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You’re shattered. You’re broken. Your faith has been shaken. You’re lost. You’re scared. The one you love doesn’t care. Get over him already people will say. But they don’t know anything. Not a single thing. They don’t know what you’ve suffered, what you’ve lost. Why did this happen to me? Happen to us? Did we have to end like this? Questions haunt you, but the answers never come. At times you give up, you complain, you blame everyone else. Living through each day feels like hell. But you hide away your suffering behind a smile so convincing nobody has a clue. But as night falls the pretenses slip away and you’re laid bare. You lie in your bed feeling empty in the darkness and let the sadness take over. You don’t have the strength to fight anymore. You let the sorrow swallow you. The night crawls along dragging the misery out. The sun breaks through eventually. A new day a new beginning. Same pretences. People see your smile, pass you as cheerful. If only they looked into your eyes they would hear your silent screams. You’re glad they don’t. What would they understand about having loved someone so deeply that you lose yourself? How could they comprehend the depths of your despair? Just know that you’re not alone. The pain and heartbreak you’re feeling, that’s life. Hold on. Pick up your shattered pieces and move on. Someone will come along to heal your scars.