Kpop and Esthetics

“Listen Nana I understand bu-“

 “I just don’t understand!” The youngest wails over (Y/N). “I-I he, it just really felt like we had something special. Like I was special and now..” her voice trails off as she blows into a tissue.

Normally (Y/N) would push these calls to her assistant, or better yet their designated team of support and therapy. However, Nana held a certain place in her heart.

 “Nana” (Y/N) started again after the break of hiccups and sniffles. “Trust me I’ve been there,” An sigh rushing past the woman’s lips. She leans back into the booth of the small coffee shop, tucked away in a corner, to keep her conversation discrete. Even on the lowest volume the barista taking her order could clearly hear Nana’s distress.

 “This is why I tell you never ever let their world consume yours. Get a job, make money outside this arrangement. Have goal. Shit, they do! The day you think your relationship is anything more than a fun time your screwing yourself out of a happy ending.”

 Suddenly (Y/N)’s honey latte had gone sour. She certainly didn’t mean to sound like the bitter older sister but she desperately wanted to keep Nana from experiencing anymore self-inflicted pain.

 “When was your last interview anyway? Remember the rule. If you can’t find a passion in 30 days, your out.” You continued more sternly.

 “I know, I know. I’m trying! I just- I stupidly got caught up in Kim Hongjoon’s….” the youngest’s voice trails off again. Trying to find the right words but (Y/N) knew exactly what she meant.

“I’ll give you an extension but don’t tell anyone got it? Especially Lei, she will have a fit.”

 “Thank you so much (Y/N)!”

 A smile crept on (Y/N)’s face at the sudden change of Nana’s disposition, ah to be young again.

 “Just remember,” (Y/N) continued “If your arraignment doesn’t yield beneficial results from his company at the end of the month I will have to reassign you.”

 “I know”

 (Y/N) wanted to say something else to reassure her protégé but a sudden call on the other line peaked her interested and she quickly switched over after bidding Nana and soft goodbye.

 “Wha! The mystery and legend herself!”

 “What do you want” (Y/N) slide out of her booth and quickly dropped the untouched latte in the trash before heading to the front door.

 “I’m surprised you were even willing to pick up my call, seeing as your so busy.”

“Busy with what? I am but a humble servant of JYP Entertainment” The curly haired legend answered with a smiled as she stepped out into the streets of Itewon.

 “Speaking of serving, I’m hoping you can pick up a case for us.” A chill trickles down (Y/N)’s spine and she almost stops on the busy street, slightly tripping over her heels.

 “Mene you know I don’t take assignments anymore” (Y/N) answered slowly, turning down beauty district toward CakeFace.

 “Trust me, I tried to explain that to them but they were pretty persistent that they wanted you. Lei must have shown them your stats or something. Anyway I set up a meeting with the Stray Kids manager next week. Please be there, if anything maybe you could convince them to sign an arrangement with another girl.”

 “Fine fine, add it to the calendar.”

 Stray Kids? (Y/N) had definitely heard that name before. A very popular boy group, a very popular boy group who’s leader was 3 years too young.  (Y/N) couldn’t help but feel her day was only getting gloomier. However, seeing her business stand at the center of the beauty district certainly made it better.

 CakeFace was the most sought after place for anything self care related. The brain child of her and her traitor-ist friend Lei. Once side a spa dedicated to intentional skin care for the masses and the other side a top tier bakery from which you can smell its sickeningly sweet good for miles. One side of the building decorated in sleek black and white interior, the other side wackily put together with eclectic oddities. It completed matched the two friend’s vibes.

 “Lei Lei!” (Y/N) sounded so sweet, swinging the door to the bakery wide open to match the open arms she spread to encapsulate Lei in a tight hug.

 The customer’s loved a good boss woman coming together moment and (Y/N) played it perfectly planting sweet kisses all over Lei’s cheek and neck to which Lei squirmed in a fit of giggles.

 “My office. Now” The giggles slowly died down and the Chinese woman turned her head, to face her executioner.

 (Y/N) dragged Lei behind the double doors of the bakery into the kitchen, and then past Lei’s office. (Y/N)’s office sat just on the other side as the two walls they shared separated their two businesses.

 “Sit” the executioner barked, taking throne behind her crisp glass desk.

 “P-please don’t be mad!” Lei blurted, pulling off her glasses. The barker always had two habits when she was scared. 1) she began to stutter, a tick (Y/N) had helped her work through before opening their business. 2) She took off her glasses so she at least didn’t have to see the evil expression the person was making while they yelled at her.

 “You’ve been so busy lately, and gosh so much meaner than usual. I felt like getting back into what fired you up would help! I didn’t actually thinking sending over your stats would cause Mene to reach out!”

 “You didn’t think sending over my perfect stats wouldn’t cause Mene to call me?” (Y/N) pinched the bridge of her nose. Once she and Lei had opened CakeFace there was no reason for her to indulge in silly arrangements anymore. Heck that’s why she hired a well sorted team of women, all of which have amazing stats with their idols.

 “Not to mention it’s a meeting with Stray Kids, The oldest is 24 years old. I’m 27 what the heck can I do for them? Read them a bedtime story?”

 “Hmm, maybe their into that whole mommy kink-“

“Yeah no thanks I’ll send Almonnqiue then,”

 “At least take the meeting.” Lei tries to sound more stern but it comes out more of a plea. “You have to know, I’m just trying to help. After Jae-“

 “I know what your going to stay” (Y/N) blurted quickly, not wanting to hear his name. “But if you think sex is going to suddenly mellow me out, you must not know me very well.”

 Lei looked down, feeling a bit of a sting by those words.

 “Your doing really well for yourself, so well. I am so proud of you, your parents are proud of you. But I’ve been with you through the really dark shit.”

 (Y/N) takes her hand away to meet her friend’s eyes. They were strong, a difference from their usual flicker. She wonder’s if its because Lei took off her glasses that she feels more conviction.

 “I can see, (Y/N). I can physically see you slipping back into that place. Especially now that he is doing is own thing and being successful. I know your happy for him but like, I also know you wished he wasn’t doing this good.”

 The ping of truth certainly feels different coming from Lei and instead of denying it the “Face” owner of CakeFace lays her head on the desk and cries. Lei quickly takes her place beside her partner and soothes her back as it quivers.

Summary: When you accidentally send your Kpop bias nudes meant for your crush you find yourself heaving a sigh of relief. But then he sends you one back and your kind of at a loss for words. 

Warnings: Masturbation, eventual smut 

Jaebum and the rest of his members sat lazily in Yugeom’s lounge area. All too lazily to say their final goodnights and get up from their comfortable positions.

“Let’s play a game” This proposition came from BamBam who was lying lengthwise on the floor using Youngjae’s lap as a makeshift pillow. 

“What kind?” Jackson perked up from his sitting position in Yugeoms gaming chair directly across from Jaebum. 

“Mmm...Let’s all look at our DM’s and find the craziest thing a fan has said to us”

“That sounds studpid” Jinyoung cut in, the only member seated in the kitchen, eyes not leaving the script he was reading. 

“Why not!” BamBam whined looking to his partner in crime for support. 

“It could be fun” Yugeom came to his defense slowly pulling out his phone.

“Yeah, you open it and then they can see that you saw it. Even if you don’t reply I don’t think it’s a good idea.”

Jaebum silently agreed with Mark. Most of the DM’s they received were harmless praise or encouraging words but some came from seriously unhinged “fans.”

“Bammie, sometimes I have a wet dream about you. I dream about you fucking me so hard and I squirt all over you-”

Jackson erupted in laughter, racing over to his friend and laying soft slaps on his shoulder in excitement.

Youngjae was taken completely by surprise and elected to leave his position at BamBam’s head support to join Jinyoung in the kitchen. 

“Wait wait let me find one,” Jackson said breathless eyes darting across his phone screen. Yugeom joined in the game, Mark turned his attention to the TV in attempt to ignore them. 

“Woah!” Jackson gasped pulling his phone close to his chest. All 7 pair of eyes flickered to him, “A girl sent me a nude.” 

“A girl or a woman” Jinyoung asked, he had since put his script down and was now entering the living room. “You can get into serious trouble Jackson” He scolded reaching his hand out to take his younger members phone. Reluctantly Jackson handed over the device and Jinyoung  scrolled and tapped across the screen. 

“She’s 24,” Jinyoung sighed in relief and tossed the phone back at Jackson’s chest.”No more of this guys. Messages are fine but you could potentailly open up child pornography.” 

Jaebum stood from his spot as well, feeling he as a leader should step in and end the night. 

“It looks like we are all crashing here so let’s just chill, Jinyoung is right. This could cause serious problems for GOT7, and any other group with JYP.”

Jackson looked down, his tail between his legs in submission and the others followed getting back comfy in their spots and following Mark’s attention to the TV.

Jinyoung shot his leader a half smile before returning to his script in the kitchen. 

Jaebum decided to spend the rest of the night in Yugeom’s guest for some quiet time before it would be interrupted by his other members. 

The room sat at the end of fall facing the street. A faded warm light washed the room. Jaebum quickly found the bed and slide down, pulling out his own phone. He never thought he would get nudes from his fans. 

The thought made his stomach flutter. He switched positions to lay on his side and pulled up his instgram. 

Jinyoung’s words rang in his head. This could cause serious problems for GOT7, and any other group withJYP. The leader didn’t know why he was curious, he had seen women naked before, been inside of women before. Still he found himself opening his DMs scrolling down the list. Reading what was available from the menu list it seemed like it was mostly positive messages or flirtatious comments. 

“Of course Jackson gets the good stuff” he murmured to himself. Ding

The instagram icon dropped down with a notification of a DM. Jaebum scrolled to the top of his messages menu. No message was displayed but an attachment icon.

A girl or a woman

Jarbum sat up slightly, digging his elbow in the mattress for support. @(Y/N) was the handle and his hands flew across the keyboard in order to take a closer look at your profile and more importantly your age. 

MSU alumni 

Will die for my cat

Natural hair enthusiast 

I teach in Korea!

Jaebum scrunched his nose, he really couldn’t understand this girls bio and her page was private. From what he gathered she loved cats and could be living in Korea and something about natural hair?

He pulled out of instagram and plugged into google for answers. Alumni meant she graduated college he concluded, also MSU must be the Uni she went to but he could not pinpoint that fact. She was at least old enough to be considered a woman, in fact, she had to be at least Jaebum’s age. 

He switched back over to the DM and pressed onto her message.

 His dick twitched. 

He couldn’t see her face but her body was something to behold. Her skin was a soft caramel color and her nipples a few shades darker. Her waist caved in dramatically but her hips set wide and inviting. Jaebum’s tongue swept across his lips as he zoomed into the picture. The picture cut at her bottom lip but he knew they were full and he imagined how they were look wrapped around him.

Admittedly Jaebum had only been with women like him, Korean. Not out of preference but out of scarcity, when he was on tour in other countries his time was limited and he opted to sleep instead. Being on stage got him off well enough until he could return home. 

He had never been with a black woman before, he’d watch American porn sometimes. The ebony porn stars came in all shapes and sizes but none looked quite like this girl. His hands slid down to his semi-hard dick and grouped himself shamelessly.

He was rough with himself and stifled his grunts into the sheets as he stared at the picture on his phone. Imagining the different positions he could fuck this girl in. He came in his hand and felt dirty. (Y/N) had intended you to use her picture for this purpose, he told himself. Jaebum felt embarrassed but his hunger went unfulfilled. He wanted to see more of this woman, he wanted to touch her soft skin. He desperately wanted to taste her. 

“You sent Namjoon a naked picture?” Kiya yelled reaching for my phone but (Y/N) quickly pulled back, 

“NO, I sent Lim Jaebum a naked picture!!” (Y/N) shrieked taking a second glance at my phone screen. “Oh my God, he seen it! It says he saw it at 1:42am,”

“1:42am? Well we know what he was doing.” Kyia emphasized her point, demonstrating jerking off moments with her hand. 

“This is absolutely EM-BARR-ASS-ING” (Y/N) whined handing her phone over to Kiya.

“Whoa no way he took a screenshot” Kiya gapped pulling the phone closer to her face. 

“What no way, let me see!” (Y/N) reached out for her phone and starred under the timestamp. At 2:02am, like Kiya said JB took a screenshot of her message. “Do you know what this means,” (Y/N) breathed throwing her hands to her face in pure shame.

“Uh yeah he played with himself for like 20 minutes and then took a screenshot so he could do it again later.”

“No! He’s probably showing all the members what a slut I am” (Y/N) melted into the couch, her hangover had evaporated and since placed with extreme embarrassment and something else?