copathetic

you were right. no one can love me.

i just wish someone would say they fucking UNDERSTAND ME

i thought i could finally be happy i could finally feel what other people feel but stupid fucking me that’s not in store for me what’s in store for me it’s just suffering until i stop holding on for my mom and finally fucking kill myself

wish i’d stop letting things go unsaid, but we know it means nothing anyway.

never fucking mind

all offense if you use your mental illness to walk all over people you’re immature and absolutely toxic being mentally ill doesn’t mean you have to shit all over people that are constantly by your side and on your team

i’m honestly a little bit happy you decided to treat me only like garbage at the end. in the beginning, it was like 70/30 and i would hold on through everything and all the bullshit anger resentment screaming and insults for the 30% happiness but you changing into 100% not caring about me walking all over me not being nice to me calling me names not giving me the smallest bit of consideration not even FUCKING ME, made not having it so much easier