Take a look at my World

It hurts. Looking at you. Deeply loving you it hurts. What happened to the person that promised me they would have never hurt me. That you were going to do right by me. Because you knew how much I’ve suffered. You knew my sadness, my heart aches and my loneliness. I cried. I poured out my whole heart to you. I forgave you because I couldn’t bear the pain not to be with you. I was so scared to loose you. But I’m still scare to loose you. I don’t know how to do life without you. I don’t know how to possibly think of loving another soul that isn’t you. I don’t even possibly know of how to make love to another soul that isn’t you. My heart is shattered in fucking pieces. My soul feels like it’s burning and I don’t know how to make it stop. Was all these 6 years a lie? Did you really did love me? Or you just pretended it too. Am I really the woman for you? How could have you possibly told me you fell out love for me and tell me you love me? I don’t know what’s true and what’s a lie. All your screaming and crying saying you do anything and everything for me, for our family but never did I hear because you love me. God fucking hell. I want this burning sensation to get out of me. Love fucking hurts.