EVEDEE1989

Depression doesn't come easy so it's for sure will last long. You never know and almost can't believe what ever it is in life that can bring into depression.

I look like i was thinking,but to be honest my mind is blank..no thoughts at all. I'm staring out empty with empty mind.. Is this normal? 😅😅😅 #emptymind #blank

Got caught up in countless undesirable, sickening,frustrating and depressing situations. It made me forgot who i am,and i reacted exactly the opposite of how i should. While my mind was filled with herendous thoughts,i caught a glimpse of myself in the mirror looking so horrific. Unknowingly i whispered to myself "what happened to you Eve?" I was trying to pull myself together,little do i know..i kept losing myself.

I asked from GOD too much too many times.. Is there somebody can help me?

I keep saying practice self love not self harm, but i really wish incould end my life now.. But i made too many mess that i need to clear up..

Literally i am crying for help.. I can't ask GOD as i asked too much from HIM and he actually heard my prayer. It's just that i am not worthy of his gifts and i messed up... so now i need help,for not being able to live life the way i was supposed to.. So lost even with all the GOD'S blessing and angel's guidance..

Even if i can tell them everything, they will still never understand. So i won't bother.. Practice #selflove Not self harm.

Me when anybody asked to take a cute selca.. Never ashamed of how i look..tho i do filtered(alot) all my selfies before posting it anywhere 😅😅😅😅 #uglyme

The best smile to flaunt,is that sincere smile you flashed to the people you trust but broke your heart.

Funny how,all smiles may be a sign to a #depressing sadness. Staring at myself in the mirror,it scares me how blank my expression is. Am i really this #heartless?

Because it's easier to face your inner struggle alone,for people think its petty and you are just being too much.. #innerstruggle

RIP to all those hours wasted for overthinking instead of sleeping. Afternoon nap rules!! 😂😂😂😂😂 #sleepyhead #insomnia #afternoonnap

People vs me