I'm sorry!! I'm the worst!! I promise I won't disappear again!! I'm just trying to find my groove, ya know??

New pants ft kittybuyy

i want to wake up next to you until your beard turns grey and your eyes show the lines from all the times we smiled and laughed together. i want to look at you among the pillows and blankets and remember you standing before all the other backgrounds from all the other places we’ve been and all the other experiences we’ve had. i want my heart to swell when i hear your keys opening the lock of the front door. i want to grab you and hold you and feel the way i always feel: just safe and happy and complete. i want to stay up talking all night even in 10000 nights from now when we thought we’d have run out of things to say. i want to know when your feeling sad or mad or frustrated, not by what you say, just by how you move. i want to sit with you in a quiet corner at the party and listen to you tell me that im still your favorite company. i want to hold your hand when we’re seeing something new and feel you squeeze it out of pure joy and excitement. i want to fall asleep in the space between your shoulder and your chest while you stroke my back and i tell you how much i still need you. 

but things are kinda more mellow for me now and i started thinking about all the positive things having a blog did for me. so im back. and im here to stay!!

love ya!!!!

obsessed w these pants

Hahah good timing :) I'll try not to disappear again any time soon <333