guess who’s back in their nirvana phase…. this gyal （╹◡╹）

i just reread my first shifting script and oh my god💀

i am sane again

i hate the feeling of regret. i also hate the feeling of the unknown.

i love shifting like even though i have never shifted i love the thought of that i can fulfill my childhood dream. i’m so tired of pretending i’m an anti-shifter/don’t know what shifting is #favoritecopingmechanism

i am too comfortable but my comfort zone is the only stable thing at the moment

i feel like i’ve loss my sense of self since jjk 236

i was learning slide on the guitar and i ended up with blisters on my fingers the next day. no wonder why the song is called slide ._.

yk it’s bad when you gotta text kokobot to rant

the bridge of kuchizuke really gets me, it sucks that there’s no guitar tabs online for it

just thought about my future and i sent myself into a spiral