âMY DISGUISE IS FINE,â he grumbles. âALWAYS WORKED WHEN VERAX DID IT.â he huffs softly before he hands his head a bit. he looks about the tavern, and in his emotional state, he truly thinks he might be better living in the woods.
âTHAT MIGHT WORK. THOUGH, THE SQUIRRELS WOULDNâT BE RAW. IâD COOK THEM.â he frowns and sits down, shoulders slumped like they held the weight of the world on them. he leans back and looks up at his sister, trying to see if she was actually right.
âYOU SHOULD HAVE BEEN QUEEN. PROBABLY WOULD HAVE BULLIED THE HILAKI GENERAL INTO RUNNING AWAY. EVEN IF HE WAS POSSESSED BYâŠWHATEVERâS IN ME NOW.â he sighs again.
âI JUST DONâT WANT TO BE LIKE THE GENERAL. I DONâT WANT TO LEAD ARELLA INTO A WAR BECAUSE IâM POSSESSED BY SOMETHING PSYCHOTIC.â he ought to call on the shadow lord. mirza might know something. though faust would owe him plenty.Â
âIâM SCARED, SIS. AND IâM NOT FUCKING AROUND. IâM SCARED.â
âmy darling wonderful stupid brother,â ophelia took a deep breath as she considered her next words. âi adore you with my entire heart and will always love and cherish you. if my son wasnât born, you would be my number one priority in my life, but youâre not the smartest man. you definitely think with your heart rather than your brain, which is why you are king and i am not.â her smile dims into something more genuine than her default teasing one. âbut, sometimes you think with your heart too much and forget that you have a brain rattling inside that massive skull of yours.â
âi know itâs scary right now, i canât even imagine what youâre feeling- but do you really think isolating yourself from us, from people who could research what is happening to you, will help? i mean, did you just plan to sit in the woods and hope it wore off like a particularly nasty hangover?â she reached out with both hands, seeking to hold his massive ones in her own. their size difference had always been amusing for her, from the time she was an even tinier girl child, to now, as a tiny woman. âdid you really think that your wife and advisors and generals would just lay down and accept whatever order you issued regardless of the sanity of the decision?â