¯\_(ツ)_/¯ Dani

One day I'm going to wake up and not be so tired. I'm going to want to shower. And I'm going to want to leave the house. I'm going to want to physically go to the gym instead of nagging myself about going. One day I'm going to want to socialize instead of fearing the crippling obligations of it. When I'm good it's so good for a couple of months and then when I'm down it feels like an enormous weight is on me. And I'm just so tired. I could just lay in bed for days, but I have two small boys and a husband. And even though my husband knows well my symptoms, he too has anxiety issues, and because he medicates and I do not I feel I have to be the stronger one. I'm just rambling now...