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Am I that easy to get over? Or do you need someone else to take you away from your memories of me?

I wish my heart had a plug so I could drain away all of the pain that dwells within it. Instead I am forced to get small and sudden reminders of what once was as it leaks. Slowly dripping through the cracks left within it.

Your skin calls me. I want to lay in bed. Touching. Skin on skin. Warmth radiating into me. Your skin smells so sweet. It draws me in. I lay gentle kisses on your stomach. So soft under my lips. My hands trace lightly over you. Your skin like silk to my fingers. Pure connection. I'm addicted.

I know I'm not perfect. I'm perfectly happy with that.

I'm sorry if I ever made you feel rushed in love. It felt like our souls had been kept apart for so long. I wanted to catch up on the times we hadn't been together

You don't have to be fixed for me to love you

What if we are so stubborn we never tell each other how we feel?

I want to hold your hand. Feel your fingers lacing between mine. Each finger cuddling the next. The warmth of your palm pressing into the centre of my hand. Our wrists gently entwined. A closeness like no other.

How could I want anyone else but you

Sometimes I would stop kissing you so I could look at you. So I could see how lucky I was. So I could enjoy that moment even more.

I fell a little deeper in love with you everyday. How could I not.

You are still on my mind, more than I thought you could be

Your thoughts, your smile, your energy, your soul. Every bit of you was beautiful to me.

You are beautiful. You are amazing. You are enough. And you are everything anyone could ever want.

Some days I feel like I have been thrown back in time. The emotions I felt months ago are raw and jagged once again. Cutting me. Tearing at old wounds. It's like no time has passed at all.

I just want to wake up and see you smiling at me again.

I loved every part of you. Even the bits that you thought were unlovable and broken. I saw all of you and it made me love you more.