Alright ,
here is the final part of the comic. 😊
THOSE UNSPOKEN WORDS AND THE LINGERING THOUGHTS...
Chapter 4:And what was left of time...
"Paying attention" had now became out of syllabus for him cause thinking about her was one of her comforting subject which he didn't want to miss.
It felt suffocating... kind of alienated... as if sustenance became a new predicament among the top scorers of Vision Academy which he already realised from the submission of the earlier assignments. So somehow managing to complete all the classes, he quickly left the place .
He had his hands in his pockets and his head down,as he walked towards his dorm room without slackening his pace,which gave him a deceptively tired appearance.
On reaching his destination, he gently pulled the door shut behind himself.
Taking off the blazer and laying it out across the chair,he pondered over the situation and began chiding himself for the mess he was in. After all, he didn't want to disappoint his caring parents with his deteriorating grades.
Yes he should be working on it instead of screwing up everything!
He took a deep breath,to calm his nerves..
Miles leaned back in his chair, drinking the the water while staring at the ceiling.
As usual, his heart pounded excitedly and his imagination soared.He wished he could squeeze all the freedom out of his strenuous time;exploring,wandering afar and getting lost in relativity of time and finally succeeding in finding the special universe he wanted to visit the most. But he constantly reminded himself that it was just one of his forbidden fantasies and should stop dreaming about it day and night.
When an opportunity for friendship did present itself, as it had one of the previous days, he recoiled away, preferring his own company and of course his loyal roomate,Ganke. Definitely keeping the identity secret was a tough job for him.
He had a certain innocence which was not likely to leave him. He didn't want to burn out like the sun at the end of the day, he wished to break way. Just being authentic and raw. Simple.
He got inspired from the spider gang to pursue his spiderman life and eventually became the inspiration for someone dear to him unknowingly.
Sometimes he would lay awake, eyes wide open, brimming with tears, he didn't know if the tears were for himself or for her...
He assumed that she looked touched by his friendly support and that was the reason why she talked to him but part of him felt she did to make him feel better? Of course all these assumptions and theories were due to her not explaining the actions towards him.
On other hand he knew what he was doing.
It was not just merely a gesture of empathy, more like overwhelmed with want to know her fully as a person behind that mask.
Snapping himself from the fantasy, he tried to wake up and face the reality, to make his mind accept the truth!
But could he deny what his gut would say? Maybe it would take time but not yet...
The city needed him and he would push himself too hard,to figure out how to balance, cause one thing he was sure which reminded him of his uncle ,that he had to keep going..... being brave and selfless....adapting himself to changing circumstances just like a true hero, thereby taking the people's safety and his fate in his own hands. Atleast that much he could do as a proud son of his mom and dad ... just not to shatter their high hopes for him , cause he only desired to embrace what he had got and gather the courage to move on in life.
-extracurious
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