i'm just a poor, wayfaring stranger.

one important change in my portrayal is ellie is non-binary and goes by they/them!

THE LAST OF US ➨ Ellie Williams

❝ i brought you some dinner. ❞ ❝ about what we spoke about earlier…i’ll take it to the grave if i have to. ❞ ❝ promise me that you won’t laugh. ❞ ❝ i just ran in there, grabbed his gun and…shot the guy in the face. ❞ ❝ how old were you when you first killed someone? ❞ ❝ i can’t let you leave. ❞ ❝ i’m just supposed to stay here and wait, for god knows how fucking long, just thinking you’re fucking dead the entire time? ❞ ❝ can’t believe you’re on your feet already. ❞ ❝ what are you still doing up? ❞ ❝ they’re wrong, you know. you’re a good person. ❞ ❝ they may fall for your act, but i don’t. ❞ ❝ may your survival be long and your death swift. ❞ ❝ did you hear what they called me? do you want to ask me about it? ❞ ❝ you don’t have to have lots of guns and people. ❞ ❝ they’re all looking for you. what did you do? ❞ ❝ i haven’t always done the right thing. ❞ ❝ we’re allowed to be happy. ❞ ❝ when you’re lost in the darkness…look for the light. ❞ ❝ i’m not going to fight you. ❞ ❝ hey, can you stop stealing my stuff? ❞ ❝ can we take a minute and be impressed by me? ❞ ❝ you’re a piece of shit. you always have been. ❞ ❝ this place is giving me the creeps. ❞ ❝ i told you to stay put! ❞ ❝ i don’t want to lose you. ❞ ❝ look at their fucking smiles. ❞ ❝ you do this, i’m not saving your ass again. ❞ ❝ this could be an ambush. ❞ ❝ you’re a fucking idiot, you know that, right? ❞ ❝ you’re handsome/beautiful and whatever…but i’m not into your type. ❞ ❝ you let me know if you want to talk about it. ❞ ❝ i would’ve come, you know. if you told me you were leaving. ❞ ❝ i’m fucking dead anyway. why would i tell you anything? ❞ ❝ i can’t look at the person i’ve become. ❞ ❝ i really hope you make it. ❞ ❝ you want to tell me what’s going on with you? ❞ ❝ i didn’t think you’d be okay with all of this. ❞ ❝ i can tell when you’re off. ❞ ❝ i can make it quick. or i can make it much worse. ❞ ❝ we should go. someone would’ve heard the gunshots. ❞ ❝ i don’t think i can ever forgive you for that. ❞ ❝ it smells like wet leaves and firewood out here… ❞ ❝ hey, how hurt are you? ❞ ❝ i just need to rest for a second. ❞ ❝ i didn’t want to be a burden. ❞ ❝ gimme shit about it later. ❞ ❝ well, you’re a burden now, aren’t you? ❞ ❝ i’m gonna make sure the place is secure. ❞ ❝ thanks for the save, by the way. ❞ ❝ got some stuff on my mind. ❞ ❝ shit. my heart’s racing. ❞ ❝ you think i’d let you do this on your own? ❞ ❝ you don’t have to choose between staying alive and getting close to people. ❞ ❝ look. fresh blood. ❞ ❝ on a scale of 1 to 10, how would you rate our kiss from last night? ❞ ❝ if i ever were to lose you, i’d surely lose myself. ❞ ❝ my life could’ve fucking mattered. ❞ ❝ you shouldn’t have come here. ❞ ❝ how hot do i look right now? ❞ ❝ didn’t think i’d ever see you again. ❞ ❝ i’m trying to say i’m sorry. ❞ ❝ you take a bigger risk being alone. ❞ ❝ remember me? ❞ ❝ if you lie to me one more time, i’m gone. you will never see me again. ❞ ❝ you make me want to go back outside into the blizzard. ❞ ❝ oh, they should be terrified of you. ❞ ❝ there’s a reason we haven’t touched this area yet. ❞ ❝ don’t you fucking touch me! ❞ ❝ maybe it wasn’t luck. ❞ ❝ why don’t you say whatever speech you’ve rehearsed and get this over with. ❞ ❝ we are nothing but lucky. ❞ ❝ i wish i’d just ran away. ❞ ❝ you look like you’ve heard of me or something. ❞ ❝ all right. you ride with me. come on. ❞ ❝ you get all serious…it’s very cute. ❞ ❝ look…last night i was drinking too much. ❞ ❝ i need all the medical supplies you have. ❞ ❝ don’t treat me like i’m fucking insane. ❞ ❝ i get the impression you don’t follow most rules. ❞ ❝ sorry i grew up. you should try it. ❞ ❝ why do you make me repeat whenever i’m wrong? ❞ ❝ you have your moments of wisdom. ❞ ❝ come to bed. we’ll talk about this in the morning. ❞ ❝ don’t make a fucking sound. hands up. ❞ ❝ i don’t sleep. i don’t eat. ❞ ❝ if i’m gonna die, i’m gonna die for me. ❞ ❝ i know you wish things were different. i wish things were different. ❞ ❝ i’m gonna find and i’m gonna kill every last one of them. ❞ ❝ heads up, you’re the talk of the town this morning. ❞ ❝ if you lie to me one more time, i’m gone. you will never see me again. ❞ ❝ if somehow the lord gave me a second chance at that moment, i would do it all over again. ❞ ❝ you know i can’t handle all this emotion. ❞ ❝ you’re a good friend. ❞ ❝ your parents don’t love you. ❞ ❝ i wish i had someone who loved me enough. ❞ ❝ you’re gonna sit here and look at this view with me. ❞ ❝ that was almost a compliment. ❞ ❝ can i talk you out of this? ❞ ❝ just a few more stitches and i’ll be as good as new. ❞ ❝ i’m just a girl. not a threat. ❞ ❝ why are you in such a good mood? ❞ ❝ how come we never talked about this stuff? ❞ ❝ you go, i go. end of story. ❞ ❝ you should have kissed me then. ❞ ❝ our faith doesn’t make us immortal. loss is around every corner. ❞ ❝ someone had to save your ass for once. ❞ ❝ nice to have a place we call home, right? ❞ ❝ fuck yeah! i mean frick! don’t tell your mum. ❞ ❝ i don’t wanna have to shoot you in the face. ❞ ❝ you’re doing the right thing. ❞ ❝ can we please say we’re done for the day? ❞ ❝ why does your yeah sound like a no? ❞ ❝ come on. let’s get you cleaned up. ❞ ❝ c’mon, stop being paranoid. ❞ ❝ you want what i want, right? ❞ ❝ i think you get a kick from making me uncomfortable. ❞ ❝ i’d rather not sit around if i don’t have to. ❞ ❝ you were defending yourself. you did nothing wrong. ❞ ❝ i guess i asked for that, huh? ❞ ❝ i fucking knew i couldn’t count on you. ❞ ❝ if you run into anything you can’t handle, come back. be smart about it. ❞ ❝ what were you dreaming about? ❞ ❝ stop being weird. you’re freaking me out. ❞ ❝ we can’t all be as graceful as you. ❞ ❝ ha! did i ruin your punchline? ❞ ❝ christ. is that your blood? ❞ ❝ how did you know i was here? ❞ ❝ i see things. like the way you guys try really, really hard not to look at each other when you’re around me. ❞ 

@endurvor​ ❤️

ellie.

“ i’m just trying to lighten the mood here ! “

THE LAST OF US ➵ Jackson County

original photos and edit

Poetry by Amrita chakraborty ( @sunrisesongs )

ellie  just a quick sketch.