠now the universe is fixing itself up, and⊠Iâve got nothing to protect me⊠Pretty soon Iâll⊠Well, if Iâm lucky⊠I might leave a corpse...â
Spacebreather moved towards her, and leaned down to pick her up. Ellesmere was in far too much pain to bother resisting her.
âLike the smartest girl in the universe said,â Spacebreather insisted, âYou lived in our home. Broke bread with us, swapped stories. Youâre one of us, now. And we donât give up, when weâre facing down a problem. We get up, and we do something about it.â
âNothing you can... do for me now, pet,â Ellesmere said. âI knew what I was doing⊠when I did it⊠I pretended it was safer than it was⊠knew you wouldnât... let me do it otherwiseâŠâ
âJust shut up and let me save you,â Spacebreather said. âFor once in your life, just... shut the fuck up.â She brought her over to the remains of the crystal formation and lay her down on the ground. She carefully arranged the shards all around Ellesmereâs body so that as many of them were touching her as possible.
Her form glitched again, and the crystals closest to her body began to glow a soft white, then dissipated the energy into the air around her. She breathed a sigh of relief, and all the crystals began to glow, brighter and brighter, until the glitching stopped altogether.
Ellesmere sat up. âHow?â She asked, in genuine shock. âHow did you know to do that?â
âGirl, you said the everjade crystals were what protected you, and we have a ton of them,â Spacebreather said. âI put two and two together.â
âBut why did you save me?â Ellesmere asked. âYouâve got every reason to hate me.â
âAnd yet,â Spacebreather said, âI donât. I kill to protect people, and to solve problems. Who are you still a danger to? What problem would it solve, if you died?â
Ellesmere looked over at the elder Ariadne. âI killed your wife,â she said, and turned her head to the younger Ariadne. âI killed you.â
âYou also tried to sacrifice yourself to save us,â the younger Ariadne said.
âIâve got no love for you,â the elder Ariadne said, but then gestured at Spacebreather, âbut I love this woman. If she says you should be allowed to live, Iâm not going to fight her on--â
She didnât finish her sentence, because the elder Spacebreather returned to the lab, removing all the wind from her sails and leaving her with an expression like sheâd been struck by a space freighter.
âQueridaâŠâ the elder Ariadne muttered.
â20 years,â the elder Spacebreather said, angrily, directly at Ellesmere. âYou robbed me of my wife for 20 years.â
âI see not every version of you is so forgiving,â Ellesmere said. âI understand, though. Kill me, if you must.â
âWould you stop it already?â The younger Spacebreather asked.
âI donât want to kill you,â the elder Spacebreather growled. âI want those 20 years back.â
Ellesmere looked at her communicator cuff. âHeadquarters is gone,â she said. âMy days messing with time are over whether I like it or not, Iâm afraid. Iâm sorry, I canât give you those years back. Youâre stuck here, in the past, forever.â
âOh, yes you can,â the elder Spacebreather insisted. â20 years, you took from me, and 20 more from her. Way I see it, you owe us 40 years of each otherâs company. After that, you can go wherever you want, but until then, youâre with us.â
âWith us?â the elder Ariadne asked, quietly and solemnly.
The elder Spacebreather spun to face her for the first time, her eyes shining. âOf course, querida,â she said. âYou didnât think I could just⊠move on with my life, after you died, did you?â
âShe knew you were here,â the younger Ariadne pointed out. âYou were already here when I died, in the last future. She wouldâve known you made it back. And Ellesmere, well, she wouldâve killed you just as much as me.â
âShe came back to save you too,â the younger Spacebreather explained. âIf sheâd gone back to the new future, then you wouldâve been stranded in the past, alone. Thatâs not something Iâd be able to abide, if it were me.â
âAnd it is,â the elder Spacebreather finished. âIâm here for you, my love. My most precious treasure. After all these years of grief and loneliness, donât we deserve to be together again?â
The elder Ariadne attempted to speak, but choked on the attempt.
âItâs okay,â the elder Spacebreather said. âI know, itâs a lot to process. But Iâm here. I love you, and thatâs forever.â
The elder Ariadne raised her trembling hands to Spacebreatherâs face, and caressed it as though she thought her wife would dissipate into vapor if she touched her. âIs it⊠can it really be you?â
âItâs really me,â the elder Spacebreather said. âYou saved me, I saved you, now weâre even, weâre both alive, and weâve got nowhere to be and a long time to get there. Wanna get some dinner, to celebrate?â
The elder Ariadne could now barely stand, and the elder Spacebreather pulled her tightly into an embrace. The elder Ariadne could no longer hold back tears, and began to openly sob into the shoulder of her wifeâs everjade armor.
âItâs okay,â the elder Spacebreather said. âIâm here, I got you.â
âI mi⊠I missed you so muchâŠâ the elder Ariadne wept. âOh god⊠what did I become without you.â
âYou werenât without me,â the elder Spacebreather reassured her. âNot for a second. I was always coming back for you, all you did was make sure I was able to. I will always, always be right there with you, you hear?â
It was at this point that Ellesmere realized that this crew was really, truly, not going to kill her for what sheâd done. How could that be, she wondered, and suddenly the reality hit her. She would not be returning to her life of jetsetting across the universe and back, and would be living out her life in this backwater time period, in this obscure region of space. Sheâd spent her entire adult life as a dedicated company man, and she didnât quite know how to motivate herself without a cause to marry herself to.
âIâll do it,â she said. â40 years, my best effort at making the two of you happy together.â
What the hell, she thought, that was a much better cause than the one that had just hung her out to dry.
The younger Spacebreather put her arm around the younger Ariadne and squeezed her tight. It was nice, she thought, to see such firm proof that Cookie was telling the truth: a universe where they didnât belong to one another was scarcely worth thinking about. The idea of them being apart was an error so fundamentally wrong that the universe was in danger of collapsing rather than let it be true, and these two had clawed their way through time and space, back from the grave, to set it right.
The elder Ariadne looked the elder Spacebreather in the eyes, and knew this was real. Every day for the past 20 years, she wished she could wake up from her ongoing nightmare in Spacebreatherâs arms, and finally, for the first time in decades, she wasnât disappointed. The nightmare was over.
Ariadne kissed Spacebreather, and for a moment, all was right in the universe.
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âMy family will be safe?â Ariadne asked. âIf I let you do this, youâll leave them be?â
âDonât you dare!â Ghostrunner shrieked, banging on the crystalline shields that isolated Ariadne, Ellesmere, and her lieutenants in Tosinâs lab.
âYour family is only in danger because of you,â Daeschler said. She and Shubin exchanged a look. As they had agreed, they would go along with whatever Ellesmere said. Whatever got them back to HQ and the director, safe and sound.
Shubin concurred. âCome off it, you never put that together? All of this happened because of you.â
âBesides, you donât have any other choice,â Daeschler said. âNobodyâs coming to save you.â
âUnless you can think of a way to stop her having come through in the first place,â Ellesmere said, âI have my orders.â
Ariadne tried to reason with her one last time. âPlease, let m--â
At that moment, the entire station was rattled by a massive impact, knocking everyone in the room off their feet. Ariadne could see on the sensors that theyâd been hit by something massive, but the enemy hadnât fired. Who the hell was attacking them?
She had bigger problems right now, though. She had to think fast to figure out what to do before they all got back to their feet. She was locked in a room with a group of armed wetwork agents sent to kill her, and unfortunately for her, they were making a pretty compelling case that she was the root of all the problems they were facing. If she was gone, would any of this be happening?
If she was gone, no, but if she was dead, that certainly wouldnât help anything. Ellesmere had a point-- the only way killing her would help is if it somehow stopped her future self from coming through in the first place. Why was she just taking Ellesmereâs word that they could clean up this mess as long as they killed her?
The only way out of this, the only way that left the solar system standing, is if she found a way to stop all of it from happening in the first place.
Her future self was right, all along. She constantly asked other people to sacrifice for her, for her cause, but when it came down to it, what was she willing to sacrifice for them?
Her eyes trained on the threshold, and she recalled Ellesmereâs words.
âYou jump through it, you end up in the void outside time and space. Whenever the universe experiences a significant shift, that void is flushed out, and anything in it at the time is erased from history.â
âBut thatâs a big if. Your future self did a lot of damage coming through. The future is completely unbound now. Timeline flailing in the wind.â
âUnless you can think of a way to stop her having come through in the first place, I have my orders.â
She knew what she had to do. All the children sheâd helped, all of her friends and family, she hoped they would still find their happiness with her erased. They might have a lot of adversity to overcome, but at least theyâd be alive. And they would never know that she had saved their lives.
Without missing a beat, she got to her feet and sprinted for the threshold.
Sasha and Pilar, eager to share the news with her that Pilar had made her way back to the station and was none-too-pleased about being sent away, rushed through the door just in time to see Ariadne disappear through the threshold.
âNO!â Ellesmere shrieked.
âWell, I have to imagine this development is going to cause some problems,â Shubin said, âfor you.â
âYou failed in your task,â Daeschler said. âKalrax isnât going to be happy.â
Pilar and Ghostrunner pounded on the crystal barrier. Ellesmere walked up to the glass and clicked a device to allow them to hear her through it.
âHow the hell are you still here?â Ellesmere asked.
âGet her back, NOW.â Pilar roared.
âI canât,â Ellesmere said. âSheâs gone, forever. Erased from history. Irretrievable.â
âUnacceptable,â Pilar insisted. âGet her back right this second.â
âWhy are you still here?â Ellesmere asked. âHow are any of us still here? She erased herself from history, her older self unbound us from her future, so the change shouldâve been instantaneous.â
At that moment, a figure wearing sleek, futuristic armor made of everjade plating, burst through the door.
âStand back,â their distorted voice said, and launched a sticky bomb onto the barrier. Sasha, Pilar, and Ghostrunner dove out of its blast radius just in time for it to blow a hole clean in the barrier and once again knock Ellesmere and her lieutenants off their feet. The crystal shrapnel glowed gold as it sublimated back into energy as it was disconnected from its center mass.
The armored figure found a sturdy fixture, secured a long cable to it using a reinforced carabiner, and secured the other end of it to a loop at the back of their armor.
âWhen I tug three times, pull me out,â they said to Pilar.
âWho are you?â Pilar asked.
âIâm here to save her,â the figure replied, and that was answer enough for Pilar.
âYou canât save her,â Ellesmere said, âsheâs gone. Nobody comes back from one of these things unless weâre lashed to a future, and weâre--â
The figure silenced Ellesmere with a sharp point of her finger in her direction, stepped over to her pistol, still on the floor, and crushed it under her boot.
âFine,â Ellesmere said, âerase yourself trying to save her, too.â
The figure dove into the threshold after Ariadne, and disappeared in its many facets.
Ariadne floated where there was nothing and no time. She thought about all the people sheâd never see again, her friends, her family. She thought about how the universe would fare, had she never been in it. She had to believe that Alicia couldâve stopped the Divoratori on her own. That Baltimore and Beam wouldâve found a way to survive. Ghostrunner and Sweettalk wouldâve had each other, and Sasha had Pilar and Cookie. Blue wouldâve found someone to take care of Taryn. Somebody must have done something about Susan Weaver and Dr. Simon.
She didnât have much hope on this last point. Lucky for her, she thought, sheâd never have to find out. She didnât exist.
So, she wondered, if she didnât exist, why was she doing so much existing right now? She was thinking, which indicated she was being. Had Ellesmere lied to her about how these things worked? Had she done something wrong?
Sheâd lost her faith in god when she ran away from home, so much that she never even talked about her old beliefs until the Dr. Simon affair dug up all that old baggage. She had to consider, though, the possibility that she was dead, and this boundless void was the afterlife.
âNo,â I said, âdonât be ridiculous. Youâre not dead.â
Ariadne whipped her head around to see the source of the voice, and found she was no longer in the boundless void. She was on a rooftop, at sunset, in a garden. The skies were golden, the clouds cast in a vibrant pink. She was on Earth.
She recognized the man sitting on the roof with her. The stranger, from the fundraiser. From all those strange dreams sheâd been having.
I knew how important this moment would be, so I made sure to clean myself up for it. I had my finest makeup on, my beard was freshly trimmed, my tattered jacket replaced with a fresh shirt, the exact Memphis pattern that Tosin favored, with my long hair tied back in a matching headband, with a pin in it, bearing the insignia of her crew, a jolly roger with wrenches in place of crossbones.
I stood on the rooftop, idly singing the song Pilar sang to her in their quietest, most private moments. I needed, more than anything, for her to know that I was a friend.
She asked, âHow do you know that song?â
I replied, âI know everything about you, Ariadne.â
âHow?â Ariadne asked. âWeâre not talking about my exploits as a matter of public record. Thatâs a song only me and my wife should know. The only way you could know what it means to me is if youâd heard it from us, and I sure as hell didnât tell you.â
I told her, âyou figure it out, eventually. Over drinks, with friends, I should think.â
âWhere the hell am I?â She asked.
âAre you asking literally, or figuratively?â I asked, but didnât hesitate to answer both versions of the question. âFiguratively, youâre outside of time and space, in the domain of dreams and fantasies and other things that never were. Literally, Iâd say youâre in San Juan, Puerto Rico. Canât say for sure. Never been.â
âThis is my grandmotherâs old garden,â Ariadne said. âShe used to come up here every day at sunset and paint.â
âI remember,â I said. âYou adored your grandmother every bit as much as you hated your parents.â
âHow do you know so much about me?â She asked. âWho are you?â
âI guess you could call me a fan,â I said, âor perhaps an academic. You mean a lot to me, where I come from. When I come from. Your story is truly inspirational. Not a lot of people remember it in my time, but Iâm looking to change that.â
âGreat,â she said, âjust what we need, more time travelers.â
âIâm here to learn more about what happened,â I said. âIn your time, in your place, you have the legendary pirate Luzuha. In mine, I have Ariadne, and Pilar Spacebreather, and their little family, nestled in the space between Mars and Jupiter. I have my records, but thereâs certain things you can only get by going there, experiencing it yourself, in real life.â
âYou canât really try something in a dream,â she quoted.
âThatâs the ticket,â I replied. âSo you have been listening. Iâve been up and down your timeline, fitting into whatever niches I could, getting as much information as I can find. I was actually a customer at Yma and Gaelâs grocery, that part was true. Rubbed elbows with Alicia, before prison. Tried dinner at Ms. Fanâs Hotpot Spot. Beam even picked me up and threw me once, back when she was a cheerleader. Iâm particularly fond of the woman who runs your menagerie, itâs good to know sheâll always be doing what she loves. When youâre telling a story, you want to make the things in it, the people in it, feel real, and the best way to do that is to have them be real. When people read about all this, theyâre gonna feel like they know you, because I know you.â
âSo, youâre why I havenât been erased from history?â She asked. âI swear, if the universe is destroyed because some fanboy historian--â
I laughed. âNo, god, what you must take me for, to think I even could reverse the effects of a threshold. I canât affect things that much. The storyâs mine to tell, but it happened the way it happened, and I have to tell it that way. Iâm not supposed to interfere, but sometimes I just... canât help myself.â
âSo youâre why weâve been having all these weird dreams,â she said.
âNo,â I explained, âproximity to the anomaly did that to you. Gives you glimpses of whatâs on the other side⊠echos of my little sojourns into your familyâs history... but you can only pick them up when youâre open to the irrational. In moments of uncertainty or, yes, in dreams. I believe your friend Blue would call it the spirit world, but I prefer to think of it as the stuff inside the walls of the universe. The pipes and the wires and the insulation. Your dreams are just⊠hearing snippets of the neighborâs conversations.â
âSo youâre, what, along for the ride?â She asked.
âLike I said, sometimes I canât help myself,â I told her. âIâll admit, I gave Pilar a bit of a hint on what was going to happen, so she could save you. Not that I couldâve stopped her if I tried.â
Ariadne laughed. âToo bad Iâm better at self-destruction than she is at saving me,â she said.
âDonât be so sure,â I replied. âYouâre still here, arenât you?â
âAgain, youâre sure thatâs not you?â Ariadne asked. âWeâre not lashed to whatever future you come from?â
I laughed again, more heartily this time. âItâs a lot more complicated than that. But no, all of this is how it really happened. At least, the parts I got right. But thereâs one thing Iâve learned from all the time Iâve spent poring over your adventures. Itâs that youâll tear the universe apart to save her, and sheâll always do whatever it takes to save you.â
âSo why are we in my grandmotherâs garden?â Ariadne asked. âYou writing her history now, too?â
âNo, this is actually my gift to you. Moments you never had, with someone whoâs gone.â I paused a moment. âDo please pass my love along to Carrie Beastmaster, would you?â
What I was saying dawned on Ariadne. It was sunset now, and her grandmother always came up to paint at sunset.
âIs this real?â She asked. âIs this a dream, or did this really happen?â
âGreat questions,â I explained. âIn order, yes this is real, yes this is a dream, but itâs not yours or mine, and no, this didnât happen, but it is happening now. Does that clear things up at all?â
Ariadne hated that it did.
She heard the doorknob to the stairway down to her grandmotherâs apartment turn, and when she turned back to check with me, again, that this was really real, I was gone.
But Raquel Ramos the first was there, she was real, and she was delighted to see her granddaughter. This was her dream, and she didnât question the logic of her eleven-year-old granddaughter being a grown woman. In a dream, things donât have to make sense like that. She knew, though, on some level, that this was really her granddaughter, speaking to her from across impossible distances.
All she could muster was one word: âAbuela.â
Her grandmother smiled. âWhat a beautiful woman youâve grown up to be.â
âIâm so sorry,â she said. âI left you behind, and I never got to say goodbye.â
âWhat are you talking about?â She asked. âYouâre here now. Sit, letâs have a chat.â
They sat on the ledge for what felt like hours, but the sun never quite finished setting. Ariadne told her all about her life, why sheâd run away, and what sheâd accomplished. She never regretted running away, she assured her grandmother, but she always wished she couldâve had more time with her.
âDid your father ever come to his senses?â Racquel asked Ariadne.
âNo,â Ariadne said. âHeâs gone, for me. Buried at Arlington.â
âI see,â she replied. âHe was still my son, and I loved him, but⊠I understand that some things are unavoidable. And your mother?â
âGone, too,â Ariadne said.
âGood,â her grandmother said coldly.
â...Yeah,â Ariadne choked out, her voice as small as when she ran away in the first place. They sat with this for several seconds before Racquel the Elder broke the silence.
âI always wished you could spend more time here, hijita. Your father and that girl couldnât run away from their heritage fast enough. They thought I was the backwards one, for thinking it meant something to be a Boricua. Everything was about Earth to them.â
âIâd be a Boricua wherever I went,â Ariadne said. âHell, Iâve been to the moon. Mars. Iâve been to just about every rock on this solar system, and I carry this place with me everywhere I go.â
Her grandmother smiled. âSo you remember,â she said, âthe song I used to sing you, when you were a little girl.â
âItâs an old standard among the kids I take care of. Iâm pretty sure theyâre sick of hearing me sing it,â Ariadne replied. âEven have a daughter of my own now, although sheâs not so little anymore. She wants to know more about you, though, about our family. Iâm glad to be able to share these things with her.â
âIâm glad you have a family,â her grandmother told her. âThatâs all I ever wanted for you. Your mother and father⊠that was no family, no home. If I couldâve taken you away and given you a proper family myself, I wouldâve, in a heartbeat.â
âThatâs all I do, now,â Ariadne said. âI find people who donât have homes or families, and I fix it for them.â
âSo you turned out alright,â her grandmother said. âWhen youâre back in your life, you go out there and know that youâre making me proud each and every day, alright, hijita?â
Ariadne didnât have the heart to tell her that she couldnât ever go back to her old life, that all of those days sheâd just described were gone forever. Even the time sheâd already had with her grandmother would be gone soon enough.
And then the green-armored figure appeared on the rooftop.
âMrs. Ramos,â they said, âitâs a pleasure to finally meet you. Iâm here to save your granddaughter.â
âTake care of her, sheâs my most precious treasure.â
They nodded. âMine too.â
The figure grabbed Ariadne, threw her over their shoulder, and tugged on a cable affixed to her armor three times. In moments, they were yanked along a four-dimensional axis, and found themselves back in Tosinâs lab with Ariadne in tow.
âThe hell just happened?!â Ariadne asked, watching the threshold disappear behind her, and the everjade crystal formation crack and collapse in place.
âYour guess is as good as mine,â Ellesmere said, "this shouldnât be possible. We arenât lashed to the future Ariadneâs future anymore.â
The armored figure released a clasp on her helmet and pulled it off. The woman underneath it was nearing 50, with short cast-iron gray hair and just a hint of crowâs feet by her eyes, but the aquiline nose, the cheekbones that couldâve been carved from granite, they were unmistakable. This was Pilar Spacebreather.
âNo, youâre lashed to my future,â the elder Pilar said. âOr at least, you were. Weâre lucky you told Taryn that you were thinking about doing something dumb, like jumping through a threshold to erase yourself from history. Alicia warned me that if I had to follow her in, Iâd snap the tether to my time and thereâd be no way back to the future for me.â
Sasha rushed over to the elder Pilar and cradled her face. âMy god,â she said, âthey did it. They actually did it.â
Before any of them had a chance to react, Sweettalkâs voice buzzed on the loudspeaker: âCaptain, we need to scrub this assault,â she said, âweâre running out of swarm ships, weâre gonna be overpowered any minute. The Apanqura isnât going to make it through!â
Ariadne looked through the visual sensors as well and saw that her future self had unleashed thousands of those infernal machines, and the ships theyâd purchased from the Ng Gang had dwindled down to the dozens.
The enemy was now within range of the sensors she was integrated with, and she felt a glimmer of hope as she felt a weak point in their defenses:
They registered her, Racquel Ramos, Captain Ariadne, as their commander. She wasnât able to detect this when they were on the outskirts of the stationâs sphere of influence, but here and now, she knew it to be true as well as she knew herself to have hands. She could command them, and thatâs exactly what she did.
En masse, her swarm of drones turned on her flagship and began firing on its shields. She felt a surge of exhilaration, but it was short-lived, as the drones quickly gave up their assault and resumed pursuit of the Apanqura.
She issued the command to turn on the flagship again, and it worked again, for a few seconds, and then they resumed their pursuit of the Apanqura.
âGive us some information, dumbass!â Blueâs voice buzzed through, âAliciaâs a good pilot but she canât work on a battlefield that donât make fuckinâ sense!â
âShe didnât think to differentiate me from her,â Ariadne said, âthe drones respond to my command!â
Alicia chimed in over the loudspeaker: âYeah, babes, they respond to hers too!â
âYeah, Iâve noticed!â Ariadne replied, âIâm trying my best to keep them off you!â
âSheâs just gonna reverse any command you give!â Blue said. âYour stubborn ass is caught in a stalemate against itself!â
It stung, but Blue was right. Any command she could give, her enemy had equal power to countermand. She had to come up with some sort of move that would benefit her side, that the enemy couldnât immediately neutralize.
It was, at that point, that she finally really heard what her enemy had said. The elder Ariadne thought the fact that she relied on others was a weakness she could eliminate by doing everything by herself, and that would prove to be her undoing.
Ariadne stood up and sharply announced, station-wide and broadcasting to the enemy flagship on an open channel: âI AM CAPTAIN ARIADNE, OF ARIADNEâS ANGELS, AND I HEREBY ABDICATE MY POST AND RELINQUISH SOLE COMMAND TO PILAR SPACEBREATHER, EFFECTIVE IMMEDIATELY.â
She mentally broadcast her personal electronic signature, certifying her resignation, and the flagship stopped its approach. The drones fell still in the skies.
âWhat the hell did you just do?â Pilar asked.
âHopefully just a temporary measure,â Ariadne said. âI did the one thing she couldnât countermand, the one thing thatâd be useless if she did it to us, but devastating if we did it to her. All the tech Iâve ever built is designed to respect the chain of command for this crew, but sheâs a crew of one, and she intended to merge with me. She didnât think to shield it against my control because she didnât think Iâd ever step down from power.â
âSo you put me in charge of everything, officially,â Pilar said, âand now I control her ship, and all those drones.â
âIâm so glad youâre back, querida,â Ariadne said, and embraced her wife. âLetâs do this, like we promised. Together.â
âI wouldnât have it any other way.â
âWait,â Ariadne said, âhow did you get back?â
Pilar laughed. âYouâre gonna be mad,â she said. âBut youâre talking to the most recent Catamount-General.â
âYou called Kitty for a ride?!â Ariadne blanched. âNot even Mizumi and Linh. Fucking Kitty?!â
âCan they hear me?â Pilar breezed past her wifeâs admonition, âthe drones, I mean.â
âYouâre broadcasting station-wide,â Ariadne said.
âDISABLE THAT SHIP,â Pilar commanded, âSEE TO IT THE APANQURA MAKES IT THROUGH. FLAGSHIP, DROP YOUR SHIELDS AND OPEN THE DOCKING BAY.â
The ship and the drones complied, and within minutes, the Apanqura was onboard.
The elder Ariadne detached her cybernetics from her armor, they hung useless, wired into a ship that would no longer respond to any of her commands. Her younger self was proving to be the toughest enemy sheâd ever faced. Tougher than Susan Weaver, smarter than Dr. Simon, crazier than Nicks Rizzo, and more powerful than the Nameless. She swore under her breath. No wonder sheâd beaten them, if this is what theyâd been up against.
The sensation of being ripped out of control of the ship, and all the drones, felt roughly like the sensation of being poked very hard in the eye, as felt by someone who has tens of thousands of eyes, all of which were poked simultaneously. Only the cybernetics directly integrated into her body were responding to her now. She stripped away the useless goggles and activated the holographic implants she still had access to.
âKid, I think you know weâre here,â she heard Blueâs voice booming through every speaker on the ship.
Of course sheâd done this. Nobody in her family was listening to her anymore, why should her younger self be any different? But she could still go down fighting. It would be an honor, she thought, to be killed by Blue. In a way, Blue had created her, so who better to destroy her?
âKid, itâs over,â Blueâs voice rang over the loudspeaker. âI see all these robots you built to fight us if we got onboard, and fuck me if I ainât impressed, but theyâre useless now.â
âYou canât beat Blue in a fight,â Aliciaâs voice rang out. âPlease, weâre not trying to hurt you.â
âYouâd better,â she called back. âAfter all this, youâd fucking better kill me.â
âWe were never here to kill you, shitbrains,â Blue said.
âI fired on the Apanqura,â the elder Ariadne replied. âI thought you were Pilar and I attacked you anyway. Tell me that my younger self didnât order you to kill me.â
Blue laughed. âWhenhave you ever known me to take orders?â
âThis isnât you, Ari,â Alicia said. âWhatever youâre trying to do, it has to stop.â
âIt all wouldâve worked so well if youâd all just listened to me!â The elder Ariadne wailed. âTurn around, go back to your little station. I may have fucked up, letting my younger self lock me out of command, but Iâm not an idiot. I built a manual self-destruct into this boat, and nobody but the captain needs to go down with it.â
âWeâre not letting you do that,â Alicia said. âThereâs no point to it.â
âI failed, and I canât even get back to the future,â the elder Ariadne said, âwhatâs left for me now?â
âHow about a universe where your wife is still alive, moron?â Blue asked. âHow about a whole crew that could use your years of expertise?â
The elder Ariadne laughed. âYouâre just gonna have to fucking kill me,â she said. âIf I canât even do this by myself, what the hell good am I?â
She stumbled down the corridor and pulled one of the disabled robotsâ pulse rifles into her own hands. Manual operation. Sheâd be able to do something with this.
âDonât think Iâll hesitate, kid,â Blue said, âbut I still believe you wouldnât disappoint me like that.â
âYou and Alicia abandoned me in my time,â she said.
âWeâre here for you in this time,â Alicia said.
âChristâs sake, kid, look at yourself. Look at this goddamn ship. A one woman war machine, designed to make needing other people obsolete. You know who youâre acting like?â
âDonât you dare.â
Blue dared. âHow is this different from that suit of armor Rosario made?â
âI did this to save my family!â
âShe built that to rescue her daughter!â Blue shouted back.
âAnd then she tried to kill me with it!â
âKid, be serious,â Blue spat back, âyouâve been laying siege to your whole crew for a week. Youâre just like her.â
âIâm nothing like my mother!â
âNo, youâre not,â Alicia said. âRight now, youâre acting like Rosario. Me and Blue are more mother to you than she ever was.â
Blue sounded angrier than the elder Ariadne had ever heard her. âShe was mother to you for, what, eleven years? And she did a shit job, at that! Iâve taken care of you for fifteen goddamn years! Thirty-five, where youâre from! Iâve been a better mother to you than she was, and I sure as shit did it for longer than she did!â
âWhen you needed us, we were there for you,â Alicia said. âKept you safe! Sacrificed for you! Took you to concerts and styled your goddamn hair! And when you order us to let you die?â
âWE FUCKING SAY NO,â Blue bellowed. âSo why donât you stop fucking acting like her kid and start acting like ours! Be who you fucking are, already!â
The elder Ariadne felt the tears welling up in her eyes. She had truly gone beyond the pale now. She would have to make them end her. She primed her weapon, and turned the corner, hoping to rush them and leave them no option but to put her down. She took a breath, raised the rifle, and swung into the hallway.
Taryn Uprising was there to greet her, unarmed.
âShoot me,â Taryn said flatly.
âGet out of my way, Uprising.â
âIn your dreams,â Taryn said. âYouâre not the only one who can force somebodyâs hand.â
âIâm not going to shoot you,â the elder Ariadne said.
âThen drop the gun,â Taryn said. âItâs that, or shoot me.â
âItâs over for me,â the elder Ariadne said. âLook at everything Iâve done. Look what Iâve become. Thereâs only one way out of this for me, at the end of Blueâs machete.â
âNot an option,â Taryn said. âSheâs lost too many people as it is.â
âWhat do you care? Where I come from, you canât stand her.â
âI care about her,â Taryn said. âI care about anyone who sees a little girl in danger and saves her.â
âGet out of my way.â
âNot gonna happen,â Taryn replied. âThe only way you get to fight Blue is if Iâm dead. So shoot me.â
The elder Ariadne stared her down.
âYou took me in, an unconscious, drugged seven-year-old girl whose mother just killed her father, and then kidnapped and tried to murder her. You gave me a warm bed, a family, and a sense of purpose. You gave me Tosin. Now, go ahead, you look that little girl in the eyes and put a bullet in her.â
The elder Ariadne tried to maintain her resolve.
âYou fancy yourself a killer, right?â Taryn asked. âGo ahead. Iâm right back where you found me, on a spaceship hurtling towards the edge, with a woman I trust to protect me at the wheel, helpless to fight back. So, are you gonna be like my mother, kill yourself and me? Or are you gonna be like her, stop this insanity, and save us both?â
This broke the elder Ariadne. She dropped the gun and fell to her knees.
âI canât do this, Taryn,â she choked out, âI canât keep living like this.â
âIâm sorry,â Taryn said, âbut youâre not allowed to die, either.â
The younger Ariadne was thrilled to hear Aliciaâs voice on comms. âWe have her onboard the Apanqura,â she said. âSheâs coming home, alive, and I think you two have a lot to talk about.â
âItâs over,â the younger Ariadne said joyfully. âItâs really over.â
âNot quite,â Ellesmere said.
âDid you forget about us?â Daeschler asked.
âWeâre still required to take her in,â Shubin said.
âNo chance,â Ariadne said. âThe anomaly is fixed. Our region of spacetime is stable, and Iâm never going to build a time machine.â
âShe still has the capability,â Shubin pointed out.
âIf sheâs coming back with Alicia and Blue, sheâs seen reason,â Ariadne insisted. âItâs over.â
Ghostrunner piped up: âThe anomaly just⊠went away. Whatever she did in the threshold, she fixed it. You all succeeded in your mission.â
Daeschler checked her readouts. âItâs true,â she said, âzero traces of the temporal anomaly remain. This is unheard of, itâs just gone. Whatever the future is now, sheâs not going to build a time machine in it.â
âThatâs right,â the elder Spacebreather said. âWhy donât you give that director of yours a call, and let him know you fixed everything? That you found a way to fix things beyond his orders?â
âBecause sheâs failed,â Shubin said casually. âHer orders were to kill Ariadne, and she didnât.â
âDoesnât much matter that the problem was solved anyway. Director Kalrax doesnât much care for mavericks who do things their own way,â Daeschler said. âSheâs stalling.â
âShe failed twice,â the elder Spacebreather said. âI remember everything, Ellesmere. This is now the fourth iteration of the timeline. In the third, you succeeded and killed Ariadne. In the second, I jumped in front of a shot intended for her, fired from the first. She survived, I died. I saw you, Ellesmere. Before I died, I saw you.â
Ellesmere shifted defensively.
Sasha was the first to put it together. âYou,â she growled, her festering hatred of Ellesmere suddenly feeling justified for the first time. âYou little bitch, you killed my sister!â
âSheâs fine now!â Ellesmere pointed out desperately. âMore than fine! Look, thereâs two of her!â
âAll of this,â Ariadne growled, âthis was you cleaning up a mess you made.â
âNo,â Ellesmere insisted, âno, this wasnât my fault. You destabilized the timeline with your time machine.â
âShe only built it because you killed me,â the younger Spacebreather said, her voice boiling over with rage. âSo what happened in the first future, huh? Was there ever even a time machine?â
âI wasnât there for the first future!â Ellesmere said. âI got the order to take out a time machine inventor for the stability of the region. I didnât question that order.â
âNo, you just missed and destabilized the whole region,â Ariadne said.
âYou built the blasted machine that broke the universe!â Ellesmere spat back.
âSo? What did happen in that first future?â Ghostrunner asked. âWhy did you get that alarm?â
âCall your Director, Ellesmere,â the elder Spacebreather insisted. âIâve been waiting for answers on this for 20 years.â
âSheâs right,â Shubin said. âWe have to report in to Director Kalrax.â
Ellesmere stood firm. She wasnât making that call.
âIf you wonât,â Daeschler said, âI will.â
Daeschler dialed him up and a hologram of his cephalopodian visage filled the room.
âAgent Ellesmere,â he said. âI canât help but notice youâre not alone.â
His voice was pointed: Ariadne was still alive, and that was a problem.
Ellesmere saluted the Director. âThings went a bit off the rails since last call, Director, but the objective is complete.â
Kalraxâs eyes trained on Ariadne. âIs it, now?â
âThis region of spacetime is secure and stable,â she explained. âWeâll have no further problems here, ever.â
âI thought you understood, Agent Ellesmere,â he said, âthat your objective was to eliminate this threat to stability.â
âSheâs not a threat to stability,â she insisted. âWe solved the problem without needing to kill her.â
âShe is the problem,â Kalrax insisted. âSomeone like that could bring down our whole organization, left unchecked. She ended the Divoratori cycle. You have the hubris to believe she doesnât pose a threat to us?â
âSheâs never going to build a time machine now,â Ellesmere insisted. âItâs safe, itâs done, itâs over!â
Kalrax was quickly losing his temper. âYou colossal fool! If all I wanted was that she didnât build a time machine, I wouldnât have dispatched you in the first place.â
He had just said something he shouldnât have, and Ellesmere caught it. âShe was never going to build one, was she?â She asked. âIn the first future. You knew. She was never going to build a time machine. The only reason she ever built one is because--â
ââBecause you failed,â Kalrax insisted. âIf you had killed her the first time, her crew wouldâve been permanently neutralized as a threat. You failed, and now weâve had three temporal incursions.â
âThe cracks in the sky, the anomaly, the instability,â Ellesmere said. âWeâre the time travelers who triggered them. If youâd never sent me to kill her, none of it wouldâve happened.â
âAnd she would be free to continue to expand her influence,â Kalrax said. âShe might have one day grown powerful enough to challenge our control.â
âThatâs what this is about? Control?!â Ellesmere asked incredulously. âYou sent me to kill a woman because you canât let anyone be as powerful as you?! And I followed your orders like a lamb to the bloody slaughter!â
âStability,â Kalrax replied, âis paramount to our Syndicateâs control over the universe.â
âBut we destabilized the region!â Ellesmere said, enraged. âWeâre the ones causing the bloody timeline to fall apart!â
âPolitical stability,â Kalrax said, âis every bit as vital as temporal stability. We cannot hope to protect the fabric of the universe if our power over it is not unflinching.â
âIs our power so fragile that it canât even withstand a hypothetical challenge?â Ellesmere asked.
Kalrax narrowed his eyes. âFirst day working in government, is it?â He asked. âThanks to your failure, the whole solar system will have to be scrubbed. Shubin, Daeschler, two authorized for extraction. Former Agent Ellesmere, since you have such sympathy for these creatures, youâre welcome to stay and die with them.â
The hologram cut out.
âWell, you hate to see it,â Shubin said. âItâs been a pleasure, boss. Weâll miss you!â
âYou know, for however long is appropriate,â Daeschler said.
âYou traitors,â she said. âYou questioned him every bit as much as me. You failed every bit as much as me! How dare you walk away from me?!â
âFairly easily,â Daeschler replied, âweâre authorized for extraction.â
âTa!â Shubin said, and they disappeared through a fold in space.
Everyone in the lab was stunned silent.
âWhat now?â Ghostrunner asked.
âWhat do you mean?â Ellesmere said. âItâs over. The solar system has been scrubbed. Shubin and Daeschler return to HQ to debrief the Director on my failure. Kalraxâs forces will be arriving within the hour to plant charges at the edge of your system that will consume it in a time-storm, which will rip us to shreds, moment-by-moment, forever.â
âUnless?â Ariadne asked.
âWhat do you mean, unless?â Ellesmere asked. âWeâre done.â
âStrange, because Iâm still drawing breath,â Ariadne said. âSpacebreather, Cougar Spacebreather? Any ideas?â
Shubin and Daeschler arrived back at headquarters moments later.
âIt worked,â Shubin said. âThe Director doesnât suspect a thing.â
Daeschler pulled the device sheâd swiped from the gals in Spec Ops from her pocket. The genetic spoof. âI hope that boss of ours is as clever as she always pretended to be,â she said. âIf she doesnât figure out what weâre up to, weâre all doomed.â
âCome on, love,â Shubin grinned. âWeâve got a solar system to save.â
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SIEGE - DAY SIX
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CABRERA'S APARTMENT BUILDING
Pilar awoke to a modded-out shotgun being dropped on her stomach.
âLoad it,â Cabrera said. She was dressed not in her usual sports bra and shorts, but in a t-shirt, jeans, and an old pair of basketball sneakers, all topped with the tattered leather jacket she slept in.
âOh good,â Pilar replied, wiping the sleep out of her eyes, âyouâve lost your mind.â
âBefore I change my mind,â Cabrera replied.
âChange your mind aboutâŠ?â
âDonât be a dick, mae, you said it yourself,â Cabrera said. ââIâm going to let you go, I just havenât figured it out yet,â remember?â
Cabrera was hard at work stuffing what few possessions she had in an old kit bag.
âYouâre not serious,â Pilar said.
âDonât make me regret this,â Cabrera told her, gesturing with the pistol in her left hand as her right unplugged her computer from the desk and stuffed it in the bag.
âHey, you donât have to tell me twice,â Pilar said, grabbing a handful of shells from the box at the end of the bed and beginning to load the shotgun. âWhat changed your mind?â
âYou said your world had to end for my exile,â Cabrera said. âI canât stomach the idea of adding you to the list of people whoâve lost everything so that I can go on. Some of the people in my old life thought saving me would be worth their sacrifice, least I can do is act like it for once.â
âCabrera, thank you,â Pilar was genuinely touched. âIâll do everything I can to keep you safe. How do we do this?â
âKeep that gun handy,â Cabrera said, tucking her bushy hair up into a knitted cap, and putting on a pair of dark sunglasses. She took off her oversized leather jacket and tossed it to Pilar. âPut this on, cover up those tattoos. Keep your eyes peeled for clean-cut guys in suits. We need to get downstairs, steal the landlordâs ride, and get to the library. Thereâs a public teleport there that doesnât keep records, the people after me wonât be able to follow us even if they do spot me on the way there.â
âThe teleporters on the station will be offline by now,â Pilar said, âso the enemy canât break in that way.â
âDo you have someone you can call, this side of the asteroid belt, who could give us a ride back to the station?â
âI do, but Ariâs gonna be pissed,â she said. âAnd itâs gonna cost us. You still got access to that per diem account?â
Cabrera nodded. She picked up a device and punched in a code, and Pilar swore she could actually feel the nanobots in her system deactivate.
Pilar got dressed, laced up her boots, and Cabrera beckoned her to follow out the front door. âWeâll be sitting ducks in the elevator, I donât take âem anyway on account of they all got cameras, but we should be fine taking the stairs in the fire tower, just as long as we donât run into--â
âCabrera!â Her landlord was waiting less than ten feet away, in the hallway. He was a rather grotesquely unwashed man wearing rather grotesquely unwashed clothes. He was too skinny and his skin was pale to the point of being sickly, and it was safe to assume his tank top had at one time been white. Despite his unfriendly demeanor, his face seemed stuck in a crooked, sleepy smile. âThe hell do you think youâre going? You have a shift in ten minutes.â
âIâm giving notice,â Cabrera said. âCome on, mae.â
âYou canât quit,â he said, âyou still have six figures left on your debt. You got people after you, chica, walk out of here without paying, one way or another, and Iâm not responsible for what happens to you.â
Pilar bristled at this. âCabrera, weâre never coming back here, right?â
âRight.â
âGood,â Pilar said, and turned on the landlord. âI donât think weâve had the pleasure. Youâre the landlord, right? Hoffman? Cabreraâs told me so much about you. You own all these soundproofed apartments, yeah?â
âSoundproofed? The fuck you talking about?â He replied. âCabrera hereâs the only nutbag wasting money soundproofing a high-rise.â
âNone of your other tenants are worried about being heard?â Pilar asked, smiling now that she knew that everybody in the rest of the apartments would hear her. âIâm surprised a man in your⊠line of work wouldnât provide a bit more in the way of privacy.â
âListen, lady, I run a clean business here. I provide housing for low-income working stiffs, even create jobs for em,â he said. âNot everybody who lives here is a lowlife whore like her with a target on their backs.â
Something flashed red behind Pilarâs eyes, and she slung the shotgun over her shoulder-- something the landlord clearly hadnât seen before, based on the look of surprise on his face that would remain frozen on his corpse forever-- and blew a hole in his chest with it.
âTHATâS WHAT HAPPENS,â Pilar yelled loud enough that everyone would hear it, âWHEN YOU TRY TO CHEAT THE SMUGGLERSâ GUILD.â
She and Cabrera rushed down the hall to the stairs, Pilar reloading the shotgun as she went. âThe hell are you doing, mae?!â
âHe called you a whore while I was holding a gun,â Pilar said as they took the stairs three at a time, âWhat did he think was going to happen?!â
âI donât give a shit about killing Hoffman,â Cabrera said, âI mean, screaming your head off for the whole damn apartment complex to hear?!â
âAll that hair cooking your brains?â Pilar asked. âThe apartment youâre leaving behind is soundproofed and rigged up with cameras and sensors and all sorts of weird privacy shit. When the cops come to investigate, theyâre gonna find that, and theyâre gonna wonder who was staying there.â
âSo you implicate your own crew?!â
âIâm not Smugglerâs Guild,â Pilar said, ânot by a long shot. Smugglerâs Guild is defunct, and the former members are all dead. But all those witnesses just heard them claim credit for the murder, so when the cops comb your place for prints and DNA and find yours--â
ââtheyâll think the Smugglersâ Guild was harboring me,â she said, âand so will the people who were after me.â
âExactly,â Pilar said.
âOnly problem,â Cabrera said, huffing from the effort of running down several dozen flights of stairs, âI donât have fingerprints no more.â
âYou know, this would be a lot easier if your legs were longer.â
âIâm keeping up with you,â Cabrera said. âItâs not easy, but Iâm doing it.â
âNo, I mean, I have no idea where weâre going. Doesnât do us any good if Iâm in front.â
âThree more flights,â Cabrera said, clearly losing her breath from all this. âParking complex on the ground floor, the landlordâs ride will be there.â
âWhatâs he drive?â
âOld hovercycle,â Cabrera said, âvintage. Think you can drive it?â
âI can drive anything,â Pilar said.
Cabrera was panting. After months, if not years, of being bound to her apartment, eating little but replicated and less-than-nourishing junk food, it was clear sheâd need to take a breather, which would take time they didnât have.
âOn my back,â Pilar offered, ânow.â
Cabrera sighed, and then jumped onto Pilarâs back. Pilar bounded down the rest of the stairs and, at Cabreraâs instructions, found the landlordâs hovercycle parked in his private space. She set Cabrera down and set to work hot-wiring the cycle.
âOkay,â Cabrera said, admiring Pilarâs work, ânow you really remind me of my big brother.â
Pilar got the cycle started. She strapped on the helmet hanging from the handlebar, and tossed the shotgun to Cabrera. âHold on tight and watch my six.â
Cabreraâs eyes flared, and she let out a blast from the shotgun. Pilar whipped around to see a man in a suit and a black helmet crumple, dead, to the ground.
âWhat the hell?!â
âI told you, their eyes are everywhere!â Cabrera said. âWe gotta get the fuck out of here!â
THE STREETS OF TITAN
Pilar got on the back of the cycle and Cabrera pulled on her own helmet and wrapped her arms around her waist. As they drove away, Pilar took one last glance at the man in the suit, and saw his body disintegrate into dust, which fluttered away in the wind.
âWhat the hell?!â Pilar asked.
âI donât think he saw me,â Cabrera said, âbut theyâll know heâs dead. We gotta get to the library fast. Itâs three blocks left, turn right, two more blocks, get on the expressway, ride for five klicks, get off at exit 626, and then itâs a straight shot.â
Sure enough, just around the right turn Cabrera mentioned, half a dozen black vans came in hot pursuit of them. âSeven-o-clock!â Pilar screamed, and Cabrera took a shot, blowing one of their hoverjets off and sending the van into a spin into a nearby building, where it crashed in a massive fireball. Pilar saw, in the rear view mirror, that it disappeared in the exact same fashion as the man Cabrera shot.
Pilar pulled onto the expressway, and Cabrera took two more shots and took down two more vans in the same fashion.
Pilar took note of the colorful neon lights winding through the seams in every building. They must be somewhere in the colonial moons, they only started using these sunlamps past Mars, and they couldnât be as far out as Neptune, where they stopped bothering with keeping people from going crazy from too little sunlight. Still, being somewhere between Jupiter and Neptune hardly narrowed it down.âWhere the fuck are we?â
âAbout three klicks from our off-ramp,â Cabrera said.
âNo, dumbass, where in the system are we?!â
âWh-- Titan!â
âI canât believe Iâm saying this, but are there no cops on Titan?!â Pilar asked. âWe just blew up three cars, weâre firing off shotgun blasts on busy city streets, and weâre easily going 300 klicks per hour. How have we not seen every cop on this rock?â
âWhen theyâre involved, cops never hear about it,â Cabrera said, âthey canât have law enforcement knowing about them, so they intercept all the emergency calls, mess with all the security cameras, everything. No trace left for the cops to find.â
Cabrera took another shot and took out a fourth van. To her horror, eight more appeared to take their place.
âGod damn it,â Cabrera said.
Pilar didnât love the solution sheâd come up with, but it was the only solution she had. She pulled off at their exit ramp, and asked Cabrera âwhich way to the cop shop?!â
âThe what?!â
âThe police station, which way?!â
âOne Police Plaza,â Cabrera said, â500 meters that way!â
Pilar stepped on the accelerator. Cabrera took out two more vans, the remains of which evaporated just like their comrades. Cabrera and Pilar were glad their faces were concealed, or else whoever these people were would know exactly who they were dealing with.
The promised five blocks came to an end and there was no police station.
âWhat the hell, Cabrera?!â Pilar asked.
âWhat was I supposed to say?!â
âGoddammit, did you make up directions just because itâd be rude to admit you didnât know where it was?!â
âI know itâs somewhere in this direction!â Cabrera announced, âjust keep driving!â
Pilar swore under her breath at this feature of Martian culture that Beam assured her had been imported from Latin America on Earth, and apparently, infuriatingly, had not been lost in translation in the colonization of Rhea.
Cabrera took out three more vans and cackled wildly. âGod DAMN, I missed this fuckinâ RUSH! Take that, you shadow government sons of bitches!â
âWhoa, whereâs this language coming from?â Pilar laughed. âWere you a sailor in your old life?â
âNah, not a sailor,â Cabrera cackled. âIâm a captain!â
Luckily for them, Cabreraâs directions werenât too far off. Ten blocks later, they came upon One Police Plaza, and as soon as the police cars were in sight, Pilar glanced in the mirrors and saw all of their pursuers self-destruct into clouds of dust rather than risk being uncovered.
Pilar idled the motorcycle in front of the front steps, and took a deep breath. âHow far from here to the library?â She asked, âand please, only respond if you actually know the answer.â
âWeâre not far,â she said. âWhyâd they ditch us?!â
âYou said the cops never show up when theyâre involved, no matter how much ruckus we cause,â she said, âand they donât want the cops knowing about them. So, I figure, we go where cops are, suddenly the ruckus is gonna get gone.â
They rode the rest of the way to the library without incident. They removed their helmets just outside the library, far from the prying eyes of any security cameras that would alert Cabreraâs pursuers to her location before they were long gone, put on an air of nonchalance, and strolled in the front door. Pilar asked the worker at the front desk, a bearded 30-something man with long, gray-streaked hair and a colorful silk shirt that wouldâve made Tosin green with envy, âyou have public teleporters, right?â
âWe do,â he said, âbut right now itâs only safe to travel within the Colonial Moons, and even then, Iâll need your library card.â
Pilar briefly panicked. âI thought they didnât keep teleport records here.â
The man gave a friendly customer-service laugh. âOh, we donât, honey,â he said. âLeast, not for members of the Free Library Network.â
âOh!â Pilar said. âIâm a member of the Free Library of Mars! I donât have my card on me, though.â
âI can look you up from your name and date of birth,â he said helpfully.
âMarĂa de la Soledad Beam,â Pilar said assertively, âApril 1, 2593.â
âHere you are,â the clerk said. âHuh, thatâs strange. Says here youâre only five feet tall. Youâre sure Iâve got the right MarĂa?â
Pilar panicked again, but was quick on her feet: âThatâs my wife, Ariana Baltimore,â she said. âNovember 2, same year. Tiny little thing, but she should be on file with my height. Weâve been trying to get that changed for ages.â
âAh, yes, here she is!â The clerk said. â6 feet even, according to our records, but according to a police report from a speeding ticket a few years back, black female, brown hair, brown eyes, just over five feet. Somebody mustâve swapped your heights on a form someplace. Ah, yeah, you guys are from Earth, that explains it. Look, they even spelled her name wrong, Ariadne Baltimore. Great social services down there but terrible records.â
âReally?â Pilar asked, âBecause it sure seems like you know a lot more than the library should have access to.â
âAge of information,â he said brightly.
âYeah,â Cabrera said pointedly, âsome real scary people could track you down from all that, if they wanted to. Makes you never want to leave your house.â
The clerk smiled cheerfully. âWhat a smart little girl! Is this little Pilar or Alia?â
Pilar stifled a laugh.
Cabrera choked back her indignation at being mistaken for a little girl. âIâm Pilar,â she lied.
âAnd youâre sure this is all private?â Pilar asked, putting on her best concerned-mom voice. âMy young daughter is real nervous about this kind of stuff. Donât want any boogeymen coming after us because of our names in some teleport logbook.â
âOh, donât worry, sweetheart, Iâm not even writing it down,â he said. âThis place is a public transit hub, hundreds of people teleport in and out of here every hour, and we donât keep records on who or where. Nobodyâs gonna be able to follow you home, alright sweetie?â
Pilar kept a straight face. Cabrera simply replied, âthanks, mister.â
The clerk showed them to the public teleporter, they punched in their destination on Calisto, and in a white flash, they were gone.
ARIADNEâS LAB
The Apanqura was in flight to the enemyâs flagship, with Taryn, Blue, and Alicia in tow. Myriad Swarm was providing them with as much cover as they could, but Ariadne didnât expect them to need it. Her future self was under the impression Pilar was still onboard, and that was her ship. She was sure their enemy would never fire on it and roll the dice on hurting or killing Pilar.
âThis doesnât make any sense!â She shrieked to Ellesmere, watching as Alicia narrowly avoided a shot from one of the flagshipâs turrets.
Ellesmereâs lieutenants rushed into the room.
âBoss, the anomaly is going wild,â Daeschler said, âit could happen any minute now.â
âI hope that super-shield of yours is back online,â Shubin said to Ariadne, âotherwise the universe is hanging by a thread.â
âFastwing, Blue, do you copy?!â Ariadne shouted into comms.
âWeâre a little fuckinâ preoccupied right now, short stack!â Blueâs voice crackled through the comms.
âWe are no longer dealing with a version of me worth saving, is that clear?â Ariadne shouter. âShe just fired on Pilar. If you have a clear shot, you shoot to kill.â
âI suppose we could take custody of a corpse,â Ellesmere mused, ânonetheless, still probably for the best to take her alive.â
âItâs not me anymore,â Ariadne said, visibly beginning to panic. âI would never do that! Sheâs got to be put down!â
âCaptain Ariadne, the shield?â Shubin asked.
âItâs back online,â Ariadne said. âWe have bigger problems right now.â
âGood,â Daeschler said, âthen we have a defined impact radius.â
âThe hell is that supposed to--â
At that moment, the shield generators set around the room activated, encasing the three of them in a ring of durable blue crystal. It would take a few minutes of sustained gunfire to break through it.
Ariadneâs eyes flared. This was only supposed to happen when the assassinâs portal was about to open. She felt some relief, deep down, that Spacebreather wasnât really here.
Ellesmere clicked a button on a device on her wrist. The threshold in the everjade ring flickered, and no portal opened.
âAnd thereâs that portal neutralized,â Ellesmere said. âThe assassin will think their shot got off, but they might as well have shot a brick wall. Youâre welcome.â
âWhat⊠the hell?â Ariadne asked.
âI told you, Iâm here to cut off this turbulence at its source,â Ellesmere said.
âThank you,â Ariadne said, realizing the enormity of what had just happened. The assassination had been stopped, and the assassin thought they were successful. They wouldnât be coming back.
âWell,â Ellesmere said, âdonât thank me just yet.â
Ellesmere pulled her pistol out of her coat and trained it on her head.
Ariadne whipped to look at Shubin and Daeschler. âWill one of you please start making some goddamn sense?â
Ghostrunner chose this moment to enter the lab, and, seeing Ellesmere holding a gun to Ariadneâs head, began to pound on the glass.
âThat portal wasnât the source of the anomaly,â Ellesmere said. âYou are. I told you, just a few days ago. Iâve been sent here to kill you.â
âI thought you were just being a jackass,â Ariadne said. âWhat the hell good will it do you to kill me now? Sheâs already here.â
âAnd when Iâm done here, Director Kalrax will send a fleet of ships to blow her out of the sky and send her back to the future where she belongs, where sheâll become what you become. A corpse, with a hole in its head.â
âItâll resolve all of this,â Daeschler pointed out. âThe cracks in the sky, the threshold, all the danger will just⊠go away, once you and her are gone.â
âTrust me,â Shubin said, âitâs not pretty, but itâs the only way your family survives all of this.â
âWhy now?â Ariadne asked. âYouâve been here two months. We trusted you. You couldâve killed me at any time.â
âNo,â Ellesmere said, âonly after we neutralized the portal incursion. Do you know how complicated interfering with a portal makes things? The whole agency is derailed for weeks, even months setting it right. We had to make sure that portal still went off, got caught in our trap, and then kill you.â
âThereâs got to be another way,â Ariadne said. âPlease, you know me. You know what Iâm capable of. We can fix this together.â
Ellesmere primed her weapon to fire.
âIâm sorry,â Ellesmere said. âBelieve me, itâs not like Iâm happy about this.â
Siege - Day Five
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SPACEBREATHERâS SUBCONSCIOUS
Pilar and Racquel were dressed up for a nice Hanguk-Eire dinner in their favorite restaurant. They were seated in a private booth, the one where theyâd had their very first date, a year previously. They had clicked immediately when they met-- Pilar working the deli counter at her parentsâ restaurant, Racquel stopping in for a quick bite on her way to work at the Embassy-- and quickly became inseparable.
The restaurantâs chef, who happened to be the ownersâ daughter, was quite taken with their love story, so even though Pilar had been saving up for this dinner for some time, there was no chance they would be billed full price for this meal. This was lucky, of course, Sashaâs med school debts werenât going to pay themselves off, so the savings wouldnât go to waste.
Pilar knew Racquel was too smart not to know about the ring in the breast pocket of her suit jacket, but she would still pretend to be surprised when Pilar popped the question. The chef delivered their meal herself, and Pilar caught sight of a wink from her as she hustled off. Great, she thought, itâs obvious to everyone.
As the chef hustled off, she was stopped by the man in the next booth. He was rather scruffy-looking, with long brown hair streaked with white and a dark beard, wearing a tattered denim jacket covered in badges and appliques. He handed her $40, and said: âPoor Manâs Cake, Aunt Eleanorâs recipe, on me, for the happy couple. Keep the change.â
âAye,â the chef said, and ran back to the kitchen.
âGood to see youâre feeling better, love,â he said to her, stood up, and left before Pilar and Racquel could thank him for the dessert.
Pilar reached into her pocket to retrieve the ring, but there was nothing there. She looked up at Racquel, but she was nowhere to be found. The restaurant was gone, and she was enveloped in a boundless void.
She withdrew her hand from the jacket pocket and was shocked, horrified, to see that it was skeletal, caked with ash, and about half the size it was supposed to be. She tried to scream, but remembered that her vocal cords had rotted away fifteen years ago.
She was suddenly beset with terrible knowledge of reality: she was dead, and had been for a long time. Nobody was there to keep Sasha fed, so sheâd starved. Sweettalk and Ghostrunner languished away in the orphanage for the remainder of their adolescence, and when they finally aged out of the system, found themselves running smalltime cons on the streets of Xijing just to afford a mouthful of food. Three marines, found dead just outside of Highwater Outpost, suffocated after the destruction of their terraforming station, with no way off the surface. The news media reported that they were killed by some new alien threat. One of the marines had a sister who was captured and publicly executed after a failed assassination attempt against Susan Weaver, whose forces were currently burning across the skies, grinding the universe to dust under the heel of her jackboots.
âSTOP IT!â Pilar screamed. âITâS NOT RIGHT! THIS ISNâT WHAT HAPPENED!â
CABRERA'S APARTMENT
She thrashed herself awake, drenched in sheets of icy sweat, and struggled to place her location before remembering that she was still trapped in Cabreraâs tiny apartment. Daylight peered from around the edges of her blackout curtains. It was morning.
Cabrera was standing over her bed, clearly roused by the noise. âWhatâs good, mae? You alright?â
Pilar made no effort to conceal the tears streaming down her face. âYou have to send me back, Cabrera! You canât keep me here!â
âI have to,â Cabrera said, âyou know that.â
âSheâs out there!â Pilar pleaded. âYou told me yourself, she talked with the enemy. She might be the smartest woman in the universe but so is the person sheâs up against.â
âShe can handle it, remember?â Cabrera said. âYou said so yourself, first day you were here.â
âI canât handle it!â Pilar cried. âI canât do this without her.â
âYou wonât have to,â Cabrera said. âRemember what she said on my last call, they developed some new sort of shield, and they have a whole plan worked out wh--â
âThereâs no plan, donât you see?â Pilar cried. âShe doesnât know what sheâs going to do. Sheâs afraid, and sheâs overdoing, and she doesnât have me there to put her head back on straight.â
âIf sheâs as smart as you say she is--â
âWe know what she becomes without me,â Pilar shouted. âThatâs why weâre in this mess to begin with. Please, you have to let me go back, I canât bear to think of her in that kind of pain!â
âIâm sorry, mae, really,â Cabrera said. âNo.â
âSo my world has to end, so you can have your little exile?â Pilar snapped. âWhat difference will it make whether youâre living in isolation here or in some log cabin somewhere?â
âWatch it,â Cabrera said.
âOr what?!â Pilar pressed. âI thought we were actually starting to become friends, but you donât give a shit about me. All you care about is getting paid.â
âPilar, please,â Cabrera said. âWe are friends. I⊠You canât really think this is just about the money for me.â
âDonât letâs pretend,â Pilar said. âYou told me what you were doing straight-up on the first day. Iâm stuck here, and you donât think it should have to be unpleasant.â
âMae, it was a tense situation, I was just trying to--â
âIâm leaving,â Pilar said, âand thereâs nothing you can do to stop me.â
âThe nano--â
âI canât believe I bought that line of bullshit for so long,â Pilar laughed. âThereâs nothing in my system thatâll knock me out. Sashaâs smarter than me, she knows I know that. She could just make that up and Iâd believe her. Why waste time developing a knockout system when it works just as well on fiat?â
âPilar, I--â
âGoodbye, Cabrera,â Pilar said, making for the door, âletâs never do this again.â
Pilar turned the doorknob, and was unconscious before she was able to see an inch of the hallway.
When she came to, Cabrera was sitting at the foot of her bed. The faint light from behind the blackout curtains was gone. It was nighttime again. The restraints were back on, since she wasnât sure Pilar wouldnât wake up swinging.
âI gave my word,â Cabrera said softly. âI gave my word to your sister that I would protect you, even if it killed me.â
This took Pilar aback. She saw that Cabrera was crying too.
âBlue said⊠that keeping you safe was the most important work Iâd ever do,â Cabrera said. âCanât you see that youâre their world?â
âI really donât know what came over me,â Pilar said. âIâm sorry for what I said, Cabrera.â
âYouâve been out for a few hours,â Cabrera said. âI spoke with Alicia.â
âAnd?â
âI told her she didnât have to pay me,â Cabrera said, âfor doing this. Still believe Iâm just in it for the money?â
âI canât let you do that, Cabrera,â she said. âI was being an idiot. Iâll see to it you get your money.â
âYeah, thatâs what Alicia said,â Cabrera said, âincluding the idiot thing.â
âI deserve that,â Pilar said. âSometimes it gets really tiring to be surrounded by goddamn geniuses. Always a step ahead of me.â
âShe told me to tell you, Indigo Niner Fife, and then to do this with my fingers,â Cabrera said, tapping her fingers slowly and carefully onto the mattress in front of her. âMade me practice it until I got it perfect. She wouldnât tell me what that meant, but she really stressed that I relay it.â
Pilarâs muscles relaxed. âYou actually made that call, didnât you? Youâre actually not just saying it.â
âWhat does it mean?â
âItâs an authentication password,â Pilar said. âIndigo Niner Five tells me that Aliciaâs message is actually coming from her. Itâs burned, now that sheâs used it, we wonât be able to use that one again.â
âAnd the finger taps?â
âMacGowan code,â she said, âa set of hand signals she developed in prison. She taught it to all of us.â
âWhatâd she say?â
âThat you were telling the truth,â Pilar said. âYou really did offer to give up payment, just to convince me this wasnât about money. And⊠yeah, she called me an idiot. Guess Iâve gotten that call from both Baltimore sisters now.â
âI donât want anyone else to lose everything, the way I did,â Cabrera said. âYou stay here, you might lose them all. You go back, they might all lose you. Why am I always stuck in these impossible situations?â
She came over and gently removed Pilarâs restraints.
âIâm so tired of losing people,â Cabrera said. âI canât⊠I donât have that many people in my life, mae. I know itâs weird, and silly, but Iâve really come to care about you. I donât know what it would do to me if I finally made a friend again, face to face, and then lost her too.â
Suddenly, Pilar had her own stroke of genius. âYou donât need that cabin, you know.â
âHow do you mean?â
âWhat if there was a safe place with no security cameras, and lots of people? Lots of friends?â Pilar asked. âSomewhere âtheyâ could search for a thousand years and never find?â
âYour crew?â Cabrera asked. âNot interested in resuming a life of crime, mae.â
âWhat about just a life?â Pilar asked. âWeâre not just a criminal operation. Weâre a town. A community. Thereâs hundreds of us, living in a hidden city nobody could possibly find.â
âYeah, right.â Cabrera flipped her long, bleach-fried hair to the other side. Alicia had made this suggestion before, and she brushed it off now the same way sheâd brushed it off then: âAnd thereâs a lake of stew, and of whiskey too! You can paddle all around âem in a big canoe!â
âIâm serious,â Pilar insisted. âAnyone who wishes you ill, they can search the entire surface of the damned moon and theyâll just find craters and crevices. Even if someone told them exactly where you were, they wouldnât be able to find it.Blue and Ariadne set up the security themselves. You could go into exile there, still have your little self-sufficient house, but you could also sit in a park, join a book club. Cabrera, you could have dinner at a restaurant. Imagine, me and you throwing back cocktails in an actual bar.â
âIs this real?â Cabrera asked. âThis isnât some kind of ruse, to get me to let you go?â
âYou were brave enough to give up your reward for me,â Pilar said. âWhat if I told you that this offer stands, even after this is all over? Even if Iâm stuck here until my family comes to pick me up, the door is open. You can come back with me.â
âYouâre a good friend,â Cabrera said.
âYeah, you too,â Pilar said. âYou know, on the curve of people whoâve kidnapped members of my crew.â
âCanât be too broad a category,â Cabrera said.
âGirl, youâd think,â Pilar replied.
ARIADNEâS LAB
Ariadne stood back from her triumph and wiped the sweat from her brow. She wanted desperately to still be mad at Sasha for sending Pilar away, but she never quite seemed able to stay mad at Sasha, especially when she had such an infuriating habit of being right: the sedatives worked wonders the previous night, and it had made the difference in her ability to finish up the shields.
She gave the signal to the gals in Spec Ops to bring the new system online, and watched through the visual sensors as the cracks faded away from the sky.
Perfect, she thought. She had worked with Ellesmere on understanding the principle. The cracks were like water damage on the surface of the universe, and the temporal anomaly was like the burst pipe leaking water. The universe was able to heal, but not as long as it had chronological energy pressing down on every weak point.
Their enemy had been siphoning this excess chronological energy off and using it in her replicators to generate the drones sheâd used in her assault. They had emulated this measure to direct that energy into the shipâs shields, giving them basically limitless defensive power.
Since the epicenter of the anomaly was within their station, they had cut off their enemyâs source of power. She no longer had an unlimited supply of drones, she would have to damage their shields sufficiently to reopen the cracks.
âWhatever energy sheâs got left is going to have to last her until she brings the shields down,â Ariadne said proudly.
âHow long do you think thatâll be?â Ghostrunner asked her.
âI hope it lasts us until tomorrow,â Ariadne said. âBlue and Alicia fly for her flagship in the morning.â
âThe day Spacebreather was killed, in the other timeline.â
âIf everyoneâs calculations are correct, yes,â Ariadne said. âIf we can keep her out past that point, and Spacebreather is still alive⊠maybe sheâll accept that she doesnât need to do all this to protect her.â
Ghostrunner put her hand on Ariadneâs shoulder. âIâve been thinking a lot,â she said, âabout the day we rescued the triplets. She was badly injured, and you and Sasha rushed her back to the station. Spacebreather and Sweettalk stayed behind to buy you time to get her away, and they were taken prisoner. Simonâs forces didnât know I was onboard, even you guys didnât notice Iâd slipped away, and--â
âI remember,â Ariadne said. How could she forget? Ghostrunner killed 437 people that day, to protect her crew.
âSo, I wanted to volunteer for the mission tomorrow,â Ghostrunner said. âWe follow Great White and Makoâs playbook, a loud frontal assault to draw attention away from the covert operative getting the job done in the shadows. Blue confronts your future-self head on, while I infiltrate the shipâs inner workings and sabotage her. If anybodyâs going to go undetected--â
âOut of the question,â Ariadne said incredulously, âare you kidding me?â
âShe wonât hurt me,â Ghostrunner said, âI can do it.â
âYouâre right,â Ariadne said, âshe would never hurt you. But itâs a bad plan.â
âAre you saying that because you actually think itâs true,â Ghostrunner asked, âor do you just really want it to be?â
âI actually wish it wasnât true,â Ariadne said. âIf we were up against anybody else, I wouldnât give it a second thought. But she is the one person who wonât ever forget youâre a player on the board. She loves you, she knows exactly what youâre capable of, and most of all, youâre the person who sabotaged her last effort. I guarantee you that ship is Ghostrunner-proofed. Every alarm bell on that boat will ring off its hook if you set foot onboard. Youâre the first person Iâd send to do this job, so sheâll be expecting you, the absolute last person I should send.â
Ghostrunner paused, as though realizing something.
âWhat is it?â
âYou have to send Taryn.â
âHave you been getting enough sleep?â Ariadne asked incredulously. âTaryn is a strategist, not a stealth operator. Sheâs vital here, and in far too much danger there. I hate to hand it to her, but our enemy might have a point. Iâve known Taryn since she was 7 and Iâve been sending her into the line of fire since she was 12. Sheâs absolutely the last--â
Ariadne caught herself mid-sentence.
âThe last person Iâd ever send...â
âWhich makes her the person the enemy would never expect,â Ghostrunner said. âTaryn Uprising, the person whose job it is to fight you? The person who built an arsenal of gear specific to you?â
âThe future-me will have made a Ghostrunner-proof ship, but thereâs no way I could Taryn-proof something,â Ariadne said, âthatâs her whole job, I need her because I canât anticipate her. As long as Iâve got her, Iâve got my bases covered.â
âAnd in the future, she took our family and hightailed it to safety,â Ghostrunner said. âThatâs a vulnerability future-you has, that you donât.â
âI could never ask that of Taryn, though,â Ariadne said.
âYou donât have to,â Ghostrunner said, tapping on her watch.
âIâm in,â Tarynâs voice buzzed from it. âSent Ghostrunner in to get you to figure it out.â
âAnd you snuck under my radar,â Ariadne said, âto prove you can fly under hers.â
Aliciaâs voice buzzed through Ariadneâs own comms. âCap, youâre gonna want to see this,â she said. âHer flagship just recalled all its drones. Myriad swarm is firing on her now, but⊠honestly, youâd better just look for yourself.â
Ariadne closed her eyes and directed her focus again through the visual sensors. Her future selfâs flagship had, in fact, recalled all its drones, and its main cannon was charging up.
âFastwing⊠What the hell is she doing?â Ariadne asked.
âI kinda hoped youâd know, boss,â Alicia said.
âThe level of cannon-blast itâd take to bust these shields would drain her offensive reserves, sheâd be down to navigational power for hours.â Ariadne said, and then it dawned on her. âBut it would open up the flow of energy, allowing her to resume her drone assault.â
âI bet sheâs counting on that coming online before our shields do,â Alicia said, âor at least trying to keep us in the fight, so we canât rest.â
As if on cue, the cannon went off and a volley of blasts struck the shield, shattering it, and the cracks reappeared in the sky. Ariadne directed all extra power to recharge the shields as quickly as possible, but she could see the drain on the power they were getting from the anomaly. The enemy would be able to recharge the enemyâs reserves rapidly until the stationâs reinforced shield was back online.
âIn the morning,â Ariadne reassured Alicia, Taryn, and Ghostrunner. âWe just need to make it until the morning, then this will all be over.â
SIEGE DAY FOUR
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Cabrera and Pilarâs thumbs raced rapidly to keep up with one another on the fighter game they were currently playing on her desktop hologram console. Neither of them was paying particular attention to the game, though, as theyâd been lost in conversation for some time.
âAnd we didnât usually bring her around our proteges, because, I mean, youâve met her, why would we?â Pilar asked. âSheâs my mentor, and itâs already weird enough that sheâs hooked up with our friend and Quartermaster. Iâve asked Cookie never, ever to tell me whatever weird history they have together. But, weâve just formalized the adoption, and Ghostrunner is at the center of this whole thing. We couldnât just leave her behind on a mission to get information on her sister, you know?â
âSo you introduced your daughter to Blue?â Cabrera asked. âLike, on purpose?â
âI know it sounds crazy,â Pilar said, âbut I was excited for them to meet. Blueâs been like⊠well, not quite a mother, but, sheâs my hero. And with Ariâs history, I never really thought having a kid was in the cards for us, you know? The girl froze up at the mention of moms. Not like I had a problem with that, mind you, I was very happy with the life we had, mentoring all those kids. I just never really expected it, you know?â
âYou donât hear about so many unplanned adoptions,â Cabrera said.
âSo, there I am in the diner, buzzing with so much excitement that Iâve got a daughter, that Iâve actually almost forgotten what a toll the past year had taken on me,â Spacebreather said, âand Ghostrunner, with that wit of hers, drops some wisecrack on her about a tuna melt, and I swear to god, I thought Blue was going to cut her down right there in the booth.â
Cabrera laughed. âDo they get along now?â
âOh, yeah,â Pilar said, âor at least, they love pushing each otherâs buttons. Your little buddy Cherry told you how she won the bet, right?â
âBoy, did she,â Cabrera beamed at the mention of Cherry. âShe sounds lovely, your Ghostrunner.â
âShe is,â Pilar said. âLight of my life. Something truly special in that girl.â
âSomething special in all of you,â Cabrera said. âAll your stories about your family, your crew. You just⊠come alive, when you talk about them.â
âItâs why itâs so hard for me to be apart from them,â Pilar explained. âWhat am I, if I canât protect Sasha? Ghostrunner? Ariadne?â
âYouâre a pretty good friend,â Cabrera said.
âI like to think so, but what good am I to them here?â
âI meant to me,â Cabrera pointed out. âLook, Iâve known you what, three days? Four? You have every reason to hate me, but youâve been nothing but supportive, even when I⊠havenât made it easy.â
âWell, youâre not such bad company, when youâve got your head on right,â Pilar said.
âTime was, people would pay a lot of money for my company. I like you better than I liked any of them.â Cabrera laughed. âSorry, dark joke.â
Pilar laughed. âYou just told me something painful about your past, with a smile on your face. You want to apologize for having scars where youâve been cut, next? Itâs a sign of healing.â
âWhy are you being so nice to me?â Cabrera asked.
Pilar smiled and cast her thoughts back fifteen years. âWould you believe itâs because of Blue?â
âWhat, youâre nice to everyone she scores with?â Cabrera asked.
âNo, gross,â Pilar said flatly and quickly. âI learned it from her. Me and Ari, see, our worlds had ended when we found each other. We were living on the streets, starving, begging and stealing just to survive. Then, we met her, and she⊠was kind to us. She wasnât nice to us, mind you. In fact, on more than one occasion she actually threw knives at me.â
âKnives?!â
âSparring exercise,â Pilar said, âand trust me, it makes a lot more sense if you knew me as a kid. Wouldâve traumatized anyone else my age, but me? It made me feel alive.â
âHave you ever seen a therapist?â Cabrera asked. âI know thatâs rich, coming from me, but--â
Pilar brushed this off. âShe was always kind, though. Showed me that there was someone who would accept, even love a fucked-up, sadistic adrenaline junkie of a kid like me. I didnât have parents anymore, but I had somehow tricked the smartest girl in the universe into falling for me, I had a sexy Baba Yaga teaching me how to fight, and now⊠I have the perfect life. I have a family again. I sang at Blueâs wedding.All that, from the ashes of the world I lost.â
âSorry, Blueâs married?â Cabrera asked.
âRelax, to Alicia,â Pilar said. âYou know, the lady who told her to have fun and sent her into your little tryst?â
âI guess I didnât realize they were married,â Cabrera said, âthatâs not very married behavior in my-- okay, well, I guess in my experience itâs very married behavior.â
âIf it helps, neither of them will give us a straight answer on whether theyâre proper married,â Pilar said. âBut I sang La Bamba and they did a dance where they tied a ribbon, if thatâs not a wedding I donât know what it is.â
Cabrera laughed, and belted out the first line: âÂĄPara bailar la bamba!â
Pilar joined in on both the laughter and the song, the two pulling Cabrera to a standing position so they could dance to it:
âÂĄPara bailar la Bamba!
ÂĄPara bailar la Bamba se necesita una poca de gracia!
Una poca de gracia para mĂ para ti,
Y arriba y arriba,
Y arriba y arriba, por ti seré
Por ti seré, por ti seré
ÂĄYo no soy marinero!
ÂĄYo no soy marinero, soy capitĂĄn!
ÂĄSoy capitĂĄn, soy capitĂĄn!
ÂĄYo no soy marinero!
¥Yo no soy marinero, por ti seré
Por ti serĂ©, por ti serĂ©!â
The two laughed heartily until they ran out of air to breathe, and settled into a sigh.
âYou know,â Pilar said, âthat song is from the seventeenth century, and weâre here in the twenty-seventh. Almost a thousand years old, and Jarochos are still dancing to it at their weddings.â
âItâs a beautiful song, those things tend to stand the test of time,â Cabrera said. âWhat did you and Ariadne dance to, at your wedding?â
âWhen we were alone, away from our family and friends, I sang her our songâ Pilar said. âNot quite as old as La Bamba, mind. Blue has a collection of 21st century music, on this archaic format, and we heard this song when Ari was fixing up something called a âDiscmanâ because sheâs a crazy person who canât let a machine stay broken, and we just⊠fell in love with it. It summed up our feelings for each other the way no other words possibly could. The most beautiful song Iâve ever heard.â
âCan I hear it?â Cabrera asked.
âSorry, amiga,â Pilar replied. âThat songâs our little secret, hers and mine and no one elseâs. I think we might be the only two people alive whoâve ever heard it.â
âSo I guess I was wrong,â Cabrera said, âthe most beautiful songs donât always stand the test of time.â
âOh, but it did,â Pilar said. âIt was there all those centuries, hiding, waiting, just for us. For me, and for the other half of my soul.â
Cabrera sighed wistfully. âI wish I had someone who loved me, the way you love her.â
âYou will, someday,â Pilar said. âI know you think youâre going to be in isolation for the rest of your life but⊠hey, things happen. Everybodyâs got their own normal. Maybe Cherry and Vic want to come live with you on that remote farmhouse youâre gonna buy with the money from this job.â
Cabrera blushed. âOh, Iâd be honored, and itâs not like she hasnât expressed an interest, but⊠Cherry can do much better than me.â
âEnough of that,â Pilar said. âAriadne can do better than me, too, but Iâm the one she wants. Learn to take yes for an answer, amiga.â
Cabrera smiled softly. âWhen I talk to Alicia tonight, Iâm gonna tell her how sweet youâre being,â she laughed. âSheâs gonna think youâre trying to bamboozle me into letting you go.â
Pilar laughed. âThatâs because youâre going to let me go,â she said. âYou just havenât figured it out yet.â
âGood one, mae,â Cabrera chuckled. âBut that cabin is calling my name. Keeping you here is my ticket out of this hellhole, and Iâve got to get free of this goddamn apartment.â
âYet another thing weâve got in common,â Pilar said. âDo you think we couldâve been friends, in your old life?â
âFrom what youâve told me?â Cabrera said. âI think you mightâve tried to kill me back then. And frankly, I wouldnât have blamed you.â
âWould you have tried to hurt someone I care about?â Pilar asked.
âIâd like to think I wouldnât.â
âThose tattoos, the ones that used to be where those scars are now,â Pilar said. âThey werenât hate symbols, were they?â
âWhat do you take me for?â
âThen youâd probably be safe, donât worry,â Pilar said. âNonetheless, Iâm glad we get to meet now.â
âEven though Iâm technically keeping you prisoner?â
âNo, I mean, as opposed to back then,â Pilar said. âYou said everyone you knew died, Iâm glad to have shown up after that happened.â
The room was icy silent for a full second.
âSorry, dark joke,â Pilar said.
Cabrera burst out laughing, and threw a cushion at Pilarâs face.
DAY FOUR â ARIADNEâS LAB
âYou sure youâre ready for this?â Ghostrunner asked.
âNot at all,â Ariadne said, âbut maybe Iâll be able to get a clearer picture of what to do if I have more information.â
She had set up an old-fashioned comms device, with a simple transmitter and receiver, and no capability to take over anything else on the ship. For the past five minutes, theyâd been broadcasting a simple message, locally, on an open frequency: âIf you want to talk to me, hail me here.â
She had hardwired the mic to her own voice-print, removed all video recording devices from the room, even going as far as to switch off her own sensory implants and shielding the lab from life-sign scans, so that her counterpart couldnât detect her crew in the room with her: Ghostrunner, holding her right hand for moral support, and Sweettalk seated to her left for direct rhetorical support.
It didnât take long for the enemy to respond to the hail. The younger Ariadne took a deep breath, and answered the call.
âAn old radio transmitter? Really,â the elder Ariadneâs voice buzzed through the speaker, âif we canât trust each other, who can we trust?â
âYouâve spent the past four days besieging your own home,â the younger Ariadne replied. âWhat about this situation screams âtrustâ to you?â
âTwo months,â the elder Ariadne mused. âThatâs really all it takes to get me to turn on myself?â
âYou lost yourself,â the younger Ariadne said, âI sided with our family.â
âYour family told me to give up,â the elder Ariadne said spitefully. âThat our wife was dead and we had to accept that. But I knew the truth. I knew we could fix it, you and I.â
The younger Ariadne intended to set her straight, that they had actually come back to save her, that they feared the elder Ariadne would screw that up, and that Pilar was safely beyond your grasp, but Sweettalk cut her off.
âNo,â Sweettalk said, âif you tell her Pilar is out there somewhere, sheâll leave here and start combing the solar system for her. Tell her she failed. Pilar is already dead.â
âSheâs never gonna believe that,â Ariadne said. âI wouldnât believe it.â
Sweettalk spoke as quickly as possible. âI know what Iâm doing. Her response to an obvious lie will tell us what she thinks is happening. Remember, she hasnât been here these past few monthsâ
Ariadne nodded. Sheâd brought Sweettalk on to advise her on strategy, and it would defeat the purpose to fight her on it. Besides, her future self would catch on if she took too long to radio back.
âYour calculations were off,â the younger Ariadne said, âthe portal came and went two days ago. Spacebreatherâs dead.â
The line was silent for several seconds, and then a chilling laugh came through.
âWe always were a terrible liar,â the elder Ariadne said, âbut that was actually a pretty good lie. Who do you have there with you, Sweettalk?â
Sweettalk looked urgently at her. âDouble down,â she said. âPilar is dead. And yes, let her know Iâm here with you. If she thinks sheâs caught you, sheâll let her guard down. Rule number one of a con: the mark should believe theyâre tricking you.â
The younger Ariadne obliged: âSweettalk is here,â she said, âbut Pilar is dead. You just missed her funeral.â
The chilling laugh made its return. âI missed her funeral the first time, why would now be any different?â Said the elder. âBe so serious, if Pilar died, you wouldnât be out of bed, let alone running a siege defense, for the next four months. Sheâs standing right next to you, isnât she?â
âWe got her,â Sweettalk pumped her fist. âShe thinks Pilar is here, so she wonât abandon the siege. Ask her how she thinks this all ends.â
âWhat are you even trying to do?â Asked the younger. âTake her back with you to the future? You think sheâs going to love you after you separated us for 20 years?â
The chilling laugh rang through again. âYou really havenât figured it out yet,â mocked the elder. âThat was always our problem, wasnât it? Selfish, and yet completely unable to focus on ourselves.â
Ghostrunner furrowed her brow in confusion. Selfish was not the word she would use to describe the woman who took her in unconditionally, who put her own plans on hold to find her birth sister and then paid out of pocket for her college education. The elder Ariadne would know that. Without Spacebreather, was she really so far gone to think sheâd always been selfish?
Sweettalk looked at Ariadne and shrugged. It seemed she also had no idea what the future Ariadne was getting at. âAsk,â she said, âcanât make sense out of nonsense without asking.â
âSelfish? Focus on ourselves? What the hell are you getting at?â Asked the younger.
âYou really think Iâm just here for her,â The elder replied. âSweettalk and Ghostrunner werenât there when Pilar died, but I was. It was just her and me. I know the truth. The assassin didnât just shoot her. She leapt in front of the shot.â
The younger Ariadne considered the implications of this. âThe shot was meant for me,â she replied. âSpacebreather sacrificed herself to save me.â
âIsnât that always the way, with us?â The elder asked. âYour whole crew, in constant danger because of you. How far out are you from the Namelessâ reign of terror, now? Two years? Janeâs neck broken. Vigil, shot in the face. Ghostrunnerâs body controlled like a puppet by her abuser. Speaking of, few years before that, Ghostrunner, killed a few hundred; Cyan set aflame; your wife caught a bullet in a fortress set to self-destruct. Oh, and all the while, little Taryn Uprising, training as a Whiptail at the ripe old age of thirteen.â
âYou think I didnât feel those losses?â The younger spat back. âBut I did something about them. I fixed them up. Kept them safe.â
âIf only you could really keep them safe,â the elder replied. âOut of the line of fire. Youâve got Xiagu, after all. Why put them in harmâs way to do our work, when they could stay at home, safe, in our little hidden village?â
âI canât do it all myself,â the younger said. âYou of all people should know that.â
âMy point exactly,â the elder replied. âYou rely on your crew, your family, for everything. Youâre the ideas man, while everyone else does the actual work. You think up a gun, then Tosin makes the materials, Spec Ops builds it, Pilar fires it. Wouldnât it be something if you could do it all, and they could stay safely out of harmâs way?â
The younger Ariadne put it together, right then and there. This is why she hadnât been able to follow things, and why the elder Corantine and Mingxia seemed unclear on their enemyâs goals. Theyâd all been laboring under a false pretense, that the future Ariadne was coming for Spacebreather.
âYouâre here for me,â said the younger. âYouâve spent twenty years turning yourself into a one-woman crew, and you came back to fix me.â
âTo give you a gift,â the elder replied. âYou let me get in close, and I download my memories and consciousness into your body. Youâll be in command of this flagship, and youâll be able to do everything yourself.â
âAnd if I fail,â the younger Ariadne said, âIâll be able to pop back in time, download what Iâve learned into my past self, and take another crack at it.â
âExactly,â said the elder. âNow youâre getting it. So why are you fighting me?â
Sweettalk pointed something out. âHer future came apart because of her,â she said. âIf youâre just going to make the same mistakes as her, how is that keeping her family safe?â
âWhereâs your family,â the younger asked, âin the future? They safe?â
âPilar, Sasha, Vigil,â the elder Ariadne said, âIâll be able to keep all of them safe if you just let me through. Iâm finally good enough to do it myself.â
âNo,â the younger Ariadne asked. âBaltimore and Beam, the twins, Taryn and Tosin, Alicia, where are they all? Is Xiagu safe, in all the time-storms?â
There was no chilling laughter this time.
âThey wouldnât listen to reason,â the elder Ariadne replied. âThey wouldnât just let me keep them safe.â
âLet me guess,â the younger Ariadne replied. âAfter Mingxia and Corantine came back to warn me, they all fled the solar system, and you.â
âThey didnât listen!â The elder said. âIf theyâd just stayed in Xiagu, I couldâve fixed everything! If theyâd just listened to me!â
âShe couldnât stop them from being a crew if she tried,â Ghostrunner pointed out. âYou never put us in danger, you only kept us safe as we rushed into it!â
Of course Ghostrunner was right, the younger Ariadne thought. âYou managed to do it all yourself and you ended up alone. A captain of nothing. Your crew deserted you, and they were right to do it!â
âThey wonât desert us this time,â the elder Ariadne said. âTogether, we can make them see reason! Let me through, and we can keep them safe forever.â
The younger Ariadne spoke to what she thought was her enemyâs most cherished priority: âMingxia and Corantine gave me all the information I needed to prepare. Pilar is alive, and no assassin is coming for her. The future you want is already there.â
âMaybe you did prepare well,â the elder replied. âMaybe you did stop this assassin. But Pilar will always jump into harmâs way to protect you, as long as you let her. Let me through, and you wonât need her to protect you, ever again.â
âYouâve really lost it,â the younger replied, âif you think Iâd ever want to stop needing her.â
âNeeding her is what destroyed you when you lost her,â the elder replied, âlucky for us, I can stop you doing both.â
âLosing her turned me into you,â the younger spat back, âjust like youâre trying to do. Mingxia and Corantine were right. One way or another, itâll be your fault if I lose her.â
The line fell silent for several seconds before the elder finally spoke. âPut up as much of a fight as you like,â she said. âIâll be there soon. And when weâre together, it wonât matter much whether you want to become me.â
Ariadneâs sensors showed she wasnât lying. The turrets were all but gone, and the myriad swarm was in position to take up the next leg of the fight. She feared it wouldnât be long until the enemy breached their perimeter.
âOh, and donât think Iâll think twice about harming your crew,â said the elder, âonce you and I are together, Iâll fix them up. I can fix anything.â
The transmission cut out. Sweettalk and Ghostrunner remained silent, waiting for Ariadne to speak before they weighed in.
Ariadne turned to Ghostrunner. âStill think you could never be afraid of me?â
âNever,â Ghostrunner said, ânot in a million years.â
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SIEGE - DAY THREE
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CABRERA'S APARTMENT
âI just think less is more,â Pilar explained. âI donât understand pizza that tries to be something other than pizza.â
âNot a fan of ham and pineapple?â Cabrera asked.
âLook, Iâve eaten it, Iâve even enjoyed it,â Pilar said, âif itâs there, Iâll definitely have a slice, but itâs not really what Iâd order, if itâs up to me. If I want pizza, then I want pizza. Sometimes Iâll put a topping on it, but itâs still got to taste like pizza.â
âSo, one extra cheese, one bacon which is insane--â
âHow is that more insane than pepperoni?â Pilar asked.
âPepperoni isnât insane,â Cabrera pointed out.
âExactly,â Pilar said.
âWhat about a white pizza?â Cabrera asked. âThey make this great one with garlic, onions, spinach, and feta cheese.â
âOh, this pitch again. Iâm not saying that doesnât sound tasty, but itâs not pizza the way I imagine it.â
âWell, weâre already getting two that are pizza as you imagine it,â Cabrera said exasperatedly, âso why donât you try something new for once in your life, mae?â
Spacebreather laughed. âFine, get a⊠what did you call it, again?â
âAppetizer pizza.â
âYeah, Iâm the insane one,â Pilar said.
âPure life!â Cabrera said triumphantly, tapping the last of the info into the pizzeriaâs website. âWe got three pizzas inbound.â
âWhereâd you pick up that phrase, appetizer pizza?â Pilar asked. âThatâs a deeply specific pie to need a shorthand for.â
âI thought we were past you trying to wrangle details about my past out of me,â Cabrera said. âCan we just order dinner?â
âYouâre literally holding me prisoner, and the next update from home wonât be for another nine hours. I have nothing but you to be interested in right now.â
âI donât have any clients to help right now,â Cabrera said. âDo you game?â
âListen,â Pilar said seriously. âYou can say no, and weâll drop it, but⊠I get the sense that your situation doesnât allow you to entertain guests very often. If thereâs anything you need to talk about, with somebody who, well, canât really do anything with that information, feel free to bend my ear. Might help distract me from my worries.â
Cabrera laughed. âWhat would I want to talk about?â
Pilar looked deadly serious. âIf you want, we can pretend I didnât hear any crying last night. Just know, Iâm around, and you donât have to keep it all to yourself.â
Cabrera tensed up. âYou heard that, huh?â
âWifeâs not the only one who doesnât sleep well in a bed by herself,â Pilar admitted. âBelieve me, Iâm okay with knowing nothing, just⊠the way you talkâŠâ
âHow do I talk?â
âLike youâre already dead,â Pilar said. âMakes me sad. You talk about yourself like you arenât a person.â
âIâm not,â Cabrera said quietly. âI died, two years ago, in every way that matters. Like I said, the people who did it, do it so thoroughly thereâs nothing left of you.â
âNo, I donât accept that,â Pilar said. âYouâre a person, a living girl, and one Iâm actually starting to enjoy being around.â
âWho am I, then?â Cabrera asked sarcastically. âI was her daughter, his girlfriend, her best friend, their sister, her muse, and all of their favorite âdate.â I wonât ever be any of those things, to those people, again. Theyâre all dead, every hand I ever shook, every mouth I ever kissed, theyâre gone, and so is every version of me.â
âExcept this one,â Pilar said softly. âThe one who likes spinach and feta on a white pizza. The one who has favorite video games, and still feels sad about what happened to all those dead people. Just because your home is gone doesnât mean you die with it, and boy, isnât the world lucky you didnât?â
âThereâs nothing left of that girl,â Cabrera said. âSheâs dead and buried in the same gutter she crawled out of.â
âAnd yet Iâd wager you still speak with her accent,â Pilar said. âYou still cry about her family. You still call people mae, like they did back home on, what was it, Rhea?â
Cabreraâs eyes flared. âYou son of a bitch, how the fuck do you know that?! Youâre with them after all, arenât you?!â
âIâm not with anybody!â Pilar said.
Cabrera was shaking, and already pulled the pistol from the waistband of her shorts. âI never should have trusted them,â she said, âthis is why you wanted to hear more about my past, right? You wanted to be sure I was who your bosses were looking for?â
Pilar put her hands up, to show she was harmless. âCabrera,â she said as calmly as possible. âYouâve met who I work for. I have no idea who âtheyâ are.â
ââCouldnât they just fabricate that stuff,â you said, I shouldâve listened.â
âIf you already believed I was safe, why the hell would I poke holes in that?!â Pilar pointed out. âCabrera, the people after you donât seem like they particularly care about getting the wrong person. If I wanted you dead, I couldâve killed you a dozen times by now. I promise, Iâm not here to get you.â
âThen how the fuck do you know Iâm from Rhea?!â
âIt was a guess,â Pilar said calmly. âYou keep calling me mae, and saying things are âpure life.â Smart money said youâre a tica, and most of them live on Rhea.â
âThatâsâŠâ Cabrera hesitated, âthatâs true.â
It was, in fact, true. Rhea was one of the first Martian colonies, spearheaded by Costa Ricans who wanted to simultaneously maintain ties with Mars and the autonomy they once enjoyed on Earth. Their population had ballooned to over 90 million, and now the majority of Costa Rican Spanish speakers in the universe could be traced back to Rhea.
Cabrera began to lower her gun.
âI didnât mean to upset you more,â Pilar said, âIâm sorry.â
Cabrera set her gun on her desk, and slumped into her chair. âIâm so fucking stupid,â she said. âOf course Iâm giving away who I was with every word. I speak English online, Iâve never been anywhere where I can speak Spanish except back home. How the hell have I survived this long?â
âHey, listen to me,â Pilar said, approaching her cautiously. âYou let something slip about yourself, and it was okay. It didnât destroy you. Nobody came to kill you.â
She pulled Cabrera in and gave her a hug. Cabrera began to weep into Pilarâs shoulder and it became clear this was the first physical contact sheâd had in person since Blueâs visit.
âI wish they would,â Cabrera confessed. âWhy canât I just die already?â
âDonât you dare. Sister, daughter, girlfriend, muse,â Pilar said. âThe people you were all those things to⊠who else remembers them?â
âNobody,â Cabrera said.
âWho else knows how they ordered their pizza? How they smiled, what their voice sounded like?â
âJust me,â she said, âIâm all thatâs left.â
âThatâs why we keep going,â Pilar said. There was a knock at the door, and Pilar felt Cabrera tense up in terror in her arms, then relax, when she remembered what theyâd been doing before she pulled the gun.
âThe pizzas,â she sighed in relief.
âCome on, letâs eat,â Pilar said, âand pretend none of that happened, okay?â
Cabrera nodded. Pilar squeezed her, and then let her go so she could retrieve the pizza.
As she returned from the front door, Pilar saw her consider something, decide on it, immediately regret it, and then resolve to do it anyway. âYou remind me of my big brother,â she said.
âOh yeah?â Pilar asked.
âHe always knew what to say.â
SICKBAY
Ariadne sat in a cushy leather chair in Sashaâs office.
âI feel a lot better, really,â she explained. âI got a good nightâs sleep last night, with Cookieâs help.â
âAnd with the help of some very, very powerful sedatives,â Sasha pointed out, âwhich Cookie had to practically force you to take after five hours of trying to get you to sleep. Your insomnia isnât getting better.â
âIf you havenât noticed, Iâm under quite a bit of stress,â Ariadne said. âYou sent away my wife, how come you got to keep yours?â
âSweettalk is my wife, Iâm not the boss of her,â Sasha said. âPilar is my big sister. I will always be the boss of her.â
âIâm your big sister too,â Ariadne pointed out, âis that why youâre suddenly the boss of me?â
âNo, thatâs because Iâm your doctor. Why are you so resistant to letting anybody help you?â Sasha asked. âWhat good do you think youâre doing us by running yourself ragged?â
âI told you, I canât sleep without Pilar here,â Ariadne said, âand you sent Pilar away.â
âI did what I had to do, to keep my sister safe,â Sasha said. âShe and I are square now.â
âWhen she was âkeeping you safe,â I stood up for you,â Ariadne pointed out. âGot you back in the field, even helped Pilar see reason. When are you and I square?â
âWhen I kept Pilar safe, you stood up for her,â Sasha replied without hesitation, âand I overrode you, just like Pilar did when you stood up for me. Now, Iâm willing to admit this is a problem I caused. Are you ready to let me solve it?â
âWhy are we still having an argument I already lost?â Ariadne asked. âI took the damn sedative last night, Iâll take it again tonight.â
âAnd youâve been switching off the processor embedded in your brain at night?â Sasha asked. âHavenât been using it to, say, project your consciousness down to Spec Ops while your bodyâs asleep, hash out a way to draw power from the rift like the enemy does?â
âTaryn,â Ariadne said, identifying the rat immediately. âI know I gave her this job, but it doesnât make it sting less when she does it.â
âThe gals in spec ops all know to report to me if youâre caught in the lab, digitally or otherwise, while youâre supposed to be sleeping.â
Ariadne swore internally. Sasha knew her too well. âI canât afford to lose eight hours of prime thinking time, Sash. I need to beat her.â
âYou need to beat the version of yourself who drove herself crazy by spiraling into obsession,â Sasha pointed out, âby spiraling into obsession and driving yourself crazy?â
Ariadne felt ashamed. She had to confess to someone, and Spacebreather was beyond her grasp. To her, though, Sasha was the most trustworthy person in the universe. She couldnât bullshit her the way she could almost everyone else in her life.
âSasha, can I be perfectly honest with you?â
âYou know you can,â Sasha assured her.
Ariadne made what might have been the most shameful confession of her life: âI have no idea what Iâm doing, here.â
âNow, what the hell is that supposed to mean?â Sasha asked.
âI canât make heads or tails of any of this,â Ariadne said. âIt feels like weâre caught in the middle of eighty different plans, and all of them are just⊠spray-and-pray from people who understand things I donât and wonât give me a single straight answer. Corantine and Mingxia showed up from the future and they were, what, trying to prepare us? Trying to save Spacebreather? Well, great, they did both. What now?Ellesmere is trying to stop me building a time machine? Great, Iâm never gonna build one. Universe is still coming apart at the seams. Nothing I come up with seems to be helping, in any way.â
âAri, earlier today you figured out a way to harness the rift itself to supercharge the stationâs force-shields,â Sasha said. âDoes that sound like someone who doesnât know what theyâre doing?â
âSo what?â Ariadne asked. âThe shields just buy me time until I do⊠what, exactly? Capture her? Kill her? Come up with some miracle cure to these cracks in the sky that I barely understand?â
âI thought you were planning to send Blue in, to reason with her,â Sasha pointed out.
âIt might get her to stand down,â Ariadne said, âbut whoâs to say thatâll work? What if I do beat her and it does nothing? Sasha, Iâm so used to understanding everything. I can do all this amazing stuff because I can predict what the outcomes will be, but in this situation, I have no guarantees. I have no information. Iâm just⊠throwing spaghetti at the wall and seeing what sticks.â
Sasha considered this. âAriadne,â she said softly. âIâve known you a long, long time. Your âthrowing spaghetti at the wallâ is a safer bet than anyone elseâs best laid plans.â
âThatâs just it,â Ariadne said. âThatâs whatâs keeping me up. Everybody expects me to come up with this genius plan to save everybody, and the stakes are so high, and Iâm flying blind and⊠what if Iâm not good enough?â
âI canât blame you for feeling the pressure,â Sasha said, âbut even with these stakes, I feel safest betting on you. Of course you can handle whatever this situation throws at you. Youâre the smartest woman in the solar system.â
âExcept Iâm not!â Ariadne snapped. âYou are! Youâve always been!â
âWhat the hell are you talking about?â Sasha asked. âIâm just a Doctor. You build worlds.â
âSasha, you were a doctor at thirteen years old because all it takes for you to memorize a medical textbook is reading it once,â Ariadne said. âYou think we didnât notice that? You think we wouldâve let just any kid practice medicine? This world I built? I built it for you! Youâre the one who everybody should be putting their faith in, not me.â
Sasha scowled, and stared at her, and said nothing. Suddenly, she was in on the joke that her loved ones always teased her with, asking her to count a large quantity of objects at a glance, or recall a specific word from a specific page from a book sheâd read years earlier. Until then, sheâd never really put together why they always did this. Living where she did, with the people she lived with, it was easy to forget these things werenât within most peopleâs capabilities. Now, it suddenly hit her: her family was in awe of what she was able to do, and they were teasing her for being the only person who didnât see it as exceptional.
âIâm sorry, Sasha,â Ariadne said, âbut Iâm not smart the way youâre smart. I have no idea how we get out of this one. As long as Iâm at the eye of this storm, it feels like weâre barreling straight over the edge.â
âYouâre right, you are an idiot sometimes,â Sasha said coldly. Ariadne sat in her guilt, deeply ashamed of all sheâd said, and all sheâd felt, over the past few days. âIâm not under any delusions that Iâm not smart. Thatâs how I know you can get us out of it.â
âI didnât mean it that way,â Ariadne said, âI just--â
âLook, letâs pretend youâre right. Iâm the smartest girl in the universe. Fine. Whatever,â Sasha said. âMaybe listen to me, then. Thereâs two Ariadnes in this game, and I, the smartest girl you know, am betting on one of them. Her Sasha lost faith in her. Yours still thinks youâre going to win this. So, do you trust me, or donât you?â
Ariadne sighed. âI love you, Sasha.â
âI love you too, Ariadne,â Sasha said. âAnd the truth is, youâre right. Thereâs no guarantee we can fix this. But we still have to try, donât we?â
âYeah, we do,â Ariadne said.
âAnd can you think of anybody else more likely to get it right?â Sasha asked. âSeriously, Iâm asking, we could use all the help we can get.â
Ariadne laughed. Sasha was right, of course.
Sasha put another bottle of sedative down on the table. âTonight, youâre going to take these sedatives,â Sasha insisted, âbefore you try and fail to fall asleep for five hours. Not after. And youâre going to switch off that chip of yours, too. Doctorâs orders.â
Ariadne looked suspiciously at the bottle.
âYou said you donât know how weâre going to win,â Sasha said. âThatâs how we win. Youâre not going to be able to beat her by making all the same mistakes she does.â
âFine. Okay,â Ariadne relented. âThank you, Sasha.â
âAnytime, really,â Sasha said. âWeâre a crew, the whole point is we do these things together.â
âBlue says I should talk to her,â Ariadne said. âSee what she has to say. Iâm not sure I can face her yet.â
âIt wonât hurt to have more information,â Sasha said.
âWhat would I even say to her?â Ariadne asked.
âMaybe you should lean on somebody smarter,â Sasha said playfully. âIf only you had a communications expert.â
âTomorrow,â Ariadne said. âTonight, I really, really need that good nightâs sleep.â
âAri?â
âYeah, Sash?â
âIâm sorry,â she said, âfor sending Pilar away. I know I made things a lot harder for you.â
âI appreciate that, Sasha,â Ariadne said. âDo you regret it?â
âNot for a second.â

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SIEGE - DAY TWO
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CABRERA'S APARTMENT
âI appreciate that,â Cabrera said into her headset, her voice transformed by a modulator on the microphone. âif you wouldnât mind, youâll have the option on your communicator to take a short survey indicating youâve received only the most excellent customer service today. My name is Stephanie, and your valued customer feedback helps me improve.â
Pilar repeatedly flopped her head onto the pillow on her cot in boredom, driven to near-insanity by the corporate doubletalk drivel Cabreraâs shitty job forced her to spew.
Cabrera pushed a button, starting the next call. âHi, Ms. Netzer? This is Chelsea, weâve been trying to reach you about your spacecraftâs extended warranty--â
âOh, youâre Chelsea now?â Pilar asked. Cabrera ignored her. The modulator on her mic was hard-coded to her own voice-print, and nothing else could pass through it. Pilar could scream as loud as she wanted and the client would be none the wiser.
Pilar took advantage of this by watching television, while Cabrera helped various idiots with their computer problems and tried to trick poor saps out of their credit card information on behalf of her landlord, Hoffman. Heâd set her up with a new life and modified her appearance all for the low, low price of digital peonage.
Companies who needed to outsource their customer service, or their marketing calls, paid his shell corporation the equivalent of an employeeâs living wage, and he offloaded the labor onto the many desperate people-- many of whom lived in this very tenement building-- who he had smuggled away from the most terrible of circumstances and graciously ushered into crushing debt to him.
The few people who came to him with enough money to purchase his services outright would be set up on a new planet where nobody could find him. Everybody else ended up on what he called the âpayment plan,â which was his euphemism for living under his thumb; still enjoying his protection, but forced to provide cheap labor towards a steadier source of income.
Of course, they were not âpaidâ in the traditional sense. Their wages-- far less than the living wage he received for each of their services, and even less than the Colonial Moonsâ federal minimum-- went towards their expenses, and the remainder was deducted from their total debt to him. Their expenses, their food and utilities and clothing and anything else they might need, were provided by the landlord, and charged to their tab at the company store. Of course, the prices he charged were so high that, without fail, their debt often increased with each dayâs labor, so he had very little employee turnover.
Pilar was now almost two days removed from her sisterâs betrayal, and she adored her sister too much to hold it against her for long, so she was really enjoying getting to hate Cabreraâs landlord. She was almost mad that she wouldnât be able to kill him. When she left here, sheâd have no idea what world he was even on.
ââand your valued customer feedback helps me improve.â Cabrera finished her call, and removed her headset. Her shift for the day was finally over, and because all sheâd eaten for the past two days were leftover takeout paid for with the per diem, her massive debt had actually decreased by a few dollars.
In what little off-time she had, she was allowed visitors, even free run of the city, but until recently sheâd never taken advantage of either. She was convinced that even a few blocks outside the house would pose too much of a risk. Pilar wondered about this, and how she fit into it, as a stranger who was allowed into her house.
âSo, whyâd you let Alicia and Blue in here?â Pilar asked her. âHell, why am I allowed in here?â
Cabrera laughed. âAlicia Baltimore,â she said. âBorn to Ariel and Lucy, August 10, 2591. Temple University, College of Engineering, class of 2613. Reported missing shortly after graduation, declared legally dead, 2620, over the objections of her parents, who claimed to have received a letter from her informing them she was in Europe finding herself. Resurfaced in 2623 and provided details of her political imprisonment shortly after the fall of the Weaver Regime, then entered a life of seclusion with family. All records of her after that are in social media posts with photos of family events by her sister Ariana, who uses the pseudonym Ana Myers for security purposes.â
âI donât think I knew that much about Aliciaâs history.â
Cabrera continued: âBlue was a bit more tricky to vet. Couldnât quite nail her down, beyond urban legends of avenging angels and malicious spirits that take the form of a beautiful insane woman with wild blue hair.â
âNo, thatâs pretty much her in a nutshell,â Pilar said.
âBut I actually did find records of her,â Cabrera explained. âWhen I tried to vet Vic and Cherry. Cherry trusted me enough to tell me their old names, and I found out all about them, with a little bit of hacking, got into the WITSEC documents for Victor Ford and Cheryl Haines, verified everything they told me about themselves. They were who they said they were, but any time I tried to find out where they were now, I kept finding her, over and over again. Anyone who goes looking for them, finds her. Turns out theyâre hiding from some pretty scary people, too. Thatâs why me and Cherry get along so well.â
âPretty impressive research skills,â Pilar said. âSeems wasted on tech support.â
Cabrera smiled proudly. âPilar Spacebreather, born July 17th, 2605, thatâs Volans 7 on the Martian Standard calendar,â she said. âDaughter of Gael Aguilar and Yma Amaru, Martian grocers wrongfully executed, 2615, as terrorists by the Weaver regime in a publicity stunt. Iâm sorry, by the way, for when I asked you about knowing what itâs like to lose somebody, I shouldâve known better. One sister, Sachasisa, born November 29, 2609, Martian Standard Cetus 6. Whereabouts of both sisters are unknown after their parentsâ death, no known surviving relatives on Mars, but facial recognition pings a wanted poster for the pirate Ariadne, who, interestingly, pings a match on the reclusive heiress to the Ramos family. Did I miss anything?â
âI have another sister, but there wouldnât be a record of that,â Pilar said. âSo what, you do extensive background checks on everybody you trust to make sure theyâre safe?â
âNo,â Cabrera explained, âI do extensive background checks on everyone to make sure thereâs a record of them. The people who are after me, youâll never find a photograph of one of them. No scraps of their existence, and that goes double for the people theyâve killed. You know what comes up when you look for me? For my real name?â
âWhat?â
âNothing,â she said. âEvery photograph of me ever posted online, either deleted, or Iâve been edited out of it. Every reference to me in a school yearbook or motel guestbook, every stupid status update I ever posted, gone. Not. One. Trace. See, they donât just kill you, they erase all evidence you ever existed. The person I was before is dead, and buried so deep nobody, nobody, could ever dig her up. If any of you were with them, I wouldnât be able to find anything on you, would I?â
âI mean, if theyâre that powerful,â Pilar pointed out, âcouldnât they just fabricate all that stuff?â
âWhy would they need to?â Cabrera asked. âIf they knew where I was, or even that I was still alive, Iâd be dead already.â
They chatted for a while, and then finished off their leftovers and put on the nightly Colonial Moons news report before bed. Things werenât looking good, in the system. The Calistan election cycle was in disarray after the arrest of Salvatore Balotelli for murder, which made Pilar crack up-- that felt like a lifetime ago now, sheâd almost forgotten her role in it-- but the top story was, of course, the strange phenomenon in the skies between Mars and Jupiter.
Strange green energy patterns formed what looked like a massive cracked sphere encasing the inner part of the solar system. After several unmanned probes turned to dust passing through one of them, the governments of all the systemâs colonies had instituted a travel embargo which cut off all transit across the Martian-Jovian border, for the safety of their citizens. All teleportation from one side of the cracked sphere to the other seemed to be jammed, as well, and anyone who tried to cross the barrier was bounced back to where they started.
Cabrera made her report to Alicia, and informed Pilar that the cracks in the sky were, in fact, related to the war between the Ariadnes. The crew was, per Alicia, âworking on it,â but Ariadne was having a bit of trouble adjusting to the situation without her. The stress was starting to get to her.
âCan you make sure Cookie is staying in her quarters?â Pilar asked. âShe canât sleep by herself, not properly.â
Cabrera relayed Aliciaâs response. âShe says thatâs a good idea, and sheâll send a message down to the kitchens straightaway.â She paused. âAlicia says to say, Ariadne loves you, and misses you. So does she. So does everyone.â
Pilar choked, and nodded. Cabrera stood silent.
âSasha says, she hopes someday you can forgive her for this,â Cabrera said.
The tears began to stream openly down Pilarâs face.
âTell her weâre even,â Pilar said, âthat I love her, and donât tell her that I cried.â
Cabrera nodded, listened for a moment, said goodnight to Alicia, and pulled the ring off her finger. âShe told her you cried, mae.â
âYeah, I kinda figured,â Pilar said. âLetâs get some sleep. We got a big day of sitting around the house tomorrow, followed by another exciting shift of listening to you help people calibrate their hologram monitors.â
ARIADNEâS LAB
Ariadneâs eyes were fixed on the circular crystal formation and the swirling, crackling, faintly green-tinged storm raging within it.
âThis was gone, before she got here,â Ariadne explained to Ellesmere, pointing at the disturbance at the center of the ring. âYou looked at it like it was the strangest thing in the world, and you called your boss, and told me that the anomaly was stronger than ever. But it was gone. And now, sheâs here, and I can barely see through this thing, can I?â
âI donât know what to tell you,â Ellesmere said, âthings are often more complicated than they look from the outside.â
âThe cracks, in the sky,â Ariadne said. âAre they an extension of this?â
âThe universe is a pane of glass,â Ellesmere said. âThose are cracks in the pane. This is the bullet hole.â
âAnd that ship, that just took down my first wave of turrets, thatâs the bullet?â
âSeems that way, love,â Ellesmere said.
âSo why is the bullet hole here,â Ariadne asked, âwhen the bullet is out there?â
âSheâs not the original bullet, remember?â Ellesmere said. âSheâs coming back to stop a time traveling assassin who shot your wife through that hole. Now, sheâs changed the past so that unfortunate incident never happened. Your wife is tucked away in some corner of the universe even you canât reach, and anyone who opened a portal in this room would be encased in crystal.â
âSo why is the original bullet hole still here?â Ariadne asked. âIf the gun was never fired, why the exit wound?â
âBut the gun was fired,â Ellesmere said, âfor her, and her alone. Her very presence here is keeping those events alive. Take her off the board, the hole closes, and the cracks fill.â
âConvenient,â Ariadne said. âYou really just have an answer to everything, donât you?â
âIâm very knowledgeable.â
âAnd yet,â Ariadne continued, ânot all of what you said adds up, does it?â
âWhat do you mean?â
âYou think I havenât noticed that none of what youâve said or done since you got here has made a lick of sense. Youâve said youâre here to stabilize our region of spacetime, and to stop the construction of a time machine, but youâve assisted us in the creation of all sorts of time-bending technology to fight off time travelers. You didnât bat an eye when two time travelers arrived on my station with the express intention of interfering with the natural course of history.â
âLike I said, I donât care about history--â
âShut up. Please, for once, just shut the fuck up.â Ariadne put on her best mocking impression of Ellesmereâs accent. âOh, that ship is the bullet⊠no wait, itâs not the ORIGINAL bullet. The anomaly is going to destroy the galaxy, no wait, the solar system, no wait, the UNIVERSE.â
âI never--â
âOh, but I think you have. See, at every opportunity, youâve delayed and stalled and obfuscated, and kept us busy as bees preparing to defend against the inevitability of this attack. You said you wanted to avoid a time war in this region, but I think you actually wanted this fight to happen, or maybe youâre just trying to waste as much time as possible until⊠whatever it is you do want to happen. All I canât figure out, is why.â
Ellesmere panicked. What was she supposed to do, in this situation? Admit that she knew this battle couldâve been avoided, that it all couldâve been resolved peacefully, but she let it happen because her hands were tied up in red tape? Double down on her lie that the anomaly was reaching critical mass, and that she still held out hope the situation would resolve itself before it came up? All she could think to do was offer as little information as possible, and hope Ariadne filled in the blanks.
âI had my mission objectives,â she said. âThe intelligence from my superiors states clearly that thereâs only one safe way to end all this and keep the fabric of reality intact. I wonât deny Iâve had my doubts, but everything has unfolded exactly as they expected. I have complete faith that we can resolve this, as a team.â
âWhat a load of political horseshit,â Ariadne laughed cynically. âThere werenât any lies in that little speech, but I also noticed there werenât any facts. You sound like my mother. So what, pray tell, are these orders youâre just following? What is this big objective? And if you say one more time that itâs to stabilize the anomaly without saying how, I swear Iâll have you thrown out the airlock.â
Ellesmere bristled at being addressed this way, and she took a gamble. âI was sent to kill you,â she said.
âBullshit,â Ariadne said. âYouâve been here for months, youâve had every opportunity, and you havenât taken it.â
âFine, whatever you say,â Ellesmere snapped, the anger in her voice straining against its infuriating poshness. âBut let me tell you something, and know I am being entirely, brutally truthful with you, because with how damned helpful Iâve been over the last few months, you still have the gall to be this disrespectful to me. Iâve fought for you on every single call with Director Kalrax. I am still betting on a happy ending for you. Capture your future self, isolate her in stasis, and turn her over to the Syndicate. I honestly believe that will quash this bloody anomaly, seal the cracks, settle the future into one possibility, and put a hefty serving of egg on Director Kalraxâs face.â
Ariadne laughed. âYou know, I like seeing you all worked up like that,â she said. âMakes you seem almost human.â
âOh, this is funny to you?â Ellesmere asked.
âI guess I should come clean,â Ariadne said. âIâve known you were fighting for us this whole time. I tapped your calls to your boss. But until you admitted it, I didnât know which of us you were playing, us or him.â
Ellesmereâs face flushed hot. At least Ariadne thought she was playing the Director, rather than trying desperately to remain within his favor.
âI appreciate all your help,â she said, âand Iâm going to defeat the enemy, and figure out how to seal these cracks.â
âAnd youâll turn her over to the syndicate, when youâve got her?â Ellesmere asked.
âNo.â
âThen how--â
âRight on time, Uprising.â Ariadne said cheerfully as they filed into the room, Tosin greeting Ariadne and Ellesmere with the customary kiss on the hand. âHear you two have got good news for me. Why donât you tell our guest what youâve discovered?â
âWh-- okay,â Taryn said, taken a bit off-guard by her employer seemingly already knowing what she was here to report. One never quite got used to how much Ariadne saw and heard around the station âWell, me and the gals in spec ops have been doing our best to reverse-engineer those drones the enemy is using. Weâve noticed a few things. Tosin?â
âThe shrapnel from them is recently-minted from a fabricator,â he said, âeven with my techniques, that ship canât possibly have the energy capacity to create this many spacecraft, of this complexity, with materials this durable. And each wave has two or three more drones, which would deplete her energy reserves even faster.â
âInteresting analysis, Rockstar. Where is she getting the energy to do it?â Ariadne asked.
âWell, thatâs the other thing we noticed,â Taryn said, âshortly before every deployment, the cracks in the sky flicker away for a fraction of a second. We think sheâs found a way to draw chronological energy from the rift and channel it through her replicators, into physical matter.â
âCan we match it?â
âYes,â Taryn said, âwith time.â
This was as close to a ringing endorsement that Taryn could possibly give.
âEllesmere, you asked how,â Ariadne explained. âI canât turn her in to the Syndicate, because I have no doubt theyâll kill her rather than risk letting her go free.â
âProbably a safe bet,â Ellesmere admitted.
âSo weâre going to put some egg on Director Kalraxâs face,â Ariadne said, trying to sound more confident in their victory than she was. âWeâre going to win the naval battle by tapping the rift and robbing her of her one advantage. I know how she thinks. Blue is going to talk her down and make her realize Pilar is waiting for her, safe and sound, in the future. Sheâll voluntarily return to the future, and the anomaly will go away just like it was about to before she got here. You get a big promotion and get to finally leave us alone forever.â
Ellesmere decided to let her keep on thinking she was on their side. If only she could use the pistol hidden in her coat now and end this, the whole exhausting affair could be over, but she still had to wait five days. If she pulled the trigger even a second before that, she would shatter the universe.
âI hope youâre right,â she said simply. âIf youâll excuse me, I need to get some shut-eye. Youâve had me monitoring this blasted formation twelve hours a day, and Iâm frankly tired of looking at it.â
âMore staring at it tomorrow,â Ariadne quipped.
âCanât wait,â Ellesmere replied. She left the room, and was relieved to still be in the captainâs good graces. She couldnât very well take her out at the end of the week if she wasnât in the lab with her.
âBoss, you should get some rest too,â Taryn said.
âDear, Ms. Alicia told us she understood the advantage rest gave her,â Tosin gently reminded her, âshe doesnât need us to tell her.â
âThanks sugar, but I do,â Ariadne confessed. âIâve actually got to admit, I didnât sleep all that well last night. I went to bed all excited about getting a full nightâs sleep, and then I just lay there in bed, feeling alone. Watched the security cameras in the corridors for a while. Tried to read a book, for all the good it did me. Alicia actually ordered Cookie to babysit me tonight to make sure I got some sleep.â
âDo you think thatâll help?â Taryn asked.
âI hope so,â Ariadne said. âAlicia says the order came straight from Pilar. Helps to know sheâs still looking out for me, wherever she is.â
Taryn was silent.
Tosin was not.
âI miss her,â Tosin admitted. âI wish she was here.â
Ariadne sighed. âMe too, honey, me too.â Ariadne looked up at her two proteges, and spoke honestly. âSometimes I think youâd all be better off if I just threw myself through this damned formation. All of this could be over in a second. If I disappear from history, so does she.â
âThereâd be no her,â Taryn said, âbut thereâd also be no crew. You really think Iâd be better off back in Pincerna, with my motherâs family?â
âBlue wouldâve found somewhere for you,â Ariadne said. âMaybe she wouldâve even taken you in herself.â
âCut that shit out right now,â Taryn said. âIâd be derelict in my duties as your devilâs advocate if I didnât tell you, this kind of talk isnât productive or healthy. I never want to hear that bullshit from you again.â
Ariadne laughed. âYou still believe in me,â she said. âGlad one of us does.â
The three of them sat in silence for several seconds, before Ariadne broke it.
âI have an unusual request for the two of you.â
âAnything,â Taryn said, and Tosin nodded assent.
âTurn off your communicators, go somewhere private, and spend some time together. No work talk. No battles. I want you two to have a proper, sweet, romantic moment, for me. Thereâs snacks in the galley, and condoms in sickbay, if you need them.â
âBoss, weâre at war right now,â Taryn said, slightly embarrassed, âI hardly think any of that matters right--â
Ariadne sprung up from her chair. âItâs the only thing that matters, do you hear me?â She was almost shouting. The dark circles under her eyes were pronounced, and Taryn now noticed that her cheeks still had the salt of dried tears on them. âLove is, and always has been, the only thing that matters.â
Taryn objected, âthere isnât time right now for--â
âThis might be all the time youâve got, kidsâ Ariadne said darkly. âMy wife is out there somewhere, alone, and unless things go right, I might never see her again. The time Iâve had with her, might be all the time I get with her. So you two, go downstairs, for me, and take two hours to appreciate the fact that you get to hold each other, and see each other, and touch each other.â
âBoss, I--â
âItâs a direct order, Uprising,â Ariadne said, âand not the sort Iâd advise rebelling against.â
âOkay,â Tosin said. âWeâll do it.â
âTosin, we donât have to--â
He cut her off. âTo be clear, Iâm not doing this as your subordinate, and Iâm not following an order. Iâm doing it as a favor, to one of my closest friends. Weâre going to go down to Vigilâs, and Iâm going to teach Taryn how to do a Tequila Paf,â he said. âWeâll get snacks, perhaps Iâll let Taryn show me the next arc of our favorite anime, and see where the night takes us. I havenât worked out all the details, but Iâve thought about it quite a bit.â
Ariadne smiled. âSounds like a lovely night,â she said. âHang onto this one, Taryn, heâs a keeper.â
âAnd when she gets back, and she will be back soon,â Tosin insisted, âIâll be glad to have something pleasant to discuss with Mrs. Spacebreather.â
Taryn couldnât help but smile.
âDismissed, kids,â she said. âHave fun. Be safe. And remember, Iâll know if you slip off and try to get some work done while youâre supposed to be enjoying young love.â
Taryn took Tosinâs hand and they turned to leave, but Taryn hesitated. She knew sheâd be failing her duties if she didnât say this before she was officially relieved of duty.
âIâll know if you try and sneaky get some work done, too. Get some rest, boss,â Taryn said. âI mean, tell Cookie not to let you out of that room until those bags under your eyes are unpacked. We need you.â
Ariadne didnât need to be told twice. She was truly glad Cookie would be with her tonight. After all, as Pilar always pointed out, she couldnât sleep by herself, not properly at least.
CHAPTER 17 - SIEGE DAY ONE
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CABRERAâS APARTMENT
âWant something to eat?â Cabrera asked.
âNo point,â Pilar said, âIâm gonna get out of here before I need food.â
âNo, youâre not,â Cabrera said. âYou canât get out of that bed.â
âI havenât met restraints I couldnât slip out of,â Pilar growled. âYou have to sleep sometime.â
Cabrera dramatically pretended to yawn. âYeah, I got a full nightâs. Youâve been out for a while. That stuff they used to put you under was powerful,â she said. âBesides, youâre not slipping those restraints. Iâve been told to tell you theyâre Rubicon tech, designed to keep you cuffed to that bed. Course, I got no idea what Rubicon tech is supposed to be, but they assured me youâd understand it.â
Pilar looked down at her restraints. Tarynâs handiwork.
âLook,â Cabrera said, âif you promise to be cool, Iâm willing to take off the restraints.â
âOkay. I promise to be cool.â
âYouâre lying, arenât you?â Cabrera mused. âAre you seriously doing a ruse right now?â
âTry me,â Pilar snapped.
âWell, now Iâm not going to,â Cabrera said, âbecause you have an attitude problem.â
âForgive me, for not being my usual chipper self when I woke up handcuffed to the wrong side of a strangerâs bed,â Pilar said. âAre you going to loose these restraints or not?â
âWell, eventually, yeah,â Cabrera replied. âYouâre gonna need to use the bathroom at some point, and I donât particularly feel like changing a bed pan. The restraints were just there to keep you from coming up swinging and hurting yourself, or worse, me.â
âGod forbid,â Spacebreather said. âGod, I wish I could hurt you.â
âSo violent!â Cabrera said. âBeen a while since Iâve had that kind of talk pointed my way. Canât say Iâve missed it.â
âWell, get used to it.â
âLook, Iâll take the restraints off, but I feel like I should tell you,â Cabrera explained, âtheyâre not whatâs keeping you here. Those were powerful, persistent nanotech drugs you got hit with. They stay in your system, and theyâre tethered to the location of that bed. Anything beyond, say, five meters away from that bed-- however far away that door is--they automatically kick in again and knock you right back out.â
âWhy are you telling me this?â Pilar asked.
âBecause knowing wonât make a difference,â Cabrera said, âand because Iâm not very strong, and youâre fourteen inches taller than me, and with all that muscle itâd be a pain to lift you back to the bed, and I donât really feel like doing all that, so itâs easier to just tell you how to avoid passing out.â
âTheyâve got to wear off eventually,â Pilar said, âand Iâll be ready.â
âThey wear off straight away, if you give the all-clear code. But only she and I know that,â Cabrera said.
âOhhh, Iâm gonna kill her, if she lives long enough for me to save her,â Pilar laughed. âShe really does think of every little thing, doesnât she?â
Cabrera ignored this. âSo, Iâm gonna take the restraints off, and youâre gonna keep in mind that you canât leave or hurt me, and weâre going to order some food. I got a per diem to keep you fed, and honestly, as much as Iâd appreciate being able to pocket it, maintaining this level of privacy ainât cheap and I donât make that much money in my dayjob. I donât get to have takeout that often. Whatâs your preference?â
Cabrera hit a button on her desk and released the restraints on Pilarâs wrist. Pilar considered making a break for the door, but she knew her family. There was no chance Cabrera was lying, this was exactly the sort of thing theyâd make to contain her. She sighed, and resigned herself to the situation.
âWhere are we?â Pilar asked.
âWeâre in my apartment,â Cabrera said, âduh.â
âNo, I mean, where are we in the solar system,â Pilar sighed once more. âIâm not about to order Martian food if weâre on Charon, you know? It wonât be any good.â
âAh,â Cabrera said. âColonial moons. Thatâs all I can give you.â
âWhat?!â Pilar said. âYou canât even tell me which moon?!â
âI could count the number of people Iâve trusted with the location of this apartment on one hand,â Cabrera said, âand I havenât got very big hands. Your quartermaster is one of them. Iâm in regular contact with her, and I expect her to retrieve you by remote teleport when this is all over. I donât need you blabbing my location all over the solar system once you leave here.â
âWho am I gonna tell?â Pilar asked. âWhat am I gonna tell them? That thereâs a 135-centimeter goblin woman with bleached hair living in a rathole apartment with blacked out windows, whoâs down to hold you prisoner as long as your wife breaks her word and asks you nicely?â
âOkay, a couple of things,â she said, âfirst of all, I am one hundred forty five centimeters. Second, yeah, that information is more than enough to get me killed. Do you know how many non-achondroplastic dwarves are out here building privacy bunkers and disguising their appearance? The numberâs not super high. Theyâre everywhere, system-wide.If they know what planet to look on, theyâll find me, and this apartment might as well be my grave. Third, bitch, I donât even know your wife.â
âRight, youâve never met her, thatâs the whole point,â Pilar said, âthat way her future-self canât track me down.â
âNo, is your head hollow like a drawer?!â Cabrera said. âYour wife vetoed this plan after she made her little promise to you. Your sister set all this up without her.â
Pilar was stunned. âShe didnât⊠she didnât break her promise?â
âGuess not,â Cabrera said. âLook, thereâs an Indian place down the block thatâs pure life, and they know to leave it on the doorstep. You like Indian?â
âLike it actually matters,â Pilar said, âIâm sitting here while my wife goes to war, and my sister actually pumped me full of drugs to keep me from protecting her. You think I give a shit what I eat?â
Cabrera threw a takeout menu at Pilarâs face.
âMuchacha, ÂĄpor dios! will you shut the fuck up, lady?â Cabrera asked. âDo you know what some people would give to have somebody, anybody, who loves them like that?â
âLoves them, what, enough to drug them? To keep them prisoner?â
âEnough to try and keep them safe, even if it means pissing them off so royally they might never talk to you again?â Cabrera asked angrily.
âShe stuck a needle in my neck!â Pilar said. âKnowing that me and Ariadne didnât want this!â
âYeah, how unlucky you are to have a sister who wants you alive. Hell, how unlucky you are to have a sister who is alive. Letâs hear it for you, the real victim in all this.â
Pilar was taken aback. âSorry,â she said halfheartedly, âI didnât know.â
âYou know, Iâve heard all about you from my friends,â Cabrera said. âThey all talk about you like youâre the toughest, coolest girl in the universe. Now I actually meet you and all I get is a sad sack throwing a tantrum that she has too many people who care about her.â
âWatch it,â Pilar said.
âOr what?!â Cabrera asked. âYouâre gonna hit me? Youâre gonna kill me? Blue will never talk to you again. Do you know what itâs like to love someone and know theyâre gone from your life forever?â
âAs a matter of fact, I do,â Pilar said coldly, but she realized Cabrera was right. There was nothing she could do about it, anyway.
âListen, mae, I didnât mean to go off on you like that,â Cabrera said. âYouâre having a bad day, and it makes sense youâre mad.â
âYeah, Iâm mad,â Pilar said, âbut Iâve got no right to be. I did the same shit to Sasha, few years back. Took away her freedoms bit by bit to keep her safe until I had her caged, like that damned parrot.â
âParrot?â
âDown in the menagerie,â Pilar said, as though Cabrera had any way of knowing what this meant, âsheâs had it for years. I didnât know how long they lived when I got it for her. I hate that fucking bird.â
âItâs a bird, mae,â Cabrera said.
âWell, maybe it hates me,â she said.
âYou got a good family, is my point,â Cabrera said. âDonât take it for granted, like I did.â
âWhat are they giving you?â Pilar asked. âSasha and Alicia, what did they offer you, to keep me here?â
âLike I said, keeping this place secure ainât cheap,â she said. âAnd it wasnât cheap getting free of my old life, neither. The guy who hooked me up with this apartment, with my new identity, with this new look, is the sort of guy who breaks legs if you miss a payment on your debts, and who starts repossessing cosmetic surgeries if you miss two payments.â
âThey offered you enough money to get free of your debts,â Pilar said. âTypical, thatâs just what sheâd do too.â
âNah, mae, they offered me enough money to buy my way out of here, too. I do this, I have enough money to buy a self-sufficient house, 500 miles from anybody, where I can be left alone the rest of my life.â
Pilar slumped back on the bed, resigned to being here, and feeling like a jackass for being mad at Sasha for giving her a taste of her own medicine.
âChicken biryani and saag paneer,â Pilar said. âAnd if youâre getting a per diem, Iâd better see some gulaab jamun.â
âWoman after my own heart,â Cabrera said, punching Pilarâs order into the site on her computer, and submitting it for immediate delivery. âShame we didnât meet under better circumstances.â
âSo, youâre in contact with Alicia?â Pilar asked. âSheâs who you report to, in all this?â
âOh, sheâs been bad,â Cabrera said. âSheâs been wearing that fancy âlockerâ thing on and off for the past couple months. She doesnât let me see anything sensitive, of course, just⊠spending time with me. Letting me see some friendly faces, hear some friendly voices, feel some⊠friendly touch. This is the first time you met me, but itâs far from the first time Iâve met you.â
Pilar grimaced at âfriendly touch,â since she remembered now that Blue had bragged about a tryst with Cherryâs friend, during the bet, and even remembered the name âCabreraâ as one of their allies in finding Luzuhaâs treasure. Clearly, Alicia and Blue had been allowing Cabrera to remotely ride along in some of their encounters since, and Pilar preferred to keep that side of their life out of her mind.
âYou shouldâve shown me the coin,â Pilar said. âThe one from Luzuhaâs chest. I wouldâve trusted you without question. Weâre both pirate queens.â
Cabrera grinned. âYou wouldnât have put it together, though, would you?â
âNah,â Pilar laughed. âProbably wouldâve thought Ariadne gave you the coin to get me onboard, and wouldâve been mad at her for something else she didnât do.â
âSheâs very pretty,â Cabrera said, âand an absolute lunatic. Makes sense why you two are together.â
âAppreciate it,â Pilar sighed. Was she really stuck making smalltalk until this was all over? âWhat about you, you got somebody in your life? And please, if itâs Alicia and Blue, know Iâd rather not know the details.â
Cabrera laughed. âThose two are⊠a lot of fun, for sure,â Cabrera said, âand itâs awful nice of them to spend time with me. Before them, it was just me and my little vibrating friend for months.â
âDid you hear what I said? About the details?â Pilar asked.
âBut no, havenât had anybody in my life like that in a long, long time,â Cabrera said. âThat part of my lifeâs probably over.â
âWhy? Youâre not bad-looking yourself, or at least you wouldnât be if you got a good nightâs sleep,â Pilar said, âand I know plenty of girls and more than a couple guys whoâd go gaga for somebody your size, so itâs not that.â
Cabrera winced. âNever had any complaints on that front before.â
âSorry, didnât mean any offense,â Pilar said. âIâm just⊠look, Iâm not trying to be too nice to you, here, youâre still keeping me prisoner, but, I donât know, man, if you wanted somebody, you wouldnât have much trouble finding them.â
âI never did,â Cabrera said, âbut itâs over, now. I canât leave this apartment, ever, and most of the people I talk to online think Iâm a middle-aged white guy named Frank. Frank gets his share of takers, Cabrera, not so much.â
âWhat about Cherry?â Pilar asked. âYou trusted her enough to tell her where your apartment was, even to invite strangers there.â
Cabrera laughed. âI should be so lucky.â
Pilar dropped the subject, she wasnât getting anywhere with it. âWhy canât you ever leave this apartment?â
There was a loud knock at the door, and Cabrera perked up as though under attack, then relaxed when she realized it was just the food delivery.
âI gotta survive,â Cabrera said, peering through the peephole of the door to make sure the delivery guy was gone before she cracked the door to grab the food. âToo many people paid too high a price for me to die now.â
âAnd youâll die, if you leave this apartment?â Pilar asked.
âYou ever been in a store that didnât have a security camera?â Cabrera asked. âTheir eyes are everywhere, and if even one of them spots me, Iâm a dead woman walking.â
âWhoâs âthey?ââ Pilar asked.
âPray you never know,â Cabrera said darkly. âCome on, eat your food. I got you garlic naan.â
âCabrera, if thereâs people after you, thatâs sorta my specialty. If you let me go, I can help you.â
âYou know,â Cabrera said, âgarlic naan isnât even something they had, in India, at first.â
âCabrera.â
âImmigrants moved all over the world, back when there was just one world, and garlic bread was already a thing, so they started making garlic naan too, and everybody loved it so much that it just became part of the cuisine.â
âCabrera, Iâm serious.â
âIâm not letting you go, mae,â she said. âYouâre offering me more risk, theyâre offering me a sure thing. Too good to pass up. Besides, you canât help me. Not with them. Nobody can fight them.â
âCan I at least talk to her?â Pilar asked. âCan you, I donât know, get Alicia on the horn, get her in a room with Ariadne, and let me tell her Iâm okay?â
âYouâre not okay,â Cabrera said, âbut Iâll pass whatever messages youâve got along to Alicia later tonight, and get an update if I can.â
âThank you,â Pilar said genuinely. âI know she can handle herself, I know sheâs in good hands, I just⊠hate to feel this powerless.â
âWeâre stuck together for the foreseeable,â Cabrera said. âMight as well try our best to be friendly, you know? Doesnât have to be so horrible, spending time together.â
âDonât push it,â Pilar replied.
ARIADNEâS LAB
âYou heard the woman,â Blue said, as Aliciaâs hologram flickered away so she could resume her duties as a spacecraft operator, âPilarâs fine, and she doesnât think you sent her away.â
âI wish she was here with us,â Ariadne said. âIf I had gone through with this plan, this is around where Iâd be realizing what a mistake it was.â
âKid, you and I both know sheâs always too eager to sacrifice herself to protect you,â Blue said. âFrankly, itâs about time somebody gave her a taste.â
Ariadne looked at the continuous chirping on the long-range comms. The enemyâs flagship was still being held at bay by the defense turrets, under Aliciaâs direction, but Ariadne estimated theyâd only hold for another day or so. The chirp was incessant. The enemy was hailing her, and all of her attempts to block the hail had proven futile.
âYou really ainât gonna answer her?â Blue asked. âHow long are you gonna ghost yourself?â
âI know how she thinks, Blue,â Ariadne said. âI designed the system. She can send as many requests as she wants, but as long as I donât open the floodgate, she canât get in.â
âYou think sheâs trying to trojan horse you?â Blue asked. âKid, you really havenât figured it out yet, have you?â
Ariadne said nothing, knowing it always grated her when Blue was right about something. Unfortunately for her, this didnât stop Blue from powering through.
âThe system recognizes her as you,â Blue said. âThatâs why she can countermand your order to block her number. The very fact that she can hail you means if she wanted to take over your system, itâd be taken over by now.â
âEven with that ship of hers, she doesnât have the processing power to take over the station and fend off the defenses,â Ariadne said. âAlicia could blow her out of the sky in seconds.â
âSo why not answer it?â Blue challenged.
âSheâs not concerned about her physical body,â Ariadne said. âAs long as her mind gets through, sheâs got no need for that ship or the body onboard it. Like I said, I know how she thinks. Letting her into the stationâs network would be like letting her bypass all the defenses weâve spent the past two months setting up.â
âWhat arenât you understanding about âshe could just brute-force her way in?â Youâre the same person, how is she smarter than you?â
Ariadne considered the chirp again. âTarynâs Rubicon code will confound her cyber-assault for the time being,â she said. âIf she could hijack our systems, she wouldnât be waiting for me to accept the call.â
âYou know, I know how you think, too,â Blue said. âI know youâre scared to talk to her.â
âWatch yourself, Blue,â she said simply.
âNo chance, short stack,â Blue said, âyouâre avoiding her because you donât want to hear what sheâs got to say.â
Ariadne snapped at her. âNo shit, Blue! Why the hell would I want to meet the version of me who failed to save Pilar?â
Blue recoiled. Ordinarily, sheâd be proud of Ariadne for mouthing off to her like this, but under the circumstances, she wasnât particularly enthused by it.
âYour daughter was brave enough to face that. Lived with that version of herself for two months,â Blue said. âSweets too. Why shouldnât you have to take a goddamn phone call?â
Ariadne bristled at this, and pushed her face up close to Blueâs. âI was your protege,â she said, âsame way Ghostrunnerâs mine. You want to give it a try? We can dial up a version of you who loved someone you couldnât save, see how you like getting a call from them every five minutes?â
Blue simply put her arms around Ariadne. âKid,â she said softly, and gave her a gentle squeeze âyou forget who youâre talking to? I donât need a time machine to meet that version of me, I see her in the mirror every morning.â
Tears came to Ariadneâs eyes.
âMaria,â Blue said. âIlias. Benny. Hell, Iâd start listing off my kids, but I donât want to cry in front of you. You can do this, kid, I know you can.â
âIâm sorry, Blue,â she said.
âItâs okay, kid,â she said, âitâs okay.â
âIâm not strong enough to face her,â she said, âIâm sorry I let you down.â
âYou could never let me down,â Blue replied.
Ariadne wiped away a stream of tears. âIâm gonna have to take that call, eventually,â she said. âBut what the hell would I even say to her? Tell her Pilar isnât here, and thereâs no way to find her?â
âWhat if somebody else talked to her?â Blue asked. âSomebody who could actually get through to her?â
âUnfortunately for us, Sasha and Alicia hid her away with some mysterious contact they wonât tell me anything about.â
Blue laughed. âBitch, I was talking about me, and you know that.â
âBlue, no offense,â Ariadne replied, âbut Iâm not sure youâre up to that job.â
âYouâre right,â Blue said, âI guess someone else just humbled you to tears.â
Ariadne sighed. âWhat are we gonna do, Blue?â
âThe plan hasnât changed, chica. We hold her off as long as possible, let her get in close, and then I play Pilarâs part in the plan. Fly for her command ship, fight our way through her defenses, and try to talk her down.â
âI canât let you do that,â she said, âitâs too dangerous.â
âIâm tough stuff,â she said, âand you wonât have as easy a time gettinâ rid of me as you did with your little pocketknife.â
Ariadne looked at the swarms of drones periodically emerging from the enemyâs flagship, dishing out a few blasts here and there on the turrets, before being shot down, then less than a minute later, a second swarm. Surely she didnât have all of those onboard, her ship didnât have that kind of mass. Was she somehow manufacturing them? Where was she getting the energy? Mentally, she directed the computer systems to relay a message down to Spec Ops, telling the gals to work out how she was making those ships.
The movements of the small drones were exactly how sheâd have programmed them, and left little room for error. Anyone trying to pilot through them would be shot to swiss cheese before they had a chance to return fire.
âSheâll be jamming teleportation within her perimeter, same as we are in ours. Youâre a skilled pilot, but youâre no Spacebreather,â Ariadne said. âIf youâre gonna do this, how are you gonna avoid being shot down?â
âIâm gonna take the Apanqura,â Blue said. âTeenybopper says Future Ari wonât fire on family. If she thinks Pilar is onboard, sheâs not gonna blow me up.â
âI built the Apanqura,â Ariadne said. âIf I can get a bead on it, I can disable it safely. That means, so can she.â
âI know somebody who can fly it so well you wonât be able to get a bead on it,â Blue said. âIâm sure the fighter bay can do without Alicia on drone patrol for one night.â
Great, Ariadne thought, now Aliciaâs in danger too. âAt least you two have your weird augmentations that make you harder to kill.â
âWhen do you think sheâll be in range?â Blue asked.
âCouple days, if weâre really unlucky,â Ariadne shrugged.
âThen Iâll be ready in a couple days,â Blue said, âjust in case.â
âHave you noticed,â Ariadne said, âthat she takes a break, every two hours, for thirty minutes exactly?â
Blue laughed. âOh my god, youâre still doing that? That shit almost put you in the hospital back in the day.â
âThe round-the-clock wakefulness experiment,â Ariadne said. âThought that if I took a half-hour nap every two hours, I could stay awake and alert around the clock.â
âYeah, dummy,â Blue teased, âyou tried that running-on-fumes shit for a week and then you crashed so hard you almost slept through a whole day. If you donât take the nap, the nap takes you. You donât fuck around with sleep.â
âApparently, she does,â Ariadne said, with a smile. A difference in their tactics was something they could exploit. She mentally issued another command through the shipâs computer: summoning Ghostrunner to the bridge to take over command. âIâm going to trust my beloved daughter to handle things in my absence, while I get an edge on our enemy by getting a full nightâs sleep.â
âIâm heading down to the bar, get a drink with that lovely robot thatâs seeing your kid. Iâll wake you if we win,â Blue said, standing up and heading towards the door, âor if we all die.â
Ariadne laughed. âThanks,â she said, ânothing in between, though.â
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Chapter 16 â Director on the Set
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PART ONE â HERE, AND NOW.
âIf sheâs going to get here, she may as well do it already,â Ellesmere quipped as she performed a routine scan on the crystal formation. The distortion within the formation was, at this moment, nowhere to be seen, but her instruments measured a lot more than the naked eye.
It had been a back-breaking process, but after just over seven weeks, Ariadne felt there was nothing left she could do to better prepare her forces for the incursion.
The elder Mingxia and Ghostrunner were In the lab now, waiting for the result of Ellesmereâs scan. They intended to remain for as long as possible, in the hope they might simply lock the future Ariadne out of events entirely. Theyâd already said all their goodbyes, just in case they were forced back to the future, but they hoped they could buy enough time to be sure Pilarâs murder had been averted.
For the last act of preparation Ariadne had up her sleeve, she was laying out generator strips across the floor of the laboratory, using the same tech that created the crystal barricades that shielded them from the Catamounts on a job that seemed so long ago now.
They were designed to activate if anything resembling a portal through time and space appeared in the room, and encase it in a protective barricade. Ariadneâs decision to keep Spacebreather on the station meant she needed to be much more cautious, and the fact that Spacebreather insisted on remaining by her side in the laboratory magnified that tenfold.
âIâm in no rush for her to get here,â Pilar said. âIf weâre lucky, this time next week, our guests will be able to head back home safe and sound, and weâll never have to meet her.â
âWell, the anomaly isâŠâ Ellesmere found herself in a difficult position here. The truth was, as far as her readings were concerned, there was no anomaly remaining.
In the future that would result from this moment, Ariadne would likely never attempt a time machine. The assassination of Pilar Spacebreather could not have been more handily prevented, and ever since the myriad fleet had arrived, the threshold in the crystal formation had been slowly but surely settled. The wound in time had all but healed, and the only thing that would derail this was if something picked at it.
As of now, the only reason the future Ariadne, the one who threatened the station, even still existed was the fact that the quantum trebuchet was currently occupied.
Her future was locked into existence until the moment the elder Mingxia and Corantine returned home, and the second they did, the future would transform around them into the new, better one, where nobody threatened the fabric of reality.
If Ellesmere told them this, they could return home right this very second, and the whole thing could be resolved with no muss or fuss.
Actually telling them this, however, would be considered insubordination. She had been given strict orders, and was not to deviate from them. If they returned home, the crew would no longer have any reason to tolerate her presence on the ship, and she would miss the moment sheâd been sent to strike. She would be a failure, sheâd be marooned in this solar system, and a new strike team would be sent along to trigger time-storms to wipe out the whole system with her in it.
She couldnât risk that, but it still didnât seem right to her.
âI think Iâll need to consult with my lieutenants,â she said. âIf I mark a beacon for their return, are they going to get caught up in your crystal shield trap?â
âAs long as they donât use a portal,â Ariadne shrugged.
Of course, Ellesmere didnât actually have to set any sort of beacon. Shubin and Daeschler were undoubtedly on the station at this very moment. She fired off a message to them, telling them to reveal themselves in the lab. Theyâd be here within minutes.
Pilar and Ariadne exchanged a wordless glance. They had been aware for some time that they were being watched by invisible observers, and were glad they hadnât tipped their hand.
âItâs been a minute since weâve heard from them,â Pilar said. âHow can you be sure theyâre even coming back?â
âWe donât leave an agent behind,â Ellesmere said.
âUnless,â Shubinâs voice cut in, as he and his partner suddenly materialized before them, âthey fail in their task.â
âHad a devil of a time getting back in,â Daeschler lied, âseems youâve been a bunch of busy little bees, beefing up your defenses against time travelers.â
âSay, did the girl with the Japanese comic book fixation ever get together with that stick insect in the goggles?â Shubin asked, as if he hadnât been in the room when it happened.
âThe chatter wonât be necessary,â Ellesmere said. âDaeschler, what do you make of these readings?â
Daeschler made a cursory, false effort at pretending to glance at some figures flickering across her holographic visor. âHmmâŠâ she considered.
Ellesmere was expecting her to tow the company line, and tell the assembled crowd that the threat was still present, that they would need to remain through the week as well. Daeschler, however, surprised her with her actual response.
âI think we need to run these up to Director Kalrax,â she said. âOur mission parameters may have changed. Weâd be derelict in our duties if we didnât give him a full report.â
Ellesmere sharply wondered what the hell Daeschler thought she was doing.
âI concur wholeheartedly,â Shubin said, âthe Director needs to hear about this as soon as possible. How long have you been sitting on this?â
Ellesmere suddenly put together what must be happening-- her lieutenants must be setting her up as a failure to save their own skins. Director Kalrax had mentioned they had voiced similar objections to her, and clearly those objections would be damning to whoever was pushing them.
She was trapped. If she ignored this recommendation and the mission was anything short of a glowing success, the review board would point to that as the reason for the failure, and Ellesmere would be marooned as the agent in command. Sheâd have no choice but to approach the Director for his input, and she knew sheâd be penalized for daring to question his orders.
Ellesmere hadnât expected her lieutenants to go off-road like this, and certainly hadnât expected them to throw her under the bus, but she supposed she had no choice.
She tapped a few keys on the device around her wrist, and moments later, a distorted, disguised image of director Kalrax appeared in the air between them.
âWhat is it now, Agent?â He asked, his eyes taking notice on the assembled crowd of humans marveling at the sight, however pixelated it may be.
âDirector Kalrax,â Ellesmere said with a salute. âHaving just a⊠bit of trouble seeing you.â
âThe anomaly surrounding that station is stronger than ever,â the Director replied, baffling Ellesmere, who could see that the anomaly was all but dead. She certainly couldnât mention that now, though, that would be direct insubordination. The director was signaling to her that he was cutting off contact, as if she were being marooned, and her only ticket back was to maintain her pretense until her objective was complete.
âThatâs why Iâm reporting, Director,â she said, lying for the benefit of the crew. âThe anomaly is more unstable than ever. If I do nothing, this may be my last report before the mission is resolved, one way or the other.â
âThen I suggest you resolve it, agent,â he said simply. âYou have your orders.â
Kalrax swiveled towards Ariadne and Pilar, froze for a moment, and then said.
âYou have the thanks and gratitude of the Syndicate for your hospitality over these past two months,â he said. âI understand it cannot have been easy to quarter one of our agents for so long.â
âAgent Ellesmere has been nothing but helpful,â Ariadne said, perhaps too generously, bristling at having to show deference to such an obvious authority figure. Once this call was over, she could say whatever she wanted about him, but she didnât want to piss him off when he could still send an army to wipe them out of the sky. âOur goals are aligned, the safety of this system is our paramount priority.â
If Director Kalrax had a visible mouth to form it, or if the hologram had enough resolution to display it, he mightâve smiled. âIt pleases me to hear that,â he said, and a chill ran down Ariadneâs spine.
âAgents, stay the course,â he said. âYou have the cooperation of the local population, use it, and donât contact me again until the region is stable. If you canât stabilize the region, donât bother contacting me at all. Terminating.â
With that, the call cut out.
Ellesmere was exhausted by the whole thing. Amazing, how Director Kalrax could shut down her objections without even allowing her to mention them. She looked pointedly at her lieutenants, and realized she couldnât currently stomach the sight of them. She decided sheâd give them assignments that would both take them out of her field of vision and annoy the absolute hell out of them.
âAgent Daeschler, youâve got a lot of catching up to do. Report down to Speculative Operations and familiarize yourself with their defenses,â she said, âand you, Agent Shubin, you stay glued to her side, and help her in any way she sees fit.â
Both of them scowled and looked just a little bit betrayed-- which Ellesmere thought was rich coming from them-- but nodded in assent and left to follow their assignments.
Good, Ellesmere thought, at least I still have some authority around here.
Alicia and Sasha entered the room together, a tablet on Sashaâs arm, and Alicia with her best cool, business-like bearing. âGood, Mingxia, Corantine, youâre already here,â Alicia said. âAll systems are go for your Captainâs arrival.â
âIâve cleared Alicia and the other pilots for battle,â Sasha explained, âand Cyan is handling the gunners as we speak.â
âPlus, with your auth codes, our automated defenses have been disarmed, reprogrammed to lock you out, and re-armed,â Alicia explained. âMy handiwork.â
âYou sure?â Ariadne asked. âAlicia, youâre one hell of a hacker, but youâre no match for me. Iâll make short work of whatever defenses you put up.â
âOf course you will,â Alicia laughed. âBut my efforts are designed to keep you out, and bolstered by Tarynâs Rubicon codes. Itâll take even you several days to break through, maybe longer. Most importantly, now that weâve got Ellesmereâs lieutenants onboard, weâve used the everjade to create a temporal jammer around the station. Any time traveler attempting to materialize within our borders will have their navigations scrambled. Unencumbered, itâd take at least three hours to get to the station. With all sheâs got to fight, sheâll be lucky if she gets within a weekâs flight of here. When she arrives, weâll have time to get to battle stations.â
âPerfect,â Ariadne said.
âWhat about me?â Pilar asked Sasha pointedly. âAm I cleared for battle?â
âAs of your last exam, yes,â Sasha replied, âbut I still strenuously object to how youâve chosen to involve yourself.â
Pilar looked at Ariadne. She had promised she wouldnât try and protect Pilar by keeping her away from the action, and she hadnât been thrilled at Pilarâs suggestion, but her logic was ironclad.
âIâm the only one sheâll listen to,â Pilar said, âand if Iâm the one sheâs trying to save, she wonât fire on the Apanqura. I fly on her ship, make my way in, and talk her down.â
âAnd youâre okay with this?â Alicia asked. âYouâre really giving her permission to do this?â
Ariadne nodded assent. âI trust her,â she said. âI promise.â
Alicia and Sasha made eye contact. Ariadne noticed. Pilar didnât.
âSheâs right, you know,â the elder Corantine said. âShe wonât intentionally hurt her family.â
âAt least,â the elder Mingxia said, âshe wouldnât kill them. She did shoot me.â
âYou know what that was,â the elder Corantine said, her eyes flashing out of fear that this Ariadne would find out what was on the device currently imprisoned in the epoxy cube in Aliciaâs custody. âWhen we were escaping our own time, she had the opportunity to kill me, and she couldnât bring herself to do it.â
âItâs been two months,â Sasha insisted, âfor her too! For all we know, sheâs planning to blow a hole in the hull and recover Pilarâs frozen brain from space. Trust me, Cor, Iâve known her longer than you. Thereâs nothing sheâs not capable of when Pilarâs on the line.â
âSasha, I love you,â Corantine said, âbut the amount of time Iâve known her could fit your entire lifetime inside of it.â
Sasha did the math in her head. Corantine was right. She was from twenty years in the future, and Ghostrunner had been rescued ten years ago. The elder Corantine had known Ariadne longer than sheâd been alive.
Corantineâs voice was cold. âCatch up with me in 20 years and tell me whether you think Ariadne could hurt Spacebreather.â
Sasha was struck speechless, but suddenly remembered something. âThen why did you come back at all?â
Ghostrunner looked aside guiltily.
âShe wouldnât hurt her on purpose,â Mingxia explained. âBut she canât control everything, and her mind, brilliant though it might be, is blind where Spacebreather is concerned. We want to see them both get out alive.â
Sasha turned to Ariadne, âand youâre going to achieve that by sending her right into the belly of the beast?â
âShrimp,â Alicia said. âDonât.â
Sasha shook to her senses, and backed down without complaint. âYes, Pilar, youâre clear for battle.â
âThanks for your trust, Sachita,â Pilar said gruffly.
âBesides,â Mingxia said, âIâm still holding out hope it doesnât even come up.â
âIf we can hold up for another week, we can be sure the f--â Corantine began, and promptly vanished into thin air along with the elder Mingxia.
Ellesmereâs visor sprang to life with just about every alarm, alert, and klaxon it could feed into her senses. The threshold at the center of the crystal formation returned in full force. The anomaly, as still as a frozen lake just moments ago, was now a monsoon. That settled that: the only way forward now would be to complete her mission objective, just as Director Kalrax had ordered.
âSheâs here,â Ariadne said, her tone as cold as the grave. She immediately looked on her long-range scanners and saw that a massive flagship had materialized just outside the range of their defenses-- great, Ariadne thought, she was lucky after all, or maybe she was just smart enough to know theyâd do this and materialize outside their borders. A dozen smaller vessels ejected from the flagship as she watched, and got to work on the automated defenses.
Pilarâs voice boomed into the public address microphone. âAlright ladies, gentlemen, and anybody else who might be listening, as of right now we are at war. Battle stations, on the double!â
She set down the microphone.
âDonât make me regret this, querida,â Ariadne said.
âIâm going to be fine, teso--â
Pilar didnât get to finish her term of endearment because Sasha had snuck up behind her, and jammed a syringe into her neck. Pilar crumbled to the ground, unconscious.
âNO!â Ariadne said, and lunged to stop her. âI told you not to do this!â
âAnd here I thought those two liked each other,â Ellesmere quipped.
âYou donât talk,â Sasha snapped.
Ariadne ran towards Pilar, but found herself blocked by Aliciaâs surprisingly muscular arms, and was pinned in place. She wasnât prepared for this, and anything she could do with control of the stationâs systems to turn the tide of the situation would prove fatal to Alicia, so she decided to appeal directly to them, in the hope she could get them to see reason.
âWe scrapped this plan!â Ariadne pleaded. âI promised her!â
âYou promised her,â Alicia said. âWe didnât.â
Ariadne struggled against Aliciaâs grip, to no avail.
âShe canât stop us from keeping her safe, and neither can you,â Sasha said. âSheâll be furious, when she comes to, but I still owed her one for the years she kept me out of the action.â
âI wonât let you do this!â Ariadne yelled. âI gave my word!â
âYour hands are clean, Ari,â Sasha insisted, as two Whiptails entered wearing helmets that prevented her from seeing their faces. A quick scan of the security cameras on the station showed dozens of Whiptails wearing identical helmets. She didnât need to review the footage to know that extreme care had been taken to ensure she wouldnât be able to work out who provided the muscle. They picked up Pilarâs unconscious form and dragged her out of the room.
âItâs done,âAlicia said. âAre you ready?â
Ariadne breathed a sigh of relief. Knowing sheâd done her best to call off this plan didnât make her feel any less like sheâd broken her promise to Pilar, but knowing Pilar would be safely removed from danger almost neutralized that sting. âYeah, Iâm ready.â
âWasnât talking to you,â Alicia said. âSending her your way in just a few minutes.â
Ariadne knew better than to ask Alicia who her mysterious contact was. The whole plan, from the moment theyâd come up with it together, had hinged on Ariadne not knowing where Pilar was being sent. While Pilar was off with Tarynâs away team, Sasha and Alicia had deployed a plank to an unknown location, along with all the supplies necessary to keep Pilar comfortably contained for the duration of the battle, and a hefty down-payment to the contact for their services, with the remainder to be paid upon retrieval of Pilar, when it was safe. The teleportal would self-destruct after Pilar had been delivered securely, and there would be no trace of her location left onboard for the future Ariadne to follow.
She could feel the defenses fighting off the flagship, scrapping the smaller assault crafts it was churning out. She looked through the eyes of the security cameras peppered across the stationâs defense web, and marveled at the massive black ship, so dark light seemed to fall into it, visible only because of the intricate purple lights that spread across its oblong surface, outlining its many points, fins, and even what appeared to be an interior ring.
What impressed her even more than the future Ariadneâs flagship were the bright green coils of energy that had appeared to spread out from the place where the ship had arrived, like three-dimensional fractures in space itself.
âLook at what youâve done,â Ellesmere said.
âThis canât be real,â Ariadne said. âCan we still fix it?â
âIf you can stay alive for another week, maybe,â Ellesmere said, beginning to panic. She might not live long enough to fulfill her objective. âBut thatâs a big if. Your future self did a lot of damage coming through. The future is completely unbound now. Timeline flailing in the wind.â
âWhat does that mean?â
âCould be nothing,â Ellesmere admitted, âcould mean thereâs more future versions of you coming. Could mean the end of the universe.â
âGreat,â Ariadne said sarcastically. âWell, one problem at a time. Weâve got an invasion to repel.â
âOn your mark,â Ellesmere said, and ran her thumb along the edge of the service pistol in her coat.
PART TWO â HERE, BUT NOT NOW. THE THIRD FUTURE, TWENTY YEARS AFTER DIVERGENCE
âSweettalk?! Sweettalk?!â The voice called as the universe swirled back into existence around her. âZee?! Are you with us?!â
Sweettalk gasped and sat bolt upright. For the first time in decades, she remembered everything. The last twenty years, both versions of it, fought to reconcile in her memory, but all of it came into crisp focus as she came back to reality.
It was still twenty years in the future, that hadnât changed, but her body had. She could feel the renewed vitality, it was like she was twenty years younger than it was just moments ago, when sheâd been standing in the lab, arguing with the younger Sasha about--
The thought hit her like a freight train as she realized what it meant, if she hadnât aged in twenty years.
âSasha!!â Sweettalk shouted, her eyes flying open to see, delight of delights, her wife, alive and well once again. Or, perhaps, as she always had been. Yes, that was right, she thought. She could still remember every minute of the past, when sheâd lost Sasha, but it was like the ghost of a memory. A sketch which had been inked over with cleaner lines. âIt happened, I remember it all! You need to get Pilar right now!â
She whipped her head around to see Ghostrunner, the lines gone from her face, beaming that killer smile. âDid we do it?!â She asked. âDid we really save them all?!â
âIâm alive, and so is she,â Sasha said urgently, âbut our work isnât done just yet. Pilar and Alicia are downstairs, ready for you.â
âTheyâre already prepared for our arrival?!â Sweettalk asked. âEven we didnât know when weâd be back.â
âWeâve been waiting for you for a long time,â she said darkly.
âWhat do you mean, our work isnât done?â Ghostrunner asked, and then they both remembered the new version of events. The event theyâd been preparing to fix, in this brave new future, for the past twenty years. Ellesmere, standing over Ariadneâs corpse, with a smoking gun in her hand.
âNo,â Sweettalk said. âNo, no, we canât have failed again.â
âShe didnât live long enough to build the machine,â Ghostrunner said, âwe canât go back this time.â
âSnap out of it,â Sasha insisted. âWe have work to do, remember?â
The work. The plan! It came flooding back to them. How could they forget? Theyâd been waiting for it for twenty years!
They hadnât been the only travelers who wouldâve been pulled back from the past when their Ariadne forced her way through. The chip in Ariadneâs brain had been wiped clean when Ellesmere killed her, but it was still functional, and the version of it that had been forced back with them was encased in three layers of the same everjade that allowed them to remember the last iteration of their lives.
If their memories had returned to their bodies in this new future, then the chip would now bear a digital simulacrum of Ariadneâs consciousness, fully equipped with the schematics for the construction of a time machine, and ruthlessly eager to do exactly that.
They rushed down to meet Pilar in the war room, where she sat, grinning ear to ear. She held up the piece of everjade Ariadne had fashioned into a necklace for her all those years ago. She wondered if wearing it, when the timeline shift happened, would even work, and she was overjoyed that it did.
âI remember the old futures, too,â she said, âthe parts of them I was alive for, anyway.â
âReally?â Ghostrunner asked. âWhatâve you got?â
âThe version of me who got shot,â Pilar said, âshe saw the assassin, through the portal.â
Sweettalk gasped. âDo you mean--â
âThatâs right,â Pilar said, âI know exactly who killed me.â
PART THREE â NOW, BUT NOT HERE
Pilarâs head spun as she came back round to consciousness, slowly at first, but then rapidly, as if breaking through the surface after nearly drowning. She was on a soft bed, but her wrists and ankles were restrained. She screamed just about every obscenity she could think of, but it was no good. She couldnât break loose of the restraints.
Around her was a rather shabby, small apartment. The windows were blacked out, the lights kept dim, except for somewhere near half a dozen blaring holographic computer monitors which made the silhouette of her tiny wardenâs frizzy hair look almost like a lionâs mane.
âOh, good, youâre up,â she said.
âWho are you?!â Pilar growled. âWhy am I here?â
âYouâre safe here,â her warden replied. âRight now, this apartment might be the most secure location in the solar system.â
âShe promised me she wouldnât do this,â Pilar growled.
âWell, she did,â her warden replied, evidently not knowing that neither of them was referring to the same âshe.â
âIâm going to get out of here,â she said, âand Iâm going to get back to her. Youâre going to be sorry you agreed to help her with this.â
âDoubt it,â her warden replied. âIâve been told to tell you those restraints were developed by the gals in spec ops, to comfortably contain you specifically. And Iâve received a promise from one Ms. Blue that you wonât intentionally harm me, or she wonât ever speak to you again.â
Pilar was furious. She couldnât bear the thought of going the rest of her life without speaking to her mentor, but if Blue had really made that promise, sheâd be physically unable to break it without the wardenâs permission. Her warden had to remain unharmed.
âHow long?â Pilar asked. âHow long will I be your prisoner?â
âPrisoner,â her warden said sarcastically. âHouseguest, more like.â
âSo, can I leave?â Pilar asked.
âNo,â she said, âno more than I can. This apartment is the safest place in the solar system, as long as you stay inside it. Weâre stuck here for the duration.â
Pilar screamed as angrily as she could muster, until her lungs ran out of air.
âScream all you want. Soundproof walls,â she said, âwith the sounds of talk radio piped through them at regular intervals, so the neighbors donât hear an eerily silent apartment next door.â
Pilar looked at her warden with unbridled contempt, and repeated her first question, which remained infuriatingly unanswered. âWho are you?â
âYou can call me Cabrera. Itâs not my name, but you can call me that anyway.â
Interlude & Chapter 15 - The Ng Gang
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Interlude - The Third Future, Two Months After Divergence
âIâm sorry,â Ellesmere said. âBelieve me, itâs not like Iâm happy about this.â
âMy family will be safe?â Ariadne asked. âIf I let you do this, youâll leave them be?â
âDonât you dare!â Ghostrunner shrieked, banging on the crystalline shields that isolated Ariadne, Ellesmere, and her lieutenants in Tosinâs lab.
âYour family is only in danger because of you,â Daeschler said. She and Shubin exchanged a look. As they had agreed, they would go along with whatever Ellesmere said. Whatever got them back to HQ and the director, safe and sound.
Shubin concurred. âCome off it, you never put that together? All of this happened because of you.â
âBesides, you donât have any other choice,â Daeschler said. âNobodyâs coming to save you.â
âUnless you can think of a way to stop her having come through in the first place,â Ellesmere said, âI have my orders.â
Ariadne tried to reason with her one last time. âPlease, let m--â
She was cut short by the gunshot, which pierced her brain with a stream of white-blue plasma. Her body crumpled to the floor, and Ghostrunner wailed furiously.
âItâs done,â Ellesmere said.
Director Kalraxâs holographic cephalopodian visage appeared before them. âGood work, Agents. Three to extract, approved.â
Sasha rushed into the room to alert her of the news that Pilar had found her way back to the station, and that she was furious at having been sent away. Pilar and her traveling companion pursued them closely. They all stood in shock as they took in what they were seeing.
âYouâŠâ Pilar growled. âYouâd better hope I donât get in there because Iâm gonna rip your fucking guts out and strangle you with them!â
Pilar took the knife out of her hip sheath and began to slash at the barrier.
âYou wonât get away with this! Iâll cut you up into bits and feed you to the damn cat!â Pilar shrieked, making no progress against the force field.
âSheâs already gotten away with it,â Shubin pointed out sadly.
âDonât worry,â Daeschler said, âthe local timeline is so messed up, youâll never see any of us again.â
âBlack mark on the system in our records,â Shubin assured them, appearing strangely sad about how this had turned out. âWeâll board the place up like an old mine shaft. The rest of your lives are yours.â
âI really liked her, you know,â Ellesmere said. âI actually am sorry about this.â
Ellesmere pressed nine buttons on her communicator, and said three words into it: âReady for extraction.â
The space around her and her lieutenants folded, and with that, they were gone forever.
The next few days were fragmented for Pilar. She barely remembered them, flitting in and out of them like some sort of horrible dream. She was aware that the future Ariadneâs forces were unable to fight two enemies at once, and that Kalraxâs forces had arrived, blown her out of the sky, and vaporized her body a few short hours later. She was aware that, true to their promise, they left the crew alone after theyâd gotten what they came for, and simply vanished out of the sky. She wished she was unaware that Ellesmereâs shot had wiped the contents of the chip in Ariadneâs brain, preventing any possible restoration.
The chip, however, was physically intact, and had been removed as Sasha prepared the body for burial. This gave Pilar an idea.
She approached Alicia, with a solid piece of epoxy the size of an ice cube, with a void inside it where the future Ariadneâs bug had once been, in one hand, and the wiped chip from her Ariadneâs brain in the other.
âWhat if we could fix it?â Pilar asked. âWhat if we could set it right?â
Alicia looked at her blankly, and said nothing. What could she possibly say to that?
âItâll take time,â Pilar said, âitâll take a lot of time. But I have it all worked out. If you can build me what I need, we can do it. We just need time.â
Alicia sighed. âIâve got all the time in the world,â she said. âShow me what youâve got.â
Pilar opened her mouth to speak, and then noticed the man Alicia was sitting with. A scruffy, bearded white man with long, gray-streaked hair and blue eyes ringed with dark circles.
But she needed to stay focused on making things happen the way they were supposed to, and couldnât be derailed. I pressed my finger to my lips, and she said nothing.
Chapter 15 â The Ng Gang
Pilar woke up from a gasp from her disturbing dream, the details of which were already quickly flowing out of her short-term memory, rousing an annoyed Blue who was poured into the bed next to her.
âIt had better have been a sexy nightmare for you to wake me up like this,â Blue said.
âNo, it was⊠really weird,â Pilar said. âI think somebody shot Ariadne, and I wasnât there to protect her.â
Blue rolled her eyes. âWhat do you think that means?â
âI know, I know,â Pilar said. âAriadne always says dreams are just whatâs on your mind, tossed like a salad with all your memories. Iâm anxious about being sent away while sheâs in danger, so I had a stress dream about it. Thatâs probably why the, uh, epoxy cube turned up.â
âCan it with that therapy-speak folderol, your wife donât believe in jack shit, and it makes her dumber than she is,â Blue said. âYeah, sometimes dreams are just random crap, but sometimes they mean something. Messages from the spirit world. Last night we cast a binding spell on the ripped-apart ghost of your wifeâs future failure. You think a dream like that donât mean nothing?â
âSo you thinks sheâs really going to get shot?â Pilar asked.
âItâs not always literal,â Blue said. âItâs a message. If you donât understand it, it probably means you donât need to yet.â
âAnd if I never figure it out?â Pilar asked.
âThen youâre one lucky fuckinâ duck,â Blue said. âWho shot her?â
Pilar tried to answer. âFuck,â she said. âFuck, the dream got away from me, I canât remember.â
âThen it must not have been real,â Blue said. âIf someone really shot Ariadne, I know youâd remember their mug for the rest of your life.â
Blue sat up, stretched, and fished through her rucksack for something to wear to the rendezvous with their contact later in the day.
âHey, wanna wake up the loverbirds?â Blue said, pulling on a neon pink and blue top over her bare torso, whose sole strap wrapped over her right shoulder and around her neck, but left her left breast entirely exposed so that passersby could see the glittering golden stud through her nipple. âFeels like my tits have caused enough problems for them as it is.â
âYou know, you donât have to wear a shirt like that on business,â Pilar pointed out.
âI gotta dress like somebody Tess would do business with,â Blue said, âand so do Taryn and Tosin.â
âIâm not making Taryn walk around with her tits out,â Pilar said, âno chance sheâs comfortable with that.â
âShe donât have to,â Blue said, âTaryn can wear one of my tops, not all of them show everything. Tosin, I stole some clothes for from the store.â
âWe didnât even hit the menswear section,â Pilar said.
âYou didnât hit the menswear section,â Blue pointed out.
Pilar shrugged, and knocked on the adjoining door between their rooms.
Taryn awoke to find Tosin already out of bed, and she could hear the shower running. She turned over to the bedâs nightstand and saw a pad of hotel stationery propped up against the lamp. While she slept, Tosin had sketched the Pincerna skyline for her.
To call Tessâ workshop a âworkshopâ almost undersold the enormity of the building itself. It was, in scale, much closer to a large warehouse, or small sports arena. Its architecture was brutalist and utilitarian, and its overwhelmingly intimidating effect was compounded by the fact that every single window was tinted to near-complete opacity.
âThis outfit is the worst thing youâve ever done,â Taryn said, feeling completely exposed and vulnerable in a flimsy powder-pink track suit and sideways baseball cap that offered none of the protections that her usual spacetight body armor would. âYou had sex with my dad and put your tongue down my boyfriend, and I hate this outfit so much more.â
âHush,â Blue said, âand he wasnât your boyfriend when I-- hey, loverboy, you her boyfriend now?â
âYes,â Tosin said, even more uncomfortable in his outfit than Taryn was in hers. âWas it necessary to get me a crop-top?â
âI thought you were Mr. Literal,â Blue said, âlook, man, Pilar asked you if you wanted anything at the store. Mentioned clothes specifically.â
âLetâs just get this over with,â he said.
âListen, kids, I didnât mention this before but, uh,â Blue hesitated. âTess is⊠a bit eccentric.â
âLook whoâs talking,â Taryn said, and then gestured at Tosin. âLook who sheâs saying it to. Weâll be fine.â
âNo, I mean, likeâŠâ Blue said. âGod, how to explain. You know how Alicia dresses like somebodyâs fuckinâ history professor, but you scratch the surface and it turns out sheâs actually a freak like me? Look, youâre gonna see her, and youâre gonna form certain impressions of her straightaway, and I just need you to know, sheâs not what she looks like, at all.â
âFine, fine, weâll be ready for anything,â Taryn said. âLetâs go, weâve got some spaceships to buy.â
They entered the black marble office for their appointment and were ushered past a far-too-fancy security desk and to an elevator that looked like it cost more than the average Titanian house, and moved so smoothly that the riders did not realize it had moved at all. The doors slid open and deposited them directly into Tessâ office, where Taryn and Tosin realized what Blue was referring to, and itâs not what either of them expected.
From her description, Taryn and Tosin had anticipated someone like Alicia, who appeared incredibly subdued and put together, with a thrill-seeking maniac lurking underneath that projected image.
Tess, in actuality, projected a very clear visual image in the way she styled herself: she looked like an unhinged dictator with far too much money.
She wore a bottle-green, crushed velvet tailored suit, with bright silver accents along the piping and seams. Her shirt was bright blue, and she wore a white tie with a clip made from a handgun bullet. Her short, feathered black hair just barely stuck out from under the crooked peaked cap with the Ng Gangâs crest emblazoned in platinum in the center. Her visible left eye was a pure green cybernetic which glowed bright enough to be seen through the lid, and her right eye was covered by a metallic black patch. Her black boots had the steel toes on the outside, and probably added about an inch onto her overall height.
Tess was, when they walked in, dealing with several of her assistants, a blend of professional-looking women in blazers and pencil skirts, and people dressed as eccentrically as her, and her mild tone and laid-back attitude was at complete contrast with the image she presented of herself.
âLook, I donât mind sharing,â she said calmly, âbut weâre just going to have to tell him that if heâs going to take my spam out of the fridge, he has to at least tell me about it so I can get more.â
âHeâs stealing from the company,â one of her assistants pointed out, âyouâd be within your rights to poison the spam, and if he takes it, he bears legal responsibility for anything that happens to him as the thief.â
Tess brushed this off. âHeâs taking spam, not gold bars or graphics cards. Iâm not gonna kill him for being hungry,â she said. âPlus, then I canât use the spam if he doesnât take it. Itâs a lose-lose.â
Tess noticed them walking up, and wordlessly dismissed her entourage.
âPrincess!â She exclaimed. âIt has been too long! You need to make your way out to Titania more often!â
âBeen busy with work,â Blue said. âThese are my associates, Taryn and Tosin.â
Taryn and Tosinâs blood ran cold. Blue wasnât supposed to use their real names. Theyâd rehearsed their cover story, gone over every element of their fake backstory and identities with a fine-toothed comb.
âThey donât normally dress like this,â Blue admitted. Another thing she wasnât supposed to admit.
Tess grinned. âOh, donât mind that,â she said, gesturing to a small circular device on the ceiling. âEasier to do business if we keep everybody honest.â
The truth hit the three of them like a ton of bricks. Theyâd heard of these, but none of them had ever actually encountered one outside of a police station: a candor engine.
A candor engine was a deceptively simple device. Inside was a small psychic transmitter that affected the mental process which issued commands from the brain to the vocal chords. If someone attempted to speak falsely, the speech command would be unable to leave their brain, and they would simply say nothing. To the unprepared, it could even cause them to speak honestly, even if they meant to lie.
This was a problem for the away team. Their entire plan hinged on the lie that they were not affiliated with the crew the Ng Gang refused to do business with.
Taryn had to act fast to come up with a way to convince Tess to make her a fleet of ships without telling a single lie. Sheâd noted that the candor engine forced her to speak the truth, and only the truth, but did not require her to tell the entire truth.
âTaryn Bishop,â she said. âCallsign Uprising. I am the founder and leader of Faction Rubicon. We are planning to mount a naval defense against a powerful enemy, and weâre here to make you a generous offer in exchange for several hundred of your cheapest, most effective remote-controlled spacecraft, with as few smart features as possible.â
âTess Ng,â Tess replied, âis the name I use professionally. I keep my real name private because you donât need to know it and because I can. Whoâs the palm tree standing next to you?â
Taryn intended to introduce Tosin as the chief fabricator and a valued member of Faction Rubicon, but unfortunately, the candor engine caught her off-guard, and even though this was technically true, she instead said how she actually thought of him: âHeâs my boyfriend.â
âLucky girl,â Tess said. âSo is he here for moral support, orâŠ?â
âHeâs our chief fabricator, heâs here to oversee the manufacturing process so we know weâre getting what we asked for.â
âAnd what is it youâre asking for?â Tess asked. âPowerful, disposable ships, with dumb computers? Most people expect a balance of affordability and durability, and most people want smart systems. Really reduces the likelihood of, you know, spaceship explosion.â
âWeâre in the market for quantity over quality,â Taryn said, âand our enemy can take advantage of any smart features the ships may have. We need something that can only be controlled by the operators.â
âSounds like youâre in for one hell of a dogfight,â Tess said. âYou have specs for the request?â
Taryn produced an envelope and handed it to her. Tess took a small letter opener shaped like an old Spanish sword, cut the envelope, and read from it.
âLooks like youâre in the market for the PX-80 Defender. Whoever made these modifications to the specs is one hell of an engineer,â Tess said. âQuick to produce, quicker to destroy. Cheap, because I can usually only sell them to chumps. But thereâs no way Iâll be able to churn them out in this quantity, in five weeks. The energy costs alone--â
âI can help you there,â Tosin piped up. âAm I correct in assuming you employ Dr. Abimbola Adamolekunâs fabrication method?â
âOf course,â Tess said casually. âItâs the standard for a reason, sheâs a genius, and a total smokeshow to boot. You should know, if thatâs a Cytherian accent I hear. You must use it too, everyone does.â
âI donât,â he said. âI left Venus to study how to improve on Dr. Adamolekunâs methods.â
âReally,â Tess said flatly. âYouâre what, 20 years old? You think youâre gonna improve on the methods of a certifiable genius?â
âI do,â Tosin said. âThereâs nobody in the system who knows her work better than me, and I know the problems inherent to it, and I know how to solve them. Sheâs brilliant, of course, but thereâs a cultural bias in how she does things. Her manufacturing methods assume an energy surplus like we have on Venus. They work great if youâre producing ships on Venus or Earth, but out here, where we have to budget our energy, itâs just wasteful. My methods seek to optimize energy efficiency. If you let me show you how to do things my way, I can quadruple your output with no increase in energy expenditure.â
âBold talk,â Tess replied, âand thanks to the candor engine, I know you actually believe it. If itâs true, weâre definitely in business, especially since a method like that will make a huge dent in my expenses. But⊠what makes you think youâre good enough to reinvent the wheel after Dr. Adamolekun did such a good job inventing it?â
âMy research is sanctioned by Dr. Adamolekun,â Tosin admitted. âI was her personal protege from birth until the age of 14. I thought I could improve on her methods by attempting to achieve the same results under strict parameters, finding creative solutions to make up for the lack of unlimited solar energy.â
Taryn and Blue both glanced over at Tosin. They were aware heâd come from a powerful family on Venus, but they had no idea exactly how influential they were. His mother was a legend, but Blue had never known Tosinâs last name, and Taryn had simply never made the connection.
Taryn was, of course, thrilled that he was able to use his expertise and his influence to land them this deal. She knew she didnât have to worry about the candor engine with him. He didnât believe in lying, after all, and besides, he didnât really know how to do it.
Taryn breathed a sigh of relief, satisfied in the success of their mission.
âWhich is why she approved of my apprenticeship with Captain Ariadne.â
The room was so quiet you could actually hear the joints in Blue and Tarynâs neck popping as they quickly turned to glare at Tosin.
âAriadne? That rat?â Tess said harshly. âDealâs off, I donât want shit to do with you, your good-for-nothing crew, or your shark-fucking rat of a Captain. Blue, lose my number, then take your teens out of my place of business.â
âOkay, first of all, Jesus fuckinâ Christ,â Blue replied.
âWait,â Taryn said. âYou donât have all the information!â
âOnly information I need,â Tess said firmly, âis that if the Ng Gang elders find out I did a favor for Ariadne or any of her associates, theyâll have my head for breakfast.â
âAriadne is our enemy. Sheâs who weâre preparing to defend against.â Taryn insisted. She could get away with saying this, because it wasnât a lie. âFaction Rubicon is a radical group of mutineers dedicated to standing against her authority, subverting her from within her own ranks, and in less than two months, we will be going to war with her.â
Tess looked at Taryn and found herself making the exact calculation sheâd installed the candor engine to avoid having to make: was she hiding something between the lines? Was she actually saying what she meant? Of course, everything she was saying was true, it quite literally had to be, but her words were chosen politically. Tess didnât much care for having to suss out whether people were shooting straight, and it grated on her to be thinking about this at all.
In her cybernetic eye, she could see the readings from the candor engine. Blue had largely been refusing to speak, so she wasnât getting anything useful from her. It was registering normal levels of activity from the girl, the levels youâd expect from someone whoâs accepted their inability to tell lies and is not attempting to do so, but still has to adjust her behavior from how sheâd normally speak.
Her boyfriend, though, fascinatingly, wasnât registering on the candor engine at all. He wasnât straining against it, he wasnât adjusting his behavior. He was saying and doing everything he would say and do even if the engine was switched off. Even mentioning Ariadne wasnât coerced, he must have simply forgotten he was supposed to omit that detail of his life.
âYou,â Tess said, pointing directly at him. âIs what sheâs saying true?â
âYes,â he said without hesitation.
âIs Ariadne a threat to you?â She asked. âWill these ships really help you defeat her?â
âYes, and yesâ he repeated.
âAnd is that the whole truth?â Tess asked.
Again, without hesitation, Tosin replied âNo.â Blue and Taryn snapped to look at him again. âI could spend all day here explaining the situation and still would not have told you the whole truth. Nothing we ever say is the whole truth. Everything in the universe is much larger than any number of words can possibly convey.â
Taryn wondered briefly if this is why Tosin always attempted to over-explain things. A bid to be understood, in the face of a firm belief that it was impossible to ever tell the whole truth.
Tess could see in the readings that this was exactly the answer he wouldâve given with no candor engine. She was satisfied that he could be trusted when he verified their statements.
âDealâs back on,â she said, âas long as he does the talking from here on out.â
Taryn turned to him for permission. He nodded. âDeal,â she said. âWhen can we start production?â
Tess smiled. âLetâs take a trip downstairs,â she said. âLet your man show his methods to my boys, and see if we canât get the first batch underway tonight.â
The next five weeks were an arduous affair for the crew, but especially for the captain. Ariadne was putting in her hours in the holo-simulator until the entire crew was prepared to take her on in an all-out naval dogfight. After this, she would have a debrief with the elder Corantine and Mingxia to learn as much as she could about the future from which theyâd come, and the version of her theyâd be facing.
The elder Corantine and the younger Ghostrunner spent much of their time together, in silence, but also spent as much of their time socially as they could with Ariadne. Corantine valued having an opportunity to reconnect with her mother, and Ghostrunnerâs newfound knowledge of the future made her appreciate the time they had together all the more.
After spending some quality time with both iterations of her daughter, she would visit the lab and consult with Ellesmere on the status of the everjade formation and threshold anomaly within. The readings were steadily growing in intensity, signaling that their time was running out until their enemy arrived, but the truth was they would have no way of knowing how close to the two-month mark it would happen.
She and Ellesmere would then retire to the mess hall and have a meal with the assembled crew. She would guide Ellesmere on how to navigate a conversation without getting hit, and Ellesmere, now willing to share small nuggets of her life and experience as an alien time agent, was actually managing to hit it off with some members of the crew. She had gone, in the space of a month, from âuniversally hatedâ to âhalfheartedly tolerated,â and then finally to âalmost like a friend, but one who annoys you.â
Her next stop would be to Aliciaâs armory, where she would consult with Alicia and Sasha on the progress of their ongoing project, and the three of them would have a drink together, or else just unwind from the day. Alicia had set up stations in the fighter bay which would allow one pilot and one gunner to control up to a hundred ships at once. She would train the pilots, and Sweettalk would train the gunners, and when Faction Rubicon arrived with their fleet of 10,000 ships, their small army of 200 operators would be equipped to direct the entire contingent.
She would then step into the locker, to have a long conversation with Pilar, who would update her on the progress of the manufacturing mission, and the joys and hardships of supervising the honeymoon period of Taryn and Tosinâs relationship.
This was the most cherished part of her day, even though she couldnât be there physically with Pilar, she was glad to have the ability to hold her, and kiss her, and speak to her as if they were in the same room. Sometimes Blue would be there, and pass along her love, and a few raunchy comments, but usually she would be off with that eveningâs tryst.
Before they knew it, Faction Rubicon had secured a myriad of small spaceships. They were single-pilot crafts, no larger than a motorcycle, and because they had been modified to be controlled remotely, the entire space intended for a pilot was outfitted with a large power cell that could power their shields and weaponry.
Tess was thrilled at how much Tosinâs fabrication methods had cut their energy expenditure. The corners he allowed her to cut meant they were able to come in significantly under budget, and using the schematics he provided for wind-farms in Ouranosâ atmosphere, she could charge the Ng Gang the same amount for their vehicles and weaponry and turn four times as much profit. At those rates, she mightâve almost forgiven the fact that they were there on Ariadneâs orders. Only almost, though, so the away team was careful to keep that information under their hat for the duration.
The shipsâ manufacturing was overseen on the ground, but the actual process of creating them happened on an orbital platform, so that storage wouldnât be a concern. A fleet of 10,000 PX-80 Defenders departing from Titania was hardly noteworthy, it was the spacecraft manufacturing capital of the seedy underworld, so to any outside observers, the only thing it would signal was that the Ng Gang was beefing up their security. They were fine with this, especially since it kept their competition scared, and they got a cut of Tessâ profits. If it also hurt Ariadneâs Angels, they would consider that a win-win.
Nonetheless, the away teamâs return would happen on the Apanqura. Their myriad swarm was set to follow it wherever it went in the system, and it took them only a few days to tow them all the way back home, to their hidden fortress tucked away between Mars and Jupiter.
Pilar was just glad to be back home, able to sleep in her own bed, with her wife, and not in a crappy motel.
âI appreciated the time with Blue, though,â Pilar said, Ariadne massaging the tension of the past month out of her shoulders. âThe last time I got to stay with her for so long was-- remember the Ben Adair concert?â
âEverything seems to come back to it, these days,â Ariadne said. âYou know, outside this station, Iâm not sure how many people even remember him, and we mustâve brought up his music, what, a dozen times in the past month? I was just telling Ghostrunner about when we met him. Great story, sad ending.â
âHappier ending, now,â Pilar said. âI forgot to tell you, this morning before we headed back. Blue took Taryn out for breakfast and then they went out to a movie. She said sheâd made a promise to her dad, and you know how she is about promises.â
Ariadne smiled. She was glad Pilar kept this news to herself, to tell her in person. Alicia would certainly be thrilled they were getting along better, as well. âThey got through a meal and a movie without biting each otherâs heads off?â
âA miracle, I know,â Pilar said. âEven seemed to have a good time!â
âSo you spent the whole morning, just you and Tosin?â Ariadne asked. âHow was that?â
âIâve never heard that boy talk so much,â Pilar laughed. âWell, okay, I did most of the work in the conversation.â
Ariadne shrugged her own shoulders. âYou do have a way of helping people with⊠unique brain wiring come out of their shells.â
âHe reminds me a lot of you,â she said. âLike, what youâd be, if your parents were better people. Better parents.â
âDo you think I wouldâve found you?â Ariadne asked. âIf I had supportive, decent parents like Tosinâs, I never wouldâve run away from home. Do you think weâd even know each other?â
âTosin ran away too,â Pilar pointed out. âBesides, if you had better parents, my parents would still be alive. Iâd probably be running the shop with my dad, my mom on the grill, Sasha working at some ritzy hospital revolutionizing the field of medicine. Maybe one day, you come to visit Mars, you stop into the shop for a sandwich, our eyes meet over the register⊠Yeah, thatâs what I think wouldâve happened. I think we find each other no matter what. Your parents being decent people is about the least likely thing I can imagine, and even in that world, I think weâre together.â
âReminds me, I had a dream about your parents a while back,â Ariadne told her.
âOh yeah?â Pilar said. âI love when they show up in dreams. How are they doing?â
âYour mom cooked me a pan con chicharrĂłn, as it happens,â Ariadne said. âI think I saw you peeking around a door, you were just a little girl.â
âSounds like me,â she laughed. âI was a shy kid, and always had a weakness for pretty girls. I take after my dad.â
âSent a recipe to Cookie,â Ariadne said, âasked her to make them for your big homecoming. She should be up with them soon.â
âPan con chicharrĂłn, man,â Pilar said. âI havenât had one of those in years. Did I ever tell you, my mom used to have these little laminated recipe cards to give out at the shop. She was on a one-woman campaign to--â
â--Make sure every household on Mars knows how to cook like they did back in la patria,â Ariadne finished.
âSo I did tell you,â Pilar chuckled.
âNo, you didnât,â Ariadne said. âYour dad told me that, in the dream. PilarâŠâ
âYes, querida?â
Ariadne spoke nervously. âEvery couple of nights, now, Iâve been having these really vivid dreams. Everyone on the stationâs been getting them, ever since the everjade formation showed up. Sasha dreaming about getting hotpot in Xiagu, seeing Sweettalkâs parents and grandparents there, celebrating her momâs pregnancy. I dreamed about Haiti, holding Ghostrunner as a baby. Sweettalk dreamed about your parentsâ shop, too, and Ghostrunnerâs had dreams about both of our families⊠Have you been having strange dreams lately?â
âIâve had a few, yeah,â Pilar said. âA few of them were pleasant, like⊠you and me, sitting in the back at Blueâs wedding. Some of them were a bit⊠stranger.â
âStranger how?â Ariadne asked anxiously.
Pilar winced. She didnât want to mention the one where Ariadne was killed, so she figured sheâd tell her about one of the other weird ones sheâd had. âI was sitting in an old Homeworld Marine Corps recruitment center, and Baltimore and Beam were there. Theyâd never met before, just signed up and gotten their assignment at Highwater. Theyâd gotten their hair buzzed for basic training, I guess old Flaxy wasnât strict about that regulation once they were on the base. Baltimore was nervous, so of course she was loudly complaining. Beam shrugged and made some irreverent remark, and Baltimore laughed. Then, there was this big disturbance, one of the other recruits had failed the psych eval and attacked an officer. They had to escort her out of the place kicking and screaming. I swear to god, she looked just like the Nameless.â
âSounds like her,â Ariadne said. âDid you tell Beam? Sheâd probably get a kick.â
âTexted her as soon as I woke up,â Pilar said. âShe said thatâs pretty much how their first meeting went, but we knew that already. I probably just remembered the story from when they lived here.â
âAnd the soldier who went section 8?â Ariadne asked.
Pilar laughed. âShe says that happened too, although she doesnât remember the soldierâs name or face. Just that she wasnât very sociable,â Pilar thought hard about this. âThe Nameless has been on my mind a lot, lately. She was probably the greatest danger weâve ever faced, and everyone keeps telling us how weâre right back in the line of fire. Thatâs probably why she showed up in my dream.â
âWay I see it, you pulled the short straw,â Ariadne said. âI get to dream about your parents, you had a dream about the worst person we ever met.â
âBlue was telling me, while we were away, that dreams are messages from the spirit world-- donât you dare make that face,â Pilar said.
Ariadne was seated behind Pilar, who could not see her face, but she knew her well enough to know it would need to be cut short.
âCall it what you want,â Pilar said. âSpirit world, temporal anomaly, or some other⊠unexplained phenomenon⊠weâve all been having these weird dreams. I think they must mean something.â
âWhat do you think it is?â Ariadne asked, uncharacteristically letting the spirit world element slide.
Pilar thought about the dream sheâd had, where Ariadne had been shot dead, and how she didnât arrive until after it was too late.
âItâs all stuff we missed, that we wish weâd been there for,â Pilar reasoned. âYou and my parents, me and Blueâs wedding. Sasha and Sweets meeting all the people their loved ones have lost. Weâve always wished we knew what the Nameless got up to before she conned her way onto our crew.â
âWhatâs that tell you?â
Pilar pulled away from her massage and made eye contact with her wife. âI need you to promise me,â she said, and then repeated it firmly for emphasis, âpromise me, that you will not find some way to send me away. Donât put yourself in danger to protect me.â
Ariadne looked in her face and lied, and Pilar knew she was lying. âOf course not.â
âIâm serious,â Pilar said. âI can tell when youâre lying to me, and I know you already have a plan to keep me away from the action. Iâm telling you, Iâll find my way back, I swear to god, even if it kills me. Thereâs no one in this universe who can keep me away.â
âYou canât blame me for wanting to keep you,â Ariadne said. âYou might die, querida.â
âSo could you!â Pilar snapped. âYou think youâd be broken by losing me? You think youâre the only one?â
âI canât just sit by and watch you die!â Ariadne insisted defensively.
âEllesmere said I wasnât going to!â Pilar shot back. âShe told you I was safe, and youâre still planning to send me away?â
âShe told me things wouldnât unfold the same way,â Ariadne pointed out. âThatâs very different from you being safe.â
âWhat, so youâre just gonna send me away anytime we do anything dangerous?â Pilar asked. âMaybe you should just keep me sequestered for years and years, never let me do anything, like I did to Sasha, huh? Ari, weâre pirates, thereâs always going to be danger. When we got married, we agreed weâd face it together.â
âThis is different, querida,â Ariadne said. âIâve spent the last month faced with the reality of what I become without you. The certainty of it. Sheâs real, sheâs out there, sheâs coming for us, and Iâve seen what she does to our sister, and our daughter.You think I want to be that? If we just get through this--â
â--No, of course, you donât want to be that person,â Pilar cut her off. âYou just want me to have to find out what kind of person Iâll become without you, is that it?â
Ariadne was speechless, and said all she could think to say. âIâm sorry. I love you.â
âI love you too,â Pilar replied, âeven if youâre pissing me off right now. Donât send me away. Donât⊠âprotectâ me, by taking away my ability to protect you. Iâm serious about this.â
âI canât promise that,â Ariadne said. âIf I see an opportunity to get you clear of the danger, Iâll take it.â
Pilar sighed. âYeah, I know,â she said.
âWould you do any different?â Ariadne said. âIf Iâm the one in danger, can you honestly tell me you wouldnât stand between it and me, knowing you might die?â
Pilar thought about the omega contingency. How sheâd lied to Ariadne about being willing to kill her, when in reality she wouldâve risked her own life to mount a rescue, without hesitation.
âThatâs why I forgive you,â Pilar said. âFor breaking your promise.â
âI love you,â Ariadne said again. âMore than anything.â
âThe feelingâs mutual,â Pilar said. âNow⊠donât break the promise.â
Ariadne smiled. Pilar knew better than to think her forgiveness would go to waste. She pulled Ariadne in for a kiss, and hoped, for a minute, that sheâd have the opportunity to set this right before either of them had to protect the other.
At this point, Cookie wheeled in a cart with three plated dinners, her cane hooked on the push-bar for when she left. Pilar, despite enjoying Blueâs cooking on the mission, had missed Cookieâs food dearly over the past few weeks, and greeted her with a bear hug and a kiss on the forehead.
Something about the arrival of Cookie settled the argument completely. Her devotion had never been in doubt. She wouldnât, for a moment, hesitate to sacrifice herself for either of them, and neither of them would ever forgive her if she did. Just by merit of being there, Cookie forced them to understand the otherâs point of view, on some level.
âSay, Cookie,â Pilar asked. âIf Ari had better parents, if sheâd never run away from home, what do you think life wouldâve been like?â
âMy parents would probably still be alive,â Cookie shrugged without missing a beat. âIâd be working in their restaurant, and I assume you two would be our best customers.â
âReally?â Ariadne asked. âYou just assume weâd be together, too? In every version of events, no matter what else happened?â
âThank you kindly, Iâm not much interested in considering what shouldnât-have-been,â Cookie said. âWhat place would I have in a world where you two arenât together?â
âHear hear,â Ariadne said. âWhat good is a world that doesnât have a place for Cookie?â
Cookie, blushing furiously, removed the cover from three pan con chicharrĂłn sandwiches, and Pilarâs face lit up at the smell. She and Ariadne bit into the sandwiches. Ariadne looked astonished, and Pilar began to tear up.
âThis is⊠exactly what it tasted like,â Ariadne said. âIn the dream.â
âI told you,â Cookie said, âthe recipe was real, Iâve got no idea how you dreamed it up.â
âThis is my motherâs recipe,â Pilar said. âThis is exactly how she used to make them. How did you--â
ââI genuinely have no idea,â Ariadne said. âAnd doesnât that just thrill you?â
Pilar took her hand and squeezed it affectionately. âDo your worst, querida,â she said softly. âI donât know many people who can best me in a fight, and I wonât leave without one.â
Ariadne lost her resolve, and conceded the issue. âIâm not going to send you away again,â she said. âI promise. I canât have us both go down because weâre racing to jump on a grenade for the other. We need to be in this together.â
Ariadne was telling the truth, and Pilar believed her. Pilar was incredibly relieved-- no matter what came for them, Ariadne gave up on her plans to face it alone, and resolved to stand up to it together.
If only it was up to her.
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Chapter 14 - Slumber Party
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Later that night, Ghostrunner found herself unable to sleep. It had been a strange week, to say the least, and there was quite a bit on her mind. She found herself making her way to the war room, hoping someone would be in there for some light gaming.
Unfortunately, the only person in there was Ellesmere, but tonight, she would take what she could get.
âYou people have the strangest taste in recreation,â she said. âSupposedly my characterâs girlfriend has been kidnapped, but in order to save her, I have to spend hours trawling through caves to find enough precious gemstones to buy the equipment to rescue her?â
âWell, yeah, if we just went right for her, the game would be about five minutes long,â she said, âand itâd end with your guy getting pancaked by the villain because she doesnât have the right armor.â
âWhat kind of way do you call that, to tell a story?â Ellesmere asked. âI spend half an hour walking to a room full of bad guys, fight all of them in under a minute, and then go back to the ship to have a conversation with every character, and it takes longer than all the action bits put together.â
âRealistic,â Ghostrunner said. âReal life is mostly waiting rooms, and traffic jams, and talking about stuff after youâve done it.â
âNot my real life,â Ellesmere told her. âI show up on a planet, do my little job, report back to HQ, go to sleep, next day, next mission. I donât know how you stand all this downtime.â
âDowntime is a good thing to have,â Ghostrunner told her. âYou ever been to a concert?â
âWhat kind of question is that?â Ellesmere asked. âHave I ever been to a concert?â
âThe âyes or noâ kind?â Ghostrunner replied.
âYes, Iâve been to a concert,â she said, âof course, on my world they were underwater and had a gladiatorial component, but I assume the principles are the same on most worlds.â
âSome of them,â Ghostrunner said, not really wanting to engage with the ones that werenât. âSee, Iâm a big music lover. I leap at the opportunity to see live music, whenever I have it. And of course, the performances are magical, and the experience is amazing. But when I think back to the actual memories from those nights? What I think of isnât watching the band onstage. Itâs standing in line outside the venue wondering what songs the band is gonna play, talking too loud afterwards because our ears are still ringing. Itâs the ride home, listening to the album we bought at the merch table. The actual concert takes, what, an hour? Two? But the event is a whole day of waiting, and traveling, and sitting, and getting there. Thatâs where everything really happens.â
âDoesnât make for much of a game, though,â Ellesmere said, barely dodging a monsterâs sword.
âThen why are you still playing?â
âBecause I canât sleep, and itâs the first night I donât have to be in that cell,â she said. âAnd because I want to see what happens. Why are you here? Donât you have a corner to lurk in until someone reveals their darkest secrets?â
âI already know everyone elseâs darkest secrets,â Ghostrunner laughed. âBesides, most of the ship is asleep by now. Not gonna bother the people on guard shift. Vigil is catching up with my future self in the bar, Sasha and Sweettalk are occupied with the other Sweettalk, and Spacebreather is off on her away mission. Youâre who Iâve got to talk to.â
âGlad I rank so high on the list,â Ellesmere said. âIâm starting to see what you mean about how all of life is just downtime. Iâd forgotten what it was like to slog through time at regular speed, in the correct order.â
Ariadne slunk into the room and sat down on the couch to Ellesmereâs right.
Ellesmere didnât break eye contact with her video game. âThought you were getting a nightcap with your stepmother or whatever, you know, the silver fox whoâs almost as good at building spaceships as you.â
âSilver fox pulled a double shift on the simulator after loading up the Apanqura for their mission. She had one drink, we had some laughs, and then I sent her to bed to get some well-earned rest,â Ariadne said, âand I wanted to give Vigil and Corantine some space to catch up.â
Ghostrunner smiled at this. She was glad her elder self was able to get a few more precious moments with Vigil.
âI know what Iâm doing up,â Ghostrunner said, âwhat are you doing awake? Didnât you also pull a double shift on the simulator today? Do you need somebody to send you to bed too?â
âI donât sleep so well when Spacebreatherâs away,â Ariadne said. âWhat are we playing?â
âThe downtime simulator,â Ellesmere said sarcastically, twiddling her thumbs on the controller. âI really have to do all this just to get to the juicy conversations, and if you complain about it, she tells you about some of the concerts sheâs been to.â
âSo you want the juicy downtime conversations in the game, but not in real life?â Ghostrunner asked.
âI ever tell you guys about my first concert?â Ariadne asked.
âOh my god, you really are her mother,â Ellesmere scoffed. âCan I play my game in peace?â
âReally?â Ariadne asked. âFor the first time, you donât want to hear a personal story?â
âI thought you hated this game.â Ghostrunner pointed out.
âI just canât stop playing it!â Ellesmere said.
Ariadne powered through with her story. âMy favorite rapper. Ben Adair.â
âDone a-that?â Ellesmere asked.
âYes, congratulations, you got the joke,â Ariadne said. âI was fourteen years old. Blue took us. Sheâs the one who introduced us to his music, of course. Nobody did political rap like him. Heâd spit out a few dozen words in ten seconds and every one of them would land like a knife. Got us backstage passes, we got to meet him before the show.â
Ariadne fished out her communicator, flipped through the âfavoritesâ folder on her photos, and pulled up a hologram of herself and Pilar, barely more than kids, flanking a handsome young rapper, while the angriest woman ever photographed stared daggers at Blue in the background.
Ghostrunner squinted at the hologram. âHe looks a lot like--â
âItâs a long story,â Ariadne said. âA long, sad story.â
âSo, does Bantu Knot Ninjaâs theory hold water?â Ellesmere asked. âDo you remember the downtime from that night more than the concert itself?â
âI remember the concert plenty well,â Ariadne said, âI idolized my mentor, and she went onstage half-naked and performed the most salacious dance Iâve ever seen with my favorite rapper while his wife fumed three seats over.â
âIâve met your mentor,â Ellesmere said, âthat mustâve been quite the sight.â
âBut the thing I really remember is that apparently Blue had to help Adair with a personal issue that night,â Ariadne said. âMe and Spacebreather had to catch the subway back to her apartment. We stopped at this hole-in-the-wall fast food joint because we were starving and it was the only thing open in Blueâs neighborhood. Ordered some beef patties because we only had fifteen bucks left. They probably werenât the best quality in the world, but boy, I was so hungry it was the most delicious thing Iâve ever eaten.â
âHang on,â Ghostrunner said. âAfter my first concert, you took me and the girls to Queen Chicken and got us beef patties.â
âRituals, traditions,â Ariadne said. âMaybe someday youâll have your own protege, and youâll take her to her first concert, and get her beef patties on the ride home.â
âThis is the same speech you give everyone about the tequila pafs,â Ghostrunner said. âI think Iâm starting to understand it.â
âYou lot really care about the little moments, donât you?â Ellesmere asked. âYou know, earlier today, I contained a vortex in time and space that could erase a person from history, and you spent almost twelve hours repeatedly murdering your subordinates on the simulator. But I bet the both of you are much more focused on this little moment, of us sitting on the couch and playing video games and clucking like hens.â
âWell, yeah,â Ghostrunner said.
âOf course we are,â Ariadne told her. âThe whole time you were containing the threshold, that was just you, in the lab, setting up equipment and grumbling to yourself. Me in the simulator, that was just running drills.â
âThis, right here?â Ghostrunner asked. âThis is what weâll tell our friends about, when weâre talking about you.â
âItâs what youâll tell your lieutenants about, whenever they get back,â Ariadne said. âThis is that human drama youâre all so obsessed with. Most of it happens sitting around in a circle, between people who are just having a chat.â
âDamn it!â Ellesmere yelled, as one of the enemies in the game killed her character, forcing her to respawn at the most recent checkpoint. âI really donât care about collecting these bleeding jewels! I just want to get back to the ship and find out how this romance plot pans out.â
Ariadne laughed softly. âYou ever been in love, Ellesmere?â
Ellesmere hesitated. Yes was the truthful answer, but it would come with follow-up questions she wasnât eager to dig into. No would spare her of that, but she sensed it would trigger a lengthy explanation.âItâs... just a video game,â she replied after a beat.
âI sent my wife away,â Ariadne admitted. âWhateverâs coming really scares me. I donât want to see a world without her in it, and Iâll do anything to prevent that.â
âAs long as you donât build a time machine,â Ellesmere said, as if by rote at this point.
âIâd build a hundred, if it would keep her safe,â Ariadne said. âShe could justify the existence of the whole universe on her own. If it comes down to choosing one or the other, Iâll pick her every time.â
âMaybe thatâs why the anomaly wonât calm down,â Ellesmere shrugged.
Ariadne didnât like this. She knew Ellesmere was lying to her, but Ellesmere couldnât know she knew.
âMy wife is going to die if sheâs here,â Ariadne said, hoping to coax the truth out of Ellesmere. âGhostrunnerâs mother, and the love of my life. So, Iâll find any excuse I can to send her away, and keep her far away from where the killer will end up.â
Ellesmere laughed derisively. âWell, the killer has access to spacetime portals, so they can show up wherever you send her,â she said. She saw the hurt look on Ariadneâs face and something tugged at her heartstrings. âUgh. I hate how emotive your human faces are. Look, Iâm not supposed to say anything, butâŠâ
Ariadne felt a surge of excitement. Sheâd finally cracked her loyalty.
âYour wife isnât going to die,â Ellesmere admitted. âAt least, not for sure. Someday, maybe, but probably not when she did last time around.â
âHow can you know that?â Ariadne asked.
âIn the previous iteration of the timeline, there was no anomaly,â Ellesmere said. âImagine the assassin is a pilot; they made a routine landing in ideal conditions. Now, thereâs a hurricane. No visibility. Slippery runway. No safe landing options. The only people who even can travel here, outside the Syndicate, are the people whose time machine originated in this iteration of the timeline.â
âBut that happened,â Ariadne said. âIf the killer canât open that portal in the past, what does that mean for Mingxia and Corantine? Theyâre reacting to what happened the first time.â
âThat happened in the last present, so it only matters in the last future. This is the new present, so whatever happens here will affect the new future. Their futureâs being overwritten, the long way round.â
âAnd what if the assassin is using our tech? From our future? The ânewâ future?â Ariadne asked. âHow can you be sure I didnât do it?â
âIâve seen your time machine in action,â Ellesmere said. âQuantum trebuchet versus portal generator, itâs completely different tech, love. Your future self might accidentally kill your wife trying to save her, but she definitely didnât do it the first time. Your wifeâsin no greater danger than anyone else standing in her way.â
âWhy havenât you told my future self?â Ghostrunner asked. âThe two of them came all this way because they think Ariadne might be causing their future by intervening.â
âBecause they already know she didnât,â Ellesmere said. âThey used the time machine, and at no point did they open a portal. You think they havenât figured that out? The two of them are trying to do the same thing the widow Ariadne is: save their family and fix their future. You know what the difference between them is?â
Ariadne piped up. âAriadne feels she has to correct a failure. Mingxia and Corantine donât. Thatâs why theyâre trying to prevent it, and sheâs trying to undo it.â
âBingo,â Ellesmere said. âSay, whatâs that one mean? Translatorâs telling me itâs the name of a farmerâs dog, but I donât see why that means âcorrect.ââ
Ariadne continued, ignoring the question. âAnd thatâs why theyâre the ones who actually stand a chance of saving her. Iâm compromised, too close to the situation. Theyâre just trying to change the past, sheâs trying to get a do-over. Absolve herself of a failure that on some level, she knows will still have happened even if she manages to reverse it. Thatâs what Iâve come to understand, that I donât think she ever will.â
âWhen she gets here,â Ellesmere asked. âAre you prepared to do what it takes to stop her?â
âIâm trying to be,â Ariadne said.
âAre you prepared to kill her?â Ellesmere asked.
Ariadne remembered seeing her mother, drained of humanity, slump dead in her mechanical exoskeleton out of sheer spite. âYes,â she said.
Ghostrunner remained silent. She knew her answer would never be yes.
Which made her wonder what, if not death, her future self actually had planned for her mother.
âOkay kid,â Blue said, twisting the dynacopper wire one last time to secure it against the bullet. âWhenever youâre ready, light that candle, and letâs see what weâve won.â
Pilar braced herself, and flipped the switch on the power cell.
At first, nothing happened. The hologram projector crackled to life, but for a moment, all it gave them was the faint prism of static in which crisp holographic images tended to appear.
âCould it be busted?â Blue asked.
âItâs not,â Pilar said. âShe wouldnât build something that would break so easily. Come on out, querida, I want to talk to you, and I know you want to talk to me.â
After a few seconds, the field of static flickered to life, and a distorted, glitching visage of a middle-aged Ariadne, head shaved and eyes obscured by the massive lenses of her goggles, appeared in the center of the room, her face expressionless.
âHola, querida,â Pilar said. âItâs good to see you.â
The simulated Ariadne simply asked, in a droning monotone: âWhy did you take me off the station?â
âYou were caught trying to interfere with the operations of critical equipment,â Pilar said. âYou should know, removal and investigation is standard protocol in suspected cases of sabotage.â
The simulated Ariadne offered no expression. âI cannot save you from here,â she said. âReturn me to the station at once and do not impede me, and we will be together again upon my return to the future.â
Something about Ariadneâs glitching monotone voice rubbed Pilar the wrong way. âYouâre⊠not talking right,â she said. âThis isnât my wifeâs voice.â
âI am an accurate facsimile of both her appearance and voice,â the simulated Ariadne insisted, without changing inflection.
âThen why are you talking like one of Susan Weaverâs PCs?â Pilar asked.
The simulated Ariadne did not respond, nor did she register the question on her face.
âThe real Ariadne wouldâve taken offense to that,â Pilar said. âShe mightâve even thrown her drink on me.â
There was no reaction.
âYou came back to save my life,â Pilar said, âbut you donât seem to have the slightest reaction to seeing me. Thereâs no love in your words. No grief. No pain. Youâre not my wife.â
âCorrect,â the simulated Ariadne replied. âI am not your wife.â
âThen what are you?â Pilar asked.
âI am a simulacrum of your wife,â the simulated Ariadne said. âShe offloaded everything but her intellect, her computational skills, and her drive to accomplish the mission. Her emotional attachment to you may prove a liability in her ability to save your life. I will not be deterred by appeals to emotion. She may love you. She may grieve you. I do not. But I will save you.â
âShe tore herself apart to save me?â Pilar said. âI canât accept that.â
âYou will,â the simulated Ariadne replied. âYou do not want to fight her, in her current state. In order to ensure my competence to complete this mission, she shouldered my burden in its entirety.â
âDrove herself mad to keep you stone-cold sane,â Pilar replied. âAll that rage, all that grief, all that love, she feels it double so that you donât have to feel it at all.â
âBut I can fix it,â the simulated Ariadne explained. âI have all the data I need to build her time machine. Bring me back to the station, I will construct it using Tosinâs equipment, and your Ariadne will have the power to save you, if and when you meet your demise.â
âI canât let you do that,â Pilar replied. âBuilding that time machine means the entire station gets blown out of the sky, and half the system dies.â
âIrrelevant concerns,â the simulated Ariadne replied.
âThe real Ariadne would find those concerns incredibly relevant,â Pilar said. âSheâd care about it.â
âI am not the real Ariadne,â the simulated Ariadne repeated. âI do not care about that.â
âThe real Ariadne would destroy herself rather than let anything destroy this system.â
âNot without you in it,â the simulated Ariadne said, sounding almost like the real one.
âThatâs where youâre wrong,â Pilar said. âSee, I know her better than you.â
âI am a part of her,â the simulated Ariadne objected, not changing the inflection of her voice.
âWell, I know her better than her, too,â Pilar insisted. âShe has sisters. A daughter. A whole crew to look after. She wouldnât sacrifice them for me, no matter what she tells herself.â
âNo,â the simulated Ariadne conceded. âBut you know as well as I do that she does not believe in having to choose between one way and the other. She will try her best to have it both ways. Even when all hope is lost, she will try to save you, even at the cost of her own soul. There is no her without you.â
âI canât let you come back to the station,â Pilar reiterated. âIf you build your machine, Ellesmereâs syndicate will wipe us off the map. Thatâll kill me, her, our whole family. I canât let that happen.â
The simulated Ariadneâs face finally betrayed an emotion: confusion.
âSyndicate? Ellesmere?â
âOh, right,â Pilar said, âthey werenât a factor in your time.â
âTemporal cleanup crew,â Blue offered. âSomebody made a mess in time and theyâre here to clean it up. And if they think thatâs us, they mop us up.â
âHello, Blue,â the simulated Ariadne said, her voice cracking and glitching on Blueâs name. âWhere were they, when Pilar was killed?â
âYour time machine created a period of instability that prevented them from intervening directly,â Pilar said. âThey had to go back a few months and wait for the incursion the long way.â
âBuilding the machine may result in your death,â the simulated Ariadne reasoned. âUnacceptable.â
âI agree,â Pilar said. âItâs why I think you know you canât come back with us.â
âI must follow my directive,â the simulated Ariadne stated. âI must build the machine. But I must ensure your safety. How can these directives be at odds?â
The simulated Ariadne showed signs of distress.
âYou donât have to worry,â Pilar said. âIâm going to take care of you. You wonât have to go against your directives, because⊠you donât have any options. I will be safe, and you will not be able to build anything.â
Blue explained, âthe bug youâre in draws its power from a wireless current. Basically any building or ship can power it. Weâll put you in a Faraday cage to block the signal, and youâll just go to sleep. Then weâll encase the bug in epoxy hull sealant and let Alicia hide it away wherever she buries all the skeletons in her closet.â
âI can build the machine in secret,â the simulated Ariadne stated. âYouâre going to see a fabricator for the Ng Gang. Let me loose in their facilities, and I will create the machine without the syndicateâs knowledge.â
âIâm sorry,â Pilar said, âI canât allow that. Itâs too risky. These are forces even she shouldnât be playing with.â
âTell me you wouldnât do the same, for her,â the simulated Ariadne said. âIf she were dead, you would not risk everything to bring her back?â
âI could study for a thousand years and never know enough to build a time machine,â Pilar said. âBesides, sheâs a better person than I am. Iâd do a lot of things sheâd never do.â
âPlease,â the simulated Ariadne said flatly. âPlease, let me pursue my directives. I can find a solution to both problems, I can build the machine and save your life.â
âIâm sorry, querida,â Pilar said, pulling out her pocket knife, and cutting the dynacopper cables connecting the power cell to the holo-emitter, and causing the hologram to go dark. âTrying to have it both ways⊠guess you were more like her than you gave yourself credit for.â
âKid, Iâm really fuckinâ sorry,â Blue said. âThat canât have been easy for you.â
âItâs fine,â Pilar said. âShe was right, you know.â
Blue looked at her with concern.
âWhen she was telling us about her escape,â Pilar said, putting something together, âCorantine said Ari couldnât bring herself to hurt her. She shot Mingxia, but now we know it was just a way to embed this bug in her armor.â
âBabes, what the hell are you talking about?â
âAriadneâs feelings for me are a liability to this plan of hers,â Pilar explained. âShe took on all that love so this copy of her wouldnât feel it. The future Ariadne loves me, loves all of us, twice as much as she did when she built that thing. Sheâs not prepared to hurt the people she loves.â
âIâll be damned,â Blue said. âHer weakness is that she loves you too much?â
Pilar laughed. âWell, I didnât need a simulated copy of her to tell you that,â she said. âIt means we stand a chance.â
âHow are we gonna use her love for you to stop her?â Blue asked.
âIâm not particularly interested in stopping her,â Pilar admitted.
âKid?â
Pilar slumped down on the hotel bed.
âWhen we were young, and her parents were still alive,â Pilar said, âwe had this agreement called the Omega Contingency. If they tried to recover her, she put on an explosive vest, which I was to detonate if they got her.â
âYou never told me about that,â Blue said indignantly.
âYou wouldnât have approved,â Pilar shrugged. âHell, I didnât approve, and I hated her parents more than she did.â
âWould you have done it?â Blue asked. âCould you have?â
âNo,â Pilar admitted. âI lied to her. If she was taken, I wouldâve fought through hell and high water to get her back. Probably wouldâve been captured and executed, just like my parents. At least I wouldâve committed my crime.â
âIâve fought you,â Blue said. âYou probably wouldâve succeeded.â
âIâve always been prepared to die for her,â Pilar said. âIâll never be prepared to let her die for me.â
âTake it from a widow,â Blue sat down on the bed next to her, and put her arm around her shoulder. âNobody wants to be the one left behind. Itâs a hell of a lot easier to be the one that dies than it is to be the one who has to wake up the next day.â
âIf I have the opportunity,â Pilar said, âif Iâm blessed with the chance, Iâm going to try and save her. I wonât let her die for me. Not then, not now, not 20 years from now.â
Blue squeezed her shoulder, and gently placed a kiss on her forehead. âKid, neither of you little shits is allowed to die,â she said. âIâve lost too many of the people I love. So, anything I can do to keep you both around, consider me your fairy godmother.â
Pilar smiled. âMaybe just pray on it, for now.â
Sasha lay in bed, with the elder Mingxia snoozing in her right arm, and the younger Sweettalk idly scrolling on her communicator in her left.
The communicator pinged as a message arrived, and Sweettalk let out a light âyes!â
âWhatâs up, babe?â Sasha asked.
âText from Blue,â Sweettalk said, âshe just caught Taryn and Tosin making out.â
âOh, youâre just gonna be insufferable about this, arenât you?â Sasha asked.
âIâve been pushing this for years, Sasha,â Sweettalk said. âWake future me up, sheâs been pushing it for way longer.â
âIâm not waking her up,â Sasha laughed, âthis looks like the first peaceful sleep sheâs had in years.â
Sweettalk grinned widely and tapped out an incredibly long message. It took long enough to type that Sasha took notice of it.
âYou have no information on this,â Sasha said, âhow can you have this much of a response for Blue?â
âBlue is not the only person I text,â Sweettalk replied.
âTell me you arenât describing Tosin in detail to Beam,â Sasha told her. âFor context, or whatever.â
âNah, I did that months ago, Beam knows all about Tosin,â Sweettalk said. âIâm actually texting the man himself.â
âWhat?! Why?!â Sasha wouldâve sat up sharply, if such an act wouldnât wake her sleeping wife.
âCongratulating him?â Sweettalk asked. âPumping him for information, a little bit?â
âYouâre going to embarrass him!â Sasha said. âHeâs gonna know Blue texted you about catching them in the act.â
âNo, it would embarrass Taryn if I texted her,â Sweettalk said. âTosin will match my energy. Iâd bet money he doesnât even ask how I found out. That wonât even occur to him.â
âGhostrunner is going to kill you when I tell her about this,â Sasha said. âLeave it be!â
âYou donât have to tell her,â Sweettalk pointed out, and her communicator pinged again. âThere, see? Look, he thanked me for my congratulations. Actually phrased it like that, too, âthank you for your congratulations.ââ
The communicator pinged two more times. Sasha leaned over to see the screen. âWhatâs he saying?â
Sweettalk read out, âapparently sheâs sleeping now, but they just laid out the terms of their relationship in no uncertain terms, and heâs really pleased with where they left it.â
âReal romantic, that one,â Sasha laughed.
âActually, for him, it kind of is,â Sweettalk said. âHe doesnât like to assume anything, and Taryn just spent the last hour outlining exact parameters. Sheâs got it bad for this guy.â
âSo what are these exact parameters?â Sasha asked.
âStandard boilerplate stuff,â Sweettalk said, âboyfriend and girlfriend, fidelity is important, theyâre gonna take it slow physically and see where it goes, blah blah blah.â
âThey needed an hour for that?â Sasha asked.
âI thought you didnât want to be involved,â Sweettalk said.
âNo, I didnât want you to be involved,â Sasha replied. âNow that itâs a losing battle no matter what I do, Iâm deeply invested.â
âYeah, they needed an hour for it. He couldâve assumed all of that, and she couldâve left it unsaid,â Sweettalk said. âBut he never would, and she promised him absolute clarity.â
âWell, congratulate them for me,â Sasha said.
âJust did,â Sweettalk replied. âGave him a nice little âattaboy Rockstarâ from you. He texted back a mango emote.â
âThe hell does that mean?â Sasha asked. âIs that good or bad?!â
âItâs good, it means heâs happy,â Sweettalk told her. âIâll get you in a text chain with him, youâll get used to how he texts pretty fast.â
âIâll never understand how that boyâs brain works,â Sasha said.
âUh huh,â Sweettalk replied. âHey, quick question. In that, uh, the old book you read, right when we started going out? The one Pilar got you when she shook down that Wagoner with the chain bookstore?â
âDune?â Sasha asked.
âYeah, why not,â Sweettalk replied. âRemind me, what was the thirteenth word on page 304 of that?â
ââSacrifice,â why?â Sasha replied, without missing a beat.
âNo reason,â Sweettalk smiled.
âWhat?â Sasha asked. âItâs on the shelf over there, you can look! Go check! I promise, itâs âsacrifice!ââ
Sweettalk laughed. âNo, no, I believe itâs âsacrifice.â I wouldnât expect you to forget the thirteenth word on the 304th page of a book you read seven years ago just like that.â
Sashaâs nose wrinkled. âWhy does everyone keep asking me random questions like that?â
Alicia lay in her quarters, staring at the circular light on the ceiling. Blue was away, most of the rest of the crew was asleep, and she was all but alone with her thoughts.
She looked at the ring on her right hand.
âHow do you stand it?â
She understood the question all too well. The loneliness. The isolation. It had plagued her, every day from the moment the black bag had come down over her head, to the second sheâd agreed to join Ariadneâs crew, and remained haunting her periphery from then until the day she met Blue. She shrugged. âYou get used to it.â
There was silence in the room for several seconds.
âWhen?â
Alicia smiled sadly. She was already feeling Blueâs absence, and there would be no time for shore leave. For the next few weeks, her life would slip back into its cycle of work and rest, and the loneliness would once again creep into the tattered edges of her emotions. She could handle it, though. She needed to, for Ariadneâs sake.
âIâll let you know,â she said.
She felt tears well up in her eyes, and brought her finger to wipe them away, but found her lashes surprisingly dry. Her finger pulled back and she saw no sign of moisture on it. These werenât her tears.
âThank you, for spending time with me. Nice thing to do, for a dead girl.â
âAnytime,â she said, and held out her hand to the empty room. She felt a small, soft hand close around hers, and she gave it a squeeze, but she knew there was nothing there.
The room fell silent for a few minutes while she sat quietly and held a hand that wasnât there.
âJust a few more weeks,â Alicia said. âI promise.â
The lights in Spec Ops were all filtered through blue gels, so the gals who lived and worked there could work in their preferred state of darkness without allowing their eyes to adjust to light.
No matter how their eyes adjusted, they wouldnât see Daeschler, whoâd been embedded at the back of their facility ever since Shubin had left to tilt at the windmill that was Tosin and Tarynâs impending teenage hormonal clash. She was desynchronized enough from the timeline that she couldnât be seen or detected by any of their instruments, but remained bound to its flow in real-time, and just close enough to the local âpresent dayâ that she could still see and interact with the world around her if she chose.
She was, at the moment, struck absolutely speechless by what sheâd seen. She knew from Shubinâs research of the Divoratori Warâs aftermath that this crew was uniquely experienced in reverse-engineering alien tech, but this was truly beyond the pale.
The gals in Spec Ops were calling it the âgenetic spoof.â They had isolated the biomorphic code in Ellesmereâs DNA, a unique identifier sequence which allowed their tech to recognize their biological signature even as their bodies were transformed into different species whole-cloth. On its own, their gear would be useless to any human being who did not have the proper genetic credentials.
Using that, and their scans of Ellesmereâs equipment, they were able to crack the encryption, and build a device which would, when fired at a target, temporarily modify their DNA with a dynamic nanite-controlled sequence which could detect what signature was expected by any given device, and forge that signature. With a device like this, anyone could use any of their equipment.
Taryn had suggested the concept. Sasha and Cyan had provided and analyzed the necessary tissue samples. Ariadne had designed the device and sent the schematics down to Spec Ops so they could create a prototype in secret.
Daeschler looked down at the prototype device on the workbench, built into the frame of an old blaster pistol, but the plasma canister had been pried out, and a modified nanite manufacturing cylinder had been slotted into its place, allowing the effects of the genetic spoof to be applied by simply pointing and shooting. What a curious design, she thought, for something that is decidedly not a weapon.
She didnât have to be a member of Speculative Operations to know what application something like this could have. This was a skeleton key that could blow the syndicateâs whole infrastructure wide open. In the wrong hands, this could even hijack Director Kalraxâs terminal.
She couldnât just destroy it, or the crew would be alerted to the presence of a saboteur, so she took a full atomic scan of the device, and opened up her communicator to requisition extraction so she could report the device to Director Kalrax.
Before she sent the request, she considered the implications of such a device for a moment. Ellesmere was a company man to the core, she reasoned, and would never dream of turning against her superiors. She and Shubin, however, had been biting their lip for several days, ever since Director Kalrax had shut down their request to investigate Spacebreatherâs murder.
They had reservations, and they had seen firsthand what Director Kalrax had in store for agents with reservations.
The rumor among new recruits was that traitors were forced through a threshold and erased from history. Of course, with the full training, theyâd know how silly this would be. Such an act would undo all of that agentâs temporal interventions, which would likely cause a core meltdown at Headquarters, creating so many ripples that the entire agency would need to be recalled from the field to put out the fires before they consumed the Syndicate whole, if they even could after the collapse of HQ.
The reality was quite a bit more horrific. These agents would be converted to a species found deep in the recesses of a dying galaxy in a forgotten time period, whose bodies had so many powerful pain receptors a slight breeze would send them into conniptions. They would then be placed in a field which activated those receptors, and placed in a short time loop so they could be held in a state of constant agony until they became numb to it. At this point, usually after a few weeks or so, they could be reprogrammed as âeffectiveâ agents.
The traitors were the lucky ones. The failures, on the other hand, would be forcibly stranded in the region of their deployment, and left to be consumed by the time-storms, a method of death which rips its victims in half, dragging part of them kicking and screaming to the beginning of time and the remainder of them kicking and screaming to the end of time. This was an incredibly painful process which was not only shockingly non-lethal, but also went on forever.
Everything might turn out okay, but she couldnât count on that. She knew that agents who ran afoul of the Director stood a better chance of avoiding their fate if they had an escape strategy. This device would allow her to fight back if, god forbid, it ever came to that.
She closed her communicator without sending her request or report. She then took out her own personal pocket fabricator, created a copy of the device, and tucked it into the lining of her coat.
Hereâs hoping I never have to use it, she thought.
She would likely never realize that the device had, in fact, been crafted and placed there specifically for her benefit. From its inception to the copy in her breast pocket, Ariadne had placed the bait, and Daeschler had failed to notice the hook.
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Chapter 13 - Away Teams & Home Base
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Ellesmere was spending the afternoon as she had spent every recent afternoon: handcuffed to an armed pirate.
It was currently Ghostrunnerâs shift, which was also a frequent occurrence. Most of the crew couldnât stand Ellesmere, with her prying questions and strange fascination with the minutiae of their personal relationships. They spent their shifts counting the minutes until they could pawn her off on the next person.
Ghostrunner didnât have this issue, since she actually had music playing in her noise-canceling headphones for once, preventing her from hearing Ellesmereâs questions, and her own tendency towards silence and stealth meant Ellesmere quickly got bored of trying to get her attention.
Instead, she sat in Ariadneâs garage, where the captain was recuperating from a day playing the villain for the Whiptails on the simulator. At the moment, the form that recuperation took was âtinkering with a junked ship sheâd recovered the previous year.â Ordinarily, sheâd be hanging out with Sasha and Sweettalk, but they were otherwise occupied with Sweettalkâs future self, and besides, Sasha made an effort not to be in a room with Ellesmere. Her oath to do no harm was often at odds with an overwhelming desire to slap Ellesmere across the face.
âBe honest with me,â Ellesmere said, âyou sent the anime girl and the walking daiquiri away so I wouldnât grill them about that romance they keep hurtling towards.â
âI told you,â Ariadne said, âwe need ships I canât hijack.â
âAnd you sent your wifeâŠ?â
âMy wife is my first mate on this crew,â Ariadne said. âWeâre co-equal commanders. If she felt her presence necessary on this mission, thatâs her call.â
âNow, whatâs the story there?â Ellesmere asked. âI mean, did you two start robbing people first, then fall in love, or did you just wake up one day and say âyou know whatâs missing in our relationship? Larceny.ââ
Ariadneâs grip tightened on her multi-tool as it slipped loose on the bolt she was trying to tighten.
âLetâs talk about you for a while,â Ariadne said.
âOh, I know all that stuff already,â Ellesmere replied. âWhat fun is that for me?â
âYou know,â Ariadne told her. âPeople around here are actually usually pretty open to letting people get to know them. I met the triplets because they stole my identity, and now weâre close friends.â
âThen why am I having such a devil of a time getting anybody to give up the ghost?â Ellesmere asked. âIâm here for two months, just waiting, and Iâm so bored.â
âBecause weâre not a TV show,â Ariadne explained plainly. âYou want take, you need some give.â
Ellesmere pouted. Ghostrunner bobbed her head along with her song.
âTell me something about you. Youâre a space alien, where are you from?â
Ellesmere sighed and relented. âWorld⊠Oh, now thatâs strange.â
âWorld?â Ariadne asked.
âI guess the translator gave the literal meaning of the name,â she said. âOdd, that. Just as well, the real name doesnât sound right unless you say it underwater.â
âSo youâre from an aquatic species,â Ariadne said.
âQuite a bit like yours in shape,â Ellesmere said. âWithout all this lovely hair, and all these these delicious curves, though.â
âBe normal.â
âBit smaller, and Iâm never quite used to not having claws,â Ellesmere said. âI had the sharpest in my brood. Not that Iâll ever see any of them again.â
âYou canât go home?â Ariadne asked.
âAfraid not,â Ellesmere said.
âAs in, youâre not allowed to, or as in, itâs not possible?â
âLittle of both, honestly,â Ellesmere said. âTechnically, I was never born.â
âIs the explanation for that going to piss me off?â Ariadne asked.
âStandard syndicate protocol,â she said. âOur pasts bind us to where weâve been. What if we make a big change, and our past self decides not to join the syndicate? What if we make a little change, and a slightly different version of us tries to join the syndicate? Things get messy when two of the same person are walking about.â
âYouâre telling me,â Ariadne laughed. âSo you, what, smothered yourself in the cradle?â
âDonât be ridiculous,â Ellesmere said. âOnly about a quarter of recruits go that route. I applied a covert genetic modifier on my motherâs arm three weeks before she was set to conceive me. Sterilized her for six months, unstuck me in time.â
âJesus Christ,â Ariadne said. âSounds like a loyalty test to me. Prove youâre willing to give everything to the syndicate by wiping every other part of your life off the map.â
Ellesmere narrowed her eyes. âOf course itâs a loyalty test,â she said. âIâve never once regretted passing it.â
âAll your friends, your family, gone?â Ariadne asked. âNot one bit of resentment for all that?â
âWouldnât be Syndicate protocol if it wasnât what was best for the universe,â Ellesmere said. âDoesnât matter a lick how I feel about it. Weâre the good guys, sometimes we have to make sacrifices.â
âAt what point are the sacrifices too much for âthe good guysâ to ask?â Ariadne asked.
Ellesmere scoffed. âYou think I donât know what youâre doing?â
âIâm having a conversation.â
âYouâre trying to drive a wedge between me and my employers,â Ellesmere said. âYouâre right, I paid a terrible price to be where I am. Every member of our syndicate did. But itâs worth every blood-soaked obol to be able to keep the universe turning.â
âI didnât mean to offend,â Ariadne said. âI just⊠look, I didnât have the best childhood, and even I wouldnât want to erase it.â
âWell, youâve got your business, and Iâve got mine,â Ellesmere replied.
âAre you starting to understand why people donât take it well when you grill them?â Ariadne asked.
âWhatâs that got to do with anything?â
Ariadne sighed. âNevermind,â she said.
âWhat about you?â Ellesmere said. âI showed you mine.â
âI suppose fairâs fair,â Ariadne replied. âMy mother and father were high-ranking government officials. They made three big mistakes in raising me. First, they gave me the finest education an obscene amount of money could buy, so I was able to hack into my fatherâs briefcase when I was eleven. Second, they shielded me from their politics so effectively that it came as a surprise to me when I found out they were fascist warhawks. And third, they were just abusive enough that I didnât think twice before running off.â
âWhere are they now?â Ellesmere asked.
âDead,â Ariadne said. âThey both committed suicide, thanks to me.â
âNow thereâs a story Iâd like to hear,â Ellesmere said.
âWhen she gets back, ask my wife about it,â Ariadne told her. âMy parents killed hers, and she still took me in.â
âNo resentment there?â Ellesmere asked pointedly.
âShe might have resented me, if I didnât hate them as much as she does,â Ariadne said. âSo much so that I thanked her when she killed my mother.â
âI thought you said your mother committed suicide,â Ellesmere said.
âWell, she was a complicated woman,â Ariadne shrugged. âPoint is, Pilar took me in and loved me, even though she had every reason in the universe to hate me. Even when they were stealing my identity, the Triplets were never our real enemies.â
Ellesmere shot her a sharp look. âYouâre still doing it, arenât you?â
âYeah,â Ariadne said. âYou caught me, trying to make you feel welcome.â
Ellesmere rattled her cuff. âYeah, real welcome,â she said. âPractically rolling out the red carpet.â
Ariadne picked up her multi-tool and flipped a switch, causing it to let out a small digital whir. The shackle came off Ellesmereâs hand.
âTrust,â Ariadne said. âDonât make me regret it.â
Ellesmere looked at her wrist as though it wasnât real.
âYou must be daft,â she said. âI could be here to destroy you all. Youâre giving me free run of the station?â
âI couldâve been loyal to my parents,â Ariadne explained. âThe triplets couldâve been loyal to their cult. Vigil couldâve been just about anything. You said youâre here to help, and Iâm choosing to trust you. If I end up with a bunch of messes to clean up, at least Iâll be able to say I tried.â
âI donât know what to say,â Ellesmere said. âThis is the first room Iâve been able to leave of my own accord all week, and itâs also the first conversation I havenât been kicked out of.â
âWell, itâs not like me to break a streak,â Ariadne said. âHead down to the mess hall, get something to eat. Find a group, sit with them, and tell them a little about yourself, then see if they donât let you in on the hot gossip.â
Ellesmere stood up, and looked to Ghostrunner for her signal. Ghostrunner nodded in assent.
âIâve got to see the away team off on their mission,â Ariadne said. âIf you can do something to contain that threshold, make it safer, Iâd really appreciate it.â
In the hangar bay, Taryn and Tosin had already strapped in to their seats on the Apanqura, while Blue kicked up her feet and chatted with them about everything she loved about Titania, the moon of Ouranos theyâd be carrying out their mission on.
Alicia had just finished loading a motorcycle Ariadne had built for Blue on her previous birthday into the Apanquraâs cargo area, so they could get around on Titania without drawing too much attention, and was chatting with Pilar, who put something in an interior pocket of her poncho, thanked Alicia, and kissed Ariadne goodbye.
Alicia brought the mission manifest up to Ariadne, signed and certified that they had all the equipment they would need, the budget for any incidentals.
âWedding ring typically goes on the left hand,â Ariadne said, gesturing at the silver band on Aliciaâs right ring finger.
âWhat, this?â Alicia asked. âThis isnât a wedding ring.â
âSo youâre still pretending you arenât married, then?â Ariadne asked.
âYup!â Alicia said brightly.
âGot plans tonight?â Ariadne asked, âmy better half and your⊠other half are both away on business, I figured maybe we could get a drink down at Vigilâs.â
Alicia looked down at the ring on her finger, as though considering it. âAnytime,â she said. âThatâs the beauty of this place. Never have to be lonely.â
Alicia laughed, as if sheâd just thought of something funny, and then walked back towards the ship, humming a bar of âBig Rock Candy Mountain.â
Blue then sauntered up, took note of the ring on Aliciaâs fingers, and took the opportunity to kiss Alicia goodbye, but unfortunately for everyone else present, this took just over a minute, which unsettled no one more than Taryn, who had only just learned Blue was her late fatherâs ex-girlfriend, and preferred not to consider whether she was quite so affectionate during their relationship.
The journey was short and uneventful. They saved some time by teleporting near to their destination, outside of sensor range so their unconventional propulsion method wouldnât be detected, and fly the rest of the way. Blue had a great deal of opinions on Titanian delicacies, which allowed Tosin and Taryn to wordlessly avoid direct conversation until they arrived.
Their luck, however, ran out upon their arrival at the motel Ariadne had arranged for them to stay at during their mission.
âMe and Blue are gonna make a run to Winterâs for supplies. Weâll need food for while weâre here, any clothing you might need for the mission, and I want to pick up a few books to read while Iâm stuck in the hotel room waiting for youâ Pilar said, tossing them a small wad of bills. âUse this to pay the guy for both rooms, and put the Do Not Disturb sign on the door.â
âAye,â Taryn responded. Pilar handed her a small scanning device.
âPerform a sweep for recording and surveillance devices immediately upon entering the room,â Pilar told them. âif you find any, hit this button. It emits a pulse that feeds any recording device an uneventful feed of a quiet, empty room.â
âWe just⊠have a holo-scan of this hotel room?â Taryn asked.
âMe and Ari stayed here a few years back, had a quiet weekend, just to get the scan,â Pilar explained. âWe try to do it in most localities. Only way to ensure weâre prepared if we ever need to rent space.â
Tosin chimed in. âDo you think itâs⊠I mean⊠is this the sort of motel where itâs likely they record the guests?â
âNo,â Pilar said. âBut every motel might be. At least if this one is, weâre ready.â
âIs this why the Whiptail recruits have to do so many motel robberies?â Taryn asked, âare those motels that you find cameras in?â
âSome of them,â Pilar said. âListen, I really gotta go to Winterâs if you want to eat this week. You want anything specific?â
Taryn considered this. âRamen?â
âThe crazy-hot one, right? With the Korean hot sauce?â Pilar asked.
âYeah,â Taryn said. Tosin shrugged. He liked spicy ramen, and couldnât think of anything in particular they needed.
âJesus, guess the apple doesnât fall far,â Blue said. âGood taste runs in the family.â
Pilar and Blue took their leave.
The air on Titania was just warm enough to avoid freezing, but was nonetheless cold enough that the motorcycle Ariadne had built for Blue was already covered in a slick, dewy layer of condensation that caught the light of the neon-colored sunlamps that streaked every building this far out in the solar system. The scenery on Mars was all brickwork and faded murals, but in the colonial moons around Saturn, Jupiter, and Ouranos where they needed a substitute for natural sunlight, they loved a sleek, glass-covered building with lots of brightly-colored lights.
Pilar preferred the cold weather. Unlike her wife, whoâd split time during her childhood between suburban Appalachia and her grandmotherâs house in San Juan, both of which oscillated between temperate and sweltering, Pilar had grown up on Mars, which remained pleasantly chilly year-round.
Ariadne kept the station at a comfortable temperature for herself, which is a part of why Pilar always wore sleeveless shirts and breathable fabrics. Here, it was properly cold, and theyâd draw too much attention wearing their climate-controlled combat armor. Pilar was comfortably toasty in an alpaca poncho and hat sheâd received on a family trip, which she was sure Beam would be thrilled to hear sheâd had occasion to wear.
Blue was characteristically underdressed in a leather jacket that stopped just short of the ribcage, a mesh shirt, and denim cut-offs, but if the cold bothered her, she didnât show it.
Pilar realized why Blue wasnât cold as soon as she got on the back of the motorcycle and took hold of her waist. Blue was practically radiating heat.
âDo you actually have augments just to keep you warm?â She asked.
âNo, stupid,â Blue replied. âThey also keep me cool when itâs hot.â
Pilar secured her helmet, gripped her mentor tight, leaned on the leather of her back, and closed her eyes. As rarely as it happened, Pilar loved riding on the back of Blueâs bike. Blue drove like a maniac, but as long as she held on tight, she knew theyâd arrive safely. Until then, she could enjoy the small moment of closeness with this woman whoâd shaped so much of her youth. The warmth coming off the soft skin between the fishnet threads of her shirt, the way the racing of her heart seemed to blend with the vibration of the motorcycle, and most crucially, the blackberry scent of whatever product she used in her curly, messy blue mohawk, strong enough to overpower the ozone smell of the motorcycleâs engines.
When she rode on the back of Blueâs motorcycle like this, she felt like she was transported back to her fifteenth birthday, when sheâd ridden through the streets of Pincerna to a meet-and-greet Blue had arranged with her favorite actress. It was the moment when sheâd realized this woman, for all her faults, was her hero, and she held onto this feeling whenever Blue was making herself particularly hard to like.
âKid, you fall asleep back there?â Blue asked, and Pilar snapped back to reality. She hadnât even noticed theyâd parked in front of Winterâs Department Store.
âSorry, lost in thought,â she said.
âSlick move you pulled, giving those two some alone time,â Blue said, walking in the front with her. Pilar grabbed a cart and idly leaned on it as she walked along.
âHonestly, thatâs just a little bonus,â she said. âI actually wanted to talk to you about something.â
âWhatâs on your mind?â Blue asked, mindlessly walking into the womenâs clothing department even though theyâd come here primarily to get enough food and housewares to cook for themselves in a motel room. Pilar didnât object, since they had time, and was always amazed at Blueâs ability to effectively shoplift while wearing so little.
Pilar pulled a small, inert device from the pocket of her poncho. It was about the size and shape of a bullet, and the seams on it betrayed that it could unfold to have small legs that looked quite a bit like the ones Ariadne used to get around. It was also bound with two metal rings that kept it from unfolding.
âImpressive tech,â Blue said. âOne of our girlâs?â
âAlicia certainly thinks so,â Pilar told her. âIt came with the future Sweettalk and Ghostrunner. Looks like their Ariadne built this.â
âNo shit?â Blue asked.
âFuture Sweettalk said she was shot during their escape, with a physical bullet. No bullet was found embedded in her armor, and the wound in the plating was scratched outwards.â
âConsistent with this little guyâs claws,â Blue noted. âI guess Alicia knew what to look for.â
âAlicia asked our guests about it, and they said their Ariadne used devices like this all the time, and to check Tosinâs lab. She found it trying to embed itself to the fabrication matrix,â Pilar said. âShe gave it to me so I could get it far, far away from the station, and find some way to neutralize it.â
âSome bug your wife built 20 years from now scared her that bad, did it?â Blue asked, picking a hot pink crop top and stuffing it down the waistband of her shorts. âThe hell was it trying to fabricate?â
âItâs whatâs inside it that worries her,â Pilar told her, as they rounded the corner and entered the section of the store that contained air fresheners, scented candles, and interior decorations. âUnderneath the titanium chassis, some sophisticated cybernetics, and about three layers of everjade, thatâs the chip Sasha put in her head, before the war with the Nameless.â
âOh shit,â Blue said. Her assessment was spot-on, since the chip in Ariadneâs brain was capable of housing her entire memory and consciousness. If it had been installed in a bug like this, it meant that, in some form, the Ariadne they were trying to escape was already here.
âI want your help trying to access this thing,â she said. âItâs still my wife in there. If I could just talk to her, maybe we could stop all this. Maybe we could get her to--â
âKid, you donât need to hard-sell me,â Blue said. âOf course Iâll help you. I love her too, you know that. I just hope youâre prepared for what weâll have to do, if youâre wrong, and itâs not really her in there anymore.â
âIf thatâs the case,â Pilar inhaled sharply, bracing herself for what she was about to say, âwe do what Alicia asked in the first place. Find a way to neutralize it, bring it back, let her study it in an isolated workshop.â
âWeâll do it in the room tonight,â Blue told her. âIâll get the food, the hot plate, and the cookware. You swing by electronics and get a cheap holo-emitter, a spool of dynacopper, and a power-cell. With that, I should be able to let us talk to who or whateverâs on that chip. Then head over to automotive and see if you can get some of that spacetight ship sealant they use on hull breaches. Put some of that in an ice cube tray, and even Ariâs bug wonât be able to claw out of it.â
Blue picked up a tall candle in a glass jar, smiled, and tossed it in Pilarâs cart. âWhat, youâll steal crop-tops, but you pay for candles?â
âItâs a votive candle, jackass,â Blue said. âThe mission weâre on is risky, and you just made it a lot riskier with your little request. If you want my help with this stuff, Iâm gonna need to pray for good fortune, and you donât win the spirit worldâs favor by stealing their candles.â
Pilar picked up the candle and took a closer look at it. There was an image etched into the glass jar it was encased in, of a skeleton with a halo, decked out in beads and robes, flanked by the words âLA SANTISIMA MUERTE.â
âThe Holy Death?â Pilar asked.
âOne of the best, when youâre asking for protection,â Blue said. âAlicia and I know that firsthand. Had to seek her blessing, when we shed our mortality.â
âDonât let Ariadne hear youâre doing all this spirit ritual stuff on crew business,â Pilar said.
âKid, I know she doesnât take the spirit world seriously,â Blue explained. âBut sheâs heard the call, same as you and me. Where does she think that callâs coming from? If you ever want to know what youâre meant to be doing, just listen to the spirits, and if you want to see disaster, go ahead and ignore them.â
Pilar laughed. âYou donât seem the type to let anybody tell you what to do.â
âThe spirits donât tell you what to do,â Blue said. âLook. You ever try and put up some shelves?â
âYou know I have,â Pilar said incredulously. âYou made me put up shelves in your apartment when I was 14.â
âAnd you still havenât figured out why?â Blue asked. âWhat was the first thing I made you do, when you were putting them up?â
âHad to find a stud,â Pilar said.
âExactly,â Blue explained. âYou canât drill shelves directly into drywall. The weight of whatever you put on them will tear right through it like tissue paper. You need to find a stud and drill into that, and your shelves will be secure.â
âYes, as weâve established, I know how to put up shelving. You made weirdly sure about that when I was a teenager.â
âSpirits are the same way. If the material world is the house we live in, the spirit world is whatâs between the walls. The vents and the ducts and the pipes and the wiring and the insulation and, yes, the studs. You want to hang some shelves, you use a stud-finder and you figure out where itâs safe to drill a hole. When I pray and commune with the spirit world, all Iâm doing is checking for studs, making sure Iâm not nicking a power line or busting a pipe.â
âThatâs why you had me put up shelves?â Pilar asked. âWhy didnât you tell me then? That it was a lesson about the spirit world?â
âIt wasnât a lesson about the spirit world,â Blue explained. âYou werenât ready for the lesson about the spirit world then. I did it so that when you were ready, I could refer back to it and know youâd understand what the fuck I was talking about.â
âYou had me do all that, just so Iâd have a reference point for a question I might ask fourteen years later?â
âWhat can I say? When youâre as old as I am, you tend to think in the long-term,â she said. âJust because youâre a master in your own right doesnât mean Iâll ever be done mentoring you, kid.â
Pilar was oddly touched by this. âThanks, Blue.â
âAlso, I really needed those shelves put up,â Blue said, âand I knew that if I didnât teach you how to use tools, Ariadne would make me do half the work building that space station of yours.â
âThatâs more what I was expecting,â Pilar said.
Blue took out her phone, laughed, shot off a text, and put it back in her pocket.
âThat sister-in-law of yours is a real spitfire,â Blue said. âYou know Ariadneâs letting Ellesmere loose on the station? Sweets has been grilling her about her home planet all afternoon, itâs hilarious.â
âOkay, I gotta ask,â Pilar said. âYouâve known me for fifteen years now. How come you text every day with Beam and Sweettalk, and not with me?â
âJackass, Iâm in a department store shopping with you,â Blue said. âIâm dating your quartermaster, I see you all the time.â
âEver since I was a little girl, Iâve wanted to be you,â Pilar admitted, her face a bit hot, as she didnât like being forced to admit this. âIâd kill to be in a text thread like that. So why them, and not me?â
Blue put her hand on Pilarâs shoulder, as if to comfort her. âWhenâs the last time you texted me? Idiot.â
Pilar stared at her blankly. âWhat?â
âYou donât have to kill to text with me,â Blue laughed. âJust fuckinâ do it. You ever known me not to respond?â
âI donât know,â Pilar said, dumbfounded, âIâve never⊠I guess you always do, but itâs usually only business.â
âThatâs because thatâs all you text me about,â Blue said. âLook, I donât mean to make you feel bad. I love what we got goinâ, and like I said, I see plenty of you, especially these days. When you want to talk to me, you call me, or tell me in person. But if you want to text with me, just text me, man, Iâd love to hear from you whenever you have a dumb thought.â
âSo I can be on that text chain, with Beam and Sweettalk?â Pilar asked.
âOh, fairy gods, no,â Blue said. âI said Iâd love to text with you, not that Iâm comfortable asking for your feedback on my nudes before I send them to your quartermaster.â
Pilar laughed heartily. Blue was, of course, not at all shy about her body, and just about everyone on the crew had seen her at least topless, just by merit of the fact that most of the few shirts she ever wore were made of mesh, and ever since sheâd started crashing at the station for her date nights with Alicia, even more had seen her stumbling around in underwear that left very little to the imagination. Pilar had, in fact, purchased a stack of artistic photo prints of Blue at one of her nightclubs years previously, although if Blue knew about this, sheâd politely never mentioned it.
Still, she understood why she wouldnât want to welcome Pilar into that part of her life so explicitly. She resolved, from then on, to be a bit more active in texting her old mentor. Blue had held up her end of the bargain, maintaining the relationship a caring teacher maintains with her student, for all the years theyâd known each other. If Pilar wanted the sort of relationship with her where they could just casually interact as two grown friends, sheâd have to start from the relationship they had, and put in the work to build the one she wanted.
âAlright, thatâs the last corner,â Taryn said, tossing the scanner onto the motel roomâs dresser. âNo recording devices. Looks like we can speak freely, and the new class of Whiptails wonât be robbing this place.â
Tosin simply said, âthatâs good.â He offered her his candy dispenser, and she presented her palm and accepted five chocolate candies.
âPilar and Blue should be back soon,â she said. âNowâs the time to call dibs if you want the good bed.â
âThe two beds are the same,â Tosin replied. He wasnât wrong, the two adjoining rooms had almost identical double beds, soft and springy and smelling faintly of disinfectant. âDonât worry about me, Iâll sleep on the couch.â
Taryn glanced over at the small loveseat, which was decidedly not long enough for Tosin to sleep comfortably on. âDonât be silly. Whiptails always double up on missions.â
It was not until this exact moment that three things clicked into place with Taryn.
The first was that a significant number of the Whiptails ended up in relationships with one another after going on overnight missions where they bunked together.
The second was that she had spoken to Ariadne before the mission, and Ariadne had told her in no uncertain terms that the reason she was pairing them on a mission was to facilitate them finally talking out their feelings. Sheâd agreed that was for the best, and the fact that he was here meant Tosin must have, too.
The third was that there were four people and only two beds. Pilar and Blue would have no discomfort bunking together, but she knew Tosin would never be comfortable sharing a bed with Pilar, and she knew she would never be comfortable with him sharing a bed with Blue. The only combination that this particular away team would accept, would mean she and Tosin were now roommates.
âSeriously, Iâm okay with the couch,â Tosin said, having already worked all of this out, seconds after entering the room. âYou take the bed, I sleep on a couch in the lab about half the time anyway.â
âWait, you do?â Taryn asked.
âFabrication can take a while, when youâre working with some of the more complicated materials,â he said, âeasier to check progress that way.â
He continued laying out a blanket heâd brought with him on the couch, then took several small bars of scented soap from his pack and set them on the armrest.
âDonât trust the hotel soap?â Taryn joked.
âTheyâre not for washing,â Tosin said, but didnât elaborate.
âTheyâre not?â She asked.
âNo.â
If it had been anyone else, she mightâve thought he was mad at her, but she remembered that he often didnât volunteer information unless asked.
âTheyâre very nice scents. What are they for?â
âIn the cloud cities, everybody carries these around. The strong perfumes are good to have on-hand when that rotten-egg smell gets in from the atmosphere outside. Reminds me of home. Helps me get to sleep in an unfamiliar place.â He held up a bar. âI keep this one in the pocket of my lab coat, even though I donât have to worry about that sulfur smell anymore. Settles my nerves when I get anxious or overwhelmed.â
It clicked with Taryn. âSpearmint?â
âA little embarrassing, I know,â he said. âBut the fragrance in these soaps is the same one my mother favored to keep the manor smelling fresh. Makes me feel not so far away.â
âThatâs sweet,â she said. âYou know, thatâs why I keep that photo of the Pincerna skyline in my room, back home.â
He smiled. Heâd felt a bit exposed, taking the soaps out, but Taryn often knew what to say to make him feel less like a fool for doing the things that made him comfortable.
âTosin, remember how I said I would try and be⊠more honest, about whatâs going on in my head?â She asked. âHow if I decide to swallow my feelings, then theyâre my problem, and you donât have to deal with them?â
âOf course,â he said, continuing to set his bedding on the couch.
âI think youâre offering to sleep on the couch because you think Iâd be uncomfortable sharing a bed with you, and that Iâm just too polite to say so.â
Tosin didnât know how to react to this. It always annoyed him when people were dishonest about why they were doing what they were doing, so he had learned to simply offer no explanation at all when he had reason to want to keep the truth to himself. He felt a pang of guilt, though, because he also made a point to never assume motivations on behalf of someone who hadnât stated them, and that was what Taryn was accusing him of doing.
âAm I wrong?â Taryn asked.
âNo, youâre not,â Tosin replied.
âRemember the other part of our agreement?â Taryn asked. âThat I know youâll take me at my word, so Iâll say what I really mean?â
âOf course,â Tosin replied.
âI donât want you to sleep on the couch,â she said. âIn fact, if I let you sleep there, Iâd spend the whole night uncomfortable, wishing Iâd corrected you for thinking I didnât want that.â
Tosin was shocked. He wasnât expecting this at all. Taryn had been avoiding him, of late, ever since theyâd started discussing their feelings, and a visitor from the future had blurted out that they were a couple where she came from. He assumed sheâd gotten cold feet about the whole thing, and decided to respect that and give her space.
Ariadne had told him, before the mission, that she wanted the two of them to talk to one another and hash things out, and that the mission was a perfect opportunity for that, and heâd agreed.
He had expected Taryn to tell him she simply wished to remain friends, and had prepared for the sting of this by reminding himself that he loved being friends with her, and that his friendship with her was hardly a consolation prize to scoff at.
âAre you sure?â He asked. âIf itâs an issue, I really am okay with--â
âTosin, we had an agreement,â she said. âI tell you exactly what I feel, and you take me at my word, and if Iâm lying, thatâs my problem, not yours.â
âAre you lying?â
âNo.â
Tosin smiled softly.
âIâll gladly bunk with you, Ms. Taryn, if youâll have me,â he said. âAnd remember, if you change your mind, all you have to do is say the word.â
Tosin picked up his Cytherian soaps and brought them over to the nightstand on the bed.
âAnd, uh⊠IâdâŠâ Taryn stammered, her face hot and the bones in her hand aching from anxiety. âTosin, as long as weâre⊠I mean, as long as Iâm being honest, and youâre taking me at my word and all, Iâd like you to, uhâŠâ
Tosin looked up at her, his wild eyes peering over his round sunglasses. âYes?â
She knew he was too respectful to do it unless she asked. She also knew that she was far too nervous to actually put it to words. So, on impulse, without even realizing this was what she was doing, she used the same move Blue had used on him, and lunged in to kiss him.
In the corner of the room, still invisible to the naked eye and their scanners, Shubin punched the air in triumph.
It was hard for Tosin to misinterpret this signal. He wrapped his arms around her and felt fireworks go off deep in the pit of his chest.
He gripped her tight and she kissed him passionately. He could feel her heart racing, and her fingers gripping the soft fabric of his shirt, when suddenly he heard laughter and she pulled away from him.
His heart dropped in terror, and he assumed at first that he had somehow been pranked, but when he saw her mortified face looking at the doorway, he realized the laughter hadnât come from her.
Pilar and Blue stood there, carrying several bags of supplies from Winterâs.
âGuess there werenât any cameras in here,â Pilar said.
âYou donât know that,â Blue said. âDidnât mean to interrupt, but we bought all these supplies and lugged âem back, so the least youse could do is help put âem away.â
He looked at Taryn. She kissed him again, this time just a light peck to let him know everything was okay, and they set to work unpacking the groceries and supplies.
They werenât worried. Now they knew they were on the same page. Theyâd be alone again soon enough, and could hash out the details then.
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