tbh i’m not even christian i’m just heritage maxing and i’m weird about the virgin mary but in a ufologist way and it confuses everybody

i always forget how reading tarot professionally kinda gave me the skill/gift of self hypnosis. like i’m good at going into a trance or altered state and still speaking, channeling, writing etc. and i think it strengthened my poetry too since poetry works much the same way for me, like a trance. i was so bitter about my crappy job experience and tarot felt ruined for a while but i still have all the same abilities and i can use them for anything i want, and i should! i need to mess around with self hypnosis more, use my abilities on myself and what not. i remember one of my most beautiful poems ever was written shortly after a time i tried to access the akashic records purely out of curiosity lol

*pointing to self, visibly intrigued* you’re telling me… a locust controls all this?

it reached 109 degrees in slc today, this place officially has no redeeming qualities left in any way shape or form