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Ok, so unbeknownst to how, I’ve managed to make this blog practically my job, happy to help people on their little journeys though <3  So, if you’re ever curious as to where certain readings are, what has been done etc. It will all be here, tagged under CALENDAR:  Working On:

I have a question about family constalations and your method. I've been researching this and, from what I've read, strangers are used to represent the family members or other issues of the seeker, the client. Those strangers then tell the facilitator what they feel and what their impressions are.

My question is how do you do this for people you haven't spoken to? Are you using people you work with to represent those involved with the famous person you're reading on? If so how do you avoid the bias of public knowledge? If not then what are you using to guide the reading?

Ah so no I only do these constellations on my own; which is actually really easy to do. You’ll do it a lot with “part work” it works in the same way. You just give an energy to an item or space on the floor and you yourself have to step into it and feel it. It’s easier to avoid any bias as you know you’re doing it only with the intention of speaking the truth of the energy. There are sometimes constellations I’ve done with friends (about their own stuff) where it is clear they have bias because there just not that used to their own intuition being used without a bias to it and without unconditional love and just freeing yourself to the energy.

It does mean that it takes. 5x longer to do the constellation because you have to keep releasing and stepping into certain parts which is why I don’t just move from one to the other quickly I spend some time with it.

It’s SO hectic I have no time. I have 3 weeks there I’ve already gone for 2 weeks and japan is a place where everything is happening all the time I’m so stressed lmao

Like my days are BOOKED out for 16 whole ass hours a day I don’t have TIME

And then I need to buy everything for it and organise everything for it it’s TOO MUCH l

Love Sakura season but would not recommend bb everything is so expensive and busy you don’t even really get to enjoy it. Fall isn’t that much better which is when I’m going cause everyone loves to see the pretty leaves and there are so many festivals but I didn’t know that so WE MOVE. Lol

LOL you’re so right that’s my bad

ok every disregard what the fuck I wrote for his Chiron I somehow managed to read Taurus as fuckin Libra.

That changes things 😅

Ok so with Henry the placements I’ve put down are

Family, mental health, career, Natalie, love and himself

Family is looking at him but a good amount further from him and everything else

Love feels small and worried about him but also absolutely helpless.

The interesting thing is that Natalie is also with love and feels very anxious like there’s nothing she can do but also that love is kinda holding her back like it’s not so much Henry that’s worrying it’s love.

She wants to run with love if love moved then she’d move with it which is interesting as to why shes not more focused on HC than love..?

But that’s a longer constellation tbh

It’s also not like shes not into Henry it’s more that she’s more attached and attracted to Love than him. She’s almost protecting love like a child. 👀 but yeah she’s really worried in almost a motherly way about whatever is happening in Henry’s section but not because it’s happening to Henry but because it might affect love.

Does that make sense

So being Henry now, with mental health like a brick on his head he’s barely moving, he’s very much frozen and it’s like he’s trying to whisper to love and Natalie and be like “just hold my hand please” but he’s not getting a response and he’s trying to reach out for love and love is literally right there but it’s not responding and he’s staring career dead in the eyes and its overpowering. He can’t look away he doesn’t necessarily feel anxious but almost like a calm fear like the fear of someone who is also deeply protecting something and knows that he needs to go first in order to protect the thing.

Mental health feels like a bag of bricks and it’s like HC’s head is a brick itself it feels so heavy and hard.

Career itself feels VERY powerful and is like touching noses and foreheads with Henry in a very intimidating way for Henry

But it’s also.. not doing anything. It’s just a blank wall that feels like it’s made with such unbreakable material it’s like there’s no movement there’s no “if x happens then x” ifs nothing it feels like theres nothing that can move it from being this unbreakable source that Henry can’t look away from.

I’ll leave it there cause I have a bunch of check ins to do. But looks like they’re both protecting something but aren’t United in the protection so they’re actually kind of isolating one another even though there should be synastry in protecting this thing. Career obvi doesn’t seem to be going well and doesn’t seem to Henry like it’s going to get any better or change in anyway. And that doesn’t mean that his career isn’t going anywhere although it can, it is from HC’s perspective this is how he views career and it could be that he’s now viewing it as something that is cold and offers no growth and is too powerful for him and it’s paying a big toll in every other aspect of his life because family is also hidden in career. But once again more assessment would tell me what exactly is the feeling.

Natalie and HC I really still can’t feel like genuine you’re my soulmate love.. it’s like.. love out of convenience? Love because I’ve known you for a while? It’s just not.. there.. but in the romantic sense cause love can take many forms..

And that’s the tea

Also, after having met him, he’s definitely a cancer rising, he’s very sensitive.

HC Also has some hella Conjunctions and aspects to his Pluto which is in 8th house, which 😮‍💨 is a house of transformation and rebirth, as well as a few conjunctions to his CHIRON.

His Chiron being 3rd house in Libra which, 😮‍💨 😮‍💨 that is its own damn thing. Im seeing now why he's usually attracted to strong confident women, and it's not because its a healthy dynamic for him lmao //

Ça you explain why he's usually attracted to strong women and the not healthy dynamic, please? Also, when are you going to post a full HC birth chart reading? We're all curious and anxiously waiting.

How funny I was actually thinking of doing something other than tumblr 🤔 but otherwise it’s just here for now

Oooo interesting..

ooHiOhOiOhOhO exciting ˙ᵕ˙

LMAFO I KNOW IM SO SORRY IN CLASSIC ME ENERGY I GOT EXTREMELY BUSY AGAIN.

I know I need to post them up asap it’s literally on my list of things to do but people keep inviting me out and I’ve tried to cancel on my friends 3 times now so I could get it done but they’re like BITCH we’re GOING to the MELBOURNE ROYAL SHOW GOD DAMMIT I’m like FINE!!!!

I’m so sorry guys trust me it will be posted I know it needs to go up I’m very excited to post it this fr won’t be like last time and you won’t have to wait more than a week istg istg

https://benbarnesvideos.com/talk-shows/bacon-bits-podcast-november-8-2021/ (at 6:55 into the interview)

FUCCCCKKK YESSSSSSSSSSSSSSS

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Ok fuck this is gonna be so good