Hi! My name’s Rika (they/them). I’m just a something-years-old queer witch wooing my imaginations with childhood dreams. Here are some other places to find me :)
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If you want to engage with fandom as a community but are overwhelmed by the writing of it all, my advice is to start small. Write a one paragraph ficlet/drabble and post it to tumblr. Describe a setting, or a bit of character inner monologue, or write a snapshot of a bigger scene in your head. This might seem like it's just "posting headcanons to tumblr" but if you take the time to look at your sentence structure, edit your word choices, fix typos, and make adjustments to make the writing more compelling or the characters more vivid, that is literally creative writing. Next time, make it two paragraphs. Maybe add a few lines of dialogue. Take a scene from canon and extend it for 500 words. Try to engage with or expand upon an emotion that you noticed in canon. I bet someone else is compelled by this idea too. You don't have to write a 100k fic to engage with other people in fandom. Short form is a valid form of writing practice and will build your muscle. Even if one person likes it or replies to it with their own thoughts, you've reached someone.
We desperately need to have a collective conversation about media literacy and the death of subtext because some of y'all have let shipping wars and personal bias completely warp how you consume fictional stories. just bc you don't like how something is portrayed doesn't mean it is being portrayed wrong—and just because you don't see it that way doesn't mean it isn't that way.
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All day the stars watch from long ago
my mother said I am going now
when you are alone you will be all right
whether or not you know you will know
look at the old house in the dawn rain
all the flowers are forms of water
the sun reminds them through a white cloud
touches the patchwork spread on the hill
the washed colors of the afterlife
that lived there long before you were born
see how they wake without a question
even though the whole world is burning
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bought a book called Murdoku where you solve murders kinda sudoku style or something and oh my god this is really testing how bad I am with puzzles and riddles especially when the clues end up being so vague LMAO
Chinese is one of those languages where curse words are so commonplace that they lose a bit of their bite, but nevertheless:
操 (cao): The good old "fuck". Common variants: 肏，草，艹，凸
我操 (wo cao): "I fuck". Same as "fuck". Common variants: 卧槽，我草，我艹，我擦，我屮艸芔茻
你妈 (ni ma): "Your mom." Used the same way as "fucking" for emphasis. Common variant: 尼玛
This brings us to the lauded "fuck your family members" series. Here we have:
操你妈 (cao ni ma): "fuck your mom." Common variants: 草拟吗，曹尼玛，操你老母
操你姥姥 (cao ni lao lao): "fuck your grandma."
操你大爷* (cao ni da ye): "fuck your great uncle."
*I have no idea why the great uncle is singled out like that. You usually only fuck someone you're a direct descendant of.
操你祖宗 (cao ni zu zong): "fuck your ancestors."
操你妈逼 (cao ni ma bi): "fuck your mother's cunt." Common variants: 草泥马比, cnmb, cnmlgb
逼 (bi), or "cunt," is not considered a particularly strong word in Chinese. The cunt series also includes:
傻逼 (sha bi): lit. "dumb cunt" i.e. "dumbass" or "dumbfuck". ("dumbfuck author, dumbfuck novel.") Common variants: SB, 煞笔.
牛逼 (niu bi): lit. "cow cunt", but means "badass" or "awesome". Common variants: NB，牛掰，牛笔.
装逼 (zhuang bi): lit. "pretend cunt', refers to when someone is being pretentious or a poser. Basically "装牛逼". Common variant: 装B. (This is where svsss' "B-points" come from.)
And in the same vein:
鸡巴 (ji ba): "dick." Used the same way as "fucking" for emphasis. Common variant: JB
屌 (diao): "dick/cock." Usually mean "badass." Common variant: diu
屌丝 (diao si): "dick hair," or loser, douchebag, incel etc.
OK, I have to ask. Is there any connection between 操 (cao) meaning "fuck" and 曹操 (Cao Cao) the infamous warlord from the late Han dynasty? Or is it just an amusing coincidence, like that one story about the poet who eats lions?
操 was originally just a substitute for the more explicit 肏 (入肉=“to enter flesh”) Idk exactly when using 操 to say “fuck” became mainstream; it’s a character that just happens to sound very similar to 肏. Oddly enough there aren’t a lot of characters that sound like “caò”, and I feel like most of them have been used as a euphemism at some point. 操 was the most popular one and over time it became the de facto fuck
I think that when you're overstimulated you should appear kind of grayed out and no one should be able to interact with you like a locked character in a video game
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unless its egregious, i'm not embarrassed to be fooled by ai. "oh i got lied to via something made by the Lying Machine the machine we made to Lie really well" like it's gonna happen it's no egg on your face. just be chill about it
