undiagnosing myself with autism and rediagnosing myself with This

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if i look back, i am lost
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undiagnosing myself with autism and rediagnosing myself with This

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As long as the ego dominates the individual, he cannot have the oceanic or transcendental experiences that make life meaningful. Since the ego recognizes only direct causes, it cannot admit the existence of forces beyond its comprehension. Thus, not until the ego bows down to a higher power (as in prayer, for instance) can an individual have a truly religious experience. Not until the ego surrenders to the body in sex can a person have an orgiastic experience. And only when the ego abdicates before the majesty of nature will a person have a mystical experience. In each case, the dissolution of the ego returns the individual to the state of unity and continuum in which "moving" experiences are possible.
The Betrayal of the Body
Alexander Lowen
Cosey Fanni Tutti
“You are no longer trembling, carcass.” This summer the roses are blue; the wood is of glass. The earth, draped in its verdant cloak, makes as little impression upon me as a ghost. It is living and ceasing to live which are imaginary solutions. Existence is elsewhere.
-Andre Breton, Le Manifeste du Surréalisme (1924)
Decorative Carousel Birdcage | Early 1900s

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to be honest as someone who was deep in the trenches of woke spaces in the 2010s the culture of obsessively self-monitoring and abiding by middle class decorum that some online want to return is just as capable of facilitating rape as it is at preventing it. the actual "excesses of woke" wasn't just people being annoying online, it was bonafide rape cults, and no one is going to get me to believe this shit is any less vulnerable to being weaponized for some bad faith individual's personal will to power. like when you are poor and brainwashed by the internet into basing your whole moral compass around vague and rudderless affective politics that treats certain contentiously defined words like magical runes it turns out all you need to end up in a black hammer type situation is some silver tongued devil and his mob to manipulate you into being a rapeslave
*pointing to self, visibly intrigued* you’re telling me… a locust controls all this?
it reached 109 degrees in slc today, this place officially has no redeeming qualities left in any way shape or form
what's your favorite fantasy media? like LOTR or GOT
idkkk i have a huge mental block with most common fantasy medias i just don’t really like medieval or dragon stuff at least. can i say neon genesis evangelion? idk if that counts lol. also i liked the sandman comics before i knew neil gaiman was a creep
Esther Sarto, The Monastery

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Lichtenberg scarring on a man’s skin after being struck by lightning.
think i got food poisoning from a bad salad i’ve been puking on and off for like 5 hours now :/
blindfolded Fortuna, 16th century

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i’m depressed and a crappy communicator lately, i feel bad that i’ve been so bad at texting my friends back the past year but something in me died and suddenly it’s so hard. i used to expend so much energy masking to be the perfect person that is considerate of everyone and in line with my ethics in all moments and now i can’t sustain that person anymore even if i do care for others. i wish well and mean well but feel pretty ineffectual and lame much of the time. but also i do already feel better and more secure in some big ways by being authentic, it’s all gonna balance out in the end i hope
i need to get a new phone sooo bad, i have been putting it off for so long and everything is nudging me to do so like yesterday, especially the last couple days but it’s mercury retrograde…. i feel like i should wait but this thing is crapping out constantly 😐