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okay, to preface: the "beef" that happened all centers around personal issues and things that were going on within our friend group. no one was being bullied. the only "shit talking" that i ever did about luci was sharing my personal experiences of what had occurred within our friendship. the meanest things i said outright were that she was oblivious, negative, and dramatic. is that nice? no. is it enough to be causing all this uproar? i really don't think so. also, dollie wasn't involved. lolipopryomen was involved merely in the sense that she was in the server, but none of us were really close with her. as far as i know, none of us are in contact with her after what she'd been doing came to light.
that being said, receipts for anything are basically going to be impossible to come by because all of the discord servers where things were going down got deleted. all i have are private dms, and, even though i have issues with some of these people, i'm not about to expose private conversations for the benefit of nosy people on tumblr. the only people who have any interest in carrying on these personal issues are people not involved in the situation whatsoever. everyone has everyone blocked for a reason. none of us want to speak to each other for a reason.
i can't speak on anything except for what i was directly involved in. the situation with nill? wasn't involved. the stuff with phy and elly? not involved. i've never interacted with elly in my life. i met jade in november; luci, jas, and ceecee in january (my og friend group on here); lemon in february; and venus in march. i wasn't really involved with jjkblr until the very end of january, so anything that happened before that has nothing to do with me.
luci is not a victim, and she admitted as much on her old blog. she was constantly bringing up drama and taking things as a personal attack (ex: one night, me jade and lemon were playing 99 nights and asked luci if she wanted to play. she responded after we were already in the game, said that she didn't like the game, and left the server when we didn't reply). i didn't want to abandon her or drop her because i felt bad about what she was going through irl, and i didn't want to isolate her. however, i couldn't take the dogpiling, trash talk, and negativity anymore.
throughout january, february, and march, there was constant negativity and interpersonal drama. i got tired of it. there was so much dogpiling and negativity surrounding one specific person we had a falling out with (ofc i'm not trying to escape culpability here, i fully admit that i contributed to that). as time went on, i felt guiltier and guiltier. one day, the writer we had a falling out with reached out to me. we talked it out, i explained what had been going on and how i'd been feeling, and i apologized. after that, i changed my behavior and made a point to try and avoid all the negativity.
discord servers were being made and abandoned atp, until we landed in a small server with six people. tensions were too high by then, and that fell apart as well. afterward, i wasn't really in contact with luci anymore, and i started talking with other people who had had similar experiences with her as well. we were venting and talking about how interacting with her made us feel.
i may have told people about what luci did, and i may have said it in a not nice way, but i've never sent hate asks (something that two people in my og friend group admitted to), i've never told people to send hate asks, and i've never in my life bullied someone. i don't go around calling people "ugly rats" and hoes and cunts or anything else under the sun. there's a reason i stopped interacting with people, and there's a reason they stopped interacting with me. it's because we don't fucking like each other anymore. i think they're awful, they think me and my friends are awful. it is what it is.
honestly, in january, i just really wanted to make friends with similar interests as me. i jumped at the opportunity to join a friend group. i wanted to fit in and not get left behind, so i joined in on the dogpiling and shit. as time went on, i thought that i'd be with the same friend group for as long as i was on tumblr. when i joined another server, i saw that that wasn't true. i felt guilty, and i couldn't take what was going on anymore. as much as i hate how things went down and as much as i wish i handled things differently altogether, i don't regret the people it led me to meet, and i don't regret the friendships i've made along the way. i do regret the fact that i let myself get swept up in tumblr drama and that i let myself get bogged down by negativity. i've largely removed myself from a lot of people, i've blocked countless people i don't like anymore, and i am not in any discord servers related to tumblr anymore. take that as you will. i'm not going to act like a saint, but i'm certainly not a bully or a clout chaser, nor do i shit talk everyone who breathes.
this is the only response i'll be providing. think what you want to about me, but expecting anyone to be perfect (whether it's me, luci, or whoever else) is unrealistic and hypocritical. everyone involved did shitty things, but i'm sick of people acting like i'm some evil ass person. but it's whateverrrr i'm deleting this blog tomorrow.
I’m asking Genuinely here because I don’t know and I would rather hear from person experience than Google but Is tourette’s A reason to repeatedly call someone a pedophile? That happens quite a bit in Another server I am In. If they cannot control it Thsts one thing but It’s extremely uncomfortable not only for mi but Mulitole others. JJK writer
I'm going to start by saying this post is heavy but it is important. Please share it.
Below the cut I talk about my tic disorder, motor tics, vocal tics, echolalia, corpolalia, and thoughts of depression
This is a post I didn't see myself having to make but apparently me opening up about my disorder and answering questions when asked didn't get through to some people.
I'm going to start this post off by saying I have a tic disorder. I have had tics since I was 2 years old. I was diagnosed with a tic disorder at 17. I am 21 in two days and have gotten to a point in my life where I am at peace with the fact that I have this disorder but seeing a post like that from someone who I must talk to regularly and therefore consider a friend is disheartening.
I was diagnosed with a tic disorder when I was 17 years old. So nearly 4 years ago. But I have had tics since I was 2.
You have no idea what it is like to never have full control of your body. You have no idea what it is like to never know what you are going to say or do or when you could lose control completely.
I have a part of my disorder that causes tic attacks as a trauma response to shit that I don't want to get into. This presents as literal seizures.
I don't give a shit if the person who sent this was just confused, they could've come to me as I have previously answered questions about my disorder to clear things up. But the fact that any of my friends could think that I was in anyway using my disorder as an excuse to make a joke is fucking disgusting. I have, in many cases, been left completely immobile because of these tics. I have been taken to the hospital with suspected broken bones because of these tics. I have been viewed as racist and homophobic and sexist because of words that I cannot prevent from coming out of my mouth due to what we believe to be corpolalia.
This disorder has truly put me in some of the worst places I could've ever been in. It put me on a medication that altered my brain chemistry so drastically that since coming off of it I have had to relearn how to respond to fight or flight signals. I was 17 and begging my parents to fix me. I was 17 with my psychiatrist talking every week about how I needed to fix what I had done wrong to deserve this. I was 17 and I couldn't leave the house without a parent for risk of hurting someone. I lost all of my freedom and I won't ever get that back because I'm not free in my own body.
I was 17 and I would've been happy to not wake up again.
I still have days where I cant get myself out of the house because I am scared of saying something I can't control.
I've been on call in the server multiple times and had to mute or leave temporarily because I've hit my head on something and I need to check that I'm okay.
I would not and will not ever lie to make my disorder seem funny. Because it isn't. I sometimes say funny things, and call people pedophiles amongst other things (which didn't start in the server it started when I was 16 and I announced it in the store with my father and then cried all the way home). But the disorder as a whole is not funny and I never want someone to view it as such.
If anyone had doubts about my disorder they could've come to me. But instead someone ran to @tojioffline .
I have called one person in the server a pedophile as a tic. And I don't have to share who that is but I will. It's @fricks . There was no context behind this happening, it was something that I said in a call and immediately apologised for. Fricks and I talked so briefly and she said she understood and it did not offend her. I felt insecure about it so she helped make it a joke so that I wouldn't feel as awful.
That is truly the nicest thing that she could have done for me and I will forever be grateful because I felt extremely uncomfortable and she helped make me feel better again.
Now is it a weird joke to have as a server, yes absolutely. But whenever anyone asked I gave the context. Fricks is not a pedophile guys, don't go writing hate asks to her.
But again, if someone had a problem with this they could have told me and I would've stopped making the jokes.
I can mask my tics to a certain extent. I can force the words to stay back but they'll come out much worse later on. And when I first joined the server, I was doing that a lot because I didn't know people. But as I got more comfortable with the group I allowed myself to tic because holding it back is painful and exhausting and we were frequently having hours long calls.
The only people that these tics ever directly targeted have been @fricks @strawb3rryhachi and @lemonswirlss because I am extremely comfortable with these three people. I know that none of them are offended by my tics, and they've been nothing but compassionate.
Waking up and seeing this post sent to me, hurt. I'm not going to lie and say that it didn't. And I've posted about Tojioffline before we know my stance and I still agree that the anons are part of the problem.
But tojioffline is not a doctor. The anon who sent that clearly isn't either. It is not their place to speculate on someone's disability. And a blog that claims to be about JJK drama should not be saying "@ anons" to spread misinformation about a disability and open the floor to people who have hateful things to say about disability.
This has been a heavy post and I'm sorry about that, but it's one that is very important to me.
Hey so I live with this person, she’s my flatmate and my dear friend. I have been witness to these tics in person and while Em is as positive and as lighthearted as she can be about it, it can be terrifying to see what she experiences.
I have permission to talk about everything im going to mention. I have seen how this disorder quite literally disables her. Last summer I held a cushion behind her head for hours upon hours so she couldn’t injure herself during an attack. I’ve seen her lose the ability to breathe for scary amounts of time from attacks. We regularly try to leave the house in pairs to keep both of ourselves safe (I am also disabled).
And yes, these tics have called me horrible names but I have literally never blinked because that’s not her. That’s not my flatmate and I know that. I hear the words, I feel emotions in response (whether that’s humour, hurt etc) but it’s never at Em because I know it’s not her and I’m not going to insult her by refusing to acknowledge the difference.
Anyways that’s my piece. Shut up and read up on Tourette’s.
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Do you know who got doxxed because of tojioffline?
No I don't and I don't care to find out, and neither should you anon. It's an invasion of privacy either way.
The fact that @/tojioffline didn't deny it is proof in and of itself that it happened and it's fucking disgusting.
Making a fucking burn book account to accuse people of AI, drag on old drama that is no one else's business, and vouch for censorship is gross. It's gross and it's inciting hate.
It doesn't make you a good person to sit behind a screen spreading rumours and making baseless accusations and the second that someone's personal life and personal info gets leaked that should be a sign that you've gone too far. It doesn't matter if they personally didn't share it, it got shared as a direct result of that post. The fact that that hasn't made the account owners sit back and think oh maybe we should stop this is fucking disgusting and so telling.
If you aren't brave enough to say something to someone directly don't send it anonymously. This doesn't just apply to this account. In general, as a rule of thumb, don't get involved in arguments that aren't yours to be involved in, don't take sides in things when you know half a story, don't send anonymous asks to creators or to accounts like tojioffline because quite frankly it is none of your fucking business.
At the end of the day we all live on a fucking floating rock, if you think someone is using AI or is posting content that you don't personally like, block them. Plain and fucking simple. It's tumblr, what are they gonna do?
Making an entire account to try and make people dislike creators and accuse creators of not making their own work is so different to someone posting content that you personally do not like.
Do you know who got doxxed because of tojioffline?
No I don't and I don't care to find out, and neither should you anon. It's an invasion of privacy either way.
The fact that @/tojioffline didn't deny it is proof in and of itself that it happened and it's fucking disgusting.
Making a fucking burn book account to accuse people of AI, drag on old drama that is no one else's business, and vouch for censorship is gross. It's gross and it's inciting hate.
It doesn't make you a good person to sit behind a screen spreading rumours and making baseless accusations and the second that someone's personal life and personal info gets leaked that should be a sign that you've gone too far. It doesn't matter if they personally didn't share it, it got shared as a direct result of that post. The fact that that hasn't made the account owners sit back and think oh maybe we should stop this is fucking disgusting and so telling.
If you aren't brave enough to say something to someone directly don't send it anonymously. This doesn't just apply to this account. In general, as a rule of thumb, don't get involved in arguments that aren't yours to be involved in, don't take sides in things when you know half a story, don't send anonymous asks to creators or to accounts like tojioffline because quite frankly it is none of your fucking business.
At the end of the day we all live on a fucking floating rock, if you think someone is using AI or is posting content that you don't personally like, block them. Plain and fucking simple. It's tumblr, what are they gonna do?
Making an entire account to try and make people dislike creators and accuse creators of not making their own work is so different to someone posting content that you personally do not like.
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hi everyone! It has come to my attention that many people are having trouble distinguishing whether text is ai-generated. as someone who recently wrote a college paper and gave a presentation on ai in creative spaces, I wanted to talk about it and how you can tell if text is ai slop or human work.
yes, this is the real title page i used for the presentation
note: all screenshots in this post were taken from different authors who i believe display traits of ai writing, unless stated otherwise. i will not be naming them. this post is not to encourage hate, but to bring awareness to the topic.
first, lets go over what does NOT indicate ai text:
use of emdashes (—)
i love my em dash. alt 0151 my beloved. em dashes are a hallmark of human writing and date back to the 15th century. they fell out of use when type writers came into market (as there was no button for it), but they remain in literature use to this day.
curly or smart quotes (“ ” / ‘ ’)
i recently found out this is a default setting for apple devices. if someone types on an ipad, it's likely that their work will spit out curly quotes. that being said, it's glaringly obvious that ai has been used in the context when the work shifts from straight quotes to curly quotes. example:
single sentence paragraph pacing: one of the most IMMEDIATE giveaways is the staccato pacing. LLMs are trained to be highly readable, which often results in...
constant line breaks—almost every sentence/short phrase is in its own paragraph. while human authors do this occasionally for dramatics, ai uses it as a default setting to create a "poetic" or "profound" feel.
excessive em dash usage—i love my em dash. i have the alt code memorised by heart(alt0151). ai just... uses them to create fake tension or lack of breath.
lack of paragraph density—there are no "meaty" paragraphs (for lack of a better word). humans typically vary in paragraph length, mixing long descriptions with short burst of action.
(this was from my presentation. i marked the one that was ai gen with blue (as i have been so far), but i'd hope it's obvious anyway.)
2. "The Gaze" and micro-physicality: LLMs have a specific way of describing physical intimacy and tension that focuses on a predictable set of actions. for example, The Eye-Flick
(these are both from the same author, different fics posted a day apart)
this "eye-to-mouth-to-eye" sequence is a staple in ai writing for romantic tension. don't get me wrong, human writers do this too (i might have even done it before idr), but there's a point where it's in every single piece an "author" puts out and you start to wonder if they have any other thoughts in their mind other than "grok make romance"
hands/wrist focus—the description of the thumb resting on the wrist to feel a pulse ("Fast. Human.") is a very common AI sensory beat. it uses "human" as a shorthand for emotional weight in a way that feels slightly detached. because... ai doesn't feel emotion. it doesn't understand tension. (also, ai's are OBSESSED with the concept of humanity, so adding in a "human" here and there makes it feel more ""human"" in a way it never will be.)
for example, i have 2 uses of the word "human" in a fic i am writing that currently has ~60k words total. here are all 2 uses:
3. sentence echos, rules of 3 and symmetry—AI often repeats sentence structures for emphasis, which is repetitive and blatant when overused.
the "not this, but that" construction—
now, this one needs some nuance. human's love 3's. the rule of three has been around in writing forever. it's seen a lot in children's books (goldilocks and the three bears, three blind mice, three muskateers, etc) but LLM's have a tendency to overuse the rule of 3, ESPECIALLY when using adjectives, which makes the writing lack depth despite being bloated. that being said, here are some examples that i think are sus—
(a side note, i would like to thank @moesthinking for highlighting this blog—in the first 3 images—in their anti-ai post. it has been so useful for examples.) (im sorry for tagging you i hope you dont get scared immediately IUGHAIUGHAEGIUAHGUIA)
4. vagueness—because ai doesn't actually "know" what a character is feeling (spoiler; it isn't human), it often resorts to telling the reader that an expression is impossible to read, because it's easier to explain something you don't understand when you dodge the subject matter ex: "...something unreadable flickering there.(in that post i mentioned we'd talk about later... here we are)" human writers are more likely to describe a specific internal conflict or a unique facial twitch rather than calling it "unreadable" 24/7
5. overuse of select words—there are certain words that ai models gravitate toward when trying to write tension or atmosphere. now, human writers also love certain words. i, for example, am guilty of the following:
what can i say! i love saying my characters mumbled/murmured words. but there's a point where it becomes... egregious. some words that are typically overused/used out of place are:
shiver/tremble
electric
palpable
something
almost
pulse
lingered
loomed
barely
there are many more, but it's far too many to list in a tumblr post. of course, none of these immediately mean someone is using ai—these are words that human writers use, and words that i've probably used before, but you begin to notice a pattern after a while.
now, let's get into some speed-rounds because i've been doing a lot of yapping:
uncanny valley of english language/metaphors & similies that dont make sense (rain-soaked laughter, the sound itself burned, opening a door that didnt exist yet, striking the perfect pose in photography)
excessive vague praise (you embodied them / essence of what makes you, you / you gifted them to the rest of us / you give them life)
constantly restating itself or adding unneeded context (see: section 3)
generic stories. human stories typically include the author injected into the writing. (i dont have a direct example for this. here's a bit from a draft of crush that is literally stuff that reminds me of my ex-situationship)
anyways, if you've read this far, thank you for reading. once again, this post isn't to direct hate towards any blogs/works of writing in this post, and to remind you that none of these will 100% confirm ai usage, but it's simply to call out behaviour and provide what i hope is context for those who arent aware. if you're going to actively claim you don't use ai but use it (esp. so obviously), you need to get ████ ███ ███████ ███████ ███ ██████ ████ █ ███████ █████ ███████ ███ ███ ███ ████ ███ but anyways. this blog doesn't have asks on, but i'd love to hear your thoughts in tags/comments. much love yall.
(@eddieripps drew that for my presentation. much love gbt. much love)