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GOD HELP ME

My life has completely changed in 2025. More like a scared life . I am tired of living a life like this . Super scared of living a life like this . Try my best not to feel cardio phobia or anxious less but it doesn’t go away easily . Who came to live a life like this? I have never been such scared in my life than ever today . Heart heart heart . This is what is playing in my life everyday . Stress overthinking anxiety. Need to get over it and life a healthy life . Hopefully Waheguru ji will help to get over this and life a happy life .

What the fuck is this year 2025? So many disasters so many destruction across the world across the globe . I fucking hate this year 2025. From the past months I am not feeling myself as well sometimes it’s heart issues sometimes something else . At the age of 23 I have blood pressure problems which is very concerning for myself. Anxiety comes in and go. Even my father is sick . My mother got back aches and pains. My brother got sick as well. What the fuck is this year man. This year absolutely doesn’t feel safe. It’s a not nice. We did not come to this world to feel this way. We want a better life atleast where we can for a certain point feel we are relaxed . I am tired of concerning everyday about something or else. I am serious tired . Everyday something keep rotating around my head . I am super tired of this man. I want my family to be healthy . I want every member of family to be safe and healthy . I want to life stress free life . I see around people enjoying having fun with their families travelling around the globe , what the fuck is happening to me man. Why me? Why my family? My scalp pains thinking about it Every day.

It’s been a long time since I wrote a blog . It’s been years I believe . Remember sharing my thoughts what happened with me back then what I feel, honestly it used to feel nice and relaxed . Venting out what all I am feeling . When you don’t have friends that is the best relief you get . It’s been sometime since I am feeling low , since 2025 has started .. I got twice thrice , I do not like it this way. I am just 23 years old , I am not supposed to sick this often. It’s just been 4 months , earlier heart palpitations and then sore throat reddish which lead to difficulty in breathing , super tired of what is this happening. I really need to go out to gym joining . Need better and healthy health. Super of tired of this . Also I am very tired and scared of my life . I do not have friends even now . No one to share what is happening . Had or have a girlfriend , we had our fight and it’s been 3 days and we are not talking. I bought so many gifts and this is what I receive . No amount of respect . I wrote her emails messages over insta Snapchat but no f**ks given. There are times when at night you need someone to share your thoughts your feelings and vent out what you are feeling , at last I am in room with no talk to deeply .. share what is happening . I actually learnt 1 thing , there are 3 personalities of us, 1 which we show to outsiders 1 we should to family and 1 we our to ourselves . It’s super hard to say how you feel . Life’s tough man . Super . Are we all gonna be alone at last? We need someone in our lives , we want to live a healthy life , super healthy. I actually learnt that nothing is better than being healthy . Glad I could get to know about this earlier . Thank you God . Please make me and my family always healthy. I have decided that whenever I would feel lonely I would listen to Path.

Another day passed with sorrow . Another day i accepted that . I thought I have the power to face but at last I need blessings from you God. Everything is changed with the new year .

You try and try but blink of an eye you lose everything that matters to you.

I grew up mom..

How would you feel if that one person had the access to your growth your success? I am not talking about love, i am talking about career goals career success? But that one person keep ruining your reputation your hard-work which you did so that it does not get you to that spot . You already suffered a lot , there’s been so much happening in your life with your past and present life . It’s easy to say just move on , ask the person who’s suffering dealing with that daily? I just want to ask god one question? Does karma really comes and goes around? Why is it happening to me . I never think of someone bad . I stay away from all these aspects and live my life alone . I never bothered for anyone . But i believe there’s been a lot happening.

Growing up facing the problems is never easy. God stays by your side but we tend to take all actions steps risk ourself z