Erica Cannot Draw

Probably going to color this one which is why you get the rare Empty Leah Hair.

I gotta be honest I feel conflicted about this one. The idea of tongue kissing kind of aggressively wigs me out which, like, you’re probably rolling your eyes right now and thinking “yeah erica would think this. does this pathetic wanker bitch like anything at all” and the answer is yes I like complaining but that’s off topic. The point is I still have some lingering positive affinity for like, Really Going At It kissing viewed from the outside from when I was a kid and didn’t know about the tongues and had been heavily connotated at by movies and stuff, whilst having no appetite and some revulsion at the thought of engaging in it directly. That makes this feel at least a little disingenuous and a little “selling out” to compartmentalization (a word which here means “intellectual dishonesty”). I wish I was a better person.

She’s so cute with glasses.

The short answer is that it just gets kind of boring to draw the same thing over and over. I rarely ever regret making anything but I wish my brain came up with more varied ideas and/or the array of subjects that compelled me enough to enjoy drawing them was a bit wider

Like a lot of this is entirely down to the fact that my brain took a wrong turn at some point and the precise shapes I'm attracted to are just Not Quite Right in a way it's hard to explain without sounding like a lunatic, plus for whatever reasons the range between "totally chaste" and "totally horny for kinks I find actively offputting" isn't an area with much saturation (or maybe I just don't know the keywords to find them, but also I don't know the vocabulary to ask people for the keywords; the point is "people don't put stuff that scratches this itch in my line of sight and I don't know how to go looking for it myself more time-economically than just drawing my own, so even if it's incredibly common it might as well not exist")