Solitude

Give me courage and peace as I hammer down the nails.

Let me sweat with tears of happiness.

Im tired not physically

Im emotionally exhausted

Could I

—I can’t wait longer;

I feel some needles piercing in my heart—

A boy sails in a heavy storm

No food and clothes are stored

Only his body feeling cold

And faith that makes him row

Scary ripples whip the boat

He sees no paddles on his hold

He tries to row using hands

But the waves are hard to withstand

As storm heightens and current rises

The boy stays still like nothing happens

His fingers point towards north; and

The beliefs that I lived by

Were washed by the waves

The emotions that I built

Were lost in the sky

The self I made

Was partially gone in my eyes

My heart goes back and forth

My mind sways side by side

Everything looks up and down

I want to crash but my ego feels strong

That is why I look fierce when someone is around;

But looking in the abyss of my eyes,

Faith plays once again

My two eyes are ready to go dull

But the faith let it awake for more than an hour

I hate it when it rain

Because it doesnt fall from the sky

Please faith...stop the game,

Crying till midnight dawn

But no one suspects

Because the tears aren’t seen

When will I let go of this