Darcy🍓

Be you

Don't be me or someone else

We all have this thought

That we must be something

That we can't be wrong

Or with a body/etc out of the standard

But I think this is a wrong thought

That we need to be so thin that you can dodge the raindrops

I can be wrong or right depending on the opinion of the person stopping to read this text

(And we are all human we can make some faults sometimes)

I'm a girl under a moletom jacket

Trying to don't smile,

Don't get hurt inside,

With people around me

Who take care of me and my way

They are crazy? Yep ^^

But sometimes we need some madness

Some different options to make you happy

And low of the sheets

Instead they can't see

They help you

With the most strange and wonderful way

So I decided

Decided to don't give up

And still with this smile

This fuc*ing smile

You once time told me

"Keep smiling!"

But you never told me the thing

That you were prepared to leave me

I cried a lot

More than an ocean,more than a rain

More than anything you saw before you left

And the only fuc*ing thing I was thinking was "Keep smiling!"

,with your smile in the garden of my mind

Once one more time I'm going to meet someone to marry me. My father always invites militaries, ministers,diplomats, to our house and mainly on holidays, weekend days and on my birthday, obviously. I can't remember a time when my birthday was really to celebrate my birth not a special economic encounter for the rich class.

My brother was my only best friend in my life, but now at twenty he's married to the daughter of prime minister. After that, my days have been monotonous, everyday I woke up, make my morning hygienes, put my clothes/cheongsam and finally I'm seating next to the window watching the rain it's raining all around, falls on the trees, on the green grass, on roofs and the cold weather asks for some red bean buns and manjus.

While I am watching the horizon I see petals falling on the banch under the tree. In this banch have a guy with black hair, blue eyes and apparently foreign. He everyday seat on the same banch at the same time I'm obsessed with him because he's a gentleman and kind. When I have the confidence to tell him three simple words.

- I love ... - while I seat next to him I say this words but I don't receive the answer.

I only saw big bright light in the sky. My arms were in the red grass and I started hear screams. When I turn around I see my lover exploded and all my expectations death.