I can tell you about the excitements of new beginnings, about the skipping beats, shaking hands and sweating I can tell you about endings, about fears, broken hearts, falling apart and breaking downs, I saw that glance two guys with a gift between their hands, we chatted, we talked we shared the ups and downs and when its almost near to get bored we shared music and politics, I can tell you I was annoyed until the day I wore your heart and fell on that shoulder sleepy at local bus, creepy eyes looking at us, wrote that note, broke my promise that I wouldnโt fall. but damn I fell hard that I broke my neck, I didnโt plan, It came just like this. I kept it as secret so no one would know afraid to lose you and turn back alone but came that one who was better at fun you left, it was dark at 2pm and I was unsecured at 2am just a soul left with memories to break me in pieces I kept my love locked somewhere it turned me numb I screamed and cried I never asked for a help I blamed my soul for the broken promise I tried to fight but you left. came that one who I fucked up and that one I tricked with stories I made up I lied and I changed to someone numb I hurt feelings I was that heartless trying to revenge from those innocents but then you showed up the time I was giving up The same glance the same way you looked with more mature mind and your life fucked up and all of sudden I regained my strength I thought it was meant to be I planned for future wasnโt for me I fought for us once more but it was late there wasnโt any open door I broke my bones I lost my energy to see you at your best but again you broke my neck I fell that hard I barely hear anyone I fear people I fear their presence I no more listen to those promises I didnโt let go but you werenโt here and then its all a nightmare I thought it a dream I woke up alone on my death bed turning my habits to bad ones I killed that part that felt for once I no more care about anyone I killed that girl you tricked with your love twice not once.












