A few userboxes! I don't have any of my own yet, so these are just a few other jirai bloggers I like (˶>⩊<˶)

「 This blog is mainly run by a source attached Silco fictive ( and host ) , though other alters will occasionally post too . We use I / we interchangeably . 」

「 Bodily a minor , collectively genderless , they / them and xe / xem or other neoprounouns are preferred . 」

「 Self-diagnosed OSDD , autism , social anxiety and suspecting BPD + C-PTSD . 」

「 Nihilist , atheist , SH addict , recovering C.ai addict . 」

「 Interests ; Arcane , TF2 , Dispatch , CRK , TFC , TADC , Dandy's World , Czech culture . 」

DNI ;

「 Trans / homophobia , ableism , racism , rightists , harmful pro-contact and / or anti-recovery paraphilias , syscourse , anti-otherkin / furry / therian / ... , generally toxic people . 」

「 Refrain from speaking to us about topics such as real life parental / authority figures and SA unless absolutely necessary as it can trigger us very easily , please ask or give a warning before doing so . 」

「 If you ( or others ) deem yourself as blunt , and overall dry then block us . We are very emotionally and mentally sensitive </3 . 」

tag system ;

𖥔;「“𝑇ℎ𝑒 𝑏𝑎𝑠𝑒 𝑣𝑖𝑜𝑙𝑒𝑛𝑐𝑒 𝑛𝑒𝑐𝑒𝑠𝑠𝑎𝑟𝑦 𝑓𝑜𝑟 𝑐ℎ𝑎𝑛𝑔𝑒.”」— all posts

𖥔; 「“𝑌𝑜𝑢 𝑘𝑛𝑜𝑤 𝑤ℎ𝑎𝑡 𝑏𝑜𝑟𝑒 𝑢𝑠 𝑡ℎ𝑟𝑜𝑢𝑔ℎ 𝑡ℎ𝑜𝑠𝑒 𝑡𝑖𝑚𝑒𝑠? 𝐿𝑜𝑦𝑎𝑙𝑡𝑦.”」— answering asks

𖥔; 「“𝑌𝑜𝑢'𝑑 𝑑𝑖𝑒 𝑓𝑜𝑟 𝑡ℎ𝑒 𝑐𝑎𝑢𝑠𝑒 𝑏𝑢𝑡 𝑦𝑜𝑢 𝑤𝑜𝑛'𝑡 𝑓𝑖𝑔ℎ𝑡 𝑓𝑜𝑟 𝑜𝑛𝑒.”」— reposts

𖥔; 「“𝑊𝑎𝑙𝑙𝑠 𝑜𝑓 𝑠𝑒𝑙𝑓-𝑑𝑜𝑢𝑏𝑡 𝑎𝑛𝑑 𝑎𝑐𝑐𝑒𝑝𝑡𝑒𝑑 𝑙𝑖𝑚𝑖𝑡𝑎𝑡𝑖𝑜𝑛.”」— vents

𖥔; 「“𝐴 𝑠𝑝𝑎𝑟𝑘 𝑜𝑓 𝑟𝑒𝑏𝑒𝑙𝑙𝑖𝑜𝑛 𝑠𝑡𝑖𝑙𝑙 𝑏𝑢𝑟𝑛𝑠 𝑖𝑛𝑠𝑖𝑑𝑒 𝑡ℎ𝑎𝑡 ℎ𝑢𝑠𝑘 𝐼 𝑠𝑒𝑒.”」— posts relating to moots

「 our entire layout ( banner , dividers , pfp , pinned post graphic ) is made by our dear lover @theemptiestangelofthemall / @7daysj1rai <3 」

last updated : 30/6/2026

Major disclaimers if you wish to actually be friends ⤵

I am a dependent, attention-seeking narcissist. [DPD HPD NPD trio]

Just because I am a narcissist does not mean I am incapable of being hurt. I am a very sensitive person and I can be very emotional at times. If you are annoyed by that, you will not like me.

I will absolutely need you to tell me when you won't be available if you're able to. I am quick to assume I'm being abandoned, so communicating that you'll be gone temporarily will help tremendously.

I am an attention seeker. I seek supply + attention constantly because my self-esteem is extremely fucked and my self-worth is very dependent on my friends. So, if you like giving attention and supply, consider being my friend! :3

I LOVE talking about myself, so I prefer those who prefer to listen over talk, but it's fine if you don't. It won't affect our friendship ♡

I have impaired [selective + fluctuating] empathy, but I will always be there for you regardless.

I see relationships as closer than they really are, so if I refer to you as my best friend early on in our friendship and you don't like that, tell me! I'll be mindful to stop

I will seek attention from you whether I mean to or not. Please do not ignore me or deprive me of attention in an attempt to make me stop because it won't help anything, just tell me you don't want me to up front.

I'm really emotionally unstable. If we get close enough, I may try to start arguments and try to push you away. Please don't let me.

Lastly, I may flirt with you, as I do all of my friends. If this will be an issue, let me know.

landmine jirai + int w/ yanblr

trans, intersex, nonbinary, agender, ayngender, aetherium hyperplatonic, queerplatonic ambiamorous hyperromantic, pyantharomantic, koinikoromantic, nebularomantic, fixaromantic hypersexual, demisexual, androsexual, omni(?)sexual erobyss, heartbound, romance desperate

Ask about my microlabels! :3

DNI ⤵

T.R.A.S.H, radqueers, pro/darkshippers*, pro/neu-c harmful para, overly religious people, tcc, loli/shota/kodacon, radfems, since i am not a system i do not believe i have the right to an opinion on endos, but i likely wont follow back if u are one [i am more inclined to agree with antis]

*i believe dark topics should be allowed to be portrayed in fiction. i don't believe these things should be romanticized or sexualized and i feel extremely uncomfortable interacting with those who do.

If you are under 16, PLEASE block the #cw suggestive tag

I will be unlikely to engage in much, if any, discourse on this blog, but it's fine if you do idc

moots userboxes:3 + mineee use mine 👀 2 options at da bottom

creds to @notonelover and @rab1d-rub1d1um-cr3atur3 for mine :3

hello!! this blog is run by a traumagenic system. keep in mind this is a jirai (and sometimes yandere) blog, so expect crazy shit.

we collectively go by doctor or artemis, and nicknames are very welcome. we are bodily a minor.

we alternate between plural pronouns (we, us, our) and singular pronouns (i, me, mine)

flirting and mildly sexual interaction is fine, just not when it becomes excessive or downright disgusting.

meiko’s blog: @the-meikochan // shuichi’s tag system // agere/petre blog: @littleneedlennurse

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used to be @doctorquu and @doctordoctor--quiy, but we’ve rebranded.

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anons: 🔮, 🧁

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discord: xxxdoctor_

project sekai player id: 692633274534776836

roblox: Amaybebaby

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no DNI! i block freely.

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CONTENT WARNINGS : on this blog, you’ll likely find posts containing the following; topics of sh, ed, dysmorphia, suicical ideations, sexual implications (nothing graphic or visual), sexual assault/abuse, dysphoria, (negative) body image, lots and lots of cussing, and breaking down. be cautious.

we are not promoting sh or suicide by discussing our own experiences. we may, unintentionally, influence the actions of others, BUT DONT FUCKING BLAME US FOR IT, DUFFILL.

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disorders : bpd, gad, ocd, disassociative identity disorder, unspecified eating disorder

misc : we experience delusions (auditory, visual, tactile, somatic/visceral) and use age + pet regression as a coping mechanism

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credit : @/deathbymicrophone for my original dividers, and to the original userbox creators

@/dec0mp0sition for meiko’s dividers. @/hpdamechan for hoshi’s.

@/lose-the-princess for the current theme (matching as kana)

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@/fallenangelsrot made this for us!! mwah !!

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