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my first fully rigged model is complete! they have 10 face textures, with their main face being ascii art! im very happy with them and cant wait to do more with them soon!! :) 

here is the full face texture so you can see the ascii better!

Anonymous asked: What would you say to an artist just about to give up for good?

I would say, “hey, I was thinking to do the same thing”

Anonymous asked: What advice would you give to a young artist, eager to express themselves?  Imagine said artist as a young disciple or protégé of yours, if that helps.  What can we learn from you?

Everything is a resource.

Anonymous asked: Reading through all your answers is going to make me miss you harder when you go. I wish you best in your offline / non computery endeavors

Hey, thank you. That means a lot to me.

Anonymous asked: how do i better myself? specifically, how do i get rid of anger? i try but i feel like some people aren’t worth forgiving, no matter how petty it sounds. i just can’t get rid of the anger towards a specific thing until i find something to be angrier about and the past thing becomes obscure… i’m not sure how to stop being angry at the current thing though. sorry for rambling,, i guess my question is how do i become less angry? it drives me and i think its doing bad on my mental health

I think when you’re less attached to the results of something you’re less likely to become angry when it doesn’t go your way. Sometimes something that seems bad is really fortunate.

Anonymous asked: hey john i love the art you make and im really going to miss you online - good luck to you and your family. any final words for the public? also what’s the best thing i can do as a high school teenager right now at this very moment?

This may seem hard to understand but If a stranger ever writes you a suicide letter don’t reply. The best you thing can do right now is tell someone in your family that you love them.

dimgusmaximus-deactivated201805 asked: This may seem obvious to some, but have you ever taken any kind of psychedelic drug?  Or do you get all your ideas and designs from pure inspiration?

When you dream your body produces DMT—the most potent hallucinogen known of. So if you’ve ever dreamt you’ve already sampled the best of drugs. Having had the best do you have any reason to look further?

Anonymous asked: If you were to meet your characters as actual persons, which one would you agree with most, world-view wise?

The Nomad because he’s the only one who lets silence speak for him.

pinkuboa asked: What is your favorite area of each game?  What part of game making is the hardest for you?

I think perhaps the Love Bus from Middens and the Drollery World from Gingiva. Creating Environments was the most challenging.

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Anonymous asked: What if mythical creature would appear next to you and say “what would be last words if you knew that you will die after you have said them?”