“really??” oliver’s entire demeanor lit up at the other’s offer. then he snickered, shooting jaxon a cautious look. “are you sure? i might never leave.” he warned playfully. though that didn’t sound so bad, honestly. hanging around jaxon’s place more often than his own. he wouldn’t actually suggest it though. he had a dog to look after at his own place, and unlike oliver himself, some people valued their alone time.
it was as if jaxon had read oliver’s mind, coming even closer just as he had found himself mentally yearning for him to do so. thank god. he sighed weakly, resting his palms limly against jaxon’s chest. his heart was racing, and oliver feared that it might just burst right out of his chest at any moment. to say that it excited him would be an understatement. he didn’t know how to explain it. magic? or maybe he was dying? but was dying supposed to feel this good?
jaxon’s other hand joined the first one against his skin, and oliver closed his eyes, breathing out a sight of sweet, sweet bliss. he was someone that loved to be touched, but this sensation was so different from what he’d felt before. jaxon’s fingers felt so nice on his skin. his body felt as if it had been engulfed in flames, and yet he shivered.
oliver’s eyes flickered open once more at the word. he didn’t know what sort of answer he had expected, but breathtaking certainly wasn’t it. his cheeks warmed up, and for a moment he looked completely helpless. for the first time he didn’t know what to say. oliver, who usually had no problem chatting up a storm, was rendered completely silent. it had to be some kind of miracle. but he was happy. he liked it. he liked that jaxon liked what he saw. he loved it.
“hey… jaxon…” he murmured. he didn’t know why he’d tried to speak up when he didn’t even know what he wanted to say. jaxon wasn’t close enough. his hands were on his bare skin but he still wasn’t close enough. closer, he pleaded, leaning forward. they were so close, but still too far. oliver could have kissed him. he probably would have had no regrets if he did. but instead he turned his head. his lips brushed against jaxon’s ear as he whispered, his signature smile returning.
“i’m going to go find another shirt.” he whispered, a soft giggle following. he lingered in place, to feel the other’s touch for just a moment longer, before stepping away to head towards his room. he was overwhelmed in the most wonderful ways, but he didn’t know what to do with himself. he’d never felt these sensations and it kept him from thinking straight. being so confused to the point that he’d have to step away for a second to think? this was so unlike him.
his heart still hadn’t settled by the time he reached his bedroom. and honestly, he didn’t want to calm down yet. come get me… he thought. it doesn’t matter why. just for a little longer… his steps slowed. stop me.
⊰ 🔺 ⊱ —- he just nodded at oliver's question, smiling sweetly. he almost cooed because how could someone be so cute and adorable and yet so handsome and gorgeous at the same time? jaxon had a hard time understanding how was possible for someone like oliver to exist. there must be something weird. maybe he wasn't real. maybe he was just in his mind. but then, if that was true, jax never wanted that beautiful dream to end. ❝ the last thing i want is for you to leave, ❞ he said, biting his lips.
oh yes, he liked that. he really, really liked that. oliver touching him and being so close to him when he looked so good and perfect. it was like a dream indeed. suddenly, the proximity wasn't enough. he needed to be closer, he needed to feel more but he was afraid to make another move. what if he'll scare oliver? he couldn't move too fast, no matter how much he wanted that. there was another person there, who meant so much more, whose happiness was more important than any feeling jaxon might have in that moment.
he had touched oliver before, yes. it was the first time. but never were they so intimate. never did jaxon imagine he could run his fingers along the older's soft skin. but what scared him was his need. it was burning him alive, starting from his chest and spreading all over his body. he almost whimpered as his fingers dug into the other's hips.
he couldn't believe he really said it. but it wasn't a lie. oliver was indeed breathtaking. he was everything jaxon could ever want and so much more, it was ridiculous. slowly, he started to realize why did he want to be closer to the other, why did he crave to feel more, to watch more of oli's reactions as he was touching him. trembling, because he was so amazed, jaxon smiled. maybe he was in love, maybe it was a crush but who cared. this beautiful boy was in front of him, looking so good that the younger didn't seem to care about other things.
❝ hmm? ❞ he mused, blinking. he could have easily kissed him. the distance was almost inexistent and for jaxon to lean in and to press his lips against the other's would have been a child's play. but instead he chose to listen to whatever oliver had to say, body tensing just slightly when he felt his lips brushing against his ear. and his heart started its march once again, threathing to break his rib cage and to fucking leave to a better world. yet, jax was still focused on what oli had to say to him. nothing more, nothing less. just oliver and his voice.
the words he heard made him whine. yeah, he really whined, a little pout on his lips as he watched the older stepping away from him and then walking to where his bedroom was. that didn't stop jax to follow, legs moving on their own, body reacting almost like he didn't have a brain. but in that moment, he might as well not have one. he didn't care. pushing his hair back, he nibbled on his lower lip. you need to calm down, he thought, but there was no such thing as calming down when oliver was so close and yet so far from his reach.
so when he finally reached the bedroom, he didn't even think before grabbing both of the male's wrists and pinning his body against the door, this time their bodies pressing fully together. ❝ hyung... i want to kiss you. i want to kiss you so bad, ❞ he sighed, forehead resting together as he looked into the other's eyes.
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