nostalgic ghost

thinking about how nikki thought she could reason with her FRIEND bear because she was suffering and wanted him to save her. she probably thought if she could just gain control long enough to talk to him he would understand. “i’ve never been with you bear”. confirmation that the nikki he’s known since they were in high school is not the nikki he’s in a relationship with, and he just left her there as she silently cried and pleaded for help. he begs wish!nikki to tell him that nikki likes him, but he never even liked her if he’s okay with dating her empty shell.

remembering when i used to listen to those subliminal message videos all day that were supposed to make you prettier and it like legitimately became obsessive because i knew if you doubted it, it wouldn’t work so i just kept listening to them in hopes it would work even tho i knew it wouldn’t but i was trying to placebo myself