Survive With A Smile

For all the creators that havent jumped ship yet!

Tumblr porn has really effected my mind in a positive way. Seriously. When I hopped on in like 2010-2011 or some shit I was literally drowning in straight or really harmful queer porn. It was effecting my head when it came down to gender shit. Not gonna get into my wank tales but it took me years of seeing more and more positive queer porn and me accidentally hyperfocusing on certain genres i guess it to slap my head into a place where I finally started considering that how I’ve felt about my own gender in a serious light. Id always joked that I never really felt like a real woman and I was just somewhere in the literal middle but how often had I ever really seen someone else even take themselves seriously on that aspect? I wasnt violently body disphoric and I like “femme” style makeup n clothes sometimes so I couldnt be queer. Id been given a body that was hypersexualized femme and I didnt want to have top surgery so it couldnt be serious right? Yeah no. Totally 100% queer. Seeing so many different positive queer bodies confident enough to be producing their own content effected me. The only non cis sexuality Id really seen before was hyperfetishized transwomen and the occasional dude getting pegged by a femdom. S'as close to anything I felt like I was as I had seen. This hellsite actually helped me clear away a lot of the bullshit n helped me to see a wider view of the world out there. If we lived in a magic world where healthcare existed I’d even be interested in talking to a doctor but it doesnt cause me enough trauma to afford even looking into anything hormone related on top of my chronic illness. I have the support and understanding of my partner to help me through what does fuck with me and even tumblr was able to help with our communication with where we were both at before we even got together. So thank you so much if youre one of the people that I follow that does produce your own queer content. You helped me find more peace than you can understand.