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Dealing with a crazy physical problem - ear infection, intense dental pain with shingles that have developed on my face. Went to urgent care today and got a z-pack and anti-viral med from the pharmacy. No wonder Iâve been so darn tired! This had forced me to rest, something that is not easy for me to do. Ow.
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âThese clients are (often, but not always) different from other clients with a dissociative disorder in that they more often suffer from the following symptoms: (pseudo) epileptic seizures; severe eating problems, severe forms of self-mutilation, extreme anxieties, specific phobias, severe sleeping problems, flashbacks with bizarre contents, paranoia, a recurring increase in symptoms, suicidality and self-harmful behaviour during certain periods of the year. These periods coincide(d) with the reported gatherings of the network. Some of these clients dissociate so severely during treatment that the therapist is unable to make contact withthem. Also, they often have a great fear of, and resistance to, using medication - or demonstrate an adverse response to it. The reason for this can be found in their reports of the perpetrator networks' wide use of drugs and medication, which increases their fear of losing control. Finally, these clients all have similar, rigid and inflexible beliefs about themselves, others and the world. A remarkable element of this are their grandiose ideas about the power and superiority of "their world" (the network), reaching far beyond the world of "us ordinary souls". They have a great fear of the almost supernatural power of the network over them. On the other hand, they hold consistent ideas about never being able to belong to "our world" as they are "bad to the core" because of the things they did (or are still doing) within the network or group.ââSuzette Boon PhD
Article by Carolyn Spring on her experience of parts in DID
âHaving parts and switching is fundamental to having DIDâno-one doubts that. It is the most bizarre, the most frightening and perhaps the most shameful aspect of the condition, and that is undoubtedly why it garners so much attention and morbid fascination, as well as hostile incredulity from deniers. But I believe that a skewed emphasis on the phenomenon of parts can be detrimentalâbecause there are many other aspects to life with DID. The symptoms of DID are the symptoms of unhealed suffering and that suffering manifests in a variety of ways, not just in the presence of parts.â
Whether you have DID or not, I really recommend giving this article a read. Itâs my favorite from Carolyn Spring!
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Work Songs and Sea Shanties
Thereâs been a lot of posts making the rounds discussing the ties between industrial union songs, folk songs, and sea shanties (since thereâs been a rise in sea shanty popularity because of tik tok.) But I have yet to see one making the direct connection from African American work songs. Which is a little disheartening, as a black person who has always liked and enjoyed the genre.
Work songs have existed lonnnnnggg before shanties. But the distinct lyrical and instrumental form of what we immediately think of as âsea shantyâ had antecedents in the working chants of international maritime traditions. Mainly those sung while loading vessels with cotton in ports of the Southern United States, during the 18th and 19th century. And you know what also rose in the 18th and 19th century?Â
Answer: Chattel Slavery.Â
âIn the first few decades of the 19th century, White European-American culture, especially the Anglophoneâthe sailorsâ âCheer'ly Manâ and some capstan songs notwithstandingâwas not known for its work songs. By contrast, African workers, both in Africa and in the New World, were widely noted to sing while working. The fact that European observers found African work-singers so remarkable suggests that work songs were indeed rather foreign to their culture.â Source
Slave music has many distinct qualities. In early captivity, drums were used to provide rhythm, but they were banned in later years because of the fear that Africans would use them to communicate in a rebellion (they were, and also used as escape codes.) Slaves then resorted to generating percussion, using other instruments or their own bodies. Another quality is the call-and-response format, where a leader singâs a verse or verses and the others respond with a chorus. Thereâs also field hollers, shouts, moans, etc.
As slaves were forced into christianizing, their work songs evolved into Spirituals. Other measures to prevent slave rebellion included making sure that slaves from the same tribe were intentionally scattered, so that they could not share the same language. The forbiddance of practicing indigenous religions and speaking anything other than English meant that eventually, the large groups of slaves were once again able to communicate with each other.Â
Spirituals were largely informed by the colonial hymns and folk songs of the time. They had the multitudinous purpose of 1.) keeping everyone working 2.) imparting Christian values 3.) describing the hardships of slavery, and 4.) hiding codes to escape.  Famous Spirituals include âSwing Low, Sweet Chariotâ and âWade in the Waterâ and they were a significant part of navigating the Underground Railroad.Â
The switch to steam powered ships by the end of the 19th century gradually made sea shanties obsolete as work songs, so they are largely preserved as folk music. But because African Americans were still forced into the labour class, their work songs continued to evolve. Here are some chain gang songs for example.
Work songs > Spirituals > Gospel Music > Blues > Every Modern Black American Musical Genre That we Know Today
Not only that, but the root genre of work songs still exist across the globe, distinct to the agricultural and industrial work force of each culture. These videos were all posted within the last 5-10 years, from Tasmania, South Africa, The Philippines, and Tanzania. You can hear the connection between them being the tremendous labour they do.

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Trigger Warning. (RA/MC and callbacks)
I wish and pray for safety and healing to any DID systems / traima survivors here. For those who donât know how to get safe, who still have reporter alters and alters whoâs job it is to leave and go to the places that the bad guys want you to go. To the ones that donât yet know who is triggering them with code words. To those who get access calls from random agencies that remind them of what they are supposed to do.
To all of those kids a FYI: You were never meant to have those sort of jobs. You were supposed to be loved and nurtured and cared for and not assigned tasks that serve the perpetrator groups. Did you know that you can actually change jobs? Choose a different job yourself without being forced to? Something that benefits the system instead of the bad guys? I suspect that you never wanted those horrible jobs anyways.
Some of you may not even know that others in the system could get hurt because your only task is to go walk somewhere or get picked up and get a treat like a milkshake or something. You may only know about nice things like treats but other things go on that hurt the body and other parts in the system.
I know that itâs not freaking easy and that you will face a tremendous amount of shit for not responding. Plus itâs so freaking hard to find people / friends that understand this stuff that can help keep you safe. Itâs not impossible though!
There is hope for all of you, freedom from the horrible horrible painful shit that is all youâve ever known. It wonât be easy but definitely better than what the bad guys wanted for you.
Thank you for getting this far.
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So the other night I decided to install Tumblr on my new phone for a âbusiness projectâ believe it or not, lol. I hadnât been on Tumblr for many years. Although at some point in the middle of those years must have been reading from a list of survivor blogs and followed tumblog here related to #DID.
Well, because it was late and all I wanted to do was install the app. But my curiosity said âHey thereâs nothing better to do right now than check this out!â, and continued to browse. I think I checked out a couple of posts, got triggered, (more on that later) then Profile/tumblog follow suggestions appeared in a little row mixed in with my feed. Basic stuff right?
The rest is my own emotional shit that surfaced relative to ptsd from supporting those with DID who were still in danger and watching their programming unraveling which has had an impact on me and resurfaced. Much love to all of you trauma survivors. My shit is an inth of what you face every day! đ
How to be a better friend/ally to DID/OSDD systems
First! Some terms you should know
Alter: One of the people living in the brain of the person
Fronting: When one or more alter is controlling the body
Headspace: Where most alters go when they're not fronting
Dormant: When an alter is not active
Split: When a new alter forms
Polyfragmented: When a system splits very often
Switch: When one alters gives the front to a different one
The Body: The body that all the alters are sharing, the physical figure
ANP: Apparently Normal Part, an alter who does not have a connection to the trauma
EP: Emotional Part, an alter that does have connection to the trauma
Roles:
Host: The alter(s) that front the most/Take care of daily tasks
Caretaker: An alter which will take care of other alters, primarily littles
Littles: Alters that are children, usually do not age with the body
Persecutor: Alters that harm themselves, the system, and/or the body
Gatekeeper: An alter that manages switches, so they dont happen at bad times
General:
Firstly, please respect that we exist! If someone tells you that they're a system, don't dismiss them and say "that's such a rare disorder how could YOU have it"
Furthermore, don't say our trauma wasn't "bad enough" or that we don't "look like it"
Don't! Ask! About! Our! Trauma!!! It isn't tour business!! If they're open to sharing, you're free to let them, but we're not going to freely say it to everyone. Not to mention, many alters don't have memory of the events
Remember that we all have PTSD, in some form. We all could have triggers or flashbacks or,, anything. It can be hard, we aren't "overreacting"
YES the most known sign is alters, but it also comes with trauma, dissociation, and a whole load of other things. This is a complicated disorder.
Don't bring up the movie Split I beg of you
Alters?
"What are alters?" alters are, to put it simply, an alternate state of consciousness. When we went through severe trauma, our brain couldn't handle the stress on its own. So it split into different parts. These different alters might front for different things- Managing daily life, holding trauma, etc.
"Why do only some of them have memory?" That's the point of the disorder! It's a coping mechanism. So in DID only the traumaholders will have memory, while ANPs will be able to function normally. In OSDD it's almost the same, but they still have memory of the event, just not an emotional connection. think of it like watching a movie. You're sad or disturbed, but it doesn't really effect you.
"Why do they all have different names/pronouns/genders/interests/etc.?" Because we're different people!!
Think of it this way: Each alter doesn't have memory/emotional connection to 100% of their life. Something that one alter went through just .. didn't happen to the others. So they have different lives completely
"Wait but then how do you talk to eachother/function in life?" Many ways! Some systems keep a journal that they all can write in, some have good internal communication (Usually in the headspace). Most systems will have a vote for changes to the body like haircuts, tattoos, etc.
Introjects
Introjects can either be Factives or Fictives. A factive is an alter of a real person, a fictive is an alter of a fictional character
They! are! not! their! source! Don't see a fictive of your favorite character and gish about how much you love them or something like- It's weird.
Introjects are their own people! They can have triggers, interests, etc. that aren't seen in their source
Pseudomemories are primarily things that Introjects have- they're memories from their source that didn't happen irl.
Littles
Littles are children alters! They are a child.
Unless given permission by an adult alter, treat littles like how you would treat any other child their age
It's very common for littles to be traumaholders- especially for the "original" trauma. Just,, be nice.
If a system does not want you knowing about their littles dont ask about their littles
How to talk to us?
Like any other person!
Actually, its a bit different. some dos and don'ts:
DO: Ask us whos fronting! Doesn't have to be every time you talk to us, but if there's a specific alter you want to talk to don't just assume
DON'T: Get angry at us when the alter you want to talk to isn't fronting. Switching can be hard for a multitude of reasons and honestly we're just trying to vibe
DO: Ask what pronouns to generally use, if they're out as a system, etc.
DO: ask questions! I'm always open to answering system-related things! :)
That's all for now! Feel free to add on

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Introjects, Fictives, & Factives
My Thoughts & What Iâve Learned
Over the years, the DID/OSDD community has been gaining relevance on many different social media platforms: Tumblr, Instagram, and even Youtube and Tiktok as of more recently. I wonât lie! The slow gain of exposure is a bit scary. Bringing awareness to DID/OSDD and advocating for those of us with posttraumatic stress conditions has always been a passion of mine. I want the world to be a safer and more understanding place for people with DID and OSDD. When more of the public eye is on people with such complex trauma-based disorders, I would surely want it to be out of a desire to understand and empathize.
Unfortunately, society still has its prejudices.
There is no one who is being open about their DID or OSDD on the Internet as an invitation for harsh scrutiny and ridicule. Unfortunately, these things will and do happen, because the reality is that odds are stacked against those of us with mental health disorders in our society. Things are getting better, slowly, but they are not perfect.
Outside of mental health spaces (and even within some), conversations about DID/OSDD often take a much more narrow look at the disorders. It seems like the parts is more or less what the Internet likes to put on a pedestal. This isnât unusual. The news does it, the media does it, hey- the Internet is going to do it too.
So then thereâs the introjects. Er- fictives, factives, f*cktivesâŚwhatever people are calling them these days. Thereâs such a focus on them! Especially in certain online DID/OSDD circles, there is such a special air put around introject alters. Often, I see them treated as if they are something completely separate and unique from other alters. Iâve seen rules made up to go along with them; things that would never be seen in a diagnostic screening, but would automatically render someone a malingerer to a person on the Internet. Itâs incredibly bizarre!
But Iâm getting way ahead of myself here. Letâs take a step back from all of that and start off with the very basics. What even are introject alters?
[Image description: A quote from the article Your Brain On Fiction (Paul, 2012). It says: âThe brain, it seems, does not make much of a distinction between reading about an experience and encountering it in real life; in each case, the same neurological regions are stimulated.â]
What is an introject alter?
An introject alter is a dissociated part that is based on a person or figure, such as an abuser, a caregiver, a celebrity, or a fictional character. They may or may not genuinely believe that they are the figure in question. Additionally, they may or may not internally look like, sound like, or act like the figure.
In online communities, especially Tumblr, I usually see introject alters divided into two different types. The first type are the introjects that are based on something that is fictional, which online circles might call fictives. The second type are introjects that are based on something that is real, which online circles might call factives. There are other community terms as well to highlight subtle differences, which are okay to use if thatâs what makes you happy.
In clinical literature, however, there is not really that much differentiation- after all, itâs common for alters to draw traits from external things. Clinical literature doesnât often pin labels onto parts, but rather defines functions that are commonly, but not always, found within dissociated systems. I was really surprised by this at first, because I was so used to being in the community which put such a big emphasis on labeling parts. I often see DID/OSDD articles address introject alters as imitating parts, mimicking parts, copying parts, and introjected parts. I personally have more of an affinity to this kind of phrasing. I feel like it conveys the function of these parts much better than fictive/factive does- but thatâs my personal opinion!
[Image description: A screenshot of googleâs definition for introject. It says: âunconciously adopt the ideas or attitudes of others.â]
Introject alters have been mentioned in many credible sources such as:
The Haunted Self by Onno van der Hart, Ellert R. S. Nijenhuis, and Kathy Steele
Understanding and Treating Dissociative Identity Disorder: A Relational Approach by E. F. Howell
Becoming Yourself: Overcoming Mind Control and Ritual Abuse by Alison Miller
Coping With Trauma-Related Dissociation: Skills Training for Patients and Therapists by Onno van der Hart, Suzette Boon, and Kathy Steele
Treating Trauma-related Dissociation: A Practical, Integrative Approach by the same authors from #4
And most other relevant literature on DID/OSDD.
[Image description: A quote from Howell (2011, p.160). It says: âThrough a process of identification with the aggressor, a part of the child may begin to feel that she is the aggressor. Once created, this identity state may become increasingly utilized in the service of predicting the aggressorâs behavior, consequently avoiding some harm and preempting the aggressorâs perceived power and threat.â]
What makes an introject alter an introject alter?
According to the International Society for the Study of Trauma and Dissociation [ISSTD] (2011), when a person has DID or OSDD, new alters can form at any time in their life. This means that, at any point in time, a system could potentially split off an alter that is based on someone else. I have seen some online circles perpetuating the ideas that introject alters are a very rare phenomenon or somehow function differently from other alters. From what Iâve learned, however, this is far from the truth!
Kluft (1988) explains that most dissociated systems have parts that are based on a person or figure, and some few even have massive amounts of these parts. In one of his case studies, he describes several patients with alters based on their own family members as well as literature such as Lord of the Rings and Shakespeareâs Tempest. Van der Hart, Nijenhuis, and Steele (2006) describe a patient with a group of alters based on characters from Star Trek. Additionally, Beidel, Frueh, & Hersen (2014) explain that they have received reports of alters based on fictional characters, rock stars, and even religious figures. Furthermore, just about every relevant piece of literature on DID/OSDD Iâve read has mentioned perpetrator-imitating parts in some capacity.
Someone may find themself wondering: why does this happen? What makes an introject alter an introject alter?
Iâve learned that it has to do with something called a substitute belief. According to van der Hart, Nijenhuis, and Steele (2006), a substitute belief is an idea or a fantasy that is substituted in place of processing a real thought, emotion, event, or experience. Substitute beliefs can impact how someone perceives their self, their past, and the world around them. Janet (as cited by Steele, Boon, & van der Hart, 2017) described substitute beliefs in alters as the identifying features (their names, ages, genders, internal appearances, etc.) which occur when one cannot integrate an experience. (Itâs important to remember here that integration means to fully process and take ownership of an experience- which can often take quite a bit of therapeutic work to achieve if that experience is connected to trauma.)
Putting it into perspective
So, letâs say I have an alter who is a dog. That would mean that at some point I had the belief âI am a dogâ substituted in place of integrating a real experience I went through- an experience that I may or may not even remember! And then I split off an alter who compartmentalized this substituted belief. Thereâs probably hundreds of people with DID or OSDD who also experience having dog alters. However, the reason behind why my alter is a dog will be entirely unique and specific to me, my system, my life, and my history- just as it will be for every other system with dog alters.
So, letâs think about this. What are some reasons someone might develop the substitute belief âI am a dog?â Here are a few reasons I can come up with off the top of my head:
Maybe they experienced abuse/trauma that made them feel like a dog?
Maybe there was a dog involved in their abuse/trauma?
Maybe dogs brought them comfort during a particularly traumatic/stressful/difficult period of their life?
Maybe they believed being a dog would help them prevent the abuse/trauma/event?
Maybe the idea of being a dog brought them a sense of comfort/safety somehow in other ways?
The more you think about it, the more it seems ridiculous to even try making a list, doesnât it? Thatâs because literally anything can be a valid answer! After all, we all experience, react to, and cope with trauma and life events differently.
[Image description: A quote from van der Hart, Nijenhuis, and Steele (2006, p.26). It says: â[âŚ] Events are not traumatic in themselves, rather, they may be so in their effect on a given individual. Thus not every individual who experiences an extremely stressful event will actually be traumatized.â]
Any alter can develop or compartmentalize substitute beliefs about anything for any reason. Introject alters are only unique from other alters in that their substitute belief is specifically about being a pre-existing person or figure, such as a caregiver or a character from a novel.
With all that being said, please understand that you do not need to know why an alter split as an introject in order to validate their existence. Substitute beliefs and the reasons behind them can be very difficult to pinpoint; theyâre extremely personal, subjective, and will be different for every system and for every alter. Itâs very likely that the system themself may not be able to pinpoint these things on their own without the help of their therapist. (Please do not attempt stuff like this without a professionalâs support.)
You also do not need to know whether an alter is âtrulyâ an introject alter or not in order to use this sort of terminology. If these terms and the understanding behind them are beneficial to you, use that!
Weird misconceptions I keep seeing
Out of all the âtypesâ of alters I see misconceptions being spread about, introject alters are pretty up there for being sorely misunderstood (persecutory alters are always #1 on that rank, though, oh my GOD). However itâs specifically with introjects where I see a lot of people getting particularly vicious over whoâs real and whoâs fake. Personally, I find it a bit funny because most of these people are vastly unqualified to be making these sorts of judgements and the people who are qualified would surely have to be violating some sort of ethical rules.
These were misconceptions that I was told by various people on the Internet who looked like they knew what they were talking about and I genuinely believed a lot of them! Have you seen any of these myths below? Did you also believe any of them?
Myth: Introjects, in general, are rare. Truth: From what Iâve written so far in the post, we know that this just isnât true.
Myth: Introject alters are like being otherkin. Truth: Otherkin is not a mental disorder and it has nothing to do with DID or OSDD. Here is the Wiki on otherkin. People who think this probably just saw the terms fictive/factive and got them confused with fictionkin/factkin.
Myth: You can only develop introject alters as a child. Truth: A person who has DID or OSDD can continue to form new alters, including introjects, at any point in their life. (ISSTD, 2011)
Myth: Someone who has a lot of introject alters is automatically faking DID/OSDD. Truth: The amount of introject alters a person with DID or OSDD has is not a part of the criteria for diagnosis. Here is the DSM-V criteria for DID. If you fit the criteria for DID and are about to get diagnosed with it, your clinician is not going to do a 180 just because a lot of your alters are based on, letâs say, characters. All systems will have different âtypesâ of alters in different amounts depending on who they are, what their history is, and what has helped them survive. Comparing one system versus another system is pointless and undermines the complexity of the disorder they share and how it has protected them.
Furthermore, Kluft (1988) describes that most people with DID/OSDD have introject alters, and that a small percentage develop massive amounts of them. He described this âmassive introjectionâ occuring to some of his patients as a defense against object loss.
Myth: Introject alters only form if you like the person/character or find them ârelatable.â Truth: While the ârelatabilityâ of the figure can influence a substitute belief, so can anything else. How liked or relatable the figure is could be the reason behind the substitute belief for one introject, and it could also not be for another introject. This is why some introject alters can be based on figures that trigger or terrify the system, such as past abusers or characters that resemble those abusers. This is just how complex and highly subjective both substitute beliefs and DID/OSDD are.
Myth: Enjoying media will cause an introject from that media to split off. Truth: The creation of new parts is dissociation, and dissociation always has a reason for occurring. Splitting may occur when the system is in an overwhelming situation that has exceeded the systemâs ability to cope. (van der Hart, Nijenhuis, and Steele, 2006) Everyoneâs tolerance level on this is different, however. (Kluft, 1988) Thatâs why, if someone split off a media-introject alter, that split did not occur solely because they consumed that media. There was dissociation afoot!
If a system truly split because of media itself, the logical conclusion would be that it was because the media was (or added to) the overwhelming situation that exceeded the systemâs ability to cope. If the media retraumatized the individual, for example, or if the media was an element incorporated into their abuse, etc.
However, there is a minority of dissociated systems who are so prone to dissociation and so invested in having alters that they may split alters simply because they want more. Kluft (1988) dubbed this âego-syntonic splittingâ and explained that these individuals usually fall under the category of patients who flaunt their DID/OSDD for secondary gain (such as attention or financial compensation).
Myth: Introject alters have to be exactly like the person/character theyâre based off of. Truth: Introject alters can be very different from the actual figure theyâre based off of. First off, the traits that are introjected into an alter are perceived traits. I may perceive a fictional character as very brave, while another person may perceive that same character as very cowardly. Everyone perceives things differently. Additionally, perception can change as well. There are many characters and people that I liked as a child but no longer particularly like or agree with as an adult, now.
What Iâm trying to say is that an introject alter can be very, very different from the figure theyâre based on, all while still being based on them.
Even when an introject alter does seem similar to the figure theyâre based on, introject alters are not literally that person or character. While some of them may think they truly are, itâs important to understand that all alters are dissociated parts of one single individual. All parts of this individual are capable of change and growth, because all individuals are continuously changing and growing!
Based on my personal experience and the experiences of others Iâve known in the community, it seems to be fairly common for introject alters to originally feel very similar to the figure theyâre based on, but much later feel like they have grown into a more fully fleshed out individual beyond their introjected identity.
After all, this is not your favorite anime protagonist weâre talking about. This is a real person.
[Image description: A quote from Steele, Boon, and van der Hart (2017, p.19). It says: âDissociative patients often have what is called psychic equivalenceâthat is, they experience internal reality (dissociative parts, flashbacks, even thoughts or emotions) as real and powerful external realities (Fonagy, Gergely, Jurist, & Target, 2005; Target & Fonagy, 1996). [âŚ] Thus, they may view parts as real people instead of disowned parts of the self. They experience flashbacks as real events in the present instead of as memories of the past. They may literally perceive the therapist as the abuser because they feel abused. They may take their strong feeling of being bad as unbearable evidence that they are bad.â]
My thoughts
Fictive/Factive
I know thereâs a lot of mixed opinions about these terms. Some people love them. Some people hate them. Some people really hate them. Personally, I donât use them because singlets often get them mixed up with fictionkin/factkin. But thereâs nothing wrong with these terms. They donât mean anything harmful. Other people are allowed to use the words that make them happy and suit their experiences the best.
However, what I do take issue with is how detached community terms tend to get from DID/OSDD despite, well, being community terms! Fictive/Factive on its own doesnât really have any indicator that itâs related to DID or OSDD, does it? A lot of community âalter roleâ labels are like this, actually; protector, persecutor, etc. Notice how I used the word âintroject altersâ way more than I used âintrojectsâ in this post? I think this ends up becoming a bridge that allows people to start detaching these things from DID/OSDD, or applying weird rules that donât really make much sense, or allowing people without DID/OSDD to accidentally intrude on these experiences.
I wonder what would happen if people started saying things like âfictive altersâ and âfactive partsâ instead?
Fakeclaiming
In the past, Iâve witnessed a lot of witch-hunting and fakeclaiming (both within and outside of the online community) that hinged on nothing but introject alters. I had seen so many âfactsâ about introject alters crop up which oh-so conveniently invalidated literally everyone except the speaker, but I had never seen any information to back these statements up. For the most part, I saw people claiming that there was hardly any research on introjects at all, so obviously everyone had to be faking it. Yet, the more Iâve read about DID/OSDD in books and articles, the more Iâve realized that introject alters are mentioned literally everywhere!
I think the reason that research does not look at introject alters as a separate concept from alters is because theyâre not a separate concept. What I mean here is that dissociated parts who are based on a person or figure are still just alters in the same way dissociated parts who are dogs are also still just alters. Think back to the list I was making about what kind of reasons might cause someone to develop the substitute belief âI am a dog.â The reasons are infinite. This is the same for âI am Superman,â or âI am my father,â or âI am my abuser.â Every single person is going to be different- just, inherently.
Being an introject alter does not open up special treatment options that wouldnât also be available for any other alter. You do not need any special qualities about yourself or comorbid disorders in order to split off introject alters. There are no rules on introject alters. There are not any specific introject alters who are more or less âvalidâ than others. The criteria and limitations for DID/OSDD do not change just because youâve developed an introject part.
Introject alters are not fake. The only people who think this are the people who do not understand DID/OSDD.
Responsibility
Iâve always felt like itâs important to understand that no matter how different and individual an introject alter may perceive themself to be, they are not actually separate from the body and its privileges. They should be made aware of what kind of body theyâre in, and what is and is not appropriate for a body like this to do. For example, itâs not appropriate for a young alter in the body of an adult to be interacting with actual children in a way an adult should not be. Alternatively, itâs not appropriate for an adult alter in the body of a minor to be interacting with actual adults in the way a minor should not be.
My general rule of thumb has always been: if it would be inappropriate for someone without DID or OSDD to do it, then itâs inappropriate for someone with DID or OSDD to do it too. If you wouldnât condone a white singlet using people of color as their faceclaims and saying âI am them,â then you shouldnât condone a white system allowing their alter to do that either. If you wouldnât condone a white singlet culturally appropriating an Asian name, then you shouldnât condone a white system allowing their alter to do that either. Having a mental disorder is not and will never be an excuse to act in harmful or inappropriate ways.
Conclusion
People treat introject alters really weirdly and say a lot of inaccurate things about them. I canât really control that. But I sure as hell can write up a long post with my thoughts on this stuff and all the information Iâve learned about introject alters with APA citations. Basically uhhhh here you go. I hope you enjoyed.
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