❛ how about you make me? ❜ :0c
your heart is trying to escape from your chest & all you could do is stand there and be a mess. a part broken. the petty piece that still tickers. had he forgotten? the butterfly sensation. you were running out of fingers to count on. anamnesis supplied oxygen ; to inhale him. a toxin in your blood, the spaces in between. your last hope here, us : ( don’t leave without me / i’ll come back for you / that’s what he always said / that’s what he used to say ) like a string pulled tight, ready to snap at any moment – a sudden rush of fear as muscles tensed before falling limp again. trembling shivers raced down cold skin. eyes watered, threatening to spill. it’s okay, act natural. lie to him. pretty eyes & pale thin lips, come a little closer & squeeze a little tighter – ( why can’t i love you? / i want to love you / feeling trapped / faltering smiles / escapism / maybe it will go away / constant anger / maybe it will go away / constant pain / maybe it will go away / constant tears / maybe it will go away / was i not enough? ) stand steady. ❛ i can’t. i won’t. i – i waited for you, ( you are the face that makes my body burn / maybe that’s why i am reduced to cinder. ) but for how long? those hours felt like months and days felt like years – ❜ a voice, barely a whisper, a withered mouth that lets it linger. a hope that is about to perish, a love that you still cherished. ❛ but you never came back. you never did. & now you want me to make you stay, even though we both know you wouldn’t? you’re so selfish, bakugou - kun. ❜ / @expldes ! meme.
