is this really the world?

i’m surviving solely on day dreams and fantasies at this point

"Isn't that man's very purpose on earth -- to do things, change things, run things, make a better world?" "No!" "What is his purpose then?" "I don't know. Things don't have purposes, as if the universe were a machine, where every part has a useful function. What's the function of a galaxy? I don't know if our life has a purpose and I don't see that it matters. What does matter is that we're a part. Like a thread in cloth or a grass-blade in a field. It is and we are. What we do is like wind blowing on the grass." - The Lathe of Heaven, Ursula K. Le Guin

god… december 2025 canadian government tax funded hockey yaoi induced psychosis i will never forget you <333333

i cant wait to be 31 to have sex

being 13 was crazy cuz it's like no one is coming to save you. there's only one option and it's to read about band guys having gay sex

just found out that if i stay in my room all the time my life will eventually shrink to the size of it and i will lose all memory of how to function as a person. shocked & upset